After Yu Zijing left, Jin Xin's life was busy and fulfilling, on the one hand, the business matters, on the other hand, the affairs of the general's mansion, and the two young children, tired is a little tired, but for her to feel that it is more beneficial, only when people are tired, the brain and heart have no extra space to think about other things, and it will not be in vain.

However, in spite of this, in spite of this, in the dead of night, I don't know whether it was the night, or the bed was too big and too cold, she lay on the bed, and she inevitably tossed and turned, at first she was only too energetic and over-stimulated during the day, so that at night she did not adjust, but could not sleep. Until every night later, when she turned sideways, her arm accidentally touched the pillow outside, it was the end of autumn when it was cold, and it was about to enter winter in a blink of an eye, the temperature was already cold, and her fingertips touched the soft pillow, and the ground shrank back, she felt that the cold on the pillow was even worse than the night outside.

She looked at the lonely pillow in a daze, imagining the picture and touch of Yu Zijing lying on it every time she hugged her in her arms from behind, although she turned her back to her every time, and she didn't know how, she was unexpectedly able to imagine all his expressions at that time, and the corners of his lips must have been slightly curled without a trace.

Thinking of this, Jin Xin felt as if her heart had suddenly been hollowed out by something, and a big hole was dug out, and a cold wind called loneliness shuttled back and forth in this big hole, unable to grasp it firmly, unable to drive away, presumptuous and provocative, making her heart even more uncontrollable.

At that moment, she finally realized, and finally had to admit, that she missed him.

Therefore, Yu Zijing is extremely shrewd, domineering and domineering into her life trajectory, while dominating, while not forgetting to leave his mark invisibly, so that she unconsciously gets used to his existence.

When she came back to her senses, it was too late!

A deep-rooted love is constantly fermenting in this night when he is no longer there, as if it will burst out at any time, swallowing all her reason and restraint!

Jin Xin was a little annoyed again, turned over, and this night, her insomnia became more complete.

Since then, Jin Xin has asked someone to carry Fengfeng and Lei Lei to her room every night and sleep with them, trying to dispel the "shadow" left by Yu Zijing in her life.

In terms of taking care of children, Jin Xin has little experience, but she also consciously uses some modern parenting methods, such as when she is pregnant, she will consciously carry out prenatal education for the child, use piano, chess, calligraphy and painting to cultivate sentiment, and often talk to the fetus, do some exercises that are beneficial to the fetus, and after the child is born, in life, she will also pay more attention to it, when the child is born, she is not like other people, the child is hungry to feed, but intentionally follows the time plan in modern science to feed, at night, When the child cries, unless he cries very badly, he will not immediately hug him, so that they can get used to the night.

Now, the child is a little older, although she can't speak, but she will still tell the child a story every night before going to bed, the type of story is also very educational, either a modern fairy tale, or an ancient fable, worried that the children will not understand, she also spent special thoughts, with a thin brush to outline a simple comic, a story a small booklet, page by page, read to the children.

Whenever this happens, she is very glad that she has drawing skills, not a senior cartoonist, but fortunately she can also draw well, obviously the children also like what she draws very much, every night when listening to the story, the eyes are very bright, blinking at the picture, listening very attentively.

Ziqin and Ziqi are very amazed by her series of parenting methods, and they always feel that they are very different.

She is occasionally secretly proud, after all, she is the soul of modern people, and it is reasonable that she will be different. Of course, others don't take this qiē for granted.

The days are like this, living calmly and comfortably, with more children's company, Jin Xin has somewhat alleviated the strange feeling when Yu Zijing is no longer around, except for the occasional trance.

That night, she had just finished coaxing her children to sleep, and she was sitting behind the desk in the cubicle to work, and towards the end of the month, there were many things to do, and she had accumulated a lot of things to deal with.

Just as I was watching, there was a knock at the door.

"Come in."

