Chapter Twenty-Four: The Last Void
At this time, Nie Lingzhuo was really looking for clues about Lingling in the place where Chu Chen had lived
According to the address and name given by Ayi, he found the old lady who was "suspicious" in Ayi's mouth, and sure enough, as he said, she seemed to know something, but she had to hide it
"Mrs. Xu, if you know what happened three years ago, please tell me, I am Lingling's father, I would love to find my daughter......"
Nie Lingzhuo knocked on the door, the originally closed door suddenly opened, and the old lady Xu looked angry: "You are Lingling's father, why did you go there earlier, you lost the child for several years, and now you deserve to lose the child, don't come to me, if you come to harass me again, I will call the police."
Mrs. Xu's temper was not small, and the sound of the door closing vigorously showed anger
The deafening sound echoed in Nie Lingzhuo's ears for a long time, and what Mrs. Xu said was not reasonable, he was indeed not worthy of being a father
But now is not the time to discuss whether he is qualified or responsible, and no matter what the cost, he has to find out the spirit
Nie Lingzhuo's eyes looked around, this was the environment where he had lived in the early morning, the sparse and sparse small houses in the small villages, the smoke of cooking in the evening, and the simple rural atmosphere seemed to exude true innocence everywhere
If he hadn't been angry or angry, he could have persevered a little longer, maybe he would have been able to find the spirit of the early morning and not get lost
"Old lady Xu, I will come to you again, even if you annoy me, but I will wait until you tell me the truth"
Nie Lingzhuo said firmly in front of Old Lady Xu's door
He paused, there was no response, Old Lady Xu was a very stubborn, unyielding, and eccentric person, it seemed that it was difficult to beg her to tell what she knew in an ordinary way of pleading, Nie Lingzhuo pondered that he should change his method, and suddenly poured out a basin of water from the window and poured it on Nie Lingzhuo
"Get out, don't come again, I don't know anything, get out of here right now"
Old Lady Xu didn't want anyone to disturb her peaceful life, so she gave Nie Lingzhuo a "dismount"
Nie Lingzhuo slowly stroked away the water droplets on his face, the water droplets rippled in front of him, and his vision became more and more blurred, not that he was angry, but that he was getting more and more depressed
Instinctively told him that he couldn't cut off the clue of Mrs. Xu, but he was afraid of forcing Mrs. Xu to leave, Nie Lingzhuo was in a dilemma and left, no matter what, he would still come to find Mrs. Xu
Ah Yi came before the beginning of the morning, and did not bump into Nie Lingzhuo as expected, his mobile phone was still turned off, and at this time, he just wanted to calm down and think about a way to find Lingling
When she got out of the car in the early morning, her feet stood in place as if they were rooted, and she had a deep fear of this place in the early morning, and she and Lingling lived here for a long time, and Lingling disappeared
"Miss Chuchen, the young master still can't get through the phone...... He's busy, maybe he's here, let's go back first."
Ayti yƬ
At the beginning of the morning, he didn't have the heart to care about whether Nie Lingzhuo had come or not, as if as long as he was here, the guilt and suffering in his heart came quickly
She was really sorry for Lingling, because she had been negligent and had not been able to see Lingling for years or even years to come......
"Miss Chu Chen, do you know the old lady Xu here," Ayi said after hesitating for a long time
"Hmm" means recognition
"Isn't this old lady's temper particularly odd...... I've been exposed to a few puzzling spirits before, and I always feel ......," Ayi opened his mouth at the beginning of the morning when he considered whether to say it:
"A few years ago, like me, she lost her grandson, and a car accident left her 5-year-old grandson forever"
So even if it's weird, even if it's stubborn, it's forgivable
"I see," Ayi seems to understand
"Let me go for a walk alone," asked Chu Chen, who had not been back for several days, for fear and avoidance, and did not dare to face the nightmarish loss
At the beginning of the morning, there was a frequent pain in my chest, as if my heart was cracking every time I got closer
She's so irresponsible, she can't even look good at a child......
Suddenly, tears welled up on his face, and the more he recalled, the more self-blame and pain burst out
"I'm sorry Lingling, Mom, I'm sorry, don't give up Mom, just like Mom doesn't give up on you, no matter how long it takes, I won't give up Lingling"
Chu Chen's body and mind trembled, and he couldn't help himself, until Ah Yi sent her back, Chu Chen's love couldn't recover, and he knew that it would be like this, at that time, he said that he wouldn't take Chu Chen there, but in the end, he didn't meet the young master, but let Chu Chen fall into the past and couldn't extricate himself
Nie Lingzhuo heard Ayi's explanation, and only then did he know that he had also gone there in the early morning, so he was so disappointed
On this day, they had a cold war with each other, and neither of them spoke first
Waiting for Nie Lingzhuo's explanation in the early morning, Nie Lingzhuo wanted her to calm down alone
He knew very well that no matter what he said at this time, he would not buy it at the beginning of the morning, and the fluctuating emotions would only make her more indignant
Following
Nie Lingzhuo's eyes darkened, from the previous hazy to this moment, and suddenly it was completely invisible
But at the beginning of the morning, he chased after Nie Lingzhuo and asked, "Where did you go yesterday, you didn't pick up the phone, turned off the phone, are you hiding from me?"
