Of course, Zhuo Shuang knew what it meant once she slept with Kim Yijun.

Even if it was death, she was not afraid.

At this time, as long as he thinks that Jin Yijun is experiencing such torture and pain, Zhuo Shuang's pain is unbearable, but it is more certain that Jin Yijun must be more painful than her, what is her pain?

Jin Yijun couldn't resist and was nervous in the face of Zhuo Shuang's pounce, but he was very firm no matter what, and he would never have a relationship with her at this time.

"Zhuo Shuang, you're crazy, go away for me."

Jin Yijun's voice was full of panic, she must be crazy, but Jin Yijun had an indescribable emotion hidden in his heart, Zhuo Shuang turned out to be really duplicitous, and she didn't have him in her heart.

When he knew exactly that Zhuo Shuang loved him far more than he imagined, Jin Yijun was full of joy because of this discovery, but in the face of death, he seemed to be more scared, more sad, and didn't want to leave her.

Zhuo Shuang wanted to climb on his body like an octopus, but he didn't let go, and wanted to kiss Jin Yijun, but he dodged away quickly, and didn't give Zhuo Shuang any chance at all, Zhuo Shuang was so angry that his eyes were full of anger, "Jin Yijun ......"

"Come down! Zhuo Shuang, I'll be angry if I don't come down again! What else do I have to do with you? As you said, old age and death do not get along. ”

Jin Yijun brought out the very hard words she had said to stimulate her, so that a guy like her who had a good face would let go quickly, but Zhuo Shuang didn't think about letting go at all, no matter how angry he was, he couldn't change her decision.

Such an intimate relationship with each other, especially Zhuo Shuang's body is so exposed, makes Jin Yijun breathe extremely hard, they used to have the sweetest intimacy, as long as they think of the most beautiful and stupid combination they have ever been together, those beautiful memories that make people feel numb and crispy, it will make Zhuo Shuang and Jin Yijun so excited and happy.

It's just that no matter how close they are, they can't go back.

Jin Yijun didn't want to be cruel to Zhuo Shuang, but he knew very well that if he wasn't cruel, it would be even more unfavorable to Zhuo Shuang, would he really let the situation get out of control?

In an instant, Jin Yijun had already pushed her away vigorously, and the force of the push was enough to injure Zhuo Shuang, and Zhuo Shuang was caught off guard and fell to the ground with a back, originally her height was enough, and if she fell like this, the pain was certain.

It's just that compared to Zhuo Shuang's HIV infection, this pain is trivial.

Although the current touch will not let Zhuo Shuang be infected with the HIv virus, Jin Yijun retreated in shock, afraid that Zhuo Shuang would rub against him in pain, he didn't want her to die, and he definitely didn't want her to have any mistakes.

Zhuo Shuang was embarrassed at the moment of falling, she also knew how perverted and extreme her behavior was, but as long as she thought that she would lose Jin Yijun in the days to come, when she really would never see him again, Zhuo Shuang could not bear it, tears burst out, and her words were hysterical.

"Jin Yijun, don't hide it, I know you can't bear me, you just don't want me to be sad and sad to hide everything from me, but, have you ever thought about my feelings, have you ever asked me if I want to know!"

"This happened, you are suffering, but I am complaining about you, hating you, my heart is full of curses, and I am even actively preparing for a wedding with someone else, Jin Yijun, if you really love me, you shouldn't treat me like this!"

But at this moment, Zhuo Shuang is so sure that Jin Yijun, a man, loves her, and has paid a lot for her, even if it is to pay for his life, he has no regrets, but such a good man, she didn't cherish it before, and she will always invisibly hurt him, stimulate him, and make him sad.

"Let's go, Zhuo Shuang, it's too late to say this...... Jin Yijun looked indifferent, and his words were quite cold, deliberately drawing a line with Zhuo Shuang.

"I'm not leaving, I'm not going to leave anything." Zhuo Shuang's reaction was excited, she was used to being willful in front of Jin Yijun anyway, so she let her be willful for the last time, when she said this, Zhuo Shuang had approached again, firmly holding his waist, so that Jin Yijun's body could only stiffen, and the tip of his nose breathed the aroma of Zhuo Shuang's bath, the taste was very light, but it seemed to be full of charm into his heart, rampant and domineering to provoke his desire and pain.

Zhuo Shuang was not afraid of Jin Yijun's body bathing in the fire, he was afraid that he would not be close, and he cried hysterically in his arms, tears soaked his chest, tears seemed to flow into his heart, and the pain boiled in his chest.

Jin Yijun is tears are also pouring out uncontrollably, how can he want to leave Zhuo Shuang, their life has just begun, they are not happy enough, far from enough.

"Jin Yijun, don't go, even if you go, take me away, how can you bear to leave me here alone, you know that I don't know anything, I have a bad temper, I always offend people, I dislike people, can you really be ruthless to see others dislike me and hate me?"

Zhuo Shuang hugged Jin Yijun's neck tightly, and said seriously, "Compared to the fear and pain after losing you, I'm not afraid of death, Jin Yijun, before you leave, we can do whatever we want!" Don't be taboo, don't avoid, I don't care. ”

He knew that when he learned that he had this terminal illness, Zhuo Shuang was already mentally prepared, and it was impossible for her to let Jin Yijun go to another world alone and be alone.

