How do you describe the situation in front of you?

Although Lihua Juan, who was sitting opposite me, still had no expression, a standard three-nothing appearance, but ah, the eating frequency higher than ordinary people reminded me all the time that Lihua Juan, who was not as indifferent as she seemed on the surface.

So spicy mapo tofu, can be sent to the mouth without stopping, in the blink of an eye a plate of mapo tofu was wiped out by half, although it is rude to say this, but for me who has eaten a bite of my own mapo tofu and really felt its hot spiciness, I really doubt that Lihua Song, who can so unhesitatingly send mapo tofu into the mouth one bite after another and his expression has not changed in the slightest, is a guy with no sense of taste.

"You really like the mapo tofu here."

In response to my emotion, Lihua did not stop the movements of his hands, but just raised his head and glasses and glanced at me, as if to say to me, 'Of course'.

Scoop up a mouthful of mapo tofu with a spoon and put it in your mouth.

It's really spicy and exciting.

I don't really like the feeling of touch, which is not actually taste. Of course, it's not that it's annoying. It's just that I don't feel much of a cold to this burning sensation. I don't refuse to try it once in a while, but if you eat it regularly, you can skip it.

"How does it taste?" Seeing that I was frowning slightly and eating a bite of mapo tofu, Lihua stopped the movement in his hand, stared at me tightly, and asked.

It seems that she values me very much, I guess I value my opinion of this mapo tofu.

How much do you like this mapo tofu?

I really want to say this to her, but if I think about it a little more seriously, I must have looked at me with a strange look that made me want to complain.

I guess I want to say something like "I like it because it's delicious."

"Indeed, as I have heard, although it has a strong spiciness, and it becomes hotter and hotter with the time in the mouth, and when swallowing it in the throat, it is like swallowing lava, but as it enters the stomach pouch, the burning sensation in the mouth and throat subsides, and the rich flavor of the sauce instantly occupies the taste buds on the tip of the tongue. It is indeed a dish that makes good use of the human body's sense of touch and taste. The reason why it is deliberately so spicy is that the tactile sensation of hot spicy stimulates the brain to fully activate the taste buds on the tip of the tongue. With that, I scooped up another spoonful of tofu, put it in my mouth, chewed it carefully, and swallowed it.

With my words, the movements in Lihua's hands unconsciously stopped. Looking at me, there seemed to be a faint glint in my eyes. I don't seem to understand what I mean, but it sounds like the bunker's words shook her.

This is called unawareness.

"Whew" I slowly exhaled a breath that smelled unusually spicy, and continued: "First it is extremely spicy, then it is extremely fragrant, this double stimulation of touch and smell is really addictive, and people unconsciously feel like they want to take another bite." ”

Continuing to listen to my speech, Lihua didn't mean to express his opinion, but tilted his head slightly without knowing whether he wanted to or unintentionally, and looked at me with a blank expression.

"Well, in other words, it's delicious." Looking at Lihua's appearance, I couldn't help but smile slightly. Her expression, which I don't know if it was troubled or confused, made my mood a little happier.

I really like to see other people show this kind of expression, especially the expressionless person who originally showed this kind of expression, although Lihua Song didn't show that kind of expression, but even the eyes were enough for me.

After all, it would be too difficult for people to show too many rich expressions and emotions. In other words, I am quite satisfied that Lihua can show this kind of expression just through words.

"Yes." After listening to my most incomprehensible sentence, Lihua immediately straightened his head and nodded in agreement a few times, his tone with a hint of joy.

Seeing her nod like this, it seems that what she wants to hear most is this simple and easy-to-understand sentence.

"Lihua, you are so cute." Looking at Lihua, I suddenly said such a sentence. But in exchange for Lihua's unclear expression, and then she didn't say anything, and continued to destroy the mapo tofu in front of her.

Well, if I didn't know before, then now I finally understand that she cares more about whether I approve of this mapo tofu than I praise her

Looking at Lihua's obvious performance, I suddenly felt that as long as I learned this mapo tofu, I could pack her and take her home.

"What do you think of the guys in the [Posthumous World United Front]?" It felt like the politeness was almost done, and she had just finished eating, so I took the opportunity to ask.

