.......……

….……..

"The condition of the wounded?"

"It's still in a state of ambiguity."

"How's the injury?"

"It was initially found that the body had been hit hard in many places, and there should be internal bleeding, but there is no life-threatening situation at present."

"Let's take him to the intensive care unit first."

"Okay."

...........................

............

When I woke up again, I was still in the dark, and my heartbeat beside me sounded a uniform signal.....

"Are you awake?"

“........ Well, where is ...... here? ”

"Hospital."

“.... Oh....."

"We didn't find your identification, please ask your name?"

“..... Beam..... Yu Lie. ”

"Do you have any relatives or friends of friends you can contact?"

“.... Wu Xueling........"

"We'll get in touch with her later, please take a break."

I no longer support heavy eyelids. Arbitrariness is dissipated.......

Outside the window, the sunlight broke in and pierced both eyes. When I opened my eyes again, it was daylight the next day. In the room, there was a faint 'Fifth Avenue', and Duanzhuang's back was guarding the window.

"Cousin..."

My cousin looked back, "You're awake." ”

"How long have I been in the hospital?"

"It's been a whole day..."

"Mom and Dad......"

"It's okay, I didn't talk to them for the time being."

“.... That's good, so that the two of them don't worry."

"The doctor said you need to rest for at least a week. Why would it be ..... like this? The cousin frowned.

“.. I guess it's not a light injury..."

"I don't mean this.... I'm asking you why you hurt like this. ”

"I went to the café that day, originally to see Scarlett...........

I recounted the story roughly, and suddenly a Fujiwara Sakura appeared, inexplicably beaten, and the last back, maybe Scarlett, no, it must be her.

"I see, that's no wonder something like that happens."

"I still don't think I can ..... it"

"Yesterday, the school received a letter, and just yesterday afternoon, the school sent you a notice." My cousin took out two copies of the letter and sent them to me.

To the School of Commerce:

Recently, there was an injury accident in our school, the accident involved serious drug acts, and after the on-site monitoring of our school and the confirmation of a number of witnesses, your student Liang Yulie also participated in the accident, hitting and injuring our students, and there is a suspicion of escaping after the incident.

In view of the above, it was found that Mr. Leung Yu Lie had harassed our female students when he had already been with a partner. Our school believes that Mr. Liang Yulie's conduct is bad, and we hereby suggest that you proofread his rectification and teaching. For the sake of your future and our cooperation, I hope that your school will accept the proposal.

Hillen International University

"The school has posted a notice of your punishment and is currently considering whether to expel you. Mr. Xu is pleading with the principal. ”

“.... I got it....."

"I told you that Hale is not the same as the people you have been dealing with in the past, and it seems that he has left you no room this time."

“... Now, I don't have anything to say about my situation, so I think I'm a catastrophe from heaven..."

“... Not only you, but as soon as your punishment announcement came out, Chen Ni was immediately attacked by other people's rumors. ”

"What rumors?"

"Chen Ni once showed your relationship in the art troupe, but Chen Ni's real boyfriend is not you. Some people found out that she was dating her real boyfriend outside of school, and took the opportunity to spread rumors everywhere: Ni is like you, stepping on two boats. ”

"It's a bit of a strong word, and as long as Chen Ni says to the outside world, we've broken up."

"You know, Chen Ni has always been a dislike of explanations, and the rumors have already been spread, and even if they are explained now, they will be used as cover."

“..... Why are you telling me this? Isn't I annoyed enough now...."

"Yu Lie.... No one knows that I am very protective of you, and from the first time I met you, I knew that you were a person of great confidence, and at the same time very light. As I slowly watched you become conceited, I knew that you could only see yourself clearly by frustrating you. But after more and again, you ............, maybe it's because I'm too biased..."

“... Sorry.. Sister. ”

"What you've done so far, your past style, I can't define whether it's right or not, and even what I'm saying now, whether it's right or wrong, I really don't know. But for now, that's all I can do. ”

“.... It turned out ....."

My cousin held my head pocket, "But no matter what you do, I'll stand by your side......"

A bell rang out in my cousin's pocket, "Hazy..."

My cousin received a call from Hao Rin and left the house.

I never thought about what my cousin thought of me.

Maybe I'm really immature, and I've always thought I'm amazing, and now I'm lying on this disgusting hospital bed and thinking about it, even I feel ridiculous. That night, Hale mentioned Kwon's name, he couldn't have known that Knight existed, and yet he found her inside me.

I really can't forget it.... Perhaps, I've been deceiving myself...

I've always ........

Are they all looking for a substitute.....

Maybe it's a fact, and when you lose an important existence, you start looking for someone else to fill in that important position....

The door of the room was opened again, and I watched in amazement as Chen Ni stood at the door of the ward, holding a cluster of gladiolus in his hand.

"Why are you here....?" I say.

Chen Ni walked straight over, put the flowers in order, and put them in the bottle at the head of the bed, "Passing by, just by the way." ”

"Are you going to come and teach me a lesson, too..."

"Who dares to teach the dignified Captain Liang."

I don't look away, "... I'm sorry... I don't have the heart to break with you right now..."

"It's hard that Miss Ben has come to visit you so kindly, and you are as indifferent as before... You. ”

I look out the window at the sun, hazy like a nostalgic picture, always reminiscent of playing in the sun under the window when I was a child.

"Before.... I remember when we first met, you felt like a young neighbor girl. Looking back now, I really miss it a little..."

After I finished speaking, Chen Ni was stunned for a moment, and muttered, "It's nothing to say... Things from the past..."

"When I think about it, it feels like an old thing... It will linger forever. Actually, I just wanted to say I'm sorry... I left suddenly..."

"I've forgotten... But I have to thank you. It was only after leaving me that I could find someone who truly belonged to me. ”

"You really like to show off..."

"If you can't eat grapes, just say sour, but I really didn't expect to hear the word 'sorry' from your mouth, and be beaten up by the Japanese, and the change is really big."

“.... How do you know that Tokugawa Koya? When did your relationship with your cousin turn so good that you were so quick to tell me about it. ”

“...... Well, I guess it started on the night you had a hangover. ”

"The night of the hangover? Oh, I remember. I woke up and saw the time you were chatting on the sun. ”

"Well, in order not to rest with you, we are cold to death on the platform...!"

"I just found out that day that your back is very heroic."

"That day, my sister Xueling said that you had suffered a great blow, and although I hope that you can change because of this, I am also very worried that you will lose your self-confidence and lose your enthusiasm for life, and I said about you all night that night."

"I don't know yet.... So you're doing this little thing. ”

Chen Ni said playfully, "I was thinking at the time, if today's Miss Ben was your 'girlfriend' in front of others, would you feel a little proud." ”

"No, I would...".

Chen Ni sighed and said, ".. … I expected you to say that, but your cousin didn't. ”

"What does she think?"

"In order not to let you continue to harm the innocent girl before you graduate, she secretly asked me to do her best to capture your heart... As long as you don't let you go out and mess with the flowers. ”

"Hearing you say that, how do you feel like my cousin, such a childish idea..."

She said that when dealing with naïve people, you have to use naïve methods.

"But forget it, if we only get to know each other now, maybe it won't end up like it did at the beginning."

"Do you mean me now? Sure enough, you still like the elusive thrill, and if I had known it earlier, it wouldn't have turned out the same way. ”

"Maybe... It doesn't matter, let it go. ”

"Don't be so discouraged."

"Discouraged? I just don't know how.."

"You don't have to worry about my problems, I can handle it myself. It's just you ......"

"After lying here, I realized that I was just a drop in the ocean, and in the face of difficulties, I can only make the mental preparations I should have, that's all."

"You know, there is a rumor in the school that the person who can capture Miss Ben will probably never be found in the School of Justice. Although I hate to say it, you do break the rumor, and you should ..... Believe in yourself...... Alas, I didn't expect to say such a thing. ”

"Thank you, Ni..... But I've already believed it.... ”

“..... It's a pity, Yu Lie. Before I came here, I never imagined that you would be so depressed, and I was even expecting how you would be amazingly victorious....."

“..... Surprise winning? Yes, if there is still a chance.."

"Yu Lie..... The opportunity is to give it to yourself..."The more Chen Ni said, the more anxious he became, I didn't want to continue this kind of conversation anymore, "Ni... You're not my sister anymore... You know, I'm not going to be a student at the merchant anymore, and I'm not going to graduate either. ”

"You weren't a good teacher before, but I still consider you a friend..."

"Needless to say, I want to take a break..."

I turned my back to Chen Ni, and there was only silence between the two of us. I don't know how long it had been before she had quietly left, and when I turned around, it was empty except for the iris she had nestled at the end of the bed.

In the office building of Hillen University, a golden-haired man with extraordinary appearance was painting the office of the Zhu Building, admiring the scenery outside through the floor-to-ceiling glass, and his thoughtful eyes seemed to be slightly thoughtful, and he suddenly said, "Come in." ”

"Long time no see, Mr. Hall." The ones who opened the door and came in were Wu Xueling and Li Haolin.

"Mr. Hall is so good, he knew there was someone outside the door before he even knocked on the door." Wu Xueling said that the usual strong momentum seems to have been reduced a lot. Hall didn't look at them squarely, "The two of you came here on purpose this time, it should be for Liang Yulie's matter." ”

"Since Mr. Hall has already expected it, I wonder if Mr. Hall will be able to open the net?"

"In the past, I made a big mistake and left Scarlett with all the wounds. If I make the same mistake again, am I still qualified to propose to her? ”

"I see, Mr. Hall and Miss Fujiwara are a match made in heaven, and we will definitely send our blessings at that time. Liang Yulie is my friend, and we are sorry for his behavior, but Your Excellency can't help but leave too much space, right? ”

"My brother is young and ignorant, he is now in the hospital, I am here to apologize to you on his behalf, I wonder if Mr. Hall can raise his noble hand?"

"Miss Wu, as an older sister, you should also know that Mr. Liang Yulie is unruly by nature, to a certain extent, maybe I will know him better than you, or maybe this is the only way to make him retreat. And I can't let Scarlett receive the slightest grievance, even if it hasn't happened yet. ”

"Mr. Hall, Yulie has already been taught by Miss Fujiwara Sakura, so why do you want to kill his future..."

"Before that, Fujiwara Sakura and I had already given him a chance. I—Hall. Vebron was always the same. ”

"Mr. Hall, there is no room for negotiation.......

"Hazy Rin, that's enough....!" Xueling interrupted the awful words, and the usual edge appeared again. Hall seemed slightly startled, and finally rolled his eyes. Wu Xueling looked into his eyes and said, "Mr. Hall, we already know what Your Excellency means. Maybe Mr. Hall is right, or maybe I don't know my brother well enough. But there is one thing that Hall doesn't seem to know. ”

"What is it?"

"Even if Mr. Hall is so ruthless, my brother will never stop there. Yu Yeol will not be able to do what you wanted, and I am sorry for you again. it, Mr. Hall. After speaking, Wu Xueling took Li Hao's head and left without looking back. The negotiations had developed to such an extent that Ha Rin could not say anything more, so she could only leave with her.

"Yes...."As they turned away, Hall said lightly, his eyes focused without a hint of anticipation, or even careless, and continued to look out the window.

"Xueling, it's rare to see you so angry...."

"If I'm not angry, can I still be considered a Wu scholar."

"Haha... You're really short-sighted. ”

"Is there a problem with that?"

"Of course not, it's just that it's been a long time since I've seen you angry." After Li Haolin finished speaking, Wu Xueling sighed, "However, I'm still very worried... Seeing Yu Lie's current appearance, I was worried that he would collapse..."

"It doesn't have to be difficult... Yu Lie should not have too many problems. Although it is true that he does not seem to be able to entrust him with important responsibilities, he always has the courage to face anything. ”

"Hopefully......"

At the same time, the two of them have been discussing that the possibility of the school expelling Liang Yulie is very high, and even if it is not removed, even the current situation is not optimistic. In the end, the two were unable to come up with an effective solution, and finally separated at the bus stop. Hao Rin said that he would go back to the school to have a look, and Xueling walked in the direction of the hospital.

Wu Xueling walked towards Yu Lie's ward in the corridor of the hospital, and she kept thinking about it on the way, she knew that the current situation must not be able to ignore him, and he would definitely be even more depressed when he heard it. Wu Xueling stood still outside the door of the ward for a long time, and then knocked on the door, but there was no response. Wu Xueling was afraid that he would wake him up from resting, so he gently turned the door handle and entered. The room was empty.....

Wu Xueling put his mind at ease, and that sigh was more like a sigh of relief.

................…......

..........................

"Where are you?"

"It's not empty now, I'm drinking tea with my master, and I'm going to go to the Hong Kong tea party later."

"But my master said you can come over if you want to. It's right in ......."

I knew my cousin would come back, and I was at a loss, not only helpless, but more confused, and I didn't know how to face her...

Running out like I did was a kind of escape, and I didn't want to face anyone. I hiked up Baiyun Mountain according to the address sent by Hu Wan, and I didn't want to appreciate the mountains and rivers along the way, but I felt that the bruises on my body became more and more serious. On Mount Davis, I encountered a white mist that flowed across, and in that rich white, I seemed to have lost my way, and I could not even find my way back, nor could I receive any signal on the phone. I think..... I'm lost. The visibility of the white drifting fog is very low, and there are no road signs or directions nearby, so it is quite difficult to return the same way now. The strange white mist flowed in one direction like flowing water. Curiosity instigated me to walk in the direction of the fog. I don't have a crush on tea, in my opinion, it's just a matter of soaking a few leaves to make the water bitter. With that, it's not even as good as clear water, but I still want to go to someone, I just want to hide.

The thick fog said goodbye to the mountains on the cliffs and dispersed in the vast sky. A simple but elegant stone house is located at the end of the flowing fog, with a neat and orderly wooden fence around the stone house, and a wooden plaque hanging on the frame of the door railing - 'Ask Tea'. Although there was a wooden bar, I crossed the low wooden bar, and the door of the house in Fan County was not locked, so I pushed the door of the house, and Hu Wan was sitting with an elderly man listening to the tea.....

"You're finally here, young man." When the man saw me coming, he greeted me warmly. This man should be Hu Wan's teacher, his appearance is very different from what I imagined, I thought that he would be the old man with that kind of bone fairy style, but this one in front of me.... No matter how you look at it, it is an ordinary uncle seen on the street, but he is just well-dressed and neat.

