Chapter 194: A Big Oolong
Jin Yijun is indeed so distressed, and reluctant to Zhuo Shuang, this night, the two are rare to hug each other very intimately, just hugging, there are countless sweetness and joy into the bottom of their hearts, whether it is Zhuo Shuang or Jin Yijun, they are very greedy for each other's taste, and they are very attached to the beauty of this time.
It's just that Jin Yijun knows very well that he can't be so selfish, even if he is reluctant, he must be willing to let go.
The next day, when Zhuo Shuang woke up, Jin Yijun had already left.
She didn't realize anything else, thinking about the situation of sleeping with each other hugging each other last night, Zhuo Shuang thought that Jin Yijun must have agreed with what she said, even if she didn't know how long she would live, but every day she lived, the two of them had to kiss and love, and live sweetly.
Zhuo Shuang turned over lazily on their big bed, and when she slept on Jin Yijun's pillow, the breath belonging to Jin Yijun was inhaled into the tip of her nose, and the taste seemed to be heartwarming and joyful.
However, what Zhuo Shuang never expected was such warmth and joy, which could only last for a while, and when she arrived at the hospital, Zhuo Shuang found that Jin Yijun did not go to work in the hospital at all.
What's wrong with him?
Is it because he didn't want to see her and deliberately ran away!
This guy!
Zhuo Shuang's heart beat faster with anger, looking for Jin Yijun's whereabouts everywhere, anxious, this kind of anxious and flustered mood, Zhuo Shuang finally realized the discomfort and anxiety of Jin Yijun when he was looking for her at that time, he must have been in a hurry.
At this moment, Zhuo Shuang felt empathy for Jin Yijun's mood, and found that for a long time in the past, she seemed to really ignore and be cruel to Jin Yijun, and she would only blindly ask for it, but she had never done anything for Jin Yijun.
However, if there is a miracle, if Jin Yijun will not leave her and will always accompany her, Zhuo Shuang thought, she will still be very willful, very coquettish and spoiled by Jin Yijun, which woman does not want to be spoiled and hurt by men, she is no exception.
Just, miracle? Did it really happen to her!
Zhuo Shuang raised her eyebrows, as if there was a traction in her heart, guiding her to go to a place at this time, perhaps, Jin Yijun was there.
Zhuo Shuang asked Zhuzhu in the hospital and notified her as soon as there was news of Jin Yijun in the morning, and she went to the countryside, the place where Jin Yijun was infected with the HIv virus and made him die soon, Jin Yijun may have gone there.
And she and Jin Yijun seem to really have a tacit understanding and fate, in the countryside, Jin Yijun is indeed here.
The slender little boy who was infected with the HIv virus and infected with drugs, Kim Yijun was talking to him, although it was this little boy who transmitted the virus to him, Kim Yijun even hated the boy when he heard the news of such a thunderbolt at that time.
However, Jin Yijun knew very well that he didn't mean it, but just acted completely involuntarily after the drug attack, in fact, isn't he also a poor child? It's just a child, dragged down by his parents, and he is about to die at such a young age!
"Brother, do you make people feel happy when you eat these snacks?" The little boy is a child after all, looking at the large bag of snacks that Jin Yijun brought him, his eyes are clearly glowing, he has never seen so many colorful and beautifully packaged snacks, as if they are delicious just by looking at them.
Jin Yijun nodded, "Eat, if...... There is still a chance...... Next time, my brother will bring you some. ”
Jin Yijun's words tended to be uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable, and the atmosphere of compassion surrounded him, making his emotions even more depressed, and Jin Yijun noticed that the little boy's legs began to show signs of decay, and the pus pockets were clearly the struggle of death.
When I think of death, I will still be afraid, and endless panic will come around.
"Brother, will eating these snacks make death less painful?"
The little boy asked again, and his innocent eyes were full of pure and clean breath, which belonged to the innocence and beauty of children.
However, at such a beautiful age, such a child who should have been very beautiful, but he had to suffer such unfair treatment, Jin Yijun's heart was filled with more and more intense pain, it turned out that he also knew about death, and it turned out that he also knew that he would die soon.
"Brother, I'm not afraid of death, what I'm most afraid of is my sister, after I die, I won't have anything to eat, my parents won't care about her."
The topic of the little boy once again caused sadness, such a young boy, but he can sensibly remember the little sister at home, and his sensibility to some extent sets off the shame and irresponsibility of his parents.
Kim Yijun fell into a long silence, as far as he knew, his sister was a carrier of the virus, and her body was weak, and it was very likely that she would die before him......
Life and death are a topic that makes people sad forever, and the silence between Kim Yijun and the little boy seems to be fantasizing about the impending death.
When Zhuo Shuang came to this countryside after a long journey, the moment he entered the village, he really saw Jin Yijun's familiar back, he was sitting with a little boy with his back to her, one tall and one short, but there was no sense of disobedience, and even, at this time, Zhuo Shuang was so uncomfortable and suffocated.
"Jin Yijun." Zhuo Shuang shouted his name, and at this moment, he never felt that Jin Yijun's name was so good, it could be so smooth, and there was endless sweetness poured into his heart.
She didn't care about life and death anymore, and she was very sure that she would not be separated from Jin Yijun, so no matter where he fled to, even if it was the ends of the earth, she would chase him closely.
