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puffing out his cheeks all the time, glaring at his father with some displeasure, he asked, "Why do you even have to hide it from your mother?" Dad, do you not trust me and Mom at all? ”

Faced with this sudden problem from time to time, Su Yanzhi was a little confused. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info According to common sense, it should be heartbroken to know that Dan is awake for three months and ignores him, right? Why didn't this little guy seem to care much about Dan's problem, but he didn't let Su Yanzhi go.

Su Yanzhi did not speak.

From time to time, he spoke again: "Do you think that my mother and I will definitely abandon you and go back to England with Daddy, so you don't dare to tell me the truth and my mother?" ”

Su Yanzhi fell completely silent.

Is it? The reason why he has always hated Dan is actually because of the fear in his heart?

Indeed, Su Yanzhi was worried that although he was Shishi's biological father, Su Yanzhi was not involved in his life from birth to the age of three. He didn't look at the little little bit who didn't understand anything all the time, how he started babbling and toddler. I don't know if it's my father or mom who speaks for the first time, and I don't know if I have a deeper relationship with the father who grew up with him in my mind.

These deepest fears hidden in my heart were suppressed by Su Yanzhi. The only thing that can be shown is the disgust for Dan. I almost want him to disappear from the face of the earth, and never appear in front of Mu Zao and Shi again.

Therefore, when he first knew that Dan had concealed everyone and pretended to be unconscious for more than three months, Su Yanzhi even had some joy in his heart. Mu Zao couldn't stand the deception the most, so she would be disappointed in Dan.

It's just that these little thoughts, even Su Yanzhi himself didn't think about it carefully. Now that he is being said so blatantly from time to time, it makes Su Yanzhi, a big man, seem overwhelmed for the first time in front of children.

"Dad, don't be afraid." Su Yanzhi's silence did not make him silent all the time. These words came out of a child's mouth, which made Su Yanzhi's nose a little pantothenic.

Although Su Yanzhi never showed it in front of him from time to time, even Su Yanzhi himself didn't notice it. But at this moment, he could no longer deny it. Yes, it's fear. As Shi Shi said, he was afraid that Shi Shi and Mu would leave with Dan again sooner or later, and he was afraid that in Shi Shi's mind, Dan's status was much higher than that of his father.

Those fears were hidden deeply, and even Su Yanzhi, a psychiatrist, couldn't find out those emotions in time.

From time to time, Su Yanzhi remembered a time a long time ago, he had just returned from abroad, and he thought that Mu Zao would never remember his days again in his life. Later, by mistake, he met Mu Zao again and even became husband and wife. He originally thought that he would really marry Mu Wanqing, anyway, except for Mu Zaozao, any woman is no different to Su Yanzhi. None of them were her.

During that time, he felt like a lucky person who was taken care of by God, he could live in harmony with Mu Zaozao, he could really become a husband and wife with Mu Zao, and he could even be liked by Mu Zaozao again. And with it, there is more fear.

Afraid of losing, afraid that Mu will hate him after recovering his memory early, and reject him with hatred like when he was in college. He didn't dare to imagine what it would be like for Mu to run into the arms of another man early, even though he had dreamed of it countless times in his sleep.

At that time, I was really scared.

How could he have dared to think that five years later, not only would he be able to continue to love Mu early, but also have a sensible son and a little princess who was about to be born. What is he still afraid of? The most worrying thing is nothing more than losing Mu Zaozao, didn't you already bear such a result five years ago? In the past five years, Mu has already told Su Yanzhi with practical actions that the relationship between them is trustworthy and will not be destroyed so easily, but Su Yanzhi still can't completely relax.

"Daddy?" Seeing that Su Yanzhi had not spoken all the time, he was a little worried. Did you say something wrong and make your father angry? Could it be that Uncle Annan told him that it was false?

The last time I lost my temper with my father in the mall, Uncle An Nan left him alone. called An Nan from time to time, accusing him of not being so unrighteous. An Nan talked to him on the phone for a long time and said a lot. He told him not to be angry with Su Yanzhi from time to time, and told him that Su Yanzhi was because he cared about him too much, so he would mind his feelings for Dan very much. He said that Su Yanzhi was afraid that he would go back to the UK with his mother and Dan from time to time, leaving Su Yan alone.

At first, when I heard An Nan say this, I didn't believe it very much. Dad is such a cold-blooded person, even he is afraid when he is fierce, how can he be afraid? Dad has always been very brave, and he doesn't seem to have anything to fear.

But later, after thinking about it for a long time, I gradually felt that maybe what Uncle An Nan said made some sense.

"Dad, you won't be angry, will you?" stepped forward from time to time, raised his hand and shook Su Yanzhi's arm.

