Chapter 361: My road ahead is without you
An Yichen was suddenly beaten. looked at Lei Ruan Qin in front of him with a depressed face. There was no anger. It's just a little confusing. Did he do something wrong?
"You know it's hard to say it now. He also sprinkled salt on his wounds. An Yichen. Are you something or not. Lei Ruan Qin was not lightly angry. It seems to have been a slap in the face. I didn't feel relieved at all.
"I ......"
An Yichen didn't know how to explain it. He's wronged. Those words were not deliberately rubbing salt on Su Yanzhi's wounds. I just want him to be initiated. Just sober up. Mu has been gone for so long. Su Yanzhi has always seemed to have lost a few souls.
Merely. Lei Ruanqin does not seem to approve of An Yichen's approach.
An Yichen knew that Lei Ruan Qin had misunderstood. He hurriedly explained: "Nguyen Nguyen. I didn't mean to make it uncomfortable. I just don't want to see him sink any further. I just want him to sober up. ”
Listen to An Yichen say this. Lei Ruanqin's expression froze. Could it be that I misunderstood him just now?
On weekdays, this man has always had a poisonous mouth. Heartless. Lei Ruan Qin also subconsciously held grievances for Su Yanzhi. I just did it. It seems that he is indeed impulsive.
This time. An Yichen has really changed a lot. His temper was not as cold as he used to be. He is also very concerned and concerned about Lei Ruanqin. If only one or two days. Lei Ruanqin may suspect that An Yichen has other intentions. Or just unwilling to let Lei Ruan Qin leave him. But it's been more than half a year. An Yichen never got angry with Lei Ruan Qin again.
Think of these days. An Yichen did a qiē to her. All of a sudden. Lei Ruan Qin felt a little embarrassed.
"Nguyen Nguyen. Don't be angry. Your body matters. An Yichen thought that Lei Ruanqin didn't believe his words. Again: "I swear." If I really want to hurt Su Yanzhi. Oh my God...... Not. ”
An Yichen's three fingers hadn't been raised. was pressed down. Feel a fragrant fragrance on your lips. Soft to the touch. made his lower abdomen tense inexplicably.
Since knowing that Lei Ruan Qin is pregnant. He never had any more intimacy with a woman. Lei Ruanqin didn't like him. An Yichen never moved his hands and feet. From a flowery scumbag to a good gentleman all of a sudden. It is precisely because he has changed so much. It made Lei Ruan Qin feel that he would definitely not be able to persevere.
Lei Ruanqin straightened up. looked at the man across from him with a surprised face. She also blushed a little. It was a completely subconscious action just now. I don't want An Yichen to swear poison. But I don't know how to stop it. I couldn't help but gag him.
At this moment. Lei Ruan Qin lowered his head. Turn around and walk towards their car.
Someone grabbed his arm. An Yichen carefully took Lei Ruanqin into his arms. Bow your head and lean over. Kissed her on the lips again.
Lei Ruanqin struggled subconsciously at first. An Yichen did not let go. Her body gradually softened.
Lei Qiming called Lei Ruanqin. said that Su Yanzhi had already gone to the banquet hall. Let them rush back too.
On the road. Lei Ruan Qin said to An Yichen: "Don't get me wrong. I don't want to be with you. Our relationship doesn't change because of the kiss just now. ”
An Yichen did not speak. The mood is a little low. Lei Ruanqin still refuses to forgive him.
But she obviously didn't refuse just now.
"You should be kissed by a stranger. It used to be like this a lot anyway. Lei Ruan Qin looked out the window. I didn't go to see An Yichen.
If she looks. It can definitely be found. The loss on the face of the Assassin An Yichen was palpable.
Oh, yes. It used to be like this a lot anyway. Not only often kiss strange women. I also slept with a strange woman. What's more. also said that Lei Ruan Qin was the same as those strange women.
The bitterness in An Yichen's heart. Only you can taste it.
"If it's wrong, you can't change it." An Yichen put his hands on the steering wheel. Look straight ahead.
Lei Ruan Qin did not speak.
An Yichen continued to speak: "I don't even have a chance to change." Will you go to death row in this life? In other words, I fell in love with each other so early. As on each side today. There was not a single word at all. The two of us obviously care about each other. Why can't you start well. ”
"I care about each other." Lei Ruanqin turned his eyes to look at An Yichen. Laughing: "Mr. An." I don't know what I've done to make you think like that. I don't care who you care about. But it's clear. I don't care about you. We're just good friends. Or maybe not even a good friend. It's just acquaintances who grew up together. I don't want to embarrass you in front of an old friend. So I give you respect. But that doesn't mean I like you. Let's talk about it. I prefer Lu Shen. Like my brother. I even like the brother of words. And your place in my heart. It's not that far ahead. ”
"Nguyen Nguyen. Do you have to hurt me by saying such things? If you feel that this relieves you. I'm willing to bear it. An Yichen now feels like a knife in his heart. It's very uncomfortable.
"You're mistaken again. I didn't mean to hurt you. There is also no need to degasp. Because I'm not angry at all. Just to explain our relationship to you. I hope you don't misunderstand what I mean," Lei Ruan Qin said calmly.
"But you've liked me for so many years. I used to be the only ...... in your life"
"You also said it was once. What was once is in the past. There is no going back to the past. We can only look forward. And my way forward. Not you. Lei Ruan Qin finished speaking. I don't want to sit in the car anymore. Politely and distantly, he said, "Mr. An." Leave me on the side of the road. I'm a little tired. I won't go to the birthday party that I said. ”
Ahn didn't slow down. It was as if he hadn't heard Lei Ruanqin's words. Keep going.
Lei Ruanqin glanced at him. The man's face was cold. It seems that for a while, it has returned to the former iceberg. These days. No matter how unfriendly Lei Ruan Qin is to An Yichen. I don't care. He didn't treat Lei Ruan Qin as cold as before. All of a sudden, it's back to the way it was. Lei Ruan Qin subconsciously felt a panic in his heart.
It's simple. Seemingly unconcerned. But this man is like a cinnabar mole in his heart. It has long been embedded in the flesh and skin. Become a part of Lei Ruanqin's life. Even if reason sues sù her. Fear no more. Because it has now been lost. The relationship between the two of them has become irreparably bad. There's really nothing to be afraid of.
But I just can't help but throb in my heart. Uncontrollable anxiety and worry.
"Stop." Lei Ruan Qin couldn't stand such a feeling. She just wanted to stay away from this man. The farther away the better. It's best not to see each other again in this life.
"I'm not going to let you go home alone." An Yichen's voice was much tougher than usual.
Lei Ruanqin was a little puzzled. Turned to look at him. An Yichen's face was gloomy. Look straight ahead. Not as gentle as before. But it's not as cold as it once was. For a while, Lei Ruan Qin was puzzled. I don't know what this man is thinking.
Croydon. The sun is shining today.
Although it's not yet night. But the atmosphere on Christmas Eve was already strong.
Mu used the blue strap early. Carry your back on your chest when you're almost eight months old. Wandering around the supermarket.
I've been breastfeeding all the time. Although premature. But the body is healthy.
The couple bought some daily necessities and food. Mu Zao used a trolley to push a shopping bag. Walk across the sidewalk. Walk to your accommodation.
Saw a cake shop on the side of the road. Mu stopped early.
This time last year. She was with Su Yanzhi. To surprise him in the evening. It's been a long time coming.
But now......
In other words. How are you doing? The body is not better. Is the treatment that Lu Shen helped you do smooth?
Mu pushed the cart early. I entered the dessert shop.
After the door is opened. There are jingling wind chimes above. The sweet smell of the cake comes to your nose. The transparent pantry is stocked with an enticing assortment of breads and pastries.
Mu slowly walked to the front of the display case of the birthday cake early.
A young waitress stepped forward with a smile. Politely ask in English what Mu Zao Zao needs.
After explaining the meaning. The waitress asked Mu to sit down at the small table next to her early. Help her get a cake atlas. You can follow the pattern points above.
Mu nodded early. All the time in the chest strap. I also looked at the colorful cake patterns on the table in front of me with interest. happily moved in Mu Zao's arms. Waving his little arms. I want to get to the gallery on the table.
Mu picked it up early. Put it in front of the time. Smiled and asked, "Baby." Are you going to help your dad choose a birthday cake? Come. See if the baby likes that. ”
Waving his little hands all the time. Dancing in the strap on Mu Zao's chest. From time to time, there is a giggle in the mouth.
I don't know if I inherited Mu Zao's optimistic personality. I rarely cry all the time. Unless you're really hungry or peeing. I'm also very well-behaved when I sleep. Mu Zao took him alone. But I didn't find it very difficult.
Turned a few pages. From time to time, he raised his little hand and slapped it wildly on the atlas.
Mu Zao didn't know if such a young child was really conscious. The pattern where his little hand touched. It is the style of a clock. Twelve. Three. Six. Nine o'clock at the place. It's four red hearts. Fruit and chocolate are piled up in the middle.
And the name of the cake below the picture. made Mu Zao's heart throb.
「Miss-your-time」
Missing your time. Is it also to miss your time.
Su Nianshi. Mu Zaozao suddenly regretted the name he came up with in the first place. She just thinks about nostalgia for those old days. But I didn't think about it. Now I have to rely on those memories of the time to miss.
The cake was chosen. The waiter said come and pick it up in an hour. Mu pushed the cart early. Carrying his son on his back. I want to go home early and put down what I bought at the supermarket.
Just came out of the cake shop. Mu had already sensed that something was wrong. There seemed to be a few men behind her who had been following her. When I came out of the supermarket just now. It has already been noticed. At the time, I thought it was an ordinary pedestrian. But now it looks. It doesn't seem that simple -