Chapter 230: Determination

readx; In the morning light, Xue Ya woke up early, but didn't get out of bed, just looked at the man next to her. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info In this life, he is her first man and will be the last. After a night of repeated thinking, Xue Ya finally understood that she had already fallen in love with him, but she had never faced true feelings under the hostility of each other. She reached out and touched his face, looking at the face that should have been familiar for a long time, and for some reason - it was a little sentimental. For the sake of the company, for the position of heir, he must marry the person he should marry, and seeing that he usually works so hard and spends almost all his time at work, she can understand the importance of the company to him. It wasn't just wealth, power, it was a sign that he wasn't just an illegitimate child. But...... After she understood her intentions, she couldn't accept such a future, and continued to be his favorite mistress, but she had to watch him marry other women. Although as a mistress, he will never treat her badly, and will let her child have a name, but she can't watch him become someone else's husband, Xue Ya would rather leave forever, so that this undeserved relationship has an end that it deserves. Therefore, now that she touches his face, there will be such a reluctant nostalgia. Despite this, Xue Ya had to tell herself that the deeper she fell, the more difficult it would be for her to leave in the future, and maybe there would be no more such days. But just before the two of them went further and further, cherish the moment of getting together - how wonderful it was, for a man who threatened her, Xue Ya wanted to cherish the mood. Ji Shouren opened his blurred eyes and held the hand she had placed on his face, "Good morning." "Good morning." Even such a short conversation can move her to tears. "Crying again?" He immediately noticed tears in the corners of her eyes. "I didn't ...... No, I don't. She blinked, desperately trying to blink back the tears. He wiped away her tears with his fingers: "I never knew you loved to cry so much. Xue Ya blushed a little and said, "I said no, there is no ah!" You are wrong-" Xue Ya's delicate and weak expression made him dumbfounded for a while, and a trace of confusion appeared in his eyes, and he said, "You...... It's rare to have a time when it's so cute. His words made her even more overwhelmed, struggling to break away from his embrace, "Humph! - Anyway...... In your eyes, I'm just not cute at all! He laughed, in a low, soft voice, but he was laughing, and the laughter made her stop struggling in surprise. You're not cute, yes, but that's what makes you cute. "What the hell are you talking about?" She pursed her lips in dissatisfaction. He looked down and kissed her cheek. "I don't know what I'm talking about, but I think you do." Xue Ya couldn't talk to him like this, so she had to push his shoulder, "Let go of me, you smell of wine!" "Don't you smell of me too......" he began to lick her ears. It's not all your fault—" "In that case, let me clean it up for you!" He picked her up, strode out of bed, and walked into the bathroom. Xue Ya didn't refuse, which surprised him a little, and she even took the initiative to help him wash his hair and wipe his back, so that people with hangovers felt very comfortable. "What good have I done to make you do this to me?" He asked, grabbing her hand. "I won't tell you—" She picked up the small scoop and poured the warm water directly over his head. The two began to play in the water, and a series of laughter rang out - and finally, in the bright sun, they bathed in the warm water and snuggled up to each other's arms. Xue Ya told herself that she would always remember this happy moment. On the weekend, Ji Shouren had no way to deal with any company affairs, because Xue Ya had been constantly "harassing" him during this time. "It's time to eat!" At noon, she stood at the door of the study with food, and he could only obediently put down the documents and go to eat. "Help me wash Wangwang!" After lunch, she grabbed Want Want over again and asked him to participate in the cleaning activity of Want Want together. When there was finally nothing else to do, she sat on his lap and wouldn't let him look at the papers on the table. "You...... What are you doing here? Ji Shouren looked at the person sitting on his lap in surprise, as if he had never found that she also had such a naughty side. It's boring, you ...... Tell me a story. "Xue Ya is a bold request. Ji Shouren stared at her for a while, and finally burst out laughing, "You want to listen to my story?" Her face had already turned red, and she mustered up the little courage she had left, "Yes! Isn't it possible? "Perhaps, I'll get some storybooks for you." He coaxed her like a child. "No, I want to listen to you!" She deliberately played tricks, her face pressed against his shoulder, her breath on his neck. His throat moved, and he thought for a moment before replying, "Good! Let me tell you a story. Xue Ya put her hand on his chest and quietly began to listen, only to hear the first sentence, she knew that he should be telling his own story. A long, long time ago, there was a boy whose mother died when he was three years old, and he grew up with his mother, and when his mother died, his father took him into another home, and then he learned that he was an illegitimate child. "There is another wife in the new home, and he has two sisters, I originally thought that this was another home given to him by God, but he was wrong, this is a strange and indifferent place, without any warmth." "This boy has nothing to talk to his father about other than winning prizes in competitions at school, or first place in exams, so he can only put all his spirit on his studies, perform well, and become an honor student that everyone envies." "However, every time my father always nodded his head slightly, he handed back his efforts and report cards to him, while his stepmother and sister gave him only sarcasm and open and secret fighting." "Therefore, in the boy's heart, he made up his mind very early on to become the heir of this family, the master of this family, so that everyone will listen to him." "That'...... How did he get there? Xue Ya asked softly. He graduated from school first in class, started as the youngest clerk in his father's company, and within three years he was promoted to team leader, manager, general manager, and last month he became president, as long as he married a daughter of the same power as himself, and as soon as his father retired, the position of chairman of the board of directors was bound to fall into his hands. "He'...... Must be happy? Is that right? "Yes, there is a thrill of revenge, because having mastered this power, no one will look down on him anymore, and no one will dare to say that he is an illegitimate child. He wants everyone to know that as an illegitimate child, he can also do something. "And far more than the others, for this day, he has fought for twenty years, and this is what he deserves." "It's cold in the high places, won't you be a little lonely?" Ji Shouren was silent for a few minutes - "Maybe! "He's always been lonely." "But, when he was twenty years old, he met a girl who was different." "She was the first woman he wanted to possess, he possessed her in a cruel way, and could only meet her every weekend because he did not want to let himself sink in love." "Love is the last thing he needs, his heart must be completely focused on his career, and he is not even qualified to love someone." "Really?" Xue Ya's voice was a little ethereal and unconfident. "He may know that he is not suitable for a lover, but all he wants in this life is her - so it is a very selfish decision to keep her by his side, let her give birth to his child, and let her be his mistress." "But he also had no choice." When Xue Ya heard this, tears had already slipped down and quietly wet his shirt. He lifted her chin, "Why are you crying?" "I...... I don't know......" She refused to look at him, tears falling down his shoulder. "Hate me?" He hugged her tightly. She shook her head, "I'm supposed to hate you, right?" ......" His voice became bitter, and he said, "I know you have too many reasons to hate me." She raised her head, closed her eyes, offered her lips, and kissed his tight lips. Ji Shouren stiffened for a moment, and in her gentle kiss, it finally slowly melted and began to respond. Arms tightened around her body, keeping her close to his chest. In this kiss, Xue Ya tasted sweetness and bitterness at the same time, the sweet thing was that she found her love, but the bitter thing was that she understood that even if she understood, there would be no result. Valentine's Day is here on February 14. Ji Shouren and Xue Ya have been living together for more than a few months, and Ji Shouren's guard seems to have relaxed a lot, and he no longer sends bodyguards to guard under the building. However, during her work hours, Xue Ya knew that someone was still watching her, and every time she came out of the office, she could see two figures standing outside the school through the railing, so she knew that she had to lower Ji Shouren's vigilance again. "Will you be back tonight?" After getting up in the morning, Xue Ya asked him. "Of course." He smiled shallowly, and he had been smiling more and more often lately. Her hand slid nostalgically over his brow: "When will you be back?" "It may not be as punctual as the front-end time, but after work, I will dare to come back as soon as possible, why do you ask?" Her hand had slid down to his neck. "I want you to come back sooner." The coquettish expression made him a little surprised, and said, "Can you tell me the reason?" Her face flushed - "It's Valentine's Day!" "She'd said something like that for the first time in her life—"Valentine's Day?" He didn't seem to have such a word in his head, so he thought about it for a while before he came back to his senses, "So what? "God, she really ran into a piece of wood - Xue Ya started to have a headache." So, you're going to have to come back a little earlier today! He still didn't quite understand—"Why did you come back early?" Xue Ya almost wanted to shout, and couldn't help but raise her voice and say, "Don't ask—you just need to come back soon—anyway—" As soon as she finished speaking, she immediately closed her mouth, because she found herself speaking to him in a commanding tone. I wonder if he'll be angry? Ji Shouren paused for a moment, but didn't want to be angry, but lowered his head and kissed her on the face, "Okay, don't ask, I'll listen to you for everything." The hoarse voice froze her, she didn't expect him to say such a thing. Could this be the charm of Valentine's Day - maybe a person who doesn't know what Valentine's Day is can be a perfect lover, she really believes. The two hugged each other and immersed themselves in this rare and warm moment. "I'm not going to work today." She said again suddenly. "Why?"

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