Chapter 38: A Letter to Him

"I don't care about the relationship between you and Ye Ruxin, I don't care, what I want is you, dust, don't do things that can't be done, I'm scared to the end, it's always you who suffers, it's just you who don't see, it's right for you to decide, I'm afraid, in the end, everyone is in pain, why bother?" Li Yiyi said bitterly.

Li Yiyi's words were not explained, but for Luo Zechen, it was already clear.

Once, Luo Zechen just took care of so much, and finally came to this point.

In life, you must always work hard for love, so that at least you will not regret it.

Luo Zechen didn't speak, so he shook off Li Yiyi's hand.

When Luo Zechen took steps again, she said quickly: "Don't forget, she has lost all her memories, she doesn't remember you, she doesn't remember her love for you, she doesn't remember everything, she doesn't remember everything, that's it, do you want to continue?" Have you ever wondered if this is what she wants? In her eyes at this time, you are her brother. ”

Luo Zechen was stunned, but finally got up and left.

Luo Zechen doesn't understand this truth, it's just that he has already made a decision, and it is difficult to change it.

This time, it won't be changed easily.

Li Yiyi clenched her fists like this, there was no way, after all, there was still no way.

No amount of tears she shed was useless.

No, Luo Zechen and Ye Ruxin are not allowed to be together, otherwise, how will she live?

But what now?

Li Yiyi thought like this, and after a long time, her face rose.

As long as she wants to destroy, there is always a way.

Luo Zechen, I want you to belong to me alone.

Ye Ruxin, I will let you understand that at any time, you will not be able to fight with me.

No matter what your relationship with Luo Zechen is, you and I just can't tolerate it.

I'm always going to make you miserable, I want to get what I want.

Luo Zechen returned home and walked into Ye Ruxin's room like this.

In fact, he wanted to control it, but he couldn't control it at all.

At this moment, he finally knew Ye Ruxin's previous mood.

Ye Ruxin wanted to leave him, but Ye Ruxin couldn't leave him at all, just like she was now, she couldn't convince herself to give up Ye Ruxin.

Luo Zechen sat on the big bed and saw the wind on the bedside table and the pink letter.

He frowned, why hadn't he seen it before.

Luo Zechen quickly pulled it up, and it was written, brother, receive.

It was written to him, it should have been given to him by Ye Ruxin before the car accident, right?

Luo Zechen picked it up like this and took a look, and the beautiful words on it came out.

"Brother, to be honest, I really don't want to call you brother anymore, because, this word is the word I hate the most, the existence of this word makes me understand that we can't be together for the rest of our lives, even if I know that you have no blood relationship with me, but as long as I shout this word, you will never look at me more, in fact, if you want to look at me more, you can't."

yes, how many times? Luo Zechen wants to ignore everything, and really understand Ye Ruxin.

Let's see if he will fall in love with Ru Xin, but as long as Ye Ruxin calls him brother, he won't be able to stand it.

It was a kind of shackle, always reminding him that it was not allowed, that he would cross another chasm.

Luo Zechen sighed softly and continued to see.

"So, I won't call you brother anymore, I don't want to remind you all the time, let alone tell me all the time, you are the man I love the most, but it is also the man I can't have in my life, I repeat this sentence day and night, my pain, tormenting me over and over again, when I dream back at midnight, I am still thinking, am I still me? You will never know, my pain, you will never understand, watching you with other women, I don't even have the qualifications to be jealous, another kind of pain, about to torture me to death, but I can only endure it, because you are my brother, no, I just said, I don't call you brother, so, you are not my brother, do it, what a nice name, but I can't call you normally, you say, this is my luck, or my misfortune? ”

Yes, Ye Ruxin, is this your luck or your misfortune.

If you weren't in the Locke family, maybe we'd have a different outcome.

But if you're not in the Locke family, how can we meet?

So, there are pros and cons to things, and that's what it is now.

Luo Zechen never knew that you would be so distracted, reading a letter, and repeatedly adding your feelings.

When Ye Ruxin is inseparable from you.

Luo Zechen shook his head and continued to watch.

"Luo Zechen, I really love you, I want to be your wife, I want to open my eyes, all I see when I close my eyes is you, I can stand by your side regardless of everyone, I can tell everyone that I love you, I think it is life to live up to yourself, but you don't have that courage, brother, oh no, Luo Zechen, what should I do?"

"I thought about it for a long time, if I continue to be at home, I will go crazy, so, I want to leave here, leave you, I think I will never come back, because I will love you forever, Luo Zechen, will you love me one day? One day, you'll tell me, 'Are you about to fall in love with me?' One day, no, I know, there is no day, because you are going to get married, I think I don't have the courage after all, watching you get married, watching you marry other women hand in hand, not Li Yiyi, maybe I will feel better, because you are not worthy of your love, she is bad to the bones, not worthy of you, anyway, I can name a lot of his shortcomings, he will never be my sister-in-law, I hope, you can find your happiness, and I can't find it anymore. ”

"Luo Zechen, if there is an afterlife, I want to make an agreement with you, definitely, we don't meet again, don't meet again, even if it's not brother and sister, don't meet again, this is also, in order to see you, I hurt so much, in order to see you, my heart is dead, my heart dies for a moment, I don't love but it will take many years, so, if there is an afterlife, we will never see each other again, and I, I hope to spend it simply and peacefully, the other party is sincere to me, not you, everything else can be settled, I love you, it has never changed, I don't love you, I can never do it, Luo Zechen, remember me, don't forget me, because, we can't, in fact, Zuo Shao is very good, if I can be with him, I will be happy, of course, maybe after many years, I have gray hair, I want to understand everything, I will come back to see you, but at that time, you and I, what will happen? I don't want to look forward to it, goodbye, goodbye, I love you, even if you never loved me. ”

Ye Ruxin.