"What do you call me....?"

"He is my master ~ Master of the world." Hu Wan took the lead in introducing it. The middle-aged uncle behaved elegantly and said with a smile, "I just gave myself a tea name, called '曠世', so just call me 曠世." ”

Uncle Xiaoshi's temperament is not extraordinary, and even the tone of his speech can make people feel comfortable. The atmosphere in the tea room is very quiet, and next to the tea table, there is a natural small mountain pool, outside the curtain door, green trees become leaves. Although it was late afternoon, the environment here was still clean and bright, and except for me, Hu Wan and Yu Shi were all intoxicated by the silence.

Yu Shi picked up the silver tea pot and said kindly, "You should be thirsty too." ”

I took the tea he brought and drank it all the time, and I have to say that I don't like tea, and I rarely drink tea, but I can also feel that this tea soup is extraordinary. I feel that drinking the fragrant liquid can be closer to nature, and the turmoil in my heart has calmed down a little. But believe I'm here with a purpose, or I wouldn't be sitting here.

"You... Do you have any questions for me? Yu Shi asked seemingly casually, pouring tea in his hand.

"How do you know I'm suspicious?"

"I've been exposed to psychology before."

"Recently.... Something did happen. ”

"Oops~ It's a girl's thing again, right? Young people really love to get married. Hu Wan suddenly said from the side, but Yu Shi still had an interesting expression, "It can't always be said that even small things can become opportunities." There is no big or small thing, and the same is true of feelings and thoughts. ”

"Well, I just want to tease him and see how listless he is."

"I suppose to you, I'm probably just struggling with some of things." I say.

"People should not have troubles, as long as the heart is pure, no matter how big the troubles are, won't they be diluted, just like you are now." Uncle Yu Shi smiled like a Buddha.

"Fade? It's just a man-woman relationship, but it shouldn't be that easy, maybe I'm just a little confused, and I don't know how to start with it. ”

"Of course, you can't say that language is the worst communication tool."

Then why are you talking to me again?

"I speak to you in words because you have not yet felt with your heart, and you have only stayed in shallow words, diluting your feelings." Uncle Yu Shi was able to answer the question I was thinking, just like Hall! This is undoubtedly mind reading.

"If you say that, you can know what I mean without having to speak, can you?"

"As long as there are no distractions in your heart, you can also feel the information around you, including the inner heart of the person."

"So, you just have to sit quietly and know what I want to ask you?"

"As you say, you can't say anything, because you don't know your heart, and if you don't know yourself, how can I know?"

"In that case, you wait for me to sort out my thoughts, and I can talk to you slowly."

"As I just said, language is the worst communication tool. So, I don't want to hear from you. ”

This guy called Kuangshi is actually playing word games with me, going around circles! It seems that he can't help me with anything, and I seem to have come for nothing after all.....

After thinking about it, Kuang Shi then said, "No..... I can take you to know yourself. ”

My heart lit up, "Oh? How do you know....? ”

"You look at my eyes... My eyes... The eyes of the two.... Double-eyed.... Eye, eye, eye, ........."

Consciousness is beginning to blur... My mind kept falling apart, and then I reappeared, and I ........ It seems to have returned to where ...

November 3, 2010

The teenager was hurrying along the school road, rushing to the road and chatting about the mobile phone at the other

"Where are you?"

"I'm still on the highway." The girl's voice dragged on a little tired.

"Haven't you been in the car for a long time? Why haven't you arrived? ”

"I just got stuck in traffic, and I feel so helpless, I've been sitting for almost three hours..."

"Then I'll talk to you."

"Well... How could it be so coincidental that day? Did you already know I was going to go to the rooftop again? ”

"It's something to be fought for."

"Do you go there every day?"

"Sometimes, waiting is also a kind of competition~"

"You can't be waiting for me, right..?"

"I'll be embarrassed if you say my mind so directly."

"Hehe, that's serious."

The boy and the girl on the phone exchanged pleasant words. At the T-junction, a woman with a mature temperament happened to meet a young man and called: "Yu Lie...?"

The boy looked back and wanted to talk back, but the other end of the phone was silent: "Have you come to the door?" ”

"Not yet... It's been the past... ”

The mature woman asked, "Yu Lie, are you going to the library square?" ”

"Library?" Liang Yulie muttered to himself, as if he didn't know why he wanted to go to the library, and he showed confusion at the woman's clasped hands. And on the other end of the phone: "Why don't you say anything all of a sudden?" ”

"My ....."

"Aren't you looking for Chen Ni?" When Wu Xueling spoke, he was very close to him, and as soon as these words came out, Liang Yulie's heart was shocked, and he simply hung up the phone directly.

"Cousin, that's so clever."

"I'm getting ready to go to the library square, but I'm going to have an exam later, and it's getting late." Xueling said.

"Ahh How can this be done? Liang Yulie said unwillingly.

"Thinking about something else? How are you distracted? ”

"Nothing..."

"If you want to find Chen Ni, go to the library square, and by the way, you can help me return this string of keys to Master Xu."

"No problem...."

Liang Yulie would never refuse any request from his cousin.

"Remember to help me return her, I borrowed her room today."

After Wu Xueling finished speaking, he hurriedly left the teaching building. Liang Yulie continued to rush with the key, and from here to get to his destination, he had to pass through the library. And on the school road near the library, Liang Yulie ran into an acquaintance again.

"Yu Lie."

"Hey, Ha Rin, how clever it is."

"I'm getting ready to see your Academy's host contest."

"Oh, so it is..."Yu Yeol seemed to remember something, thinking in his heart.

"The girl you brought with you last time seems to have been there as well.... Oh! I see~ Why don't we find a seat together? If you look for Teacher Xu, you should be able to get a guest seat. ”

"No..... I still have something, can you help you get this to Master Xu? Liang Yulie gave him the key that Wu Xueling had given him. Li Haolin said, "Okay, but don't you want to see that girl?"

“.... But I went first. Liang Yulie left in a hurry after throwing down a sentence, Li Haolin looked at Liang Yulie who was far away, and seemed to be thoughtful.

The girl with flowers on her head waited silently on the stage, unaware that the person she was waiting for was passing by. Yu Lie walked on the school road in front of the library, and from time to time there were boiling cheers from the direction beside him. Looking aside, what the Hidden Covenant saw was a familiar figure, she was a girl who was all watching, white-clothed and sacred, as if she was about to face the baptism of eroding bones.

‘...... A friend once said that everything we have experienced in our lives is no accident, maybe I participated in this competition because of family, because of friends, or because of someone....' The voice of the girl came to him, and of course he understood what the words were saying, but he had already decided his choice, so he deliberately walked around the road. And at this time, the phone rang again...

"Why did it suddenly hang up?"

"Something just happened, I'm sorry." Liang Yulie said stupidly.

"I'm at the entrance of the school."

"Wait a minute, I'm almost there."

Under the stage of the library, the girl in white was preparing to leave. A man who had just met her came to talk, "Sister." ”

The girl was stunned, and it took a long time to respond, "Ah.... Brother Rin.."

"Are you here for a race?"

"Hmm... Come and participate. ”

"Xiao Ni, your performance tonight is really fantastic. Although it can be more sophisticated, it is quite good for beginners. Teacher Xu came from the side at some point and started talking. Chen Ni forced out a smile, "Thank you, Mr. Xu.."

"Didn't you say it last time, just call me my sister." Master Xu touched Chen Ni's head.

"Oh, by the way, Master Xu, I just asked Yu Lie to give this to you." Li Haolin passed the key. Hearing someone's name, Chen Ni's eyes flashed with a hint of brilliance. Old Master Xu took the key, "Didn't that kid Yu Lie come?" ”

"He said there was something, so he didn't come, and I met him on the way here."

"That stinky boy didn't even come halfway, I really didn't care."

After Master Xu finished speaking, Chen Ni's expression darkened again....

Liang Yulie stumbled to the appointed spot out of breath, sweating profusely and drenching his back, the bus stop outside the school gate was empty, he looked around anxiously, there were few pedestrians on the school road, the lights were dim, and he couldn't see their faces one by one. Maybe the people who were waiting for him were no longer waiting for him.

Liang Yulie anxiously took out his mobile phone to call, but the other end of the phone did not answer for a long time.

Just when Liang Yulie was about to hang up the phone in disappointment.....

"Hey."

Behind him, a little rusty female voice reached his ears, and he looked back, and the ghostly figure walked out from under the shadows of the trees. Liang Yulie was relieved of his heart attack, "I still thought you were gone." ”

"I never left." The girl smiled flatteringly, as if she was happy to see his anxious look.

"Then why are you showing up now...?"

"You sincerely offered to pick me up, but you made people wait for you so long... I'd love to see how you react if you're late. ”

"Amount... I'm sorry to keep you waiting.." Yu Lie was full of shame.

"I wasn't going to wait for you."

“... Why...? Liang Yulie's head was full of question marks, and the girl smiled lightly again, "You have waited for me on the rooftop." ”

"Thank you... By the way, did you have a good time today? ”

"It's okay, I'm a little tired."

"Oh.? Where did you go? Liang Yulie asked tentatively, but Yang Shuying was not calm, "I went to a lot of places." ”

"For example?" Liang Yulie still didn't give up on asking, Yang Shuying seemed to have noticed his motives a long time ago, and said, "I won't tell you." ”

“... It's so mysterious.."

"By the way, I want to ask you a question."

"Say it."

"What do you think of xenomorphism?"

"If both sides fail to truly understand each other's words, xenophilia is the end."

"That.... What if there is a reason, or if there is a problem? ”

"I think everyone will follow their own heart to make choices, and even if they have difficulties, they will eventually come up with an answer one day."

"Hmm.... Is that so? The woman nodded thoughtfully. Liang Yulie asked tentatively, "Could it be that your boyfriend is in a different place?" ”

"It's not."

"Oh? So why are you suddenly asking such questions? ”

"Just asking."

"Don't worry, I'll be with you to the end." Liang Yulie said jokingly.

"It's serious, friend-friend~" The woman spoke with a smile in her eyes, it was extremely beautiful, but it always seemed to have a bit of hypocrisy, her every move, every detail was almost flawless.

Walking and chatting, the girls' dormitory arrived in front of him, Liang Yulie's phone suddenly rang, and Chen Ni's name and avatar were displayed on the screen. Liang Yulie was stunned for a moment, and then he hung up directly, and this embarrassing moment was also seen by Yang Shuying, but Ying only smiled slightly.

"Don't you answer her calls?"

"I want to escort you attentively."

"I've arrived."

“..... The location of this dormitory is really unreasonable, and it will be there so soon. ”

"Do you want to tire me to death, you actually want to make girls suffer, it seems that you are very unreliable as a friend." It's not good.

"I'm just .....," Liang Yulie said again before he finished speaking, "but thank you for coming over to pick me up." ”

"Next time, I promise it won't be too late."

"Well, then I'll look forward to it a little, goodbye."

Liang Yulie watched Yang Shuying walk into the door of the dormitory, his eyes kept following her steps, and he was looking forward to the unknown next time. As everyone knows, in the cold wind, there is a white camellia that quietly falls between the two.

.........

.........

When I came back to my senses, I found that I was still in the tea house, and Uncle Yu Shi in front of me was making tea, and when he saw me 'waking up', he said, "It doesn't seem too bad." ”

"What's that going on? Why do I feel like I'm back ..... the same way I used to be? ”

"In a dream, you can go anywhere."

"You've just ..... Hypnotized me? ”

"You can say that, as long as it can help you."

"Why do you do this?"

"Since your sprouts were born in the past, wouldn't it be good for you to go back?"

"Since you said that the picture was mine, why did I see other people's memories?"

"Do you mean that girl?"

"Those fragments. . . Some of those memories shouldn't belong to me, right? ”

"As I said, in your dreams, you can go anywhere, I just help you enter the dream, and where you will go and what you will see after that depends on your subconscious."

"Actually what I thought... She and I are just visitors to each other at best."

"If you don't care about your subconscious, you won't see her. Some things, like a diary, will feel different when you look at it again in the future. ”

"I admit that I did something wrong at the time...."

"It seems that you have gained a lot, you know, 'recognition' is the premise of 'change'."

"But I don't regret it, because I don't hide my heart, I just follow my inner feelings and conform to my admiration for someone."

"Yes.................

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There was almost no one else in the classroom, and it was clear that she had arrived too early. In front of her eyes, the shadows of the street lamps and trees outside the window were sandwiched with the youth of the university, and the classroom was filled with her thoughts, and it seemed that there was always a person living in her mind. It's obviously a place of tranquility, but it teaches people to be alone, maybe it's another Chu Hanwu, and only she knows.

"Long time no see." Liang Yulie came in unexpectedly, Yang Shu was stunned for a moment, and then returned to his old graceful style, "It's only been a long time, didn't you just see it yesterday." ”

"When I can't see you, I feel like I'm living like a year." Liang Yulie said, Wu Zi sat down towards the seat next to her, and after hearing this, his body was slightly closer to Yu Lie, and his water-like eyes stared at Yu Lie, "Although you are very good at selling good mouths, I am also very good at seeing tricks." ”

"I'm just being honest."

"There must be a lot of girls planted in your hands, right?"

"I have fewer friends of the opposite sex."

"Also, it's strange that you don't have a female public enemy like yours who mess around with flowers and grass."

"We didn't know each other for long, and we didn't expect to cause such a deep misunderstanding...."

"That's a woman's intuition."

"Is there anything wrong with good facial features?"

"Are you? Horse Tiger Tiger Bar~"

"Well, it seems that the misunderstanding between us is too deep, and it may be a good choice to get to know each other."

"Okay~ What do you want to know?" Her body is getting closer and closer. near

"A lot, such as... How long have you been alone? ”

"The mouth is asking about the single body, and the heart is actually tricking me if I have a boyfriend, right?"

"Don't say that, I'm very interested in all things about you."

"Sometimes it's not good to know too much, don't you think?"

“..... You're talking about 'too much' and too little, right?"

"Actually, I just don't want to be a third party."

"Oh.... What does that mean? ”

Yang Shuying had a dull expression that felt him, "...... Well, does your girlfriend know what you're doing now? ”

"Actually, I'm courting her right now, and I'm in this room, maybe she'll be here in the future, or she'll miss this moment very much when she thinks of it."