"Huh?" In this regard, Lihua Song showed a puzzled expression, as if he didn't understand what I was talking about.

"That is, the group of people who often don't follow the school rules and wear modified school uniforms with three-S armbands."

"Bad?" This time, Lihua Song understood which group of people I was referring to, blinked her eyes, and said so, but listening to her tone, she herself didn't seem to be sure. It's been so many fights, how can it still be such an unclear answer?

"Haven't you been confronting each other for a while, and you've reached the point of using knives and guns, aren't you sure?" Of course, I can't accept Lihua's answer.

However, Lihua still did not answer immediately, but was thinking.

Are you wondering how to answer me? If that's the case, it's too slow, the relationship between the two sides has been so bad that you still need to think about the evaluation of the other party? Complaining, angry, or something is already full of it.

However, when I think that I killed her once some time ago, she didn't behave differently, and Toy No. 1 Zhonghua So, if they don't commit a crime and don't take the initiative to attack her, they won't pay attention to their performance, it seems that Lihua Sono is the kind of person who doesn't hold a grudge against others.

In other words, Lihua is not a three-no, but a blank piece of paper. Because it is a blank sheet of paper, there are not too many expressions and not too many distractions.

Although I had this idea when she showed her attitude after I killed her once, I always felt that no matter how simple a person is, it is impossible to be blank to this extent. Unless Lihua Juan's situation is very special, but it is so special that even if the other party wants to put himself to death, even if he has already killed himself, he will not hold a grudge, and he can still sit and eat with that person peacefully like now, I really can't imagine what kind of life Lihua has been living all along.

Perhaps, she also has amnesia, so she is like this?

Compared with Lihua Juan, which is such a special existence, I believe that Lihua Juan, like me, has lost his memory, and it is to the extent that he has forgotten about the seven emotions and six desires, so he will erase everything on the paper like he is now, leaving only the purest and most essential pure white.

However, conjecture is always conjecture, and it is meaningless and a waste of time for a person to guess by himself, and it is better to confirm it like her own self-righteous speculation, but not to mention that the two of us are not familiar enough to discuss these topics, and now I don't want to know about these things, as far as I am concerned, I don't want to know more about Lihua Performance.

It is dangerous to go too deep to understand and explore a person. Whether it is for the person who wants to explore or the person being explored, the person who wants to explore will carry the other's past, and the person who is being explored will feel that his psychological defense is threatened. The distance between the two parties will be distant or intimate because of this, and therefore, it also constitutes love and hatred in the human world. So, for me, it's good to keep relationships lukewarm, not too far away. The other party does not feel uncomfortable because of this, so they can talk to me calmly and exchange opinions with me objectively.

"You are the same person who came to this world after death as they are, but why did you make a completely different choice from them, not to choose to resist, but to accept?" Seeing that Lihua still didn't speak, I couldn't help but continue.

Seriously, I'm really interested in the relationship between the two of them. It's something that I can explore a little bit in this world as I have nothing to do - just as a pastime.

Although I don't seem to be treating this matter as a pastime as I say I amuse, this kind of seemingly unintentional performance is probably also the work of Toy One's memory.

Now I also have contradictions in my emotional awareness, but I also accept all of them, even if I think it is a pastime, I am also very attentive.

It's a lot of trouble, myself. Sure enough, other people's memories can't be read casually. As I've always thought, it's dangerous to carry someone else's past, and to do so is like schizophrenia.

For the same thing, sometimes I deny it, and sometimes I admit it.

So I've always wondered if I'm going crazy because I'm being affected by my memories like this, so I'm scared to get all my memories back. It has already been emphasized, but it is important to continue to emphasize it.

"So are you." However, Lihua still did not answer my question, but looked up at me and said such a sentence lightly.

yes, me too.

At this moment, I thought that I should have come to this world after I died, and I accepted all this like Lihua So. However, I did not disappear, because although I accepted everything that was outside of me, I did not accept myself. So I didn't disappear from this world, so is the Lihua Song who has accepted the rules here and lived a life here like me?

The possibility of such a is very high.

So, what does Lihua's phrase 'you too' refer to?

Am I like her?

Looking at Lihua, I silently pondered.