Chapter 467: Death is a Relief

Mu Zao was just curious, Lu Ming said that Su Yanzhi didn't kill anyone, why did Su Yanzhi himself admit that he killed someone?

Moreover, Lu Ming asked Mu to stop losing his temper with Su Yanzhi because of those rumors from outsiders. In other words, the truth of the matter is not what the outside world has said. Mu Zao has now even accepted such bad news from the outside world, what else is unacceptable?

"If you can say it, say it, I want to hear it." Mu Zaozao's voice was much softer than before.

It also gave Su Yanzhi more courage.

He sat down beside Mu Zaozao, pondered for a while, and finally spoke: "Do you remember that you just heard Lu Ming say that after my mother killed your mother, she ran from the dormitory to the bar in the middle of the night to drink?" ”

Mu Zao's good-looking eyebrows frowned slightly, as if he was thinking about something that was so long ago that he almost forgot about it.

She nodded, remembering that there was such a thing.

That night, she went to the bar alone, it was the first time in her life that she went to the bar alone, and she wanted to call Ruan Ruan to accompany her, but Ruan Ruan had already fallen asleep and her mobile phone was turned off. Because Lu Ming and Lu Shen had a good relationship with Su Yanzhi at that time, Mu Zao didn't like An Yichen's iceberg. In the end, I had to call Lei Qiming, who was a soldier in other places.

At that time, Lei Qiming was on vacation, and although he couldn't go back to Zhonghai City, he could be contacted at any time in those days. It's just that after the phone was connected, Mu Zao was afraid that Lei Qiming would be out of town and would worry for Mu Zao. So I didn't say a word about the sad things, just chatting and listening to Lei Qiming talk about interesting things in the army. It was until I got to the bar that I hung up.

She drank a lot, a lot of wine, a lot of glasses that night. I only remember how I went, and I don't remember how I got there at all.

When I woke up, I was lying quietly on the hotel bed. At that time, the waiter said that she went to open the room by herself, and Mu Zao thought it was driven by instinct, although he couldn't remember it, and he didn't think much about it.

"That night, after Lu Ming told you the truth of the matter, I quarreled with him. Since it's already a graduation ceremony, I know that I won't be able to see you every day like before. I'm afraid you'll really ignore me anymore, so I've been waiting downstairs in your dormitory, trying to explain to you when I wake up in the morning. Su Yanzhi recalled the events of that night, and still felt like yesterday, he paused, and then spoke: "Later, I saw you coming out of the dormitory building, holding your mobile phone and talking to someone, I never found a chance to come forward and talk to you." Later, when you drove out of school, I had to flagged down a taxi and followed you. ”

"And then?" Mu remembered that not long after she went to the bar, she drunk herself. After that, the memory was completely short, and when I woke up the next day, I realized that I was drunk like that last night, and I had lingering heart palpitations for a long time.

Su Yanzhi looked at Mu Zaozao, and it seemed that she really didn't remember anything at all.

Do you really want to tell the truth?

"Say, and then? I was bullied in a bar and then you got into a fight with someone and hurt someone? Mu guessed early.

Su Yanzhi shook his head: "You didn't have an accident at the bar, because you went to the owner of the bar and knew you, so no one bullied you." ”

Mu remembered that she went all the way to that bar at that time, just because she was worried that it would not be safe for a girl to drink at night. If Su Yanzhi hadn't said it, Mu Zao would have almost been able to remember. After all, it's been so long, forget it, it must be a year, right?

"Later"

Su Yanzhi's memory seemed to return to that time.

He got out of the taxi and saw Mu getting drunk in the bar early in the morning. In the corner, she poured wine into her stomach with a wine glass, Su Yanzhi felt distressed, but she didn't know what to do. 's hatred for Lu Ming made him want to kill him at that time.

It was Lu Ming who ruined the future between him and Mu Zaozao.

Su Yanzhi stood in the crowd and watched for a while, when the bar owner came over to entertain him and asked him if he wanted to go to the VIP seat.

Su Yanzhi shook his head and walked towards Mu Zaozao.

At this time, Mu Zao was already drunk. Seeing the man in front of her sit down, she didn't say anything. As if he didn't see Su Yanzhi, he continued to drink by himself.

After drinking a glass, Mu poured himself another one early. As soon as she picked up the wine glass, a pair of strong hands grabbed her wrists, and her voice was cold: "Don't drink it." ”

Mu Zao lifted her eyelids and looked at the man sitting opposite her drunkenly.

I wanted to get angry, but I couldn't help laughing: "Who are you? Why should you care about me? Do we know each other? ”

As soon as these words came out, some people around looked over here. I thought Su Yanzhi was a gangster who was molesting a girl. It's just that in this mixed place, everyone just looks at the excitement, and no one really comes forward to find trouble.