After Liang Yulie finished speaking, Yang Shuying immediately smiled. Liang Yulie was a little displeased and asked, ".... What's so funny? ”

Yang Shuying looked out the window, suddenly a little lost, and said lightly, "... It's a pity, it's a bit of a pity, she's already famous. ”

After Yang Shuying finished speaking, Liang Yulie immediately scowled, and was bored, "Is it... I'm sorry, I scrambled.."

After Liang Yulie finished speaking, he was about to leave his seat, when Yang Shuying suddenly added, "However, she is no different from her body now." ”

After Yang Shuying finished speaking, Liang Yulie, who left in half a step, chatted with interest again, "Oh? What is the situation with her now? ”

"The situation between me and him is as I said last time, it's a heterogeneous relationship."

"Sure enough, it's you, you said it was your friend last time."

"Actually, my elders often tell me not to talk too much about myself to strangers."

"Well, I'm a stranger....

"Yesterday you were a stranger, today... You must be a stalker~"

"That's just the trick that led me here, it's like we met for the first time on the rooftop, how can I say it's a stalker."

Yang Shuying looked at Liang Yulie's helpless expression happily, "Excuse, I think you're just a pervert in sheep's clothing." ”

"It's over."

"I'm ready to go to class. Are you sure you want to knock me to class? ”

"I probably won't let you focus on it until I know how many opportunities I have left."

Yang Shuying packed up her books and prepared to go to class, and left a sentence before leaving, "Well, it depends on how your 'girlfriend's boyfriend behaves, see you again.............

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Liang Yulie: "Among the people I have met, only she is the most compatible, and we will laugh and laugh." Sometimes I feel that maybe we're a match made in heaven because we have a deep fit. ”

Yu Shi: "The deep fit should be the fit of the soul." ”

Liang Yulie: "Soul fit? I don't think I'm close to her. ”

Yu Shi: "If there is no spiritual and spiritual fit, then it is a spiritual fit, and it is a good thing to be able to find a spiritual communicator." ”

Liang Yulie: "Do you also think that my heart and I are compatible with her?" ”

Yu Shi: "Look, even you can't be sure, how can you conclude that your relationship is deeply compatible in the first place?" ”

Liang Yulie: "Looking back, we have been in love from the beginning, and we have a tacit understanding that is perfectly matched, isn't this the so-called heart-to-heart rhino?" ”

"Maybe it was, maybe it was." What do you think? ”

Liang Yulie: "Me? I think it's about the same...... There may be a bit of a contradiction..... Not necessarily, alas, I don't know. ”

Yu Shi: "Since you can't even be sure of yourself, how can you conclude that it is a match.........

December 25, 2011

"Hey..."

"Did you wake up?"

"Wake up, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I just wanted to tell you that I'm in Koro Village."

"Oh? What are you doing there? ”

"That's why I'm here because of the show."

"Running there to perform? What a dirt, you...."

"Alas, there is no way, something has to be done.."

"Then you don't have to be busy, do you still have time to call me?"

"Now it's time to rest, of course I have to take care of you."

"You don't come~ You're just bored and looking for me to pass the time."

"I'm just letting go of my thoughts."

"Really? It seems that his eloquence has improved a lot, and even I almost believe it. ”

"Alas, I can only say that your misunderstanding of me has deepened again."

"As a woman, I am also considered to be a brilliant person, when will your insect tricks stop?"

"I'm going to keep my honesty all the time..."

"I don't believe you don't have any fishing over there~"

"Barely enough... If I talk to you, it's okay. ”

"Cut, who knows you~"

"Everybody says I'm a real person."

"I'm afraid they all mean deer as horses..."

"You can't always target me, right?"

"I won't tell you, honest man~ I have other calls to answer."

"Well, goodbye.."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Lie turned to look at the woman on the stage who was gracefully belly dancing. The audience in the audience was shocked by her superb dancing skills, and her enchanting dancing posture attracted a lot of attention. By the time she finished her performance, many men had stood guard on stage, ready to snap pictures of the stunner. An uncle with half-white hair tried to bring the distance closer, and the scantily clad woman felt very uncomfortable. Liang Yulie draped his coat over her from the side, "Let's go here." ”

Liang Yulie led her to the open-air rest area at the back of the stage. The woman looked at him and said, "Thank you." ”

"You're welcome."

"I found that we often met in school, but we never formally knew each other." The woman said.

"It's true, Gangcai's performance is really wonderful, and he is worthy of the legendary leader Lin Yi."

"It's over, you're the real protagonist.... By the way, I don't know what to call you? ”

"My name is Liang Yulie."

"So you're the younger brother of the spirit."

"She talks about you a lot, too."

"Everybody says that Xueling's younger brother has taken her place."

"I was just lucky." Liang Yulie pretended to be modest and said, but he didn't expect Lin Yi to believe it, "You are too modest, that is the reward of your efforts." ”

"In front of you, senior sister, an idol powerhouse, I am really ashamed of myself. I don't know how many fans have joined the art troupe because of you. ”

"You're exaggerating, aren't you.... How do you know about them? ”

"Because I'm one of them."

Lin Yi looked at Liang Yulie, as if he had suddenly figured out something, "Sister Master's idea is coming soon?" Aren't you afraid that I'll tell your sister? ”

"I just... Just to find out about your relationship with my sister. Liang Yulie was timid in his words.

"Hehe, my brain turns pretty fast, but I still can't kiss your sister's best friend."

"Of course I'm scared of my cousin..."

"Actually, seriously, forget about learning the spirit."

"Oh? Is there anything going on between you? ”

"That's not true, it's just that we all know that she won't blame you for anything."

"It turned out to be like this... I don't see my sister talking about me so often. ”

"Even though it's only in school, there are still a lot of people fighting for fame and profit. Your sister has turned the tide of the day. ”

"Do you accuse Guiming?"

Of course he wasn't the only one. Do you know how many people were opposed to you taking your sister's position before you were appointed, and everyone thought that you were inexperienced and that you could not convince the brothers and sisters in your team. ”

"But that's the school's decision."

"But not everyone wants to be directed by a teacher, from now on, you have to learn to look at the big picture. I think that the Scholar will insist on electing you despite the opposition of the people, and this practice will not be immune to dissent..."

"I didn't expect my sister to do so much behind my back.."

"Forget it, it's a foregone conclusion anyway, just work hard."

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December 27, 2011

The fifth anniversary of the school is approaching, and at the same time, the school has applied for the upgrade of the A-line school category, which is still in the evaluation stage, because the time of the fifth anniversary celebration is in the evaluation period, so the school attaches great importance to the arrangement and planning of this week's annual celebration. At the same time, Wu Xueling, the former head of the troupe with many years of stage experience, has withdrawn from the art troupe and no longer participates in any affairs, and the list of candidates for the person in charge of the choreography of the school celebration is also controversial.

Liang Yulie happily chatted on the phone in the corridor, "I have good news for you." ”

"Listen."

"In this year's school day, I will plan your favorite hip-hop dance performance."

"Congratulations, but the 'you' you say doesn't include me."

"Why?"

"Because I don't like hip-hop, I used to be fine, but now I feel like it's immature. Will you keep dancing going? ”

"Perhaps, don't you think dancing men are attractive?"

"I think men who are good at billiards are more attractive."

"Don't have a favorite outdoor sports?"

"I still think billiards is a bit more sven."

"Interested in trying it out?"

"Do you know how to play too?"

"You'll find out by try." Yu Lie said very lightly.

"Okay, what time?" Ying seems to have been provoked with some interest.

"Another day."

"I'm looking forward to it."

Billiards? Of course Yu Lie wouldn't, and even thought it was sad and time-consuming... That afternoon, in the dance studio of the complex building, more than twenty able-bodied men and women were surrounding their new leader, each with a seemingly passionate energy in their eyes.

"I ask you, as an invincible team, what is the most important factor for us?"

"That's ......"

After Liang Yulie finished his speech on the arranged plan in the conference room, the team members were already dumbfounded, and everyone felt a little embarrassed. If it is said that people are like a bottle, Liang Yulie's blind self-confidence has long exceeded his own capacity. Time passed day by day, and the day of the departure celebration was getting closer and closer. One night after that, the night sky that was usually full of stars was dark tonight, dense with black clouds, and the cold wind and cold rain blew from time to time, and the bad weather made the hearts of pedestrians on the road feel an inexplicable sense of heaviness, which is also a common thing in the campus in December.

The only thing that is unusual is that on a cold and rainy night, a rare visitor who rarely appears strolls along the wet school road, wearing a fairly neutral gray coat, and at first glance looks like a girl in a half-gray robe. The deliberate low-key, as well as the orderly steps, showed that she was not aimless, and there was no breath on Ruyu's face, as if the girlish feelings had long since dissipated, leaving only a delicate appearance and the only expectation that existed in the depths, and she stopped at the door of the library.

On the first floor of the library, Liang Yulie was talking to a group of people, and from time to time he danced with his hands and feet. The gray-robed girl looked outside the door for a long time, and even though she had come to this point, her eyes were still full of complicated emotions. In the end, she walked towards them in a down-and-out manner. In this cold wind and cold rain, no one would rather stay in the bed. Even though everyone thinks like this, Yu Yeol still has to gather everyone out to practice, because it will be the school celebration in a few days.

"No, no, no! Actions should be more rapid, but they should be so slow. Something like this has been repeated by Liang Yulie for one night. After saying that, he did it all over again, but the team members didn't know when they started, and from time to time they were looking at Yu Lie's back and stealing private words, and Liang Yu Lie reacted slowly....

"Wow?"

"I didn't have an umbrella with me, and I happened to see you here." The gray-robed girl said as she turned around, and the lightness that permeated her words was well-trained, almost perfect.

"I can send you back, but I still have to train, do you mind waiting me for a few minutes?"

Ying didn't give him any response, just raised his hands and looked at the others, his eyes fluttering with dissatisfaction. A large wet mark on the coat was particularly eye-catching, and a few drops of glass-like water hung from the tips of the hair.

Seeing the situation, Yu Lie suddenly realized, turned around and shouted to everyone, "Rest for fifteen minutes."

Yu Lie picked up his checkered rain umbrella, and Yang Shuying walked out of the library, the two of them didn't say a word, there was silence between them, and only the sound of 'clicking' on the umbrella was left in the world of the two. Of course, Yu Lie would be happy that Ying took the initiative to come to him, but he had already noticed that at this moment, there seemed to be some complex emotions hidden in Ying's heart, which were more chaotic than the rain line.

Yu Lie just followed, but she didn't go to her dormitory, more like an aimless game. Tired and unreckless eyes wandered around, Yu Lie suddenly said to her, "You just came back from school?" ”

She just came out of the dormitory, and even deliberately lent the umbrella to her roommate before going out, but she put out a deliberate smile, "Well, I didn't expect the rain to keep falling before I came back, so I had to come to the library to avoid it." ”

"I see, so where is your dormitory?"

"It's not far away, just walk with me.."

"Why don't you take off your coat first, you'll catch a cold easily if you're wearing soaked clothes."

"Yes, whatever you want."

"If you have something on your mind, maybe.... Wait, there's a worm behind you. ”

“.... What? Worm?! Help me...."

Yang Shuying was shocked, she was a girl with a habit of cleaning, and she wanted to throw away the clothes that the insects crawled on the spot, just like that, he successfully tricked her into taking off her coat and taking it, and without saying a word, he picked it up and gently wiped her hair.

"No matter what, it shouldn't rain on you." Yu Lie said as he wiped it, realizing that there were no insects at all.

"I know that since I took the initiative to find you, it must have made you feel strange...", she said lightly, seemingly unintentionally, with a hint of sweetness in her tone.

Yu Lie pretended with a puffed cheek, "If you don't mind, you can complain to me, and I promise that you won't take advantage of others." ”

"So, are you just going to stay with me for a moment?" It was the first time he had heard such ambiguous words from her. In the library far behind him, his companions were still waiting, he couldn't leave them, the rain was like a lawsuit of helplessness, and it took a long time for him to say, "I.... I didn't expect you to come tonight."

"Just kidding, I'm grateful that you're willing to send me." As he spoke, a little eager smile hung on his face.

Thinking of her bitterness in the past, he couldn't pretend to be calm anymore, "I don't want to, like now..."

"Huh? Aren't you nice now..."

"I see your helplessness and weakness at this time. I don't want to say it because I can't do anything."

Ying's delicate hair hung down like a curtain, avoiding his line of vision, and his words, "It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just that there are some things that can't be released in a day or two... Even if you have a clear question, the result is still difficult to accept... I don't know where to start. ”

"Since a certain bastard has given you a rough past, then there must be someone who will meet you and make up for your past pain, because God is fair."

Slowing down her face, for a moment, her sluggish eyes showed surprise, "How do you know ....." Before she could finish speaking, Yu Yeol interrupted, "I read all the magazines on your blog, and it took me... All night. ”

"You've seen it all?"

"Well, it's very shocking, and it's written very obscurely."

"It was all eight years ago, I didn't expect you to be so attentive..."

This intention touched her heart. When she seemed to be in love, Yu Lie's restlessness also began to overflow,

"Is it a first love?"

"Hmmm......"

"Perhaps, you can think about ....."

"I'm here, you go back, don't keep them waiting." The sly laughing dimple intercepted what he hadn't finished, and Yu Lie could only leave helplessly, silently, leaving her his umbrella and disappearing into the rain alone. Behind him, the sparkling eyes, whether they were blurry or poignant, he always couldn't guess, and he had no way of knowing how many stories were hidden in his eyes. The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of cold rain echoing in the corridor seems to echo in the heart, and the hazy throbbing is also allowed to dissipate quietly in the cold wind and rain.

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Yu Shi: "With all due respect, I don't see any fit. ”

Yu Lie: "Maybe I misunderstood the meaning of fit, but we have many moments of resonance, wonderful moments, sometimes, I don't see her, maybe she doesn't want to see her, but I know she must be there, I can feel it." ”

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January 10, 2011

"I heard it, the applause from the audience just now, it was so warm!"

"Our efforts have not been in vain."

"I said it all, the most important thing is self-confidence, right?"

"No fear, confident release, this is the real show...."

