Chapter 168: A Lonely Heart
readx; "Would you like to talk to me?" Xiaoli asked her. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info "Aunt Xiaoli! Hearing Xiaoli's voice, poppy instantly raised his head and called out sweetly to Xiaoli. poppy, Brother Jay is watching cartoons, do you want to watch it? Xiaoli said to Poppy. Yes! I want to watch, I want to watch! Poppy immediately jumped up from Tang Yan's arms excitedly. Dinner at Xiaoli's house today, because it was late, so Tang Yan decided not to go back to the hotel today, and took poppy to sleep at Xiaoli's house for one night, and tomorrow weekend, the two of them also decided to take their children to the zoo to play. "If you want to see it, go quickly." Xiaoli patted Poppy's little head. Poppy quickly climbed out of Tang Yan's arms, and when she turned to run, she turned around as if she suddenly thought of something, and reached out to take her hand. "Mom, you're here for me." "Mom will talk to Aunt Xiaoli first, and I'll accompany you later." Tang Yan gently combed her daughter's messy hair and said to her softly. "Oh." Poppy answered, looked at her again, and then turned and ran to Jay's room. "I can tell that poppy is very sensitive, every time you quarrel with her dad and are in a bad mood, she will come and coquettish you, as if she wants to comfort you." Xiaoli sat down next to her and said. "Xiaojie is like this sometimes." "Is it so obvious that even poppy can see it?" Tang Yan couldn't help but smile bitterly. "What happened?" Xiaoli asked with concern. "I don't know where to start." Tang Yan lowered her head and sighed. "Let's start at the beginning, we have time anyway." Xiao Li reached over and covered her hand and patted her gently. "Anyway, we're idle right now, and we have a lot of time to talk." Time ...... "You know, there's only an hour left. Tang Yan involuntarily whispered. What is only an hour left? "He's waiting for me, it's the last hour in two days." Tang Yan was silent for a moment before answering. "Who's waiting for your time?" Tang Yan was silent for a long time before she said slowly, "Poppy's father." "Xiao Yan?" Xiao Li was shocked and opened her eyes for a moment. "What do you say? What is poppy? "Tang Yan closed her eyes." Father. Xiao Li looked at Tang Yan with a stammer, so shocked that she was almost speechless. You, didn't you tell me not to give him a chance? "I'm sorry, I think I lied, but I want to give it a chance, but I just don't have the courage." "You lied to me, didn't you? So what the hell are you thinking now. "I'm sorry." "Why, why are you so persistent?" Xiaoli reached out and grabbed Tang Yan's shoulder, asking her to raise her head and look at her. "That man...... "Xiaoli really didn't know how to describe the man." You just said that he only had an hour left to wait for you, what did you mean by that? "Are you and him still together all these years?" Never separated. Xiaoli asked. He, does he have other women, that's why you don't dare to tell me, you tell me. Xiaoli looked at her friend who was lying and deceived her with a shocked but calm face. Tang Yan shook her head, feeling that Xiao Li immediately breathed a sigh of relief in an instant. Maybe Xiaoli doesn't want to be like her. "It's okay, it's good that there are no other women." Xiao Li stroked her chest. "So, what the hell is going on with you and him now?" "What do you want to do?" "By the way, Poppy's father, I've seen it, but I don't know what his name is." "Lu Yaoxi." Tang Yan was silent for a moment and replied. "Have you been in contact or in contact with each other for the past few years?" She couldn't help but ask. Tang Yan shook her head. "What the hell is going on?" "How did you get together again?" "Did you know about Poppy's existence at the time?" "Do you still love him? What about him, two days ago, he said he had an hour left on waiting for you, so what's going on? Xiao Li was eagerly asked. Although she is a talker, Xiaoli feels that the things are very complicated. Tang Yan was in a mood disorder and didn't know how to return to Xiaoli at the moment, and there were endless questions one after another. "Tang Yan, you tell me, let's figure out a way together, don't be silent." Xiao Li is dying. "Xiaoli ......" "Huh?" "If I know that he still likes another woman in his heart, and sometimes he is inattentive to love, but for the sake of the child, should I give him another chance?" Give him another chance to hurt himself? When, at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, the second hand silently passes through the number twelve and advances to the number one, and a new day begins. Lu Yaoxi sat quietly on the sofa in the living room, looking intently at the mobile phone he put on the table, the expensive mobile phone, as if it was broken, and it hadn't even rang once in the past two days. Maybe it's really broken, Lu Yaoxi can't help but think like this, but he also knows that the phone is not broken, what is broken is his patience. At this moment, he is fed up with waiting, and he is fed up with the depression and longing of not being able to see her and hear her voice. He had given her the respect she deserved, and he had given her a choice, and if this was her final choice, then there was no need for him to hesitate about what to do next. The two-day deadline for a few people has arrived, and now, he is about to start attacking. The weather in early autumn is already a little cool, a burst of rain falls, the temperature is waiting for the opportunity to drop several degrees, the rain stops, the temperature does not rise, and the standard late autumn and winter season also heralds to come. Tang Yan tightened the khaki thin coat on her body to resist the oncoming cold wind. Some parts of the road were still wet, and it rained again last night, so it's no wonder that the weather seems to be colder than yesterday, and the temperature seems to have dropped a few degrees. She wondered if she should go back to the office building and change into a thicker coat. Tang Yan hesