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My brain was buzzing, my body seemed to be immortalized in formalin, while my soul and brain floated in this affectionate rainy night, hiding from the chase of time, and then wandering between half-dreaming and half-awake, wondering if this was what it was like to be confessed by the person I loved the most

I finally hugged Chen Yi in my arms, feeling her perfect and soft body, and gradually reassured, but everything was so unhappy that it was unreal, I couldn't believe that a taboo that had locked me for more than ten years was suddenly lifted, and I couldn't adapt to all this.

I finally replied, "Is this a dream, if it is a dream, this dream is too selfish." ”

"We're not dreaming, we've just been lacking a little bravery."

"But there's only so much I can do for you."

"It's not like this, material can bring security to love, spiritual fit can make love enjoyable, if a love has both material security and spiritual enjoyment, it is the best, if the two can only choose one, I think, I am willing to chase a spiritually richer love."

At this moment, I don't want to overcomplicate my emotions anymore, and I don't want to look back at the scene that came along the way, I should jump out of the sadness of life and enjoy this moment, because the sky will definitely clear after the rain.

If falling in love with Chen Yi is a long trip that will definitely be tiring, then what I want to think about is to prepare a pair of illusory wings for this long journey, or a real off-road vehicle, because I really want to catch up with her and accompany her all the way to the end of her life

At this moment, I finally responded bravely: "Let's fall in love, talk about a love that can accompany each other to grow old." ”

Chen Yi looked up at me with a reassuring smile on his face

I closed my eyes and gently stroked her long, rain-stained hair. At this time, she is not the famous host, only the woman of Jiangqiao, that's all, and I will pack all those cowardly pasts into luggage, and then throw them all along the emotional journey.

On this drizzling night, Chen Yi drove me back to Tulip Road, and because it was too late, I didn't let her accompany me into the alley, we made an appointment to meet tomorrow, I will go to the TV station to pick her up from work as a boyfriend for the first time, and based on the current thinking of tomorrow's scene, I feel that I will have a good dream tonight.

Walking in the alley, the bluestone paved path has been wet with light rain, but because of the good mood, I don't dislike this dampness, on the contrary, I feel that it is a kind of moisture, and even the old lime on the wall that is about to fall off has become an indispensable scenery on this road, and this is my most nostalgic hometown, it is it that cultivated Chen Yi such a smart and beautiful woman, and made me her boyfriend, there will be no more wonderful thing in this world

Walking through the "Mood Coffee Shop", my small courtyard was in front of me, I vaguely saw a person sitting under the eaves, and when I got closer, I realized that it was Xiao Ai, and at this moment she seemed to have fallen asleep on her legs.

The weather was a little cold, I was afraid that she would catch a cold, so I hurriedly pushed her and shouted softly: "Girl, wake up, wake up"

Xiao Ai raised her head and opened her somewhat hazy sleepy eyes, but she was startled by my appearance, she pointed to my face and said, "What the hell is your face scaring people to death?"

"Potion."

"Wrestling"

"No, I helped Qiao Ye fight with a few gangsters who were making trouble in the hotel."

"Didn't you win, look at how miserable you are now?"

I was in a good mood, smiled and replied: "Chess opponents, a slight advantage, those grandchildren are still lying in the hospital"

"It's really pictured, and I think of the hideous and sympathetic look you look at when you fight."

I touched her head with my hand, and couldn't help but laugh again, with this girl, although sometimes she was angry enough, but sometimes it was really happy, because something that was originally very negative became a special sense of humor after it came out of her mouth. Presumably, this is also a skill that she has developed in long-term loneliness to please herself.

I finally cut to the chase and asked her, "It's so late, what are you doing with me?"

Xiao Ai took out a handy bag from his handbag, handed it to me and said, "Didn't you say that you want to open a wonton shop, I helped you buy a few books on how to make noodles when I went shopping today, you can see if it's useful." ”

I took it from her hand, but I didn't open it, I just sighed, "It's so late, you're just here to send me this"

"Otherwise"

I looked at her drizzle-soaked hair, and an indescribable feeling welled up in my heart, and it took me a long time to reply, "Well, I thank you."