The door creaked open, and Ziqin walked in with a bowl of things and put it on the table: "Madam, can you have some supper?" ”

Jin Xin didn't raise his head: "Well, let's put it first, I'll eat this account book after reading it." ”

Ziqin answered, glanced at her, walked to the small table next to her and sat down, she is now equivalent to Jin Xin's secretary, helping her deal with many trivial things, in order to facilitate things, Jin Xin also set up a set of tables and chairs for her next to his desk, which are the same rosewood tables and chairs, which look very good, but not as big as Jin Xin.

Jin Xin took the time to raise his eyes and look at her: "Why don't you get yourself a bowl too?" ”

"Huh?"

"Go, let the kitchen prepare another bowl."

"No, ma'am......"

"Go ahead. It's a bit much, I guess I'll have to stay up late tonight. If you don't eat something, I'm afraid you won't be able to withstand it. ”

Seeing Jin Xin say this, Ziqin didn't refuse, nodded, and went to the kitchen to bring a bowl for himself.

When he came back, Jin Xin had already finished what he had just done and was eating supper.

It is a bowl of dumplings, light filling, not greasy, but the taste is very good, warm into the stomach, dispel the cold at night, and the body warms up.

Ziqin silently sat back in her place and ate too.

Jin Xin took a dumpling in his mouth, chewed, swallowed, drank two more mouthfuls of soup, and looked at Ziqin: "The child didn't cry, right?" ”

She just ordered Ziqin to go to the cubicle and take a look at Feng Feng and Lei Lei.

Ziqin said: "The two little masters slept very sweetly. Madame, don't worry, Ziqi and the nurse are watching over there, if there is something, we can hear it here. ”

Hearing this, Jin Xin nodded.

In order not to delay her work, Ziqin ate quickly, and suddenly the bottom of the bowl was seen.

Jin Xin also finished eating, Ziqin walked over, and when she collected the bowl, she remembered something and looked at Jin Xin: "By the way, madam, the second miss will get married in two days, and the Jin Mansion will let people come, what the old lady means, among the several young ladies who have been married in the house, the lady is in Yueyin, and I want the lady and the eldest prince and his wife to accompany the second lady to the wedding banquet as the maiden woman." ”

Jin Shanyuan is going to remarry, the object is He Neng, the second son of the He family who almost married Jin Wan'er by mistake, He Neng's father He Hongshen has been promoted from the Ministry of Rites to the Inner Temple Scholar earlier, specifically to help Bai Qi deal with important affairs, with his promotion, the status of the He family is now more extraordinary than in the past, this time He Neng's big marriage, the object is the Jiangnan Jin family, plus the previous oolong marriage contract that was rumored to be boiling, making this wedding particularly eye-catching.

Jin Xin was stunned, she was too busy recently, Ziqin didn't mention it, she almost forgot about it.

"So I'm going to help tomorrow?"

"Madame has already married, and the second lady is naturally going to Zhang Luo in the house to prepare for marriage, I think Madame only needs to help with something a little as a sister, in fact, she doesn't have to do too much."

Jin Xin nodded: "I think so." ”

"But I have to spend most of my time in the Jin Mansion, and I'm afraid I don't have much time to deal with other things. Ziqin, work hard tonight and solve all these problems as much as possible, otherwise if they continue to pile up, I am afraid it will be too late to deal with them. ”

"Yes. Madam. ”

As soon as the two of them were busy, they were busy until midnight.

The next day Jin Xin got up early, because it was a festive day, she deliberately wore a pale pink dress, covered with a veil embroidered with golden butterflies, looking dignified and demure, she sat in front of the dresser, looked at her face in the mirror, and obviously found that there was a faint cyan under her eyes, which was a "gift" for staying up late last night.

With her own gouache, she put on makeup to cover her not very good-looking face, her eyes themselves are very beautiful, the eyelashes are distinct, the color is very dark, it looks like she was born with eyeliner and eyelashes, it looks very bright and spiritual, powdered, simply painted eyebrows, painted lips, and her face is radiant, looking at it is absolutely beautiful and moving, and people can't take their eyes off it.

