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www.Klxsw.com Anjing glanced at him cautiously, because he didn't know what he was going to do or what to say.

Gu Xiluo looked at An Jing, his handsome face didn't show the slightest joy or anger, he just opened his mouth calmly and said loudly, "Ah Jing, let's talk." ”

An Jing thought that Gu Xiluo wanted to sort out the relationship between the two, so he couldn't help but feel a little depressed and nervous, and before his brain turned around, his mouth had already said out loud: "I'm sorry......"

Gu Xiluo looked helpless, sighed secretly, and said, "Even if we can't be lovers, can we still be friends?" ”

An Jing's red and swollen eyes were slightly raised, and he didn't come back to his senses for a while.

Gu Xiluo said to himself: "We are all adults, and adults will know what it means to go with the flow, and they can also accept what it means to be destined." ”

After that, Gu Xiluo shrugged his shoulders slightly, and said briskly: "You don't have to worry about me, no matter how you say it, a man's heart is stronger than a woman's, I will be lost for a few days, but it won't be long." ”

An Jing looked at Gu Xiluo, confused and didn't know what to say.

Gu Xiluo said to himself: "Ah Jing, from now on, I'm not your boyfriend, you are not my girlfriend, we are still best friends like before, how about it?" ”

Some time ago, whenever he was with Gu Xiluo, An Jing felt invisible pressure in his heart. Because she was afraid that Gu Xiluo would have intimate behavior between boyfriend and girlfriend, she knew that she didn't love him, but now that he accepted the facts calmly, An Jing was not without sadness.

She felt sorry for Gu Xiluo, and if she didn't say something, it didn't mean that she didn't understand, in fact, she could see Gu Xiluo's forbearance and sadness under her calm appearance.

But now, she can only take the opportunity to reply: "Xi Luo, we have been best friends for life." ”

Gu Xiluo tried hard to hook the corners of his lips, but he was so distressed that he didn't know if the smile on his face was complete.

The two looked at each other for three seconds, and Gu Xiluo hurried to look away before he had red eyes. Secretly regulating his breathing, and when he raised his head to look at An Jing again, his face had already regained its previous calmness.

His thin lips opened, and he said aloud: "Ah Jing, do you remember that I told you before." You don't expect everyone to guess what you think in your heart, after all, people's hearts are separated from their stomachs, and even people who know you well may not always be able to guess your thoughts. ”

An Jing whispered back: "Sometimes I want to say it, but I can't say it. ”

Gu Xiluo asked, "How can you not say it?" ”

An Jing pursed his mouth and said with red eyes: "Many times I want to cry without waiting to say it, so I don't dare to speak." ”

Gu Xiluo said: "It doesn't matter if you cry, not to mention that you are a woman, women are naturally qualified to cry, and no one will laugh at you." ”

An Jing thought for a while and said again: "But more often, it's not how to say it, but how to say it." ”

Gu Xiluo asked, "For example?" ”

An Jing looked at Gu Xiluo, hesitated for a moment, and then said: "Xiluo, I never wanted to hurt anyone, but along the way, I have almost hurt everyone around me." ”

"I did marry Tang Shaoyuan so that my family could live a better life, but I really worked hard to live a good life with him; Later, Ji Chendong appeared, I don't deny that Tang Shaoyuan was forced away by Ji Chendong, I remember Tang Shaoyuan told me, he said...... An Jing, you and Ji Chendong will be retributed. ”

When An Jing said this, his hands were clenched into fists unconsciously, not angry, but trying to control himself from trembling.

For a person of her character, being able to take out these heart-wrenching words and tell Gu Xiluo is simply a historic breakthrough.

Gu Xiluo looked at An Jing with distressed eyes, knowing that she was revealing her scars.

He whispered, "It's okay, it's all over." ”

An Jing lowered his eyes slightly and continued: "I didn't stay with Ji Chendong for money, and I didn't break up with him for the admission letter of Yucheng University. It's Ji Chendong who threatens me with my mother, I ...... I, I don't have a choice. ”

An Jing clenched his fists tightly, like a patient with some kind of disease, trembling slightly.

Gu Xiluo looked at An Jing, whose pupils had become smaller, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart, he subconsciously reached out and put his hand on her shoulder, and said loudly: "Ah Jing, Ah Jing ......"

An Jing looked at Gu Xiluo, Gu Xiluo looked back at her with firm eyes, and said to her: "I never thought that you sold your feelings for your own interests, you have your hardships, but you have always refused to talk about it, except for the people around you who know you, others will not understand you." There is no reason for us to ask someone who is not familiar with us to forgive us, just as we are not obligated to see through anyone we do not know, we are used to seeing a person through appearances, and we are also used to receiving information directly from those around us. You just care too much about the outside world's positioning of you now, you know that you are not the kind of person they say you are, why should you be afraid? Why keep your head down? ”

An Jing looked at Gu Xiluo with red eyes, and when she heard this, she replied softly: "Xiluo, two hours ago, your mother handed me the brand application agreement, and then we met a group of reporters outside the restaurant, and they asked me if I still had contact with Tang Shaoyuan and Ji Chendong, and from that moment on, I knew that the two of us couldn't walk together." ”

"I admit that I failed to fall in love with you, so when my aunt asked me to leave you, I cried not because I was wronged, but because I failed you...... Xi Luo, thank you for taking care of me in the past two years, and thank you for teaching me a lot of principles for dealing with people. I used to think that saying too much would hurt you, but now I understand that it's better to be clear than vague, and that no one can ever guess what is in the heart of another person. In the future, I will not replace all the words in my heart with sorry, I thank you and like you, but I ...... I don't love you. ”

Saying these words, I used all the courage of An Jing for more than 20 years. She admitted that she was a submissive person, and some words were always held in her heart, but Gu Huili said that if she didn't love him, don't give him hope anymore.

Maybe it's really the same sentence, long pain is better than short pain.

Gu Xiluo looked at An Jing, distressed and relieved, he tried hard to hook the corners of his lips, and said with a light smile: "Ah Jing, promise me that no matter who you are with in the future, you will tell him if you like it, and tell him if you don't like it." If you are embarrassed, have your own grievances, or even have your own concerns, don't carry it alone, because he really loves you and always has a way to tide over the difficulties with you. ”

"I don't regret not being able to go to the end with you, after all, we all tried hard. As for my mom...... I want you to forgive her, she's not a good elder, but she's a good mother. ”

An Jing said: "I really never blamed my aunt, it was because I wasn't good enough to meet you at the best time." ”

An Jing once thought that at the beginning, if she hadn't met Ji Chendong or Tang Shaoyuan, but just happened to meet Gu Xiluo at the right and best time, then the ending would not be what it is now.