Xiao Ai smiled at me, then got up and prepared to get up from the steps where she was sitting, but I don't know if it was because her feet were numb after sitting for too long, or because the injury on her feet was not so solid, she was about to fall down when she was unstable, so I hurriedly reached out to help her

The cold wind that never stopped blowing past us, and the eaves quietly dripped the rain down to the ground, but the world seemed to stand still in our intimate embrace, although this hug was not our intention

Xiao Ai's expression was a little painful, she tightened my arm, frowned and said, "Jiang Qiao, don't move, my feet are a little numb"

I answered, holding her until she recovered, and I didn't dare to look at her the whole time, because she was almost collapsed in my arms. At this time, any eye contact seems a little ambiguous.

Xiao Ai finally left my body and said to me, "The book has been given to you, so I'll go back first." ”

I hurriedly took out her car keys from my bag, handed them to her, and said, "Drive your car back." ”

"I'm too tired to drive, I'll take a taxi back."

I was a little stunned, she had already turned around and was about to leave, I called her again, and asked her a question that I couldn't let go of recently: "Girl, will you still go to the wedding of your father and Li Zishan?"

Xiao Ai turned to look at me, smiled and replied: "I see it, as long as people have a heart that yearns for simplicity, they can hide in this alley like you to raise flowers and plants, and it's good to drink some self-poured wine, so I don't care what kind of way Li Zishan and my dad get married, and what kind of life they will live in the future."

"That's what you really think"

"Well, it's true"

I nodded, relieved that I felt that she had changed over the years, and although it wasn't noticeable, her perspective on the world had improved a bit from when we first met. That's why I thought: Maybe everyone will grow up in some events, even Xiao Ai is no exception.

She seemed to remember something, turned around and walked towards me again, then took out a ticket from her pocket, handed it to me, and said, "Tomorrow I have a friend who is a singer and is going to hold a small concert in Nanjing." I'm going to help him with the backing vocals, anyway, you don't have anything to do lately, so just relax and go live to play, I have a singing repertoire in addition to the backing singers. ”

I took the ticket from her and nodded with a smile.

Xiao Ai solemnly told me: "You have already released my pigeon once, and this time you are not allowed to do any more bastard things." ”

"Don't worry, it's definitely not right, can you give me another ticket, and I'll bring a friend to cheer you on when the time comes."

"Who?"

"You'll find out tomorrow."

"Is it interesting to pretend to be mysterious?"

I smiled and replied, "You've played mysteries with me so many times, and you haven't allowed me to wear a veil of mystery once."

"Well, fulfill your boring comparison." Xiao Ai said and took out another ticket from his pocket and handed it to me, waved his hand to me, and then walked a little lonely along the winding path to the mouth of the alley, and the drizzle became a kind of gentle care, caring for this beautiful and lonely Nanjing Panxi Nanjing dialect, the meaning of a young girl

After a simple wash, I lay on the bed and sent a message to Chen Yi, asking, "Are you home?"

Chen Yi didn't reply immediately, so I lit a cigarette and waited, and then I couldn't help but think of what happened to me and Chen Yi over the years in the smoke in front of me, today we finally became boyfriend and girlfriend, although I can't adapt to it yet, but the wonder of life really happened to me.

Thinking of Chen Yi's excellence and decency, I took a very serious look at my current self, and suddenly felt a huge pressure in this sweet happiness. If Chen Yi took me to their banquet as his girlfriend one day, what would her colleagues in the social elite think of our relationship, and did I really want to sell wontons, which made this already very asymmetrical relationship even more embarrassing and weird

I was a little shaken

At this time, Chen Yi finally replied to my message: "It's home, are you ready to sleep after washing up just now?"

"No, I can't sleep, I never thought you would be my girlfriend, so it seems that I can't find my way out in the clouds."

Chen Yi replied with a snickering expression: "Who made you dare not speak for so many years, now you have to suffer yourself." ”

"Don't take it upon yourself at all, when I come out, it will be a broad road in front of me, so you can wait for me at the other end of the road."

"If you don't stinky and poor, let's rest quickly, tonight is another fight, and I entered the police station again, I'm afraid you'll be tired"

"You're going to run me"

"I also know that I'm squeezing you, don't follow Qiao Ye in the future, he doesn't do things in a measured way, you should remind him more, instead of adding fuel to the fire with him. Don't you know, when we received a call from the police station tonight, Qin Miao and I were about to die of worry."

Although this is Chen Yi's reproach, I feel a kind of care and love that can only be found between lovers. I couldn't help but close my eyes and take a deep puff of cigarette, and then tell myself with certainty: we are in love, I am really in love with this woman who makes me think about it for a long time

But I still don't dare to think about what kind of cultivation I needed in my previous life to become her man in this life