84. Contradictory Fit

He didn't continue to pay attention to the two sides of Naye and the Temporal Authority who were negotiating, because for Xiao You, there was still an important matter in front of him that he needed to solve. Looking at Fit, who was looking at him with a complicated face not far away, Xiao You's expression also became serious.

Regarding Fett's appearance, Xiao You knew that she was not coming for the Holy Stone Seed but for herself. After all, Xiao You ruined everything for her, although it was unintentional, but it was indeed caused by herself, so Xiao You had long been mentally prepared for Fit's revenge or something.

Xiao You knows that sooner or later the two sides will meet, maybe it's a good thing to meet now, after all, the sooner this kind of thing is resolved, the better, Xiao You doesn't want to have such an unstable factor by his side.

"Well, Fett, it's time to settle the matter between us." Looking at Fit, who had a complicated face, Xiao You said lightly.

Indeed, as Xiao You thought, Fit has a clear goal, that is, Xiao You. Looking at Xiao You with complicated eyes, Fett nodded, agreeing with Xiao You's statement, she would come tonight regardless of the injuries on her body, in fact, it was also to solve her and Xiao You's affairs quickly. If it is not resolved, Fett feels that he will live in a painful struggle, whether to avenge Precia, ambush Xiao Yu like a poisonous snake and live the life of an avenger, or end it and welcome a new life with Elf.

"I'm here to meet you, for a simple answer. Did you ever think about killing my mother? Looking at Xiao You, Fit asked seriously.

"Yes." To Fei's surprise, Xiao You replied without hesitation.

Hearing Xiao You's answer, even Fett couldn't help but be stunned. In fact, about Precia, Fitt knew that this thing would happen sooner or later after knowing everything, the question was just when it was triggered and what the result was, and Xiao You just became the initiator of this matter and brought the worst result for Fit. Xiao You can't be blamed entirely for this incident. However, no one in this world can look at what happened to them with a rational eye, let alone Fit, a nine-year-old girl who has just undergone a great change and feels confused about her existence? Therefore, Fit's heart is very conflicted, on the one hand, his mother, and on the other hand, he seems to be innocent Xiaoyou. Now Fett knows that he can't blame Xiao You, but he is unwilling to end this matter like this.

"Is that so?" With that, Fett lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking. If Xiao You said that he didn't explain this, Fit believed that he might be ruthless and revenge Xiao You, because she was now very confused about her future, and now she desperately needed a goal so that she still knew that her existence was meaningful. But Xiao You answered affirmatively without hesitation, which made Fett's heart even more conflicted.

"He admitted that he wanted to kill his mother, but why did I hesitate?"

"Fett" looked at Fett, who was lost in thought, and Elph, who couldn't see what she was thinking, didn't know what to say for a while. In fact, for what Xiao You did, Elf did not hate Xiao You, on the contrary, she was also very grateful to Xiao You, because Xiao You allowed Fit to escape from the clutches of that hateful woman and not have to be abused by that hateful woman.

Looking at Fit, who was like a lost lamb, Xiao You couldn't help but sigh. Xiao You knows very well what Fit is thinking at this time, which is nothing more than a struggle between revenge and non-revenge, and what causes Fit to have this struggle is undoubtedly because of her love for Precia and Precia's desperation for her and her seemingly innocent self in this matter, which makes the good Fit waver. If Fit can't sort these things out, Xiao You is convinced that this will become a knot in her heart, and she can only live under this knot forever, dwelling on the past, and never being able to calmly welcome the new life.

"It may seem strange to me, who doesn't know everything, and can be said to be your enemy, but, Fett, you yourself should know very well that your mother, Precia, both initially and eventually, chose the dead Alicia over the living you. She only sees you as a tool in the realization of Alicia's resurrection. ”

"I know." Listening to Xiao You's words, Fett remembered what happened this morning again, and Precia's cold and ruthless voice echoed in her mind again, and her heart couldn't help but sting again. But even though it hurts, Fitt still says: "Even so, it doesn't change the fact that my mother raised me, even as a tool, but she is still the most important and irreplaceable person in my life." ”

"Perhaps, the fault is not in you, nor in my mother, but in my right, my very existence is wrong, isn't it because of me that such a thing happened, isn't it?" The more he said, the more Fit got into the horns, because he couldn't simply blame Xiao You, and he himself refused to attribute the mistake to the person he loved the most, so Fit, who was in a contradiction, finally took everything on herself, and when she thought about it herself, she was extremely sure of this in her heart. Because, this is the best answer for Fett. Convinced of this, Fett wrapped his hands around himself tightly, clearly mired in self-loathing.

