Chapter 194: The Deepest Thing
"I broke that dress!" Huangfu Yesheng suddenly said, "When Brother Wang was beaten, I damaged my clothes. ”
Luo Ziqi looked at him in surprise, although he already knew the truth, but what did Huangfu Yesheng mean by suddenly mentioning it at this time?
"That dress was given to the queen mother when the father and the queen mother made love, you don't see that they have a cold relationship on weekdays, but the queen mother cherishes it very much. But at that time, I didn't understand the mood of the queen mother, I just wanted to find a beautiful piece of floral cloth, and the fabric of that dress was just what I wanted. ”
The queen mother was furious, thinking that it was done by the royal brother who happened to go to her palace to ask for peace that day, and the father was also alarmed. I didn't expect it to be so big, my father even used a whip on my brother! The memory of that day became the nightmare of Huangfu Yesheng's life, and the overwhelming fear, guilt, and uneasiness mixed together, became his greatest punishment for sitting back and watching Brother Wang be wronged but not daring to stand up and admit his mistakes.
"The cloth was in my hand, and no one noticed me, but I knew that Brother Wang saw it." The scene of sibling love is gone, and it is precisely because of this that it will be even more sad when I recall it, "I guess my face must have turned pale with fright at that time, so Brother Wang, who had always refused to admit his guilt, suddenly took the blame on himself." And the result of the body is in exchange for more merciless whipping.
"Since I was a child, the person I admired the most was not my father or mother, but my brother. There is a kind of stoic strength in him, which used to be like a majestic mountain, steadily protecting me, even if the sky falls, I don't have to be afraid. ”
"I love him more than anyone else, but what about him? After being angry with his father and forcing his mother to death, Shangyuan lost his father and mother as soon as he was born, and I have been under house arrest until now, and I don't know when I will be able to get rid of it......" Huangfu Yesheng looked at the unfathomable night, just like looking at his brotherhood who didn't know where to go, "In the face of my favorite brother and the most hated enemy, how do you say I should affectionately call him 'Brother Wang'?" ”
Luo Ziqi didn't know what to say, in fact, what could he say? The mental path that Huangfu Yesheng is experiencing now is not exactly what Huangfu Yehan experienced many years ago, loving and hating, there is no way to be completely ruthless, let alone as if everything has never happened.
"When is the time for retribution...... this is the only thing Luo Ziqi can say.
"Perhaps!" The expression on Huangfu Yesheng's face was helpless and ridiculed. The family affection of the royal family is originally bloody, not to mention the scarcity of people in Ningguo and the public massacre of his brother by Shangguan Jingwen of Anguo, even Huangfu Yesheng's grandfather Hua Wang Yuankejin also stepped on the head of his brother and even the ** concubine?
If the root of hatred is sin, then who is the root of sin? And who is without sin?
He once thought that when he grew up, he would kill Huangfu Yehan to avenge his mother, but now he still wants to? He didn't know anymore......
Luo Ziqi, who had mixed feelings, told Huangfu Yehan a word of the conversation between him and Huangfu Yesheng as soon as he went back, but Huangfu Yehan's reaction was only silent, and after a while, he said without any emotion: "I know." ”
The conversation between him and Huangfu Yesheng, Luo Ziqi thought that it was enough to make Huangfu Yehan, who was responsible for it, feel very gratified, but ...... But His Majesty is so salty and indifferent, and he just said, "I know", and forget it?
Could it be that there was a mistake in his own expression, so Huangfu Yehan didn't understand? Luo Ziqi repeated again: "Your Majesty, I just said that His Royal Highness said that the person he admired the most since he was a child is you!" ”
Huangfu Yehan nodded: "You have already said it once." ”
That...... Shouldn't it be a reunion scene where the brother releases his goodwill and his siblings break up? Why didn't His Majesty react at all?
Huangfu Yehan was busy looking through the investigation reports sent by various scouts, and he didn't want to ask more, but seeing Luo Ziqi's reluctant look, he had to turn his mind back to deal with his curiosity: "Since Yesheng came from Ningguo, didn't you ask him how Mrs. Yun and Shangyuan were?" ”
"Up...... Princess Shangyuan has grown taller again, and she is even more beautiful and cute than before, and the dog she raised has also grown up. Speaking of Princess Shangyuan, Luo Ziqi, who was suddenly stuck just now, gushed proudly again, "Didn't Queen Xi always come to the door to find fault before?" Now there is a vicious dog guarding the door, it doesn't matter who is the queen and who is the slave, whoever provokes the princess of Shangyuan will bite whom! Now no one dares to come to the door! ”
"It's like something raised by Shangyuan!" Huangfu's cold tone was full of a kind of pride that my family had a female jung, as if the dog raised by Princess Shangyuan was not bullying his **, but dealing with the enemy in front of him.
In the same way, he hated Queen Yuan to death, but in her daughter, he was so proud. He connived at Shangyuan's domineering, and even the people who wanted her to be domineering didn't dare to provoke her, he just wanted to spoil her, condone her, and just want her to be everyone's princess and dominate the world!
Perhaps the emperor at that time didn't realize that behind his arrogance and indulgence of the emperor, there was actually a hidden attempt to compensate that even he was not aware of. And this compensation is not only for Huangfu Shu, who lost his father and mother because of him since he was a child, but also for the Yuan Chengcheng who once collected thousands of favors from above, but now he is trapped in the enemy palace and cannot be free.
He wanted Huangfu Shu to live the days that Yuan Chengcheng had lived, as if Yuan Chengcheng could return to that kind of life......
"What about Mrs. Yun?" Huangfu Yehan asked casually, "Is she okay?" ”
“…… Well...... Should be healthy...... Right? Luo Ziqi said hesitantly.
"Should?" Huangfu's cold gaze moved from the pile of hills on the table to his face, "Didn't you ask?" ”
In fact, Luo Ziqi did not ask. There are some things that people indulge in for a moment and a half, and if they can't figure it out after two years, they are fools.
He's not a fool, so he's well aware. No matter how unfavored Mrs. Yun is, no matter how much she is bullied, her identity is always the concubine of Huangfu Yehan and his master. No matter how compatible they are, their feelings can only be the love of master and servant, and the woman who is cold at night is the emperor, and he has no room for coveting.
Now that you have figured it out, you should know more about melons and plums, otherwise no matter who has a misunderstanding, it will not be good. Princess Shangyuan is only five years old, there is nothing unreasonable for him to ask, but Mrs. Yun is a ** person, how can he be a general?
Since he shouldn't ask, he doesn't dare to ask, doesn't ask anymore, never asks again......