In the face of everyone's recognition, he did not appear to be elated. "Will you be here tonight? Where are you? ”

Until the end, I would occasionally look at the information, but there was no news. At the end of the performance, everyone gathered on stage to give a curtain call. "Tomorrow will be better" was broadcast on the spot, and the special effects lights that had long faded around came alive again, bright and beautiful.

The audience began to disperse one after another, but some walked up to the stage to take photos with their relatives and friends. Everyone is busy with their own work, the familiar songs, the joyful noise, and the stage is no longer the stage. He didn't blend into the noise, and alone, he quietly walked to the front of the stage, looking around lightly, but his heart was looking left and right. Behind the flaunting lights, he couldn't see anything, but his eyes were still searching. He didn't expect that the throbbing that should have dissipated in the wind and rain that night had been wrapping around.

Youth is incomprehensible to the dust, rouge is stained with dust, who can bear it, look at the sorrow of yesterday, and take away your smile. Stretch out your hands and let me have your true face.....

In the melody of household habits, as I say to you at this moment. Did you hear that? Where are you.....

Behind the colorful lights, the intellectually familiar figure stood in front of him unconsciously. "I haven't even noticed my breath, who are you waiting for?"

"Sister." He approached without saying a word, and the smiling scholar did not hesitate to hug her. "You didn't let everyone down, I'm proud."

"It's a pity.. She didn't. ”

"Chen Ni, she's sick."

"I'm not talking about ....."

"Team leader, is there any sister Xueling too, let's take a group photo, right?" The little buddies behind him suddenly intervened. Except for Yu Lie herself, only the people being waited for knew who he was waiting for, and she was in the inconspicuous shadows, hiding and watching.

He looked left and right, but she was elegant and tolerant.

"I watched your wonderful performance, don't wait for me, I'm already back."

"Who are you messaging to?" The man beside her, handsome and handsome, held her slender waist from time to time. Ying's eyes never left the stage from beginning to end, and he had no time to care about the admiration beside him. Accompanied by beautiful women, even if they are not as close as fire, he will not be happy with Lu Shan. Ying's delicate face fluctuated without emotion, occasionally squeezing out a seemingly happy arc, "My roommate, tell her that I'm ready to go back to the dormitory." ”

"So fast? I wish time had passed slowly. ”

"I have to go back to her."

"Why don't we ask her out and have a chat with the three of us?"

"He Yushen, the last time you begged me, didn't you say that you would become more mature than before?"

Yang Shuying's words became cold and intimidating, and the man's handsome facial features suddenly twisted into an embarrassed appearance, "I'm just ....."

Yang Ying's eyes suddenly softened again, "Thank you for coming from such a far place to accompany me, I'm very happy." But you also know my character, and under both parents, friends come first. ”

"I... We see each other less and less, and you always say that you want to be with friends, and I understand that. We've seen each other anymore, I just don't want to go back to Shenzhen like this, I want to stay with you for a while..."

Yingsheng touched his handsome face, and in his beautiful eyes, there were complex emotions, a few feelings of injury, and almost a decision, "Actually, I am also very helpless, separated from each other, so I hope that my boyfriend is an independent and mature man." ”

The man named He Yushen hugged her nervously, reluctant to give up, and hesitated to go. She gently stroked his solid back and looked at the twinkling stars in the night sky, as if thoughtful.

"I'm leaving, can you go back with me?"

In the days when the winter vacation was approaching, Ying received calls from Yu Lie almost every day. Between words and laughter, the frivolous oil tone of the past has also faded a lot, perhaps because the desire is quietly cooling, before meeting her, Yu Lie has never had a lover, this is his choice. Once, Xueling asked him: "With your conditions, it shouldn't be so difficult to find a girl to spend your youth with."

At that time, Yu Lie didn't answer her immediately, and a question from Xueling Suixing actually made him ponder: Perhaps, the tidbits baptized by wind and frost are more charming. That wildness is pitiful, like carved jade, which makes people love it and can't stop it...

He was arrogant, and even believed that he was the only one who could control that wildness. In a sense, it is equivalent to overcoming all the past, he thinks. At that moment, the cause he planted for himself was not realized until the end.

Yang Shuying: "What do you like about me?"

Liang Yulie: "I like you... Seemingly bad as if there is nothing. ”

Yang Shuying: "You're right, I'm really not a good person. ”

During the winter vacation that followed, Yu Lie stayed at home in Guangzhou. Ying, on the other hand, went to Shanghai and spent the entire winter vacation there. That time was the first time since he and she met that he and she had been separated from each other. In the twilight of his thoughts, he called many times, but each time there was no answer. It was a while before she called back. Over time, Yuyeol's restlessness gradually began to fade, and when he began to ignore her boyfriend no longer. After that, there was almost no contact. Life has regained its former peace... One day, Yu Lie, as usual, stayed in front of the computer to concentrate, and the sound of impatient keystrokes was like the sound of gunfire on the screen. The phone on the desk suddenly rang, and he didn't pay attention to the call, only to feed him consciously. On the other side of the phone, however, there was silence, and there was no sound for a long time. In the intermittent period, it seemed that I could hear the sound of light, delicate breathing.

"It's been so long since you answered the phone, are you busy?" After a moment of silence, it was the long-awaited voice.

"I just.... I didn't expect it to be you. ”

"During this time, I thought you were just indifferent, but I didn't expect that I was almost forgotten."

"Actually, I'm protesting."

"Excuse me, did I do something that upset you?" She seemed to be provocative, but he was also calm and calm, and his words were quite straightforward, "I feel that my position has been taken away, are you happy with him there?" ”

When she heard this, she laughed instead of being angry, "I see." So, vinegar is vinegar, do you miss me? In the voice, there is a few charms, a few playful. Listening and listening, all of a sudden, the palpitations that I had not seen for a long time were like waking up from a dream. For a moment, he didn't know how to respond, after all, before that, the longing had faded.

"I.... Yes. ”

"It's too reluctant."

"I've been reading books for a long time, and my thinking is a little late.."

“.... When are you going to install it? She suddenly whispered, and he didn't expect it to be good, but he still resisted, ".... What does that mean..? ”

"Your hammer is too ringing, Liang Yulie." The atmosphere was not worried, and even a little pleasant, but gradually began to be solemn. On the phone, there was almost only the sound of drizzling rain, and he realized that it was raining there.

"You've been lying since the beginning, haven't you?" She still doesn't forget to investigate that this is a dead end. All he could do was be vague, hoping to get by.

After the phone is hung, on the other side.......

"Ying, have you decided?"

After the call, she remained silent. The woman next to her was familiar with the driver, and between her fingers on the steering wheel, she still had an unembered cigarette. Inside the carriage, smoke filled. And Ying, she just quietly looked at the street scene outside the car, her eyes were already fascinated, like falling clouds, and at the same time seemed to be a little muddy, she said absentmindedly, "In the past few years, this place has changed so much." ”

The rainy weather, the street scene of Huangpu District, and the sidewalks are all wet. The renovated school gate, the corner sugar shop. I don't know if the aunt in the shop still remembers her and him back then. After school, I would always sit at the outermost table until nightfall. In the car, she turned her head sideways, leaned on the pillow, and looked out the window. The street scenes behind the ground have passed by, but the impressions have reappeared frame by frame. The Cadillac she was sitting on drove into the embankment, the old yellow masonry on the side of the embankment, and the rusty shore fence. The two were here, looking at the night cruise, chatting, and not returning home for a long time...

That was her first love.

The woman who drove the cigarette glanced at her and said, "It's a pity that the scene is in love, but unfortunately, things are wrong." ”

"I just want to see if I still care."

"After so many years, this can be passed." The woman took the last breath of the cigarette, and the cigarette butt was flicked out. Ying, still with a dead expression, "It's because it's been too long, and now, I don't have confidence..."

"Ignorance of youthful feelings often teaches people to sink, but in the end it is only bubble love." The smoke drove the woman's center of gravity, and Ying's eyes were gradually sour, and in this cold rain curtain, she could not find the figure that she had been. The woman lit another cigarette and took a deep breath, "Men can be negative, and so can women." ”

"But, Ah Shen and I..."

"Isn't there still Liang Yulie, he won't give up easily, let him try to be bitter, it's due, you know what I mean." The woman with cigarettes only looks like she is twenty years old, but when she speaks, she feels as old as a thirty-year-old. Ying has long been strange to her. Inside the car hall, the smoke and dust are chaotic, and the flowers are still so exquisite, but the heart is like a sea of smoke. "Or I can try to be more serious with him."

"Heh, you've decided? Give up Ah Shen, he is so good to you. The smoked woman continued to spit out the mist, feigning to smumble, but seemed to wake up, "Of course, I'm a bad woman." ”

The cloudy eyes suddenly became clear. The car stopped in front of the top restaurant, and the two got out of the car, and the waiter in a guard costume stepped forward to entertain him, and Ah Shen, who was already waiting at the door of the lobby, was full of happiness on his face, like a child. During the holidays, the two finally met.

After spending more than four hours in front of the computer, Yuyeol felt tired and quit the game. He leaned back heavily in his chair, tilted his head and closed his eyes, and recuperated for a moment. In fact, as early as after hanging up on that phone, he was already absent-minded. He knew that he was easily impressed by beauty, even if it was only impulsive. In terms of beauty, she is equal to Chen Ni, so he feels entangled. Because, for her, it is no longer simply beautiful, with a bit of meaning. But that feeling is too unclear....

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Liang Yulie: "I guessed that from then on, she was no longer single-minded. ”

Kuangshi: "However, it is not hypocritical. ”

Liang Yulie: "That's just her means, she uses 'I like her' to like me, even if I forget about her, she can make me feel affection." ”

Kuangshi: "But you like her too, don't you?" ”

Liang Yulie: "...... At the time, I did have feelings for her. But, as I said, that's her means. ”

Kuangshi: "So, you think that her way is wrong, you think she is cheating, right?" ”

Liang Yulie: "That's right, she's a master... But I was also convinced. ”

Kuangshi: "Men and women are attracted to each other, and the love between the two lives is not the purest love?" And you are unwilling. Only in the game will you say you will win or lose. ”

Liang Yulie: "I know what you want to say, Fujiwara Sakura also said so, Hall told her." But, in fact, I only need someone who I really love and really love me at the same time, and being together is enough. You should know this, as long as you 'read' it, you will know. ”

Kuangshi: "You mean, you blame her for not being single-minded?" ”

Liang Yulie: "Of course, maybe I ..... Alas.."

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On the library square, people come and go, the opening ceremony is just a scene, and everyone is happy to share the joy of the holiday with each other. The late winter sun reflected the breeze, and the long shadows of the trees were cast on the square floor, and at the end of the shadows, several women were surrounding a woman, under the hot jeans, slender feet, stepping on fairly neutral short boots, with a little wild. Pale yellow short hair, but fresh. The boys around her looked at her from time to time, but none of them dared to step forward. It seems that everyone does not know her, because she is not a student of Chinese businessmen, and maybe she is just here to visit friends. If there were such dazzling girls in the school, it would be impossible not to have heard of them before. On weekdays, Yu Lie has already done what they dare not do, especially when the object is a girl as outstanding as Chen Ni. But today, he stood silently aside. Today, Chen Ni is a public figure on campus. After saying goodbye last time, Yu Lie felt more or less guilty in his heart. If the next time we met, if she asked, he really didn't know how to deal with it. Dark affairs with public figures will inevitably come to light one day. Now, he will not be afraid, because that day has not yet come. At this time, he just wants to get out of the way, and he can avoid it.

"I'll pick you up when you go back to school today, okay?" The message he sent to Ying last night has not been heard from so far. He should have felt used to this, but he still felt apprehensive. Why do you feel this way? He didn't care about the answer anymore. Now, he just wants to see her. He stood in a corner and kept dialing the number, but the only response was the same 'no answer'.

He grew impatient, perhaps a little irritated. I have clearly cultivated my mind for you, why do you still refuse to see you? Yu Lie couldn't understand what was wrong with him. On his last attempt, Ying still didn't answer. He hung up the phone so hard that he could barely resist the urge to throw it out. Resolutely walked towards the short-haired woman surrounded by the crowd. On his face, there was a self-confidence ignited by anger. He walked up to her with a thick face. Near-perfect performance, almost all tried in the past. And the women don't seem to be bothered, most of them wave their hands to show their refusal, or just smile back....

"At least, I want to know, what to call you who are so indifferent to me?"

"The first time I came to the business, I met people like you, and I don't want to leave the impression of talking to people like you in the business, goodbye." After the girl dropped the next sentence, she and her friend Shanshan left without the slightest additional plot. Under the shade of the tree, only Yu Lie was left, and the gust of wind blew, stirring up the mocking whispers and sounds among the leaves. The incoming call bell rang in my pocket... On the phone, a slightly provocative, but very calm voice. "Have you waited a long time?"

Yu Lie half-jokingly said, "yes.... I thought you were missing again. ”

"Again? I've never been missing, it's just that I'm with a friend, and it's just inconvenient to answer. ”

"So, you got a text message?"

"Well, when I received it, I was already at the school gate."

"Where are you now?"

"I'm wondering, will I have to wait for you at the door for 10,000 years like last time?"

The wind continued, and along the road, everyone walked in a hurry. Yu Lie, who was in a hurry, was particularly abrupt. On the school gate in the distance, the four golden characters of 'Birch Business School' bear witness to the youth coming and going here. On the marble pillar, it is engraved with the words 'inspirational and diligent, virtuous and erudite'. In four years, how many people have done it. In today's college years, there is no shortage of bright lights, and under the rendering of today's society, this stone carving, four gold characters, will ring the alarm bell of passers-by. Under the magnificent golden words, the beautiful woman stood next to the suitcase, her long hair fluttering, curling but girlish. Yu Yeol's mood rises and falls, not only because of her beauty. More so, vague heartbeats. He walked in front of Ying, who was close to Ying, and stopped talking, not knowing what to say, but Ying was the first to speak.

"Hi, hello." The dialogue is like a first acquaintance, with a polite smile and a little flattery. Yu Lie held back a sentence for a long time, "You.... How are you doing? ”

After Yu Lie finished speaking, he realized that what he said was inappropriate, Ying couldn't help but cover her mouth and laugh, "It's just a winter vacation." ”

"But it feels like a long time."