Can't look directly at her own existence, thinking that her own existence is wrong, in fact, these things appeared in her heart after Fitt learned what her essence was, and now, after talking to Xiao You, this idea clearly surfaced in her heart.

"How could it be!! Fett!! You're not wrong! Even I don't quite know what the relationship between that little girl and you and that woman is, but how can you blame yourself for everything! It's so obvious that something is wrong!! As soon as she heard that Fett actually took all these mistakes on herself, Elph couldn't help but retort loudly, this kind of thinking is worse than Fett's treating Xiao You as an enemy, a person, if she even thinks that her own existence is wrong, then what motivation does she have to survive? For her, who cares about Fett the most, Elph absolutely does not want to see Fett become like this.

Listening to Fit's words, Xiao You's brows furrowed, Fitt is too kind this girl, but it is precisely because of this kindness that she finds a new direction in the contradiction, especially after this is herself and will not hurt others, she herself believes this without hesitation. Caught in the horns, caught in self-loathing. Faced with such a Fit, Xiao You could feel that he was a little angry. Kindness is good, but being too kind is a pathology.

"Fett!" Suddenly, Xiao You shouted angrily at Fit, who was stuck in self-loathing, "Do you really think that the fault is on you!" ”

was suddenly angry by Xiao You, whether it was Fett himself or Elf beside Fett, they couldn't help but be surprised, and they didn't understand why Xiao You was angry. Fit's approach is even more awkward than treating him as an enemy.

Because of Xiao You's sudden rampage, Fit didn't reply, but looked at Xiao You blankly, and Xiao You didn't intend to ask Fit to answer but continued: "If your existence is wrong, then isn't Precia who brought you into this world the one who made the mistake!" Aren't you denying yourself and denying her? With that, Xiao Yu paused, and continued: "The fault of all this is not yours, you don't need to drill into the horns, you yourself should know better than anyone else, you yourself are not wrong, it is your mother, Precia, who is wrong, isn't it!" You should know this very well! Your mother is wrong! And you don't have to take the blame for her mistakes! This is stupid!! ”

"Coco." In fact, she herself knows what Xiao You said, but she doesn't want to face it, and she doesn't want to admit that her mother's approach is wrong.

"Nothing! Wrong is wrong, right is right, don't affect your judgment because of your feelings! In my opinion, you are not wrong at all, it is only the selfish Precia who is at fault! And this, too, is true. If you don't want to admit it, it's okay, you can blame me for all the fault and seek revenge from me! But don't be so naΓ―ve to think that you are going to blame yourself for all the mistakes and bear all the pain yourself!! Saying this, Xiao You took a deep breath and said, "This seems to me to be the stupidest thing to do. Now you are obviously full of confusion about the meaning of your existence and future, but I want to tell you that every life has its own meaning of existence, including you! ”

"Me?" Hearing this, Fit's face showed a look of doubt.

Looking at Fit, Xiao You knew that after saying this, Fit had no intention of seeking revenge on himself, but was more confused about his own self-confession, and Xiao You didn't mind unraveling the confusion in Fit's heart. Let's make up for this kind girl at the time.

"Yes. Your existence also has its own meaning, everything you exist should not exist only for Precia alone, you are not a puppet, you are also a living person, you also have your own thoughts. Why should you care so much about the past? You love Presia so much, have you ever thought that someone loves you as much as you love Presia? Do you know how painful your thoughts can make the people who love you? It's definitely the same feeling as when you grieve because of the uncertainty of Precia's fate."

"My existence should not exist for my mother alone? There are still people who love me" has been listening to Xiao You's words, and Fit gradually felt that his original disgust for himself seemed to have dissipated a lot, and Xiao You's sentence 'Someone loves you as much as you love Presia' made Fit wake up a little. Looking at Elph, who was looking at him with a concerned face, Fett couldn't help but secretly say in his heart: "Yes, I still have Elph"

"Fett" looked at Fett's eyes that were no longer as blank as before, and Elph was also a little excited.

"I'm sorry, Elph, I forgot about you again, I forgot that I still have you and I'm sorry" Looking at Elph, who had been caring for himself and protecting himself with all his might, Fit's eyes slowly shed tears.

Hearing this, Elph shook her head, hugged Fett tightly with both hands, and couldn't help but shed tears.

Looking at the two, Xiao You couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and now it seems that Fett has been relieved. Then, the seed of the holy stone is no longer important to Xiao You.

"I hope you can welcome a new life."