It doesn't matter if she's impulsive or cowardly, Zhuo Shuang is pretty sure she can't really lose Kim Yijun.

In fact, when she and Xiao Hongwen were about to get married, she and Jin Yijun seemed to be completely over, and in Zhuo Shuang's heart, there was still something to look forward to, as if she was still subconsciously thinking that Jin Yijun and she would still be together one day, but if Jin Yijun died, then there would really be no thoughts at all, and everything would be completely over.

As long as she thought about the complete end, Zhuo Shuang didn't dare to imagine that she had never asked Jin Yijun for anything, and when she got along with the two of them, she definitely had the upper hand and was dominant, and it was completely impossible to beg Jin Yijun like she did now.

She also knew that she was very faceless and faceless at this moment, but just like Zhuo Shuang said, she didn't care, Jin Yijun was going to die, the person who loved her the most and could tolerate her the most was going to die, and she didn't care about anything at all.

Zhuo Shuang hugged Jin Yijun tightly, and wanted to kiss him the moment she raised her eyes, but Jin Yijun couldn't give her this opportunity, and once again, she pushed her away fiercely, ruthlessly, resolutely, "In the past thirty years, when there was no me, you weren't all good, Zhuo Shuang, don't spill here, I can't be with you, I can't protect you for the rest of my life, you go, don't come here in the future." ”

Jin Yijun said, turning his back, unwilling to say more to Zhuo Shuang, if he continued, he would collapse, and he would also be made to surrender by Zhuo Shuang.

"Jin Yijun, you ......"

Say she's spilling?

She's always been like this, is it the first day he met her!

"I won't leave, Jin Yijun, you can do it yourself, even if you refuse to be with me, as long as you leave the day, I won't live alone." Zhuo Shuang's attitude was firm, very uncomfortable, and she let go.

Originally, she just wanted them to enjoy a period of sweetness together before Jin Yijun left, since Jin Yijun was so stubborn, she wouldn't listen to his arrangement, what would make her live a good life with others and dream!

"If you don't go, okay, I'll go, I'll go! It doesn't matter how long you want to stay here. As soon as Jin Yijun came back, he left immediately, unwilling to be in the same room with Zhuo Shuang, how afraid he was in his heart that if he couldn't stand it, what really happened to Zhuo Shuang, even if he died immediately, it would not be a pity.

When Zhuo Shuang heard this, she was anxious, "Jin Yijun, you come back, you come back for me." ”

She is so embarrassed now, it is impossible to chase her out, and after she was in a hurry to get dressed and catch up, Jin Yijun had already disappeared into the night, "Jin Yijun, you bastard, don't you know that it's selfish and despicable to do this?" After playing with my feelings, just walk away, you are the most shameful and despicable scumbag in the whole world! I won't forgive you, listen up, I definitely won't forgive you. ”

Unless......

Unless we live together and die together.

Zhuo Shuang roared in the quiet night, and the roar clearly came to Jin Yijun, who was hiding in the corner, in fact, he didn't go far, he didn't leave the surroundings of the villa, he heard Zhuo Shuang's grief.

After the tears, Jin Yijun had a happy smile on his face, even if it is worth dying now, in this life, it is not easy to meet a woman who loves herself and loves each other.

If he hadn't encountered such a thing, perhaps, he and Zhuo Shuang could have become white-haired lovers, and it would be impossible for them to be separated for the rest of their lives, even if Zhuo Shuang wanted to separate, he would not allow it.

Zhuo Shuang stood in the night for a long time, tears streaming down her face, unprecedented despair and pain spread all over her body, she was not afraid of death, what she was afraid of was the moment when Jin Yijun left forever and disappeared.

Now the HIv virus has obviously not flown out in his body, and when the time comes, the body will definitely be too uncomfortable for him to bear, and he can only watch Jin Yijun die in pain.

All the power in Zhuo Shuang's body seemed to have been ruthlessly snatched away, leaving only a soulless, empty shell, slowly and weakly walking towards Jin Yijun's apartment, he wanted her to go, it was impossible, she wouldn't go.

Jin Yijun looked at Zhuo Shuang's lonely and desperate back, and blamed himself more than ever for not being with Zhuo Shuang, if they hadn't loved each other, Zhuo Shuang wouldn't be so miserable now.

Before, Zhuo Shuang didn't know that Jin Yijun was in this situation, thinking that it was really this kind of young man who was unreliable, he empathized and said goodbye, even though he knew Jin Yijun's feelings for her very well, but in fact, Zhuo Shuang was also unconfident, after all, there was a lot of gap between him and Jin Yijun, whether it was family background or age, just like Shen Bing sarcastically mocked her before, they are not the same level, one level of people, such a difference between the two, it is not so easy to want to last forever.

But now that he understands that Jin Yijun will be separated from her because of his own irreversible situation, it is impossible for Zhuo Shuang to marry Xiao Hongwen, even if the two of them have already begun to prepare for the wedding, this must be stopped and stopped immediately......