When Jin Yijun heard this very familiar voice, his back immediately trembled, and he turned around in disbelief, and the moment he saw Zhuo Shuang, Jin Yijun's heartbeat also accelerated wildly, he didn't expect to see Zhuo Shuang here, and he didn't expect this woman to come here so accurately.
She approached him step by step, getting closer and closer to Jin Yijun step by step, the closer she got closer, the more prominent the tiredness that Zhuo Shuang felt from the dust, she didn't look good at all, she seemed to be very tired, but for Zhuo Shuang, as long as she could find Jin Yijun, it was worth it no matter how tired and bitter she was.
When Zhuo Shuang approached, her tears welled up, but her words were full of noise, almost roaring fiercely, "Jin Yijun, what do you want!" Who made you come here secretly for no reason! Even if you come, you have to tell me and let me accompany you! Yesterday we all said okay, no matter what, we will not be separated, no matter what, this time, we have to be fine. ”
They agreed: don't think about other things, don't worry about other things, and don't let anything else affect their current relationship.
But he is so unruly!
So much so that Zhuo Shuang seemed to be lost and regained at this time, both flustered and excited, and beat Jin Yijun fiercely, "Bastard, how long are you going to torture me!" I want to die before you, die before you, and you will stop, right? If that's the case, I'll die to show you......"
Jin Yijun must not know how tormented and scared she was in the process of coming to the countryside to find him.
Hearing Zhuo Shuang's words, Jin Yijun's heart was so painful that he couldn't hear Zhuo Shuang say such things at all, what he couldn't die, he didn't allow it.
Therefore, before Zhuo Shuang finished speaking, Jin Yijun took her into his arms for the first time, for the first time after getting sick, "No, Zhuo Shuang, I don't allow you to die!" If you really want to get along with me during this time, you promise me that you can't be cranky, and you can't have thoughts that after I die, you will also leave. ”
"Zhuo Shuang, you hear clearly, if you do this, I won't forgive you, I will definitely not forgive you! One day you go to heaven to see me, and I won't pay attention to you! ”
At this time, Jin Yijun was very clear and firmly told Zhuo Shuang that she could not be buried so unproductively.
"Jin Yijun, you ......" Zhuo Shuang was surprised and wanted to refute, but was always blocked by Jin Yijun.
"Promise me, Zhuo Shuang, if you love me, you will live well for me, finish my walk for me, help others for me, save others, I want you to live well, otherwise, I won't feel at ease, and I won't be at ease if I don't feel at ease."
Jin Yijun is such a serious look as you, he is serious, and he is also pleading, I am afraid that Zhuo Shuang will not listen to him.
Zhuo Shuang had nothing to say, raising her eyes and staring at Jin Yijun's expression, as if she was so grief-stricken and affectionate, she was not allowed to refuse, if she refused, it would be too impersonal.
Jin Yijun also urged her repeatedly, asking her to reassure, "Zhuoshuang, promise me, so that I can leave with peace of mind." ”
There is no escape from death.
People infected with AIDS have so far not been able to break through the line of death.
When Jin Yijun saw the little boy again, not only did he not have any hatred, on the contrary, he was so unwavering and suddenly enlightened.
Hearing this, Zhuo Shuang couldn't say anything, only tears gushed out like a surging flood, and the crying was very desolate in the village, and every cry also cried into Jin Yijun's heart, which made him feel distressed and hated him for not keeping his promises.
It's just that neither of them expected the approach of the village secretary, and his arrival really gave them a miracle......
"Doctor Kim, that Dr. Kim, it's really you!" The moment the village secretary caught a glimpse of Jin Yijun, he was overjoyed and smiled.
Because of someone's approach, Zhuo Shuang could only be forced to distance herself from Jin Yijun, but her fingers were interlocked, how could she not let go of Jin Yijun, when she thought about the village secretary, Zhuo Shuang stirred up a flame in her heart, sister, what is so happy! I hate people who laugh wickedly like that when others are grieving.
Zhuo Shuang's temper has not changed, and it will not change much, it is basically fixed, and when he saw the village secretary, he clearly blamed him for disturbing.
"Secretary, is there something wrong with you!" Jin Yijun was also a little confused.
"Dr. Kim, I'm going to look for you, if I hadn't met you here, I'd have gone to the city to find you."
"Looking for me?" The village secretary's words surprised Jin Yijun.
Zhuo Shuang was impatient, and he hated it from the bottom of his heart, if Jin Yijun hadn't come here, he wouldn't have contracted the disease at all, and they wouldn't have separated, so it was difficult for Zhuo Shuang's attitude to be bad, "Are you looking for him?" What kind of face do you have to find him! There are AIDS patients in your village, and if you don't tell the people in the medical team to prevent it in advance, do you know that if you go to sue you, because of your dereliction of duty, you will not be able to do it as a secretary! Our Jin Yijun has become like this, it's all your fault, don't talk to us if you have nothing to do now, delay our time. ”
"No, don't delay, Dr. Kim, the blood test report was wrong, not long after you left the village, the hospital in the town called me, saying that I couldn't contact you, let me tell you that you are not infected with AIDS, it was the hospital's blood test report that was wrong, it was another person who was infected with the HIv virus, and the hospital technician made a mistake in the record, so it made such a big incident."