Ziqi stood behind to help her comb her hair, looked at Jin Xin's face in the mirror, and said with a smile: "Madame is really getting more and more beautiful." When the second miss Ming'er gets married, I'm afraid that I will steal the limelight from the newlyweds. ”

Ziqin frowned: "Ziqi, talking nonsense again." ”

Ziqi stuck out his tongue.

Jin Xin also frowned slightly, if it was really as Ziqi said, it would not be very good. However, when I recalled that when I didn't wear makeup, my face was a little pale due to over-busyness and fatigue, and I felt that it was better to wear makeup, so as not to have a good happy event, and I thought I was a ghost when I saw her.

In fact, Jin Xin was also very beautiful when he was without makeup, but his face was too bad. And as the soul of a modern professional woman, she also has her own principles, she always feels that anything can be done at home, but going out to meet people and appearing in her best state is the best respect for others.

This is really not compromised.

quickly cleaned up, looked at the child again, carefully told the nurse and Ziqi a few words, and then took Ziqin away.

The General's Mansion and the Jin family were not too far away, and they arrived at the place soon in a carriage.

There has been no happy event for a long time, and the door of the Golden Mansion is also hung with red ribbons and red lanterns, and the word "Xi" is still pasted on the lanterns, and even the family members who wear gray clothes on weekdays have all changed to festive red.

It can be seen that this time Kim Sun-won remarried, the Jin family attaches great importance to it. Think about it, after all, the other party is He's family.

Jin Xin's current identity is not what it used to be, not only does she have the name of General Tiance's wife, but Yu Zijing's love for her is almost well known, so wherever she goes, she is treated with extreme respect.

Who would have thought that she was once an unappreciated lady in the Golden Mansion?

When I arrived at the Jin Mansion, I naturally had to meet the old lady first.

The old lady's house is full of people at this moment, all of them are female dependents, there are female dependents of the Jin family, and naturally there are other families, all of them are the female dependents of famous families who are good friends with the Jin family.

People are in good spirits on happy occasions, and the old lady's mood is also exceptionally refreshing, and she keeps laughing, and she doesn't know who said something, which makes the old man laugh again.

In this happy atmosphere, a maid walked in from outside: "Old lady, Miss Fifth is here." ”

Miss Five?

When everyone heard this, they were still a little confused, as if they didn't know who it was, everyone look at me, I look at you, someone suddenly remembered something, and said softly: "Isn't that General Tiance's wife?" ”

When everyone heard this, their faces changed, and they all couldn't wait to look at the door, most of the people who looked at were the ladies and ladies of the foreign family, and they had heard a lot about Jin Xin, and they were very curious, and now that they had the opportunity to see it, they were naturally a little happy, and they wanted to know what the rumored woman was.

As soon as the old lady heard that Jin Xin was coming, her eyes immediately flew with a smile, and just as she was about to speak, everyone saw a person walking in, dressed in a pink shadow, standing up, turning around, taking off the windbreaker she was wearing, and handing it to the maid on the side, with gentle eyebrows and eyes, her lips were slightly pouted, and her skin was so good that she couldn't find a flaw, looking handsome and moving.

Everyone knows that Jin Xin is about twenty-five years old, obviously the mother of two children, but looking at it now, it seems that he is much younger than his actual age, but more like he is still delicate in Shaohua, but the eyebrows and eyes, the quiet and elegant temperament between gestures, but a little mature, between the two, Rao is woman can't help but itch in her heart.

Suddenly, everyone seemed to vaguely understand the reason why Yu Zijing favored Jin Xin.