"It's okay." After Ying finished speaking, she began to walk. Yu Lie reminded, "Don't you take the suitcase? ”。 And she didn't look back, "Can you please help me get it?" ”

Yu Lie suddenly realized again, and secretly blamed himself for his sluggishness. Today, the words of the two seem to have some taste of first acquaintance, although it is a little unfamiliar, but it feels like they have taken a step back and re-chosen the direction. Seeing that the atmosphere was gloomy, he took the initiative to speak again, "The winter vacation is okay, right?" Thinking of where she was going during the winter vacation, Yu Lie's heart was sour, "I guess it's not better than you." ”

"I just went to Shanghai."

Yu Lie didn't know whether to ask or not, he knew that Shanghai was a special place for her, but in the end, he still asked, "Do you miss it very much?" ”

Ying's reaction was not as he thought, but just said lightly, "Well, after all, I have lived there for two years." ”

"I've never been to Shanghai, but I'm familiar with it."

"My family is very traditional and pays more attention to academic qualifications, because Peking University is far away, so Shanghai University has become their expectation. They asked me to move to Shanghai just because of the location. ”

He roughly knew that that year, she lost a lot and lived up to her parents' expectations, "Huashang, in fact, is also very good, but the location is a little remote." ”

"Maybe, but so far, it doesn't feel good." Ying is not like other people, she has no feelings for Huashang, and at school, everything is to deal with.

"Isn't it often said that the university is a stage for forging youth, and I believe that since I have come, there will be new stories."

Ying didn't make a sound, just walked side by side silently. I saw that her dormitory was already ahead. Yu Lie was puzzled, why did she finish this journey so quickly every time. Her silhouette, her long eyelashes scratching, but she couldn't touch her eyes. She walked up the stairs in front of the building......

"During the holidays, I broke up with him." This time, it was Yu Lie who was silent. Ying turned her head and looked down and said, "Actually, I'm a bad woman, and I'm not suitable for you." ”

At the end of winter, the sun is shining, and it crosses the building. The haze shone on her face. With a smile, hiding his unspeakable emotions, he was still unbreakable, so he couldn't guess. Yu Lie was like this, and if he wanted to say something unspeakable, he could only silently watch her go in.

Xueling once asked him, "You know, the women who come out of the fire pit, those 'past' are not easy to fade. Yu Lie disagreed, and said, "I know, if I can do it easily, I won't be interested." ”

"If she can't forget the past, you'll be in a knot and you won't be able to release it." Yu Lie still looked disdainful, "If she is devoted to me from this point on, I will surpass her previous degree." Xueling shook his head helplessly, and did not say any more. Now, he feels it firsthand. Thinking of that flawless smile, he felt more and more beautiful, the rose was always thorny, and he knew that he had been charmed and swept into her world. Perhaps, he will have to face many parts of the past. Even though they have a good impression of each other, Yu Yeol also begins to feel an invisible pressure. Yu Yeol returned to the dormitory and opened Ying's blog again, looking through her old years

"Shanghai's Night ———

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.... It's been four months since I came to Shanghai, and although I am accompanied by my family, I can travel to Shanghai at night. But since I didn't have you by my side, I still felt very depressed. I realized how much I relied on you. In retrospect, we have been together for six years. I remember back then, you said that even if the world was over, you would always be by my side. Although this is a dialogue that has appeared countless times in the movie, it is only in your mouth that I will be silently moved, and I will never be suspicious. A few days ago, I heard your friend say that you were convincing your family to let you come to Shanghai to borrow. You know, after hearing the news, I was happy for a few days and nights. Eventually, we met again. Almost every night, I would be on the rooftop, looking at the stars and thinking about you. The sky is full of stars, dense, and they are all my thoughts about you.

I love you forever.'"

Yu Lie turned off his computer and sighed to himself. What is it that has shaped her today? The "you" in the text is probably the first love. Yu Lie actually had some admiration, and the envy "you" once completely owned her heart.....

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In 2011, Liang Yulie came to Baiyun Mountain six hours after ......

Under the coordination of Xueling, Xueling has completed the discharge procedures for Yu Lie.

One night after that, a girl with short hair and eyebrows came to the porch of the ward. Whether it is words or actions, she gives people a sense of invincibility. In the end, it's just childishness. She knew that she was hot at the beginning, and now she also realizes that her approach is inevitably a little excessive. Therefore, she came to pay a special visit, hoping to apologize, and by the way, to persuade him to give up again.

"Hello, who are you looking for?" The nurse on duty saw her and asked softly, but Fujiwara Sakura said in a cold voice, "I'm looking for Liang Yulie." ”

"Are you his family?" After the nurse finished speaking, Fujiwara Sakura began to feel impatient, and said directly, "No, I hurt him, you just need to tell me where he is." ”

The nurse thought for a while, looked at the bouquet of flowers held by Fujiwara Sakura, and said, "Liang Yulie was discharged from the hospital without authorization on the second day of admission, and his injuries still need to be treated, and the situation is a little not optimistic, but her sister later made up the discharge procedures for him." ”

Fujiwara Sakura frowned, "What a terrible guy, what tricks do you want to play." ”

Fujiwara Sakura still said the next sentence and turned to leave. The bouquet he was holding was thrown into the trash can next to the aisle. Outside the hospital, Hiroshi Tokugawa watched his head of the family coming out of the hospital, and he still didn't forget to look around after waiting for a long time. A disaster three years ago made him dare not relax all the time. The young head of the house came to the car, and Hiroshi opened the door for her, but Fujiwara Sakura stopped. She looked around, and under the dim streetlights, silver threads appeared. It turned out that the night sky was quietly drizzling at some point, "The recent weather seems to be particularly rainy." ”

"Technology is advancing so fast, but it's powerless to change the weather." Hiroshi Tokugawa also said.

"Koya, do you remember, when I was in Finland three years ago? It was raining that day, too... Ever since that time, I've felt that the world is changeable, like the unpredictable weather..."Fujiwara Sakura's seemingly ordinary words made Hiroya feel guilty. In my memory, the situation of that day makes people shudder, and I almost thought that it was all over.

"If I see that guy again, I won't let him go." After Koya finished speaking, he bowed deeply to Fujiwara Sakura......

Fujiwara Sakura looked up at the drizzle, the sky was so wide, yet so blurry. Her intuition told her that the nightmare from three years ago had not yet gone away, and the matter was not over. She always felt that that demonic man would not disappear easily....

.........

Yu Lie: "I never forget, Ying's shallow smile in the sun, that scene made me completely moved." ”

Kuangshi: "As long as there is a heart to discover, beauty is everywhere." It can be a moment in time or an eternal moment. ”

Yu Lie: "I don't care if it's a moment, what I want is eternity." ”

Kuangshi: "Do you hope that she will always belong to you?" ”

Yu Lie: "Is this wrong?" ”

Kuangshi: "The answer is here..............

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The information in the journal 'Shanghai Night' is too vague, and it is still necessary to explore the specific cause. Between the lines, the simple and hot emotions make people jealous. In the new semester, various evening parties and various activities are held two weeks after the start of the semester. Singing and dancing, the restless youth is still excited. No matter who you are, there is always a lot of excitement that can ignite your thoughts, whether happy or sad......

"Ni, do you know that person?" In the noisy crowd, the cheerful girl liked to be lively and chatted with her roommates. Chen Ni looked at it and replied in a muffled voice.

"Hmm."

"It is worthy of being the 'most popular junior sister', and I know all kinds of senior brothers."

"Slow autumn, actually, I don't like this."

Xia Shuqiu knew that Chen Ni had been in a bad mood recently, and roughly guessed the reason, "... Do you still have contact with him? ”

"Nope." Chen Ni's words were very cold. But Xia Shuqiu still continued to tease, "What will you do if you meet him again?" ”

I just want to know why I left in the first place.....

"Maybe I'll slap him in the face."

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After dealing with the show every time, Yu Lie hid behind the stage.

"The captain has been a little weird lately."

"I also think he's rarely come to practice lately."

"Seeing that he keeps texting all day long, he should be in love."

"Is it the girl who came to him last time on a rainy day?"

"No, I heard, it seems to be a girl named 'Ni'." ………

Liang Yulie and Ying agreed to have dinner in the evening, he arrived early, he booked a private room, and waited nervously outside the door. Actually, this is the first official date.

Ying smiled silently for a few seconds, returning to her previous dignified formality, Ying wiped it lightly, and then said, "Do you know that girl named Chen Ni?" ”

“…… Know. Yu Lie's expression stiffened for a moment, but Ying looked disapproving, smiled and said, "It's not just that I know." ”

"Well, I know you've heard the rumors."

"You're so famous, I've heard a little bit about it."

"Sometimes, in order to get something, you have to give up something." After Yu Lie finished speaking, Ying wiped another mouthful of Mocha, closed her eyes lightly, and scratched her long eyelashes....

"But she's so beautiful, why do you do this to people?"

"Because I'm gradually discovering, or rather, maybe I'm just a delusion, and I think I like it." After Liang Yulie finished speaking, he lowered his head cautiously, seemed to be a little lost, and leaned towards him, "That is to say, now you are afraid that the two sides will fall too deeply, so you choose to leave halfway?" ”

"After I met you, I realized who I really liked."

"Everyone has a deep past, and as time goes by, everyone learns more and more about themselves. In a way, this is progress. ”

"What about you, is your past profound?"

"My .......... It's much deeper than you anyway. ”

"How profound?"

"I think you should look to the future, not the past."

"I just want to get to know you better."

Ying took the initiative to take two steps away from Liang Yulie, curling Tingting, not losing her cuteness, and said coquettishly, "I am in front of you now, it depends on you whether I can understand or not." ”

Liang Yulie walked with her until she walked downstairs in her dormitory before reluctantly leaving. On the way back alone, he thought about her past, and those logs were too vague to see the time. He returned to his dorm room and decided to go through her journal again, this time perusing it, so that he could find the answer for himself. But when he clicked into her web address, the list of logs was empty. She had hidden all the clues, he couldn't guess her, but she could guess him.

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There are four buildings in the women's quarter, the sun is setting, the red bricks on the west wall of the dormitory look redder than usual under the sun, and passers-by come and go in front of the gate. Everything is in line with the usual rhythm, just today...... A dark blue Jaguar was parked in front of the gate, and the handsome boy came to the door early in the morning to wait, as if waiting for someone to appear. Two hours later, the beautiful girl walked down the steps in front of the building, and the boy suddenly got out of the car, and it seemed that the person who had been waiting for a long time finally appeared.

The girl's strong face squeezed out an arc of smile, the dimples were still beautiful, and there was not much emotion under the face. The young man walked in front of the woman with anxiety on his face......

"Ying ......" The girl turned sideways to avoid the speaker's gaze, her eyes were arrogant, "Ah Shen, I didn't say ........."

Before the girl could finish speaking, the boy began to talk non-stop, and although his tone was impatient, he did not dare to offend in the slightest. The girl's eyes gradually flashed with a trace of weirdness, like pity, and a little like sorrow. The boy hugged the girl and kissed it affectionately...

In the sunset day after day, this scene seems so abrupt. On the bench under the tree, Yulie witnessed everything. Was it an accident, or was it an unexpected bonus?

Yu Lie turned to leave, he didn't want to look any further. Ying was hugged tightly, her pretty face was on Ah Shen's shoulder, tears were staring at her eyelashes, looking at the orange sky, the clouds in the sky were more magnificent than usual, and they were burning more vigorously than usual, making people worry that they didn't know when they would burn.

"Aren't you tired?"

"I'm really tired today."

"You still think I don't know?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"You've worked hard, but I'm not interested in married women. Why lie to me? ”

"Don't talk nonsense, don't talk nonsense if you don't know anything!"

"How long do you want to act?"

"I don't understand why you're suddenly so inexplicable! But I'm not the kind of person you think. ”

"You've lied to me for so long, I've talked about it, why do you want to do it again, you can do it yourself."

Kuang Shi: "At that time, was there anything you couldn't let go?"

Liang Yulie: "I thought I could leave from now on. Just ........."

Kuangshi: "Just what?"

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About two days later, Yu Yeol participated in the annual class outing. More than 50 people got off the bus in Macao and were playing, and these were all just a sight to behold. When he came to St. Paul's Church, a strange fragrance came to his nose, and Yu Lie was surprised that the classmates around him said that they did not feel it. He broke away from the brigade and left St. Paul's Church alone, and followed the smell to a street full of old-fashioned atmosphere, with a glimpse of fragrance, and the whole street was full of flower stalls. Yu Yeol felt like he was in another bright and dazzling world, looking through the narrow streets, and the flowers on both sides seemed to welcome him. As he walked, he suddenly smelled a familiar fragrance that reminded him of Ying, and he paused for a moment to find that on his left, a white-bearded gardener was looking at him.

"Young man, why did you suddenly stop walking?" The gardener asked.

"Because I think of someone." Yu Lie said.

"Is this person important to you?"

"I don't know how I feel about her."

"Then you can send her a bouquet of flowers, even when you are confused, do not forget to give people fragrance. Perhaps, there will be unexpected gains. ”

"But I don't know what she likes."

"Black roses are my favorite, although they don't look bright......"

Yu Liepin looked at the black rose in the gardener's hand and said, "Although it is not bright, but when you look at it closely, you have a feeling of amazement." ”

"That's right! That's right. Some say that its flower language is 'You are the devil and you are all for me'. ”

After the gardener finished speaking, he gazed at the black rose with great admiration. Yu Lie smiled and said, "If a person knows that it is a demon and wants to possess the other party, maybe this person should be more evil than the demon." ”

When the gardener heard this, he smiled playfully, "Maybe it is, maybe it isn't." A lot of people think the same way you do, but there are always stories that are amazing because they are surrounded by the world. ”

Yu Yeol was interested in the florist's words, "Oh? I'd love to hear from you. ”

The gardener picked up a rag and wiped his hands, took a Roman carved pipe from his pocket, sat down on a wicker chair behind him, and smoked with pleasure on his face. The incense of smoke came to Yu Lie, like a ritual before the story was told, Yu Lie, who never smoked, smelled the smoke and felt comfortable.