Su Yanzhi let go of Mu Zaozao's wrist, and his voice was low: "Don't drink, go back with me, I have something to tell you." ”

"Say what?" Mu Zao hooked his lips and smiled, gently shook the mixed foreign wine in the wine glass, and asked with a smile: "Treat me like a fool again?" It's fun to lie to me, right? ”

Su Yanzhi was silent, and the disdain in Mu Zao's eyes stung him.

"Su Yanzhi, what's so great about you." Under the dim light, Mu Zaozao's eyes were a little red, and his voice was drunk: "They like you, they are interested in your Su family's money, your Su family's identity as the eldest young master, because you have good grades in school, and because you are handsome." But I'm not."

Su Yanzhi didn't speak, just quietly looked at the drunk woman in front of him, and continued to mumble with a wine burp.

"Even if your Su family collapses, even if you are kicked out of the house by your father, even if you have poor grades, even if you are disfigured. I still love you. Mu Zao didn't seem to know what she was talking about, she had confessed to Su Yanzhi before. But it was so explicit and obvious to say how much she liked Su Yanzhi, it was really the first time in her life.

After Su Yanzhi heard this, he felt very uncomfortable.

"Don't you just like you? I don't care if you treat me lukewarmly, or if you don't respond to my liking. I like you, it's my business. Even if you don't want to marry me in the future, I don't care. Anyway, no matter what happens, I'm going to like you so much. Mu Zao said as he spoke, with a hint of despair in his voice: "But don't fool me"

"I didn't" Su Yanzhi saw that Mu was sad early, and his heart was even more uncomfortable.

"You have it, you have it." Mu Zao was like a grumpy little girl, pouting and retorting: "What's the good of you lying to me?" You know that I will believe you in whatever you say. Even if you lied to me, I still like you. But you know that we can't be together, why do you lie to me? Why don't you tell me sooner so I don't like you"

She was talking alone, and she didn't care whether Su Yanzhi could hear it in this noisy bar: "I've liked you for so long, more than ten years." I've liked you more than half the time since I was born, why are you so cruel. I know that I can't like you, and you connive at me to like you so much."

"Early, you drank too much." Su Yanzhi couldn't bear to continue listening to her.

"yes, I drank too much." Mu Zao didn't refute, poured himself another glass of wine, smiled bitterly, and brought the wine glass to his mouth: "If I drink too much and have the courage to be with you, I am willing to stay drunk for the rest of my life." ”

Mu Zao raised his head with the wine glass and took a sip.

Su Yanzhi looked at her intently, not knowing what to say. Just watched Mu Zao drink glass after glass of wine, listening to her babbling about her attachment to Su Yanzhi over the years, how sad she was after knowing the truth, and scolding Su Yanzhi for how cruel she was.

Although drunk, Mu Zaozao maintained a trace of sanity and did not want to fall in front of Su Yanzhi. Although later, she couldn't tell whether the man in front of her was really Su Yanzhi or whether she was hallucinating after she was drunk.

Shaking his body, he strode out of the bar. Su Yanzhi followed Mu Zaozao and got into the car with her.

"You're drunk, I'll send you back." Su Yanzhi stood in the driver's seat, looking at the woman with slightly red cheeks because of drunkenness.

"Get in the car." Mu said early.

"I'll do it." Su Yanzhi said again.

Mu Zao key inserted into the lock hole and started the car.

Seeing this, Su Yanzhi helplessly bypassed the front of the car, walked to the other side of the car, and sat in the co-pilot. I want to take away Mu Zaozao's car keys.

Mu Zao stepped on the accelerator and drove the car onto the road quickly.

There are almost no cars on the road in the middle of the night, but Su Yanzhi is still very worried, with such a fast speed, it is really easy to have an accident.

"Early, slow down." He told him all the way.

"What? So afraid of death? Mu Zaozao smiled and turned his head to look at Su Yanzhi: "I think it's better to die, and I can die together, and I'm very happy." It's better than two people who are both alive and yet separated. ”

When she said this, Su Yanzhi was instantly speechless.

Seeing that the smile on Mu Zaozao's face was still there, tears were sliding down his cheeks. Her lips trembled a little, and she tried desperately to keep her smile alive, not wanting to cry, not at all.

The tears were like beads with broken threads, and they couldn't be stopped.

How can she accept the son of a mother-killing enemy? How can she marry Su Yanzhi?

Why is it so cruel? Why let her know this?

Maybe death is really a relief.

Stepping on the accelerator to the end, Mu Zao's whole person was tense.

Su Yanzhi, who had been muttering on the road, was quiet at the moment.

"Early." Su Yanzhi spoke slowly, his voice was very soft, he was afraid that if he didn't say it now, he would never have a chance to say it again in the future.

Mu didn't speak early, still driving the car quickly, the wind outside the car window ruffled her hair and her heart-