Su Yanzhi's thoughts were pulled back, and at this moment, he didn't know how to face his son. Got up from the couch and said, "I'll go upstairs to see your mother." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he ignored the time and walked up the stairs without looking back.

Looking at the back of his father leaving from time to time, I really can't tell what kind of emotion he is. looked at my mother's mobile phone on the coffee table, and picked it up from time to time. Find Annan's phone number and call him.

"It's so late, and I don't let people sleep." An Nan's phone was answered, his voice was a little lazy, obviously woken up by the phone, and he was in an unhappy mood.

From time to time, he spoke: "Uncle Annan, I want to talk to you." ”

Hearing the sound of the time, An Nan opened his eyes. I touched my phone casually just now, but I didn't even look at who called it.

"What's wrong?" He rubbed his eyes and pulled back the lamp at the head of the bed. Although the light was not bright, it still made An Nan, who had just woken up from sleep, squint a little uncomfortably.

Looking at the staircase from time to time, Su Yanzhi had disappeared around the corner. "The last time you told me that my father didn't like me to be with my father, it was because he was afraid that I would leave him with him and go back to England with him." ”

"And then?"

"But when I asked my dad just now, he didn't respond, and he seemed to be angry." Always tell the truth.

"How do you ask?" An Nan's sleepiness woke up a little and sat on the bed with a pillow.

Hearing the person on the other end of the phone, he recounted what had just happened, from Mu Zao's upstairs to Lei Ruan Qin, to Su Yanzhi's departure without looking back.

"You're stupid." After listening to this, An Nan couldn't help but complain: "He is such a proud person, how can he admit that he is afraid?" Besides, even if I admit it, I can't admit it in front of you. ”

"Why?" Always a child, the world of adults, he really doesn't understand. If his mother guessed what was on his mind, she would definitely admit it from time to time. Why wouldn't Dad admit it? Could it be that Uncle An Nan is deceiving people at all?

After thinking about it, he asked from time to time, "Then what should I do now?" ”

"Didn't your dad wake up, and you told your dad that you were going to see him in the hospital now. You see how your dad reacts. "An Nan gives a move from time to time.

"Now, it's so late." Glancing at the clock in the living room, it was almost time for him to go to bed.

"If you say you're stupid, you still don't admit it, who told you to really go to the hospital. Let you see how your dad reacts. "An Nan really doesn't know what to say. But if you think about it carefully, she is just a four or five-year-old child, and compared with many children of the same age, she is already much smarter.

"Oh." He agreed, and then asked, "How should he react?" ”

"If he agrees with you to go, it means that my analysis is correct, and he is really afraid that he will lose you. If he doesn't agree with you going, it probably doesn't matter to you, it's just that he doesn't like Dan himself. Annan said.

"Why?" I still don't understand.

"Do as I say, and you won't understand what I told you." An Nan is too lazy to explain too much from time to time now.

"Oh." I thought about it from time to time and agreed.

"Well, go ahead and tell me the results tomorrow morning." An Nan said, and retracted into the bed. Autumn nights are especially good for sleeping.

From time to time, he was not happy: "I'll call you in a moment." I can't wait for tomorrow morning. ”

didn't wait for An Nan to say anything more, and hung up the phone smartly. Putting the phone on the table, he got up and ran upstairs on his short legs.

Su Yanzhi went up the stairs to the rooftop, stood at the entrance, and saw that Mu Zao and Lei Ruan Qin were standing on the edge of the rooftop talking, but he didn't come forward to disturb. Just standing quietly at the dark staircase, looking at the beautiful face reflected in the light at night.

He once thought that he and Mu had been separated by a world early, and there would never be any intersection in this life. Now he can stand here in the name of her husband and look at her blatantly. Those fears and fears are hidden in the bottom of my heart, almost forgotten, and then churned out from time to time.

Seeing Mu Zao hugging Lei Ruanqin and gently patting her back, it seemed to be comforting. Su Yanzhi felt that he shouldn't be so selfish. Just to fill the insecurity in his heart, he imprisoned the freedom of Shishi and Mu to get along with Dan early, ignoring his feelings for Dan from time to time, and ignoring the fact that Dan sacrificed his life to save Shishi.

Su Yanzhi didn't know how he could become so selfish now, this was not what he liked.

I went upstairs from time to time and saw Su Yanzhi standing at the entrance of the stairs. He called out, "Daddy." ”

Su Yanzhi saw the sisters huddled together on the edge of the rooftop and glanced over here.

Knowing that he couldn't hide, Su Yanzhi walked out of the shadows. also followed Su Yanzhi's footsteps from time to time and went upstairs.

"Dad, I want to go to the hospital to see Daddy." He walked up to Su Yanzhi and looked up at him.

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