Chapter 18 can't let go, continue to hurt

In the end, consciousness was faster than action, and when Ji Chendong came to his senses, he was standing in the familiar and unfamiliar apartment. "Words, feelings, first, http://www.Klxsw.com

www.Klxsw.com [Full text reading baoliny] Looking at the familiar furnishings and familiar patterns, Ji Chendong's heart suddenly tightened, and he bent down in pain.

Since An Jing's departure, Ji Chendong has been sealed here, afraid of touching the scene, standing in the center of the living room, looking at every corner of the past is still vivid, at this moment it seems that An Jing is beside him.

When I came to the kitchen, I seemed to be able to feel An Jing wearing an apron and combing a ponytail, like an ordinary wife cooking dinner for her husband inside......

It's not that I can't investigate her situation, but I don't want to go, I don't dare to go, the more I watch, the deeper the pain, Ji Chendong thought that he had learned to let go, and he thought that he would never feel sorry for her again.

But hearing her name again caught me off guard. Even if she leaves, even if they can't be together again, they still don't want to hear words that hurt her.

Because he will be distressed.

The slender fingers caressed the coldness on the chest, and the fingertips touched the tail ring that had been warmed by body temperature, since An Jing returned this tail ring to himself, Ji Chendong hung it on his chest, and the action of stroking his chest became subconscious.

Now Ji Chendong knows that he originally wanted to be able to get closer to her, and he wanted to feel that she had never left him.

With that wine, through that love, or once again satisfying the unfillable loneliness in her heart at the moment, Ji Chendong once again checked her recent situation.

………

Paris, France.

Since that hospital visit, An Jing has become more and more aware that his bold speculation with Gu Xiluo is true.

When An Jing and Fang Zicheng came out of the police department again, the mobile phone in An Jing's handbag quietly rang. Taking out the phone, An Jing saw Bell. When Caroling's call came again, compared with the first time of ecstasy, An Jing obviously had a strange feeling in his heart this time.

Promise Bell. After Caroling's invitation, An Jing immediately told Gu Xiluo and Fang Zi about the matter.

Gu Xiluo frowned uneasily and said: "It's not good for us to accompany you with his personal invitation, and besides, he should also know that the police have been biting their dresses and not letting go recently, and they must know that there is a reason for you, and now the invitation to you must be because of this matter, you should pay attention to your remarks when you speak." ”

An Jing said: "Well, I understand. ”

Gu Xiluo continued: "After the dinner is over, you call me and I will pick you up." ”

An Jing said: "Don't be so troublesome, I'll just drive back." ”

Gu Xiluo said: "Okay, then you should be careful yourself." ”

That night, An Jing drove to the high-end restaurant in Paris where the two met for the first time, and there were only himself and him, but the only difference was that today was in a closed private room, which was also the first time An Jing knew that such a restaurant had such a hidden location.

The first time he ate in the hall, An Jing was nervous, compared to this time in the private room, An Jing's nervous hand curled, and then clenched tightly, at this time only he knew that the palm of his hand was already wet.

An Jing looked at Caroling, who was sitting opposite him, compared to the first time they met, although he always had a smile on his face, it still made An Jing feel that he was more alienated and indifferent.

In the dining room, Carolinge said, "Miss An, how is your work doing?" ”

An Jing replied with a light smile: "It's all good, although I am very tired at the beginning, I am also very happy to do it." ”

Caroling said: "Actually, I really admire you, you are capable and motivated, there are very few people like you in this circle, most of them are high-eyed, talented and hard-working. ”

An Jing said with a smile: "Thank you for looking at me like this, I still have a lot to learn from you in the future, and I hope you will give me the opportunity to learn then." ”

Carolinge smiled: "In the future, I want to communicate more Chinese elements with you, I am still quite interested in your Chinese culture." ”

An Jing said: "If you have the opportunity, you will definitely have a good exchange. ”

Caroling said: "I also hope to see more works related to you in this industry in the future, after all, this circle needs some fresh blood injection every year, and it is common for new faces to replace old ones, and not everyone can set up camp." ”

Hearing this, An Jing was slightly stunned, listening to Caroling's words, An Jing reacted quickly, although Caroling has always been unhurried and his tone is normal, but because An Jing has been in contact with society very early, he is also very able to understand words and feelings.

At this time, An Jing also knew that his recent series of targets and actions had made Caroling angry, and this inconspicuous word was also a warning and reminder from Caroling.

An Jing said: "I will take your words to heart, and I will work harder in the future." ”

In the face of rights and human life, Anjing has also weighed left and right many times, one step forward is the highest and glorious right, one step back is the understanding of conscience, standing in the middle of Anjing, there are also times when he is confused and wandering.

Today's status is also relying on oneself to climb up step by step, in which the tiredness and bitterness, sweet and sour, just like people drinking water, cold and warm self-knowing.

But the same An Jing can't turn a blind eye, lose himself for the sake of power, and lose his way.

Sometimes An Jing himself also feels that he is like a contradiction, he thinks that he is not very noble, not so muddy and unstained, he can sell his marriage for his family, he can also sell his love for his family, and he can also sell his feelings for his career.

But in this kind of humanistic morality, An Jing adheres to his own subjective consciousness, does not want to be confused by its complex relationships, and always feels that there is a law in every qiē.

Caroling said: "Recently I watched the news and saw that you were involved in a traffic accident. ”

An nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Carolinge said, "It seems to be a trick for you." ”

An Jing replied: "It's still under investigation, and it depends on the notice from the police." ”

Carolinge smiled and said, "You can tell me if there is something I need help with, I am more familiar with you here, I treat you like a daughter, don't be polite to me if there is something." ”

An Jing replied politely: "Thank you, I will definitely trouble you if you use the place." ”

After a pause, Carolingian continued: "But I also tell you, it's good for this society to save itself now, it's none of your business, it's better to take care of it, there are some things to learn to let go appropriately, after all, you are a young woman who is helpless in this strange city, and it is better to have more than less." ”

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