"In old Britain there was a fine man, and his name was Lancelot. He helps his brother Arthur establish a kingdom, while Arthur's wife, Guinevere, has a mutual affection for Lancelot. Of course, Lancelot, who is both loyal and righteous, will not accept this palace love, and both sides deliberately avoid each other. However, on a moonlit night, the palace lights go out and Lancelot rests in his bedroom. A mysterious Kuroko sneaked into his room, and the keen Lancelot, believing it to be an assassin, casually pulled the sword from the side of the bed, and in an instant, the blade was only a few minutes from her neck, and then stopped. The moonlight reflected the sword, and the cold light illuminated the face of the sunspot, which was actually Guinevere that he had been thinking about for a long time. Lancelot saw her weeping, and he was overwhelmed by Guinevere's determination and sacrifice. Since then, the story of the two of them has officially begun......"

"I'm sorry, but I can't see where the demon is in the story you're telling."

"It has been recorded that Guinevere was not a loyal woman, she was willing to be possessed by others, and was the trigger for the end of the entire Arthurian legend... Therefore, her image is not positive. But no matter what happens later, the scene between Guinevere and Lancelot is so amazing, at that moment, I believe that Lancelot's heart is also willing to fall with that demonic woman. ”

After the gardener finished speaking, Yu Lie silently pondered...

"Young man, in the past few years, you are the only one who asks about it, since you have a fate, I will give you this."

The gardener took out an ornament from the small box under the table, which was a transparent glass block, and inside it was wrapped in a black rose with broken petals, which revealed a strong sense of poignancy at a glance.

"Thank you, I don't know what to call you yet." Yu Lie carefully took the glass and wanted to ask the florist's name. The gardener stroked his beard, thought for a moment, smiled strangely, and said, "It's okay to tell you, my name is Hermos." ”

After saying goodbye to the gardener, Yu Lie returned to the hotel and slept for a while. When he woke up, he couldn't remember the name of the gardener. In my mind, only the story of the gardener remains, lingering, like a curse. Realizing that something was wrong, Yuyeol began to feel annoyed, and he tried not to think about the story of the gardener, but he couldn't. Yu Lie walked to St. Paul's Church again, and he only believed in himself, and did not choose to go in. Instead, move on, escaping the echoing whispers. He walked all the way to the agreed dinner place in the class....

As soon as he sat down, a statue of the Virgin Mary was greeted on the opposite side of the road, which was carried by plain white women. Several children dressed like the children of the time when Fatima saw the manifestation of the Virgin, and hundreds of believers sang hymns and recited prayers along the way. According to the lobbyist, this is the parade of the Icon of Fátima in Macau, a ceremony held in honor of Our Lady of Fátima, the most adored of the Portuguese. It is said that Our Lady apparitions were made several times in 1917 in Fatima in Portugal. The parade departs annually from the Church of Our Lady of the Rosary to the Chapel of Our Lady on the Bishop's Hill, where an open-air mass is celebrated. It was the first time Yu Lie saw such a gloomy celebration, and he subconsciously took out the phone, ready to share his inner joy with her, but his eyes were glazed......

Usually, I can still hear your voice... You can't be forgiven, but why... Will I feel bad?

Yu Lie put aside all the distractions and dialed the call......

The call was not as quick as usual, as if Yousi's signal was constantly searching, and the call was trying to convey it, but she seemed to be evading. The phone went unanswered for a long time. I don't know where she is now, but I know that it is far away.....

It's obviously a light-speed signal, but the distance connecting the two is as far away as the end in front of them.

The signal was finally connected, but on the other end of the phone, there was silence.

"Are you alright?" he said.

On the other end of the phone, there was a drunken voice, "What are you calling?" ”

Yu Lie knew that she was drunk and said, "Have you drunk too much?"

"What's your business?"

"What are you calling for?" Ying continued to ask the question just now, Yu Lie knew that she was still willing to answer his call, maybe everything would turn around, "Drink less..."

"What's the matter with you, what are you calling?" Ying was still repeating what he had just said, but the tone was stronger, and before he could answer, the phone was cut off. When I hung up on the call, my mind went blank. All that remains is a thousand thoughts that have been broken. The whispers of the gardener, who were lingering in my ears, also stopped. Cars come and go, and the neon city is still bustling, but there is less noise. Only the inner cry continues.

Am I really wrong...

The bustling city is also beginning to fall asleep, and the neon lights go out. Yu Lie returned to the hotel and looked out the window, when the cloud bank revealed a ray of light, and the morning began to fall, he realized that he had not slept all night. After saying goodbye to everyone in the morning, he returned to school early on his own.

In the station, the loud radio sound, like a horn, drove people to start a heavy journey. Yu Lie used his spare spirit to find his own place. The bus came out, and before the dustpan, Yu Lie sat in his position groggily, and his thoughts flew unconsciously.....

Yu Lie looked up, and the fierce sunlight pierced his eyes. The pain was so painful that he immediately turned his head, and he relieved himself a little, and felt as if someone was looking at him, and he wanted to know the owner of that gaze. The scorching sun was still scorching, he raised his hand to cover the sun, endured the stinging pain, and looked at it along his instincts, it was Yang Shuying's figure.

"We are in love, and you don't want to give me some time, you don't want to wait for me. I..... Should I wait for you? ”

Yu Lie was just about to speak, but the dazzling sunlight suddenly occupied his field of vision, and a sharp pain pierced his heart.....

The curtains of the bus were always open, Liang Yulie was awakened by the direct sunlight, he found that his clothes had been soaked with sweat, and when he was about to close the curtains, at the end of the road in the distance, Hua Business School came into view.

After getting off the bus, Liang Yulie immediately dialed the number, but no one answered. He walked faster and faster with his luggage, and after dropping his luggage in the dance studio, he began to search for her on campus.

From the school building to the rooftop, around the playground, and in every possible corner, there is no trace of her. The sunset cast the shadow of the flagpole to the ground for a long time, the sky was getting dark, and it was more likely to appear in some places, Liang Yulie was afraid of the wrong time, so he went back to find it several times.

A drop of crystal dripping on his shoulder, he can feel the coolness through his clothes, Liang Yulie looked up, the thick sky, the dark clouds were like a sea of ink, and the rain that fell was so clear. The rain began to fall heavier and heavier, like a dense pile of silver needles. He staggered to the slightly sheltered bench not far from the women's dormitory, his drenched hair dripping with rain from time to time... Yu Lie let out a long sigh and sat down on the bench in a dejected manner. He took out his phone and tried to contact Ying again, but no matter how many rings in the earpiece, no one seemed to answer. The rain swept over him, and Yu Lie seemed to feel that the rain was also driving him away, and the rain spread down from his forehead like transparent worms. In the earpiece, there was still the repeated voice, repeated many times, but in the end, it was the weak 'no one answered', I don't know why, he felt that the sound was getting quieter and quieter, as if he couldn't bear it, and was comforting. He looked at the dormitory, expecting the figure to be seen. He suddenly noticed that the bench he was sitting on looked familiar. The last time the flame was dusk, he was also sitting on this bench when he saw Ying and the man being close. Yu Lie began to feel that the mobile phone in his hand was very heavy, and he was very tired to hold it, and he was so tired that he wanted to put it down. He closed his eyes in exhaustion, so tired that he didn't even want to lift his head. The phone unconsciously detached from his hand....

Liang Yulie felt a darkness in front of him, as if he was in the black sea........

Awakened by the thunder outside the window, she tried to fall asleep again, but the haze that was still full of sleepiness slowly became clear. She got up from the bed, and the phone on the table flashed from time to time. Twenty missed calls, and a text message from a long time ago: "I'm waiting for you, where you can see me." ”

The electricity came from the side, and the sun stepped out of the platform. She looked down through the dense rain, and the rain was dripping, and the wet open space downstairs was empty. The rain line is dense, and it is impossible to see or go far. The phone doesn't work...

After looking at it for a few moments, he turned and left. The nightgown was fluttering, and there was nothing to look forward to in my heart.

The night began to fade, and the rain had lifted. A young girl was walking back to her dormitory from the school building, and she waited a long time for the rain to stop. I didn't expect to fall asleep in the classroom... After a lot of losses, I had this sleep, and the books in my hands were spared. She stepped on the wet stone steps, with the same tired eyes, soft and sluggish steps. She walked along the path of the women's dormitory, and the boy on the bench made her heart bother, and her steps slowed down.

He was close at hand, but he couldn't talk to her. No one will know how she looked at the time. Only the morning breeze passed by and the grass made a rustling sound. Perhaps, in the only way to go through this women's house, meeting him like this is the whole answer. She lifted her delicate face and sighed softly......

After sighing, she decided to move on. The morning breeze is still there, and the flowing hair is still so heroic......

The morning light spreads across the sky, and the cheerful sparrows are intermittent but not annoying. Yu Lie felt a dazzling scene in front of him, and instinctively opened his eyes. He was amazed that he had slept on a bench all night, and felt cold all over. He stood up and relaxed, and there was a cracking sound from his feet, only to realize that he had stepped on his phone.

At the same time, he also discovered that he had been wearing a thin floral coat on his body at some point, with a faint camellia fragrance......

In the dream guided by the world, Liang Yulie witnessed scenes of the past, some of which did not belong to him, and some of which he had long forgotten. However, there are always things that you have never seen even in your dreams.

Once, one day after Yu Yeol returned from Macau...

On the starry river, between the towering peaks, a symbol of abundance in the palace, surrounded by exquisite and magnificent ancient stone pillars, graceful and luxurious women stand in the court, elegant manners, looking at the endless starry sky outside the court. In his eyes, there is expectation and worry. The old man stepped into the court and came five steps behind her. The moment he stepped into the court, she already knew of his arrival, and between the two, there was a tacit understanding between them that they had known each other for a long time.

"Hermos, you're here."

Holmes bowed, "I've already seen the boy. ”

"How does it feel?"

"It's still a long way from Luca."

The woman seemed to sigh softly, "That boy could have lived a normal life, but he's going to meet my daughter." I just hope that the people my daughter meets will be kind to her. ”

"What's so difficult about this, I believe many people can do it."

"Hermos, you're wrong. We can't make it too obvious, and besides, there's going to be a lot going on, and that's not something that the average person can afford. Her father said the boy might be. But I'm still worried..... So next, it still depends on the boy's choice. ”

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Hall had just finished answering a phone call and learned from Fujiwara Sakura that Liang Yulie was now missing. Hall had tried to find his location with his mind, but the sense disappeared for no apparent reason, and he didn't know what was blocking his brain waves, and Liang Yulie seemed to be evaporating. Hall seems to be somewhat terrified of the unknown. And looking for Liang Yulie is also something that Scarlett asked him to do. She rarely asked for Hale, and this time he failed, and it was such a simple thing. He didn't know how to explain it to her, and she might think that he deliberately couldn't find Liang Yulie.

Hall looked out the window, on the green lawn, on an inconspicuous wooden railing bench, a woman with blonde hair made the ordinary painting landscape a landscape. Hall left the office and walked to the lawn, and many people along the road, men and women, took the initiative to greet him, but he took it lightly. He came up behind the blonde girl and put his hands on her shoulders.

Scarlett didn't look back, "We did this, is it really right?" ”

"I can see very clearly that Liang Yulie's state of mind is indeed like that."

"He saved me..."

"Even without him, someone else would have saved you."

"But you weren't... I know he's not a good guy, and he's not as good as you, and I knew it from the first time I saw him. She went on to say, "Where there is 'bad', there must be 'good', or maybe they are just two sides of the same coin, and one side of the abandonment no longer has the meaning of existence...."

Hall was speechless, afraid of disturbing her stillness. She looked at the white doves frolicking in the green flats in the distance, and was silent. Hall said again, "I can't be wrong with my senses. ”

"Didn't you miss it once......

Scarlett naturally said lightly, without any intention of refutating, and her expression was still blank.

Hearing her say this, Halton was speechless, because he would never forget that person.......

Hall's family group had carried out the "Wave Project" to develop the human brain in order to develop the inner potential of human beings, and for some reason, Hall himself participated in this high-risk, semi-military experiment, and became the first successful test subject, possessing extraordinary sensing and observation abilities. Although he has been reborn, all he has to think of is that man - Luca.von.Salza (Luca.von.Salza). Feng. Salza), Hall still has lingering palpitations.

Kuang Shi: "While you were waiting for her, another girl met you again, and you didn't know it at the time. ”

Liang Yulie: "In that place, it is possible to meet anyone. ”

Yu Shi: "But she learned the reason why you left her. Don't you think, is that too much of a coincidence? ”

Liang Yulie: "Really, but why is this happening? ”

"Everything in life is not a coincidence, and whatever the cause is, what the result is." You waited, Chen Ni also waited for you, and all the 'accidents' were just 'inevitable' that no one knew yet. ”

Liang Yulie: "But I waited later........

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The day after the rainy night, Liang Yulie still had the desire to find Ying, but because he had failed to find it many times and had not answered the phone, he began to feel powerless.

"Xiao Liang, I'm Master Xu, and you've been absent from the meeting three times. Although it is only a meeting of the school, but after such many absences, the opinions of other people are quite large, and the school leaders will also be dissatisfied. The group meeting at 6 p.m., don't miss it anymore, okay? ”

"Thank you, Master Xu, I'll be over today."

After hanging the phone, Liang Yulie looked around, as if he still hoped to see Ying at this moment, even if it was a moment, he felt that it might be an opportunity. But she never showed up on her line of sight. Looking ahead, he didn't know what to do, and he didn't have any direction.

He stood there for a long time, thought for a long time, and finally walked forward, not knowing whether to give up or not. Liang Yulie's heart was constantly tangled, and he began to feel an invisible pressure forcing him to give up, and perhaps this was just his own trouble. But on the way to the class where the meeting was held, he really couldn't look for it.

In the brightly lit conference room, everything was in an orderly atmosphere, and there were still fifteen minutes before the meeting began, when Liang Yulie arrived downstairs. He looked at the only lit classroom on the third floor. It's been a long time, and I wonder what I'll feel when I meet everyone.

In the passage on the second floor, Liang Yulie, who likes to walk close to the side, habitually walks on the side of the railing that is close to him. On the ground between the buildings, on the paths covered with small colored stones, through the faint gray light, Liang Yulie could not see the faces of the people passing by. He really still has hope, but he's just adapting to being numb, numb to loss. Even if a young girl passes by, he will not think that she is Ying.

It's just that he seems to be able to see the floral handbag in the girl's hand. The pattern and feel seemed to be somewhat similar to the floral coat, perhaps the same collection, or more likely the same owner. Liang Yulie looked at her and stopped for ten seconds, then chased down the building.