Just when everyone was secretly admiring in their hearts, Jin Xin had already turned his head, stepped forward, smiled at the old lady, and bowed: "Grandmother." ”

The old lady didn't care about her age, she stepped forward to help her up, Jin Xin saw it, got up by herself, went up and held the old lady's hand, only to hear the old lady whisper angrily: "You child, do you think of my grandmother?" I haven't been here for so long, I thought you had forgotten about me, an old man! ”

Jin Xin was a little embarrassed to be said, smiled, and wanted to say something, but he felt that what he said now was like justifying, and after thinking about it, he just laughed, and there was an apologetic look on his face.

The old lady was not really angry, she also knew that this girl was busy with business, but now Yu Zijing is not there, there are many things in the house, and she has to take care of two children, so it is inevitable that she has no time to take care of others, and she understands in her heart, so she has no blame for her, and when she saw that she was apologetic, she smiled and said, "Next time, you can come to see me often." ”

When Jin Xin heard this, he smiled and said, "This is natural. Two days later, I took my two children to see my grandmother. ”

When the old lady heard this, she smiled with satisfaction, remembered her two precious great-grandchildren, and asked, "How is it, the child is okay?" ”

"It's all good. The child has grown up fast, and he has grown up a little more in the past two days. ”

The old lady smiled: "I don't know if I remember my great-grandmother." ”

"Although he is small, he is very good at recognizing people. Grandmother hurt them so much, why can't they remember? ”

The old lady looked at her, "Don't make me happy. ”

"That's true. If you don't believe it, grandmother will know when the time comes. ”

……

The two grandparents haven't seen each other for a long time, and they said a lot of things when they met, and the old lady wanted to say something more, so she heard one of them say loudly: "Look at it, how good the relationship between the two grandparents and grandchildren is, and the old lady is too, I was very happy just now, but I can't be happier than now, as soon as I see the general's wife coming, we all think that we don't have zài!" ”

It was a middle-aged woman who spoke, dressed gorgeously, with fine lines on her face, but the charm still existed, and it was vaguely seen that she was also a beautiful woman when she was young, Jin Xin looked back, and didn't recognize it, thinking that it should be the wife of another family, and she came here to say goodbye.

What I just said can be heard as a joke.

The old lady laughed and said, "We haven't seen each other for a long time, so it's inevitable that we will talk a lot." Don't be jealous. ”

When everyone heard this, they all laughed.

Jin Xin felt the countless glances cast around her, with a calm smile on her face, she didn't seem to care, she glanced at everyone, and finally fell on Jin Zhao, who was sitting in the front, and walked over: "Auntie, congratulations." ”

Jin Zhao looked at Jin Xin and smiled politely: "Hmm." Thank you very much. ”

Although Jin Xin is now married, but Jin Zhao's feelings about Jin Xin are still complicated, at the earliest time did not put her, the daughter of the Jin family without a father and no mother, in her eyes, because there is no threat, so the attitude is somewhat gentle, and later Jin Xin boldly did business, and the business outside was booming, and in the house, he got the key to the second room and the power of the assistant house from the old lady, and even once almost let her family power fall aside, at that time, Jin Xin's existence is no longer a simple mustard for her, but more of a crisis. Even later, Jin Xin married because of a holy decree, and withdrew from the struggle for power in the Jin Mansion, but, watching her path get better and better, until now she is full of scenery, and then think of the three sons and three daughters she was once proud of, especially the second daughter Jin Shanyuan, who was originally more beautiful than Jin Xin, but now, it is far less than Jin Xin, more or less, the gap in her heart also makes her sigh, and even her attitude towards Jin Xin is very complicated.

This Jin Xin, like her father, is always so unexpected.

Thinking of this, her eyes when she looked at Jin Xin also became obscure.

Jin Xin didn't plan to pay more attention to her attitude, just sat with the old lady for a while, there are many daughters of other families in this house, and she is Yu Zijing's wife, it is inevitable that Yu Zijing intends to marry her in order to cling to her, Jin Xin sees it in his eyes, knows it, and he doesn't show that he will come out, but always looks cold and detached, but he is very polite and thoughtful, but people can't get close, but he can't say anything.

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Sorry, it's a bit late today. There is one more chapter.