There was only the angry voice of Chu Chen's voice in his ears, and he couldn't see her angry face in the dark ahead, and in an instant, Nie Lingzhuo seemed to be in the abyss, as frightened and helpless
Did the day come so quickly?
He hadn't even found the spirit, and the day came
Panic and worry rose from the bottom of Nie Ling Zhuo's heart, and his face turned pale with shock, but Chu Chen didn't seem to see anything, because yesterday's bad feelings were brought together to vent today
"Do you regret marrying me when you speak, if you regret it now, it's too late for Nie Lingzhuo, I only need you to say a word, can our marriage continue?"
The temperament of the early morning was hot, and he went there yesterday to pounce on the air, and by the way, he recalled the bad memories of the past, and he began to be angry with Nie Lingzhuo at the beginning of the morning
She was even thinking that if there was no Nie Lingzhuo, if she had never known Nie Lingzhuo in the first place, then there would be no Lingling, and even more so the disappearance of Lingling, which would make her suffer unbearable
Nie Lingzhuo's headache was splitting, and her dark eyes were sometimes clear and sometimes hazy, until she could barely see Chu Chen's face clearly, even if she was angry at the moment, this face Nie Lingzhuo also wanted to see it clearly, and remember it in the bottom of her heart
What he fears most is that he will return to the dark days of the past, and he will not be able to see the first morning of the beginning of the year, and he will not be able to see the person he loves most in his life
"Don't talk, let me take a break, I want to marry you, but ......"
However, he also has concerns and hesitations, in case after getting married, it becomes a burden to Chuchen, in case there is really something to the operation, and he is half-paralyzed or unconscious, which is an endless drag on Chuchen
In this way, this is not love, but it hurts the first morning
"But what, but I'm not qualified to marry you, I will disgrace you if you marry me, do you want to say this to me, right, if you can't open your mouth, I'll say it for you......"
The shouting noise of the early morning filled Nie Lingzhuo's ears, she ignored Nie Lingzhuo's distorted face, she took the discomfort on his face as a hatred for her, "You are disgusted with me, think that I am not as good as the other women around you, regret marrying me impulsively, Nie Lingzhuo, forget it, don't think that only you can give me happiness and give me a sense of security, we are over, do you hear me say the end"
Chu Chenqing was so excited that he couldn't control it, Nie Lingzhuo had a headache and was about to faint, and the more he couldn't hear Chu Chen's voice clearly, he just wanted to run away and go to a place where Chu Chen couldn't see his pain
It's just that Nie Lingzhuo's departure made Chu Chen think that he had acquiesced
Nie Lingzhuo followed the blurred light in front of him and walked to the bedroom, his slightly stumbling back made Chu Chen particularly angry
"Nie Lingzhuo, you're nothing remarkable."
Fight with her
At the beginning of the morning, his face was swollen and red, and tears slipped down his cheeks unconsciously......
The sound of roaring and slamming the door and footsteps gradually disappeared in Nie Lingzhuo's ears, and he knew that Chu Chen must have left in a very angry manner
Nie Lingzhuo could only call Ayi: "Take care of me for Chu Chen, don't let her have an accident"
just said such a sentence, which made Ayi confused: "Young master, young master, what's wrong with you, what's going on with your voice?"
Even Ayi heard that he was wrong, but Chu Chen ignored the anger and really didn't care about anything at that time
At this moment, she still felt that it was Nie Lingzhuo who had changed her mind and regretted it, so she would be deliberately indifferent
The heart torn by the early morning was broken again, as if returning to the time when the spirit had just been lost, like the walking dead
lost Lingling, and also lost Nie Lingzhuo, she and their father and daughter, the two daughters who may be destined to be inseparable, and he will not have a day that belongs to her
It's just that why did Nie Lingzhuo treat her like this, since he couldn't give it to her, since he couldn't really accept her, why did he give her hope
What's even more ridiculous is that she was so proud of herself before, she was so proud that she found someone she loved and loved her deeply, especially in front of Nian Mingkang, she boasted about Haikou, recognized Nie Lingzhuo, and recognized him as the person who grew old with her in this life, but in the end, it was all her wishful thinking
At the beginning of the morning, she had no face to see anyone, and the previous high-profile was empty in the last game, and she couldn't accept it, but she had to face this fact......
(l~1`x*>+``+