He stepped out of the door of the teaching building, and even though the street lights were dim and the visibility was low, Liang Yulie still saw the woman. He hurried in the direction of the girl. However, due to the long distance, it is impossible to catch up for a while. Liang Yulie was not sure that the girl was the one who dressed him, and he didn't even know what he was chasing, but he knew that the distance was getting closer and closer, and he had lost her at the corner of the stairs. But in the hallway around the corner, only the large classroom at the end was lit up. Liang Yulie ran to the classroom......

Stepping into the classroom, there is also an orderly atmosphere inside. The large classroom was full of people, and Liang Yulie seemed even more confused. Everyone was looking at Liang Yulie, and he didn't seem to realize how strange it felt that he was in a daze after pushing the door so suddenly.

"This classmate, we're going to start the exam, you're in the wrong classroom." The teacher on the podium said to Liang Yulie, with some dissatisfaction in his tone. Liang Yulie came back to his senses and said embarrassedly, "Uh...... Excuse me. I just ......"

"Are you looking for me?"

Liang Yulie turned around at the sound and saw Yang Shuying standing next to the door, holding the floral handbag in his hand.

"I'm sorry, if I could, I would like to ask you to give me a chance to ......." After Liang Yulie finished speaking, he took out the black rose wrapped in glass and handed it to Ying. Ying hesitated for a moment, and during her melancholy time, there was silence all around, as if even the teacher on the stage was expecting Ying's reply. Ying finally took Liang Yulie's 'rose', and a smile appeared on her face, "Hmm." ”

Liang Yulie felt that the boulder pressing on his heart was finally unloaded, and the satisfied emotion overflowed on his face, and he forgot to define Ying's sincerity and falsehood.

"Yu Lie, we're going to take the exam, and we'll talk about the rest later, okay."

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Liang Yulie: "At that time, even I was surprised, because I thought that she would probably not forgive me."

Kuangshi: "You thought she wouldn't forgive, but you still want to try." Isn't it? ”

Liang Yulie: "Well, I will always be more emotional than rational. I think maybe that's where I'm failing. ”

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A week later, at the weekly meeting of the vice president of the student union, Liang Yulie still did not appear.

"Liang Yulie was absent from the meeting many times without reason, and he did not change his advice. According to the decision of the Student Union and the Academic Affairs Office, from now on, Liang Yulie will be dismissed from his position as captain of the art troupe and all extracurricular credits will be deducted. ”

After Zhang Guiming was just promoted to vice chairman, he made a statement that would be posted on the bulletin board.

Liang Yulie stood under the three-pillar flagpole in front of the library square, looking at the door of the library, who had never been on the stage since then, and felt no loss in his heart. When the phone rings, you smile.

"Is class over, then I'm over now."

Liang Yulie turned around and left, going to a small date with Yang Shuying.

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Kuangshi: "Have you ever regretted it?"

Liang Yulie: "Although many people disagree and give up their hobbies for her, in retrospect, I don't regret it."

Kuangshi: "Don't you like dancing?"

Liang Yulie: "I like it, but I like Yang Shuying more." I like to walk with her in the shade and talk about life and life together. Even when I have troubles, as long as I am with her, my mood will become optimistic. ”

Kuangshi: "Do you think you know her?"

Liang Yulie: "I wish I could get to know her, she said that she had been in love with a boy for 6 years, and finally broke up. Her worldview began to change at that time, and she had no faith in men. She said that it was difficult for her to overcome her demons and to choose to be with me. She said she wished I could give her some time to deal with her relationship with He Yushen. During that time, we still had an ambiguous relationship. ”

Kuangshi: "Do you think that what you are pursuing is not actually a romantic relationship?"

Liang Yulie: "I'm sure I like her, but I think that in the process of falling in love with men and women, the happiest time is when they are ambiguous with each other. The looming relationship between lovers is unpredictable and unstoppable. ”

Kuangshi: "There are many kinds of relationships between people, and once a relationship is established, it is only equivalent to seeing each other's prison walls. Ambiguity is a rather abstract definition, so in the process of ambiguity, you will not have too many conflicts and quarrels, and you can enjoy the relationship to the fullest. ”

Liang Yulie: "If it weren't for He Yushen, maybe we wouldn't have come together...............

In the joyful bar, under the shining lights, Yang Shuying's figure is curling. She birded next to the man beside her, and the man looked contented.

"Ying, you're going to graduate in a few days. When you graduate, we'll get married. “

Yang Shuying: "Let's get engaged first." ”

Liang Yulie: "That night, that is, the night before Ying took her graduation photo, Ying didn't answer my phone all night, I knew that she must have been with the man at the time, I accepted her first lie, but it was still difficult to accept the second time. I sat on the waiting bench at the station in front of the school and thought for a long time whether this relationship should continue. It was as if no matter how much I struggled, she couldn't quite belong to me. Her actions are truly unforgivable, but I miss her so much. ”

Dawn cleared the night, and a long-distance bus came on the road in the distance. There was only Liang Yulie on the station, and he sat all night thinking about it and got on this train in Guangzhou...

At around eight o'clock in the morning, the library square was full of students who were about to leave the campus, and after taking a group photo in their bachelor's uniforms, they still stayed in the square, seemingly reluctant to leave. Here, many people are taking photos with friends who have been with them over the years, leaving pictures of memories before they disperse.

"I'll take a picture of you."

He Yu hugged Yang Shuying deeply, allowing others to press the shutter on him and Ying. When facing the camera, Yang Shuying was smiling, not seeing the slightest negative emotion, and she was also a down-and-out gesture under He Yushen's embrace.

"Ah Shen, you are so happy to have such a beautiful girlfriend." He Yushen's friends all praised Yang Shuying. Surrounded by beautiful words and praises, He Yushen is undoubtedly the happiest person among all the people present. He would say to everyone who admired him: "We are going to have a big wedding in the near future, and this is what both of our parents would like to see."

When He Yushen said the good news, Yang Shuying didn't show much joy, and her skillful smile kept flashing charming dimples. She occasionally looked around, just a casual glance. She did not indulge in the joy of the marriage, she was not like other girls, maybe her heart was not empty because of the marriage.

Graduating from this third-rate university is nothing to celebrate. But the graduates were still in high spirits, throwing their bachelor's caps into the air, hundreds of them at a time, and they didn't plan to pick them up again. A teenager in a denim jacket walked into the square, trampling his hat like a dead bird on the ground. He Yushen took out a small golden box from the pocket of his dress and suit, carefully took it to Yang Shuying, and opened it.

Yang Shuying slowly moved forward, with a look of incredulity. Her steps were getting faster and faster, and He Yushen's face was full of happiness, waiting for her to throw herself into his arms.

Until Yang Shuying crossed him and ran in the direction behind him...

The graduates were still throwing their hats, and in the crowd with their hats scattered, Liang Yulie directly hugged Yang Shuying, who was running in front of him.

"I didn't expect you to come back..."

"On the way out, I realized that I couldn't forget you."

"I also find myself falling in love with you..."

He Yushen's friend patted him on the shoulder and comforted: "Let's go, Ah Shen, you can't do anything for her anymore, it's not worth it, and you shouldn't..."

At that moment, He Yushen almost lost his senses, and he didn't realize that the golden locket in his hand had fallen to the ground, and the shining diamond ring rolled down the steps and fell into the trampling of the crowd, who would care.

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Liang Yulie: "That day, I really felt Yang Shuying's feelings for me. I made a bet and I won. Success means the failure of others, always. ”

Kuangshi: "You think you've won, don't you?"

Liang Yulie: "Yes, Ying belongs to me, at least at that moment, I won."

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A few days after the graduation ceremony, a car of Cadilac came to the downstairs of a dormitory early, Yang Shuying was methodically carrying bags of items to the trunk of the back of the car, Liang Yulie repeatedly asked to come to help, but Yang Shuying wanted to stay alone with her friends for a while, and after she refused in every way, Liang Yulie still agreed. I have to say that Yang Shuying's charming face seems to be a little more human than before.

The woman with the cigarette was next to the door, enjoying the cigarette in her hand, "Now you are like a newlywed wife, and you feel like you have returned to the past." ”

"I'm just trying to take off my disguise." Yang Shuying spoke softly and was in a happy mood.

"Okay, okay, I've heard about your feat at the graduation ceremony." The woman with the cigarette continued, "Have you really decided?" ”

Yang Shuying was silent for a while and said, "Maybe it's a whim, I don't know why I want to do this, but I won't regret it." ”

"Then you're not going to stay here and spend more time with him? After all, you still have two months to get your graduation certificate, and if you go back now, it is estimated that your parents will be angry, after all, you ruined this marriage. ”

"After the graduation ceremony, my reputation was not very good. Let's leave, but I'll come back to him often. ”

Yang Shuying's words were short-lived, and the smoking woman exhaled deeply with a trace of worried smoke, and was silent for a while, saying, "I hope it's all worth it." ”

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Liang Yulie: "Since I was a child, I began to look at the world with an inquisitive heart. From curiosity to excitement, I myself am an afterthought. I'm pretentious, and I'm always looking for the extraordinary. But when I folded it in my arms, I realized that I was actually moved and satisfied by a hug, and at that moment I realized that I was just an ordinary ordinary person. ”

"Now, you seem to be able to realize the meaning of 'ordinary', for example, you have to be in the darkness to understand the meaning of light. Therefore, you need to be 'ordinary', and only after experiencing 'ordinary' can you understand what 'extraordinary' is. ”

I admit that I can't fully accept what he says, but there doesn't seem to be the slightest contradiction in what he says. I, on the other hand, were caught in a contradiction.

Liang Yulie: "She and I always cherish the time we spend with each other in our spare time after class, and it was then that I realized how beautiful the forest paths I walked with her were." Although I indulged in this mundane happiness, I also found that I could not let it hold. ”

"Why? ”

Liang Yulie: "When I decided to choose the ordinary, fate was fueling the chaos and disrupting the peaceful life. Her private life became more and more frequent, so dense that I was worried, and I seemed to see the shadow of He Yushen again, but she did not mention it, she kept avoiding it, and sometimes even quarreled because of it. I felt that she was staring at me too much, and I was afraid, I was afraid that He Yushen would appear again, because if he appeared again, he would definitely make me suffer the same pain, in order to avenge my revenge. ”

"When things that seem to be taken for granted start to go the other way, when things that we think are stable start to be unstable, we often lose our faith out of fear. However, all this is due to fear. ”

The end of the semester is approaching, and one day, Ying suddenly tells Yu Lie that she will come back to school in the afternoon and want to meet.

When they met, Yu Lie saw Ying's face haggard, "Ying, what's going on?" ”

Yang Shuying was silent, and she didn't hold hands with Yu Lie, she glanced at Liang Yu Lie, and continued to walk.

She walked to the Lin Shan Road, where the two usually walked, and the red flowers on both sides were wet with rain and dew, and they were particularly red. Yang Shuying walked silently, silently admiring the things around her. She walked to the library plaza and then moved to the hallway of the teaching building. During this time, she never looked back, and she knew that Yu Lie would not leave behind her, and she didn't know how to open the conversation. The two walked aimlessly, and walked up the stairs until she pushed open the rusty iron door, and she approached the side of the rooftop railing, threw her back at him, and said indifferently, "What we have just walked is the road we have walked together, do you remember, this is where we met." ”

Yu Lie stood behind her, and sighed with emotion: "Since we met, a lot of things have happened. ”

"Lie, I suddenly miss it. Do you remember the first time I saw you, I asked you a question. ”

"You ask me... Why is it so late here? ”

"That night, I asked you why some of the stars were shining one after another. But you didn't answer me seriously. ”

"Maybe it's because of the interference of the air fluids, they're all far away." Regarding Yu Ying's sudden mention, Yu Lie said inexplicably.

"Maybe soon, I'll be able to understand their feelings." After speaking, he suddenly turned around, as if he had made a decision, "Lie, I'm leaving..."

"What?" Yu Lie thought that he had heard it wrong, and looked at his stunned eyes, and forced sadness: "I may have to leave." ”

"Where are you going...."

"The United States, we will be moving next month...."

“.... Why all of a sudden..."

Ying knew that his heart was not comfortable, and the bitterness was indescribable, but Ying could understand it very well, she stroked his cheek, "Even in a distant place, I will still miss you and write to you." ”

The holiday has arrived, Ying is going back to Shanghai, and the two are separated again. Yu Lie had been to Shanghai, but he had never been able to find him, and he had no choice but to linger any longer, so he could only go back with his worries, and when he returned, he chose to take a boat.

Yu Lie leaned against the railing at the bow of the ship, looking at the endless white mist in front of him, and his thoughts unconsciously hit his heart.

Ying hadn't answered his phone recently, and her mind was gradually blurring again, maybe he had never seen it clearly. Just like the fog in front of you, you have to wait until you get to it, and then you suddenly realize that when it is irretrievable, it is too late. He couldn't guess, so he didn't know if he had done something wrong. In a few days, Ying will be going to the United States, and he doesn't know what will happen on the day he says goodbye. For some reason, he suddenly felt a deep sense of sympathy for He Yu, which felt like a foreshadowing that made him unable to feel at ease.

At the same time, in the same pleasure boat, a young girl stood on the deck, her blond hair and blue eyes, and her dress was plain white, as if she was not stained with dust and fireworks. The huge propellers hidden under the water kept rolling up the waves, layer by layer, like a cloud of scattered hibiscus petals, as holy as a girl. The bronze handcuff in her hand was very old and did not match her sanctity. She stroked the words on her bracelet ------ 'Luka', and the confusion in her eyes was like a wave of hibiscus flowers rising and sinking in front of her. She took off her handcuff, threw it out into the sea, and went with the waves.

You're like a drug, it's dangerous, but it's hard to let go.....

The two were in the same boat, one at the bow and the other at the stern, and if they tried to turn back, they would meet.

The two don't seem to intersect....... For the time being.

The day before Ying went to the United States, Yu Lie ignored her obstruction and broke into her community with great courage and cowardice. Downstairs, He Yushen calmly packed Ying's luggage, he looked at the arriving Yu Lie with disdain, whistled fancy, and continued his work.

"Ah Shen, have we booked our tickets? We're going to get started. Ying walked out of the gate and said affectionately to He Yu. Looking back, I saw Liang Yulie behind her......

