76. Life is too light to bear its weight.
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After getting on the bus, according to the separation of the seats, Li Nian naturally came out alone, sat in the corner, leaned his elbows against the window edge, supported his chin and began to close his eyes and recuperate, so he didn't want to gossip much at first glance.
This person has always been like this, and Huang Quan didn't care, he left him alone, sat down with Kagura next to Hanekawa and Li, and took the initiative to find the two of them in the third grade with a smile and start talking.
In the case of the vampire's retreat, they only intervened at the end and did some aftermath, and they only had a one-sided relationship with the calendar, and they didn't see Hanekawa above.
At this time, they reported each other's names during the conversation, chatted in a harmonious atmosphere, and the two sides could be regarded as formally acquainted.
The destination was a little far away, and time passed like this, until the bus arrived at the station and slowly stopped, and they all stopped chatting.
Huang Quan turned his head to greet Li Nian, who seemed to be asleep on the way.
"Got out of the car, still sleeping."
Li Nian opened his eyes, his eyes were very clear, of course he didn't fall asleep, he simply stood up.
"We're here?"
"There's still a little more to go."
Everyone got out of the car, and the place where they stopped was an intersection, the road to the road, and this fork was to a much narrower path, and I don't know where it extended.
Huang Quan pointed over there and told Li Nian.
"Follow this trail and walk for a while and you should be able to see the place."
Li Nian looked at it, guessing that it was the same, and then he got an accurate answer, nodded and walked over there, and everyone naturally followed.
It is true that I have moved away from the city, and I feel that I have entered some mountainous area, and there are no buildings in sight, and there are green trees on both sides of the avenue.
On the road after that, the tall man in the suit and leather shoes walked calmly in front, still not talking much.
This is the norm,
However, whether it is because of the formal outfit or because of the occasion, this back seems to be more bold and heavy than ever.
Huang Quan and the others watched from behind, feeling some pressure in their hearts, and they all seemed to be concerned about something, and remained silent.
Everyone was quiet, and the atmosphere was a bit serious because of it.
Li Nian, who was at the source of this atmosphere, just looked around, looking around indistently, and it felt more like a random tourist than a casual spectator looking for a place.
They walked on the road carved out in the woods for nearly five minutes, and when they turned a corner, suddenly the road was gone, and a solemn gate appeared in front of them.
It seems that they have arrived.
……
……
There is no such thing as grandeur or complexity.
Looking from here, there is a straight walkway ahead, and on both sides are a series of tombstones, which stretch and stand like a forest.
After entering the cemetery, what you see is just such a simple scenery.
It's the first time I've been back to this place, but when I look at it, it feels like a familiar scene.
Li Nian's heart was a little unsettled.
When you come to this place, you naturally have to think of something.
He said suddenly.
"I actually hate this kind of place."
Li looked at the tombstones around him and felt that he couldn't understand it.
"Well, it's such a place after all."
Li Nian looked straight ahead, recalling the past, his eyes flickering.
"It's really uncomfortable to send people into the ground or something."
Calendar and Hanekawa glanced at each other.
Of course, this is not difficult to understand.
But unlike the two of them, only Huang Quan and Kagura have some experience of what kind of mood and thoughts Li Nian has when he said this.
The two sisters remembered something, and their eyes darkened.
Kagura remembered the day of her mother's funeral and clenched her fists.
Even after many years, some things are still vivid, easy to recall, difficult to get used to, and always feel very uncomfortable.
Huang Quan naturally noticed her reaction and knew what she was thinking, so he stretched out his hand and put it on her head and stroked it gently, but his eyes looked at Li Nian in front of him, feeling that he said this on purpose.
At this time, Li Nian, who had been looking ahead, turned his head and looked coldly at the few young people behind him.
The four people reacted differently, and it was clear at a glance.
Li Nian's gaze first stared at Li, then swept over Hanekawa, then looked at Huang Quan for a while, followed by moving Kagura's body, paused for a moment, and a hint of apology flashed in his eyes.
He was sorry that it would touch on memories that Kokara didn't want to remember.
But no matter what, the different reactions of the crowd were expected by him.
He withdrew his gaze, looked ahead again, and began to take steps to keep walking, and the group began.
Li Nian continued while scanning the tombstone in front of him, looking for the location of the man's grave.
"The world says that life and death are the norm of life, which is very reasonable, because the fact is that life is a lifetime, this situation must always be faced, and if you live for a long time, there will always be an opportunity to send someone into the earth."
Hanekawa blinked, feeling as if he was saying this to himself and Araragi.
But Li didn't notice it, he was now a little unable to stand the heavy air, quite uncomfortable, and was about to find something to say to ease the atmosphere, when he heard Li Nian say this, he nodded and agreed: "Maybe that's the case." ”
"But you don't understand."
“…… Yes? ”
Being responded to by Li Nian like this, Li was at a loss, and he said casually, he never thought that the spearhead would be aimed at him.
"You little ghost haven't been through it yet."
Li Nian said this, making him feel that he was being underestimated, and he was unhappy in his heart.
“…… I still attended the funerals of relatives. ”
"I know you well?"
“……”
"It doesn't seem to be very familiar, it's a cousin somewhere."
“…… It's a relative on my mother's side. ”
I replied like this, and I want to affirm that the relationship is quite close.
"Can you remember your face and your name?"
“……”
"I guess you can't remember, but I still have to say that the little ghost is really indifferent these days......"
"Who, who said I can't remember!"
"Who are you fooling with that reaction?"
"Goo......
I also knew that my reaction was very unconvincing, and I was speechless.
Li Nian, who was walking in front, shook his head slightly.
"It's just that kind of talking point...... In fact, it is very painful for someone who knows each other to really die. ”
“…… Of course I know that. ”
When someone who knows each other dies, of course it is painful, this kind of topic makes Li's expression bitter, and he can't figure out what the martial god wants to say.
But apart from him, others felt something, and Hanekawa also showed a thoughtful expression.
Li Nian continued.
"yes, analogy...... Just imagine what it would be like for a vampire to be killed by me. ”
"This metaphor is so real, hey! You're threatening, aren't you? It's a threat! ”
"Just to make you think about it."
There was silence for a while.
It was precisely because I had really felt the killing intent of the man in front of me that that scene was ...... As you can imagine.
He replied after thinking.
“…… That's really scary. ”
"Terrible ......"
Li Nian thought this was a very interesting answer.
For Araragiri's current age, the health of his friends and two younger sisters of the same generation needless to say, his parents are still young, and his grandparents are also alive, for him, all those close to him are still alive.
The closest moment in his life was when Li Nian was about to kill Heartunderblade.
Araragi understood from the assumption that it was a great fear.
But in his senses, that was still unknown.
The Araragi calendar has not really been lost.
I didn't really feel it.
"So you think it's scary, but you don't know how painful it is."
Hearsay and actual experience are two different concepts.
Really parting with life and death is not something that can be said to outsiders.
The face I knew was suddenly and permanently gone, and that feeling was known only to me.
In Li Nian's life, he first realized this when his teacher died.
At that time, he felt that the world was turned upside down.
Until then, he had no apathy for killing, taking it for granted, cutting flesh and cutting stone the same thing.
It was only after that that he began to really understand something, and there was a change, and now, he is very cautious about killing.
Li Nian stopped.
On the tombstone in front of me, Watanabe's surname is written.