The wood was already in the boat, and she was speechless.

Liang Yulie didn't say a word to her, the car was far away, and in a flash, only her last glance was left, which was deeply imprinted in his heart.

At around 3 a.m., the streets were empty. The dim street lamps are so old that they can only illuminate themselves. Liang Yulie wandered the streets, his listless steps were more like aimlessness. He shut himself up in a phone booth under the streetlight, very melancholy, and he never understood why she did this to him. At this time, he is constantly choosing, and the contradictions are continuous, and the cycle repeats. The cigarette butts all over the floor were traces of him, and the smell of choking, like resentment, filled the entire space.........

Since seeing that scene, Liang Yulie has been looking sluggish and has not said a word. He wanted to be alone, so he didn't go home. A few days before the start of the school year, the school was empty. Liang Yulie sat alone on the balcony of the dormitory, until there was not even the last cigarette left in the cigarette case, leaving only cigarette butts all over the floor. He lay down on the bed, the lingering memories were always stirring in his mind, he couldn't sleep, slowly, he forgot how long it had been, maybe only a few hours, maybe three days, only to know that he had not closed his eyes until he ran out of energy and began to lose his mind......

He stood on the path, the stone steps were wet, and Ying's figure stood quietly in front of him...

"I've been waiting for you, why don't you want to wait for me..."

After speaking, Yang Shuying began to move away, both sides of the path were blocked by green plants, and a thick white mist came from Ying's direction, and Ying walked into the white mist and disappeared into a white man. Yu Lie chased after him, and also broke into the white mist. But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't see Ying again, until he was so tired that he lay on the ground, and the whole space was only his exhausted panting, and the white mist that seemed to be deliberately hiding Ying was thickly filled, as if laughing at him. After a quarter of an hour, Yu Lie finally couldn't bear the nasty white fog anymore, and got up and hit in all directions, the fog couldn't be touched, and the green vegetation on both sides was scattered, but... No matter how much you struggle, you can't change the fact that Ying has already left.

Yu Lie was exhausted again, and at the moment he fell to the ground, Yu Lie was surprised that he was in bed, it was a dream.

When Yuyeol tried to get out of bed, he found that his whole body was sore and sweaty. When he got out of bed with difficulty and limped downstairs, he realized that today was just the registration day for the new semester, and he couldn't adapt to the hustle and bustle of the outside world for a while, and the noise of traffic everywhere made him feel dizzy. Yu Lie continued to walk aimlessly, and the library square was full of new students, and that was where he and Ying began. The summer breeze came all over the sky, Yu Lie took in a breath of cool air, held on to the trunk of the tree next to him and coughed, choking on the thick smell of smoke in his cavity.

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Liang Yulie: "I don't want to believe it, she just disappeared." She logged out all her numbers, and I was never able to reach her again, as if she had never been there..."

Kuangshi: "She treats you like this, why do you care so much about her?"

Liang Yulie: "Perhaps, this is a feeling, she never belongs to me, I can't understand her, but I always try to understand her." This has also become a gap between me and her, which cannot be crossed. Her departure also took away some feelings in my heart. ”

Kuangshi: "You can't understand, so you are always frightened, and you don't even have confidence in yourself, how can you let others have confidence." People are always afraid of things that they have no control over. Your curiosity drives your fascination with the unknown, but do you really think you can handle the unknown? ”

Ying left me, and Scarlett didn't accept me. Is it because of my cowardice? Also, in the vast sea of people, I am just a drop in the ocean, and I can't shoulder or bear anything.

Liang Yulie: "......... I can't do it, I'm just an ordinary person. ”

Kuangshi: "Maybe you should ask yourself, do you like it because you're afraid, or are you afraid because you like it?"

Liang Yulie: "I ...... I was worried that I would lose her. I care about her. ”

Kuangshi: "In this way, you like it very much. But why should you be afraid? ”

Liang Yulie: "Because I care about it!"

Kuangshi: "Hehe, in this way, a contradiction arises. Why don't you solve the problem and be afraid of it? ”

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Liang Yulie was in the dormitory for several days, and finally walked out of the door again. He was like a broken projector, constantly playing the warmth in his mind that he could not go back. After lying down for a long time, he limped and when he reached the entrance, he could no longer stop the image that he had unconsciously recalled in his mind, and when he was about to walk to the opposite side of the road, a small sedan that had been driven like a swift wind suddenly turned at the end of the road and drove slowly......

Yu Lie felt that the person who got it was not good, and stopped his pace. His face was full of displeasure, and in the reflection of the car window, he saw his sick face.

The car door opened, and a woman with all kinds of amorous expressions came out. She stood against the door and deftly lit a cigarette.

"You are Liang Yulie?"

Yu Lie was displeased, "Who are you?" ”

"A-Ying, I'll come to you."

"What good things are she still ...... done" Yu Lie coughed dryly before he finished speaking. The woman with the cigarette took a long breath of smoke at him and said contemptuously, "Look at you, you've been smoking a lot lately, haven't you?" If you don't understand, don't learn how to smoke."

"You don't care...... Cough...... Ahem......"

"It's just a breakup, just giving up on yourself like this, I really don't know why Ah Ying fell in love with you before." The woman with the cigarette muttered, "Ah Ying too, isn't she just a man..."

"Since you and her are all the way, you must not be a good person, get out, don't get in my way." Yu Lie's eyes were split, and his voice was hoarse. The eyes of the woman with the cigarette were full of contempt and disdain: "Aren't you just a selfish man, what's the big deal, women have the freedom to choose, and they are eliminated at the end, what right do you have to blame others, why let the daughter of the dignified mayor accommodate you, in my eyes, you are nothing, go back to your own world."

After the woman finished speaking, she flung a letter to Yu Lie and returned to the car. Yu Lie instinctively picked up the letter, and after the car slammed its engine twice, it kicked away. Yu Lie coughed in the billowing dust, his eyes were red, the letter in his hand was tightly tugged, and he threw it towards the car in a hurry...

At this moment, the picture suddenly freezes. The dust that floated in the air was also frozen.

When Yu Lie was surprised, Kuang Shi walked out of the dust, "At that time, you were very painful, right?" ”

"I didn't think I'd have a day like this...... I have always believed that I can find something of my own apart from the torrent of society. But at that moment, I suddenly felt like I was just dreaming alone..."

"Don't you think, though, that she's not unreasonable?"

"Do you think so..."

"I just think you can stop there."

"I'm just a drop in the ocean..."

"If your heart really desires it, why would you choose to compromise?"

"I just can't do anything about ......"

"Behold, you have cast away your hopes here."

"Do you mean that letter......

"Yes, the letter you'll never get back."

"It doesn't matter......"

"What happened to you has kept you from letting go. And you're here, you're coming to me, because you want to know the answer. ”

Answer......

"Right now, the answer is right in front of you."

"What can we do, everything is a foregone conclusion."

"You've come so far and reviewed so much, why don't you take a look?"

Liang Yulie walked into the dust, brushed away the dust, and picked up the letter that he had discarded...

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Lie, now, I don't expect you to forgive me. But I still hope that you will hear from me.

You often ask me why this is so done to you. Eight years ago, I fell in love with a boy and he was so nice to me, a lot like you, really like. When I get along with you, I always unconsciously think that maybe you won't betray me in the end like him, but unfortunately, we ended up like this......

Maybe you're right, I'm a hypocritical woman, but my feelings for you are not fake. I know that you have always held a grudge against me, and even after I chose to be with you, you have not been able to fully forgive me. I'll admit that I haven't been able to handle this relationship to get you into what you are. When I think back to when we met, I really didn't think I'd end up making you like this... I can't believe that those sharp words will finally come out of your mouth... From that moment on, my heart can no longer retain the longing for you......

I'm sorry, Yu Lie... I know you've always wanted to change me, to let me get back to my old vision, even if it's counterproductive, but your sincerity, I've always felt it... It's a pity that my heart, before I knew you, was already shattered... Maybe they're right, we all met the right people at the wrong time.

That rose, I'll keep it forever. In the future, as long as I am under the starry night sky, I will think of you, just as I did when we first met......

fromYing

”

He had already burst into tears. Since they met, it turned out that she had been waiting, expecting him to try to understand her and believe her, but he had never tried to understand her, let alone carried anything, just indulged in the pleasure and cared about it.

Winning and losing, after all, is just a play, he let her into his world, but in the end it made her completely close her heart. He failed her without any affection.

Yu Shi: "Very remorseful, right?" ”

Liang Yulie: "I really shouldn't ....... Yes! They are actually political marriages, how could I not have thought .... If I've ever thought about it, I'd never ......"

Liang Yulie: "At the graduation ceremony, I ruined his marriage proposal, and she must be humiliated and blamed when she returns home, right!" It must be. So, during that time, she wasn't avoiding me..... She was... She's under house arrest! ”

Yu Shi: "...... Forget it, now that you see where you come from, you should know where you are going. ”

Liang Yulie: "Where are you going..... I do not know.... I've made such a big mistake, I don't know where I'm going..."

"If you have not made a 'mistake,' how can you know what is 'right.'" ”

Liang Yulie: "I made too many mistakes, even if I see it clearly, what can I do..."

Yu Shi: "Very good, it seems that you finally admit it. As I said, admitting this is a prerequisite for change. ”

"These are the things you're destined to go through."

"Why...... Did you already know..."

"No, it's your own choice, since it's a desire from the heart, it's bound to be something you are destined to experience, and only then can you know what you want and what you don't want."

"Why should I choose this path, and what ...... can I get out of my pain?"

"Children, we are all children, confusion is the way to go, but you don't have to be afraid, let alone run away."

“…… But I always can't do well, I can't do anything well... I messed everything up.."

"As a life, you always come to this world for a reason, and you have your own arrangements in the dark, and those are the arrangements you choose."

"I still don't understand why I chose this arrangement......"

"The answer you want is the process you seek."

"I ........."

Liang Yulie choked for a while, and seemed to suddenly understand something...

Why did I choose?

It's because of fear that I make a choice, and this choice is ...... Let me sink deeply, is this what I want?

Why do I want to be in it?

Because being deep in the middle can make me satisfied? No, I'm not satisfied, I still want to......

What more could I want? yes, I don't seem to have what I want, it doesn't matter, I seem to ...... was satisfied.

No! It's not what I want, what do I want......

What do you want?

I do not know...... Feel so messy......

Troubled thoughts hit him like a flood of thoughts, and he was completely crushed. Finally, he gave up the struggle, closed his eyes, and in the illusory darkness, the scenes gradually became clear in front of him...

He saw that he was putting on a headdress for Chen Ni, and then saw Yang Shuying's distant eyes, her "I'm sorry" faded away with her figure, Liang Yulie wanted to reach out and try to redeem it, but remembering that Ying no longer belonged to him, he stopped halfway and gave up redemption. The boundless darkness came from all directions like a flood, occupying the world, Liang Yulie seemed to have long been accustomed to this feeling of helplessness, and did not hold his head and cry, but was sad in his heart, was he destined to have nothing......

Scarlett emerged from the darkness, and the light that accompanied her illuminated the silent picture, the light was dazzling, Liang Yulie had to close his eyes, although he couldn't see it, but he could also feel that he was in a space with the fragrance of birds and flowers, he relaxed his nerves casually, and felt inexplicably comfortable, as if he had unloaded a burden, and the breeze came from his face to penetrate his body and mind.

The brilliance is still there, dazzling eyes, behind a halo of light, the aftermath lingers, "Why are you unhappy?" ”

Liang Yulie said calmly, "I'm just because of my own business. ”

"Is it in the past?"

"Maybe, I can't figure it out."

"Well... It's really annoying. Scarlett said with some disappointment, but there was an implicit encouragement in her tone.

"yes...... I can't figure it out, it's a real headache..."

Scarlett groped for her memories and thought about the picture when she was with Liang Yulie, "But, I never found out that you were hiding your troubles. ”

"Hmm...... Yes, because it's all in the past. ”

Liang Yulie lay down for a while, suddenly realizing that he was no longer as anxious as he was just now, and his troubled mood had receded a lot. At this moment, he heard Scarlett's voice echo again, and she repeated her words, "yes, it's all in the past. ”

Liang Yulie was stunned for a moment, opened his eyes comfortably, and found that he was lying on a green grassy slope, which was ...... At the top of the birch ladder, the breeze on the top of the mountain calmed his mind, and he saw Scarlett leaning over to look at him, smiling on her face, carrying the bright sunshine and warmth between the branches and leaves. The refreshing mountain breeze seemed to carry her fragrance, and he felt more comfortable than ever, as if life only needed sunshine and love was enough.

Scarlett prepares to leave, parting by saying, "Youdon't getbackformthings." (You don't need to dwell on the past.) ）

Liang Yulie subconsciously understood the meaning, and woke up in an instant, Liang Yulie, who was lying on the coffee table, slowly opened his eyes, Kuangshi was leisurely cleaning up the tea set on the table, the illusory scene just now suddenly collapsed in his mind, and the reality became not real.

"You're awake." Uncle Kuangshi said kindly. Liang Yulie shook his head tiredly, as if he had experienced a long and tired dream, but in his hesitation, he only felt tired, like a sunny day after a storm, and the feeling of weight in his heart was gone, like letting go of the boulder in his heart.

"Was that....?"

"It's nothing, you just fell asleep in your dreams."

"A dream within a dream?!"

Uncle Kuangshi smiled slightly and said: "This is also the most intuitive understanding, my understanding is a quiet journey." ”

Liang Yulie couldn't help but pout, "What a bumpy journey......"

"It's good that you know, what you should have abandoned a long time ago, but you clutched it in your hands." Uncle Kuangshi continued: "Sometimes, people will be reluctant to pass, and the backlog in their hearts, which will only make themselves trapped in the negativity of the past and continue to circulate until they are moldy. But it is also the same as abandoning the past, because the people and things in the past are all things that you have to experience before they happen, however, no matter what the past is, it will eventually dissipate like smoke, and people should not miss the future because of this. ”

"Thank you, Master Kuangshi."

"Needless to say, I just opened a window, and when you see the view outside the window, you choose to go out the door."

The rich night didn't seem to be so thick anymore, a bird's song slipped in quietly, the sky was oozing with light, the sky was not clear, Liang Yulie was in good spirits, and everything in the past seemed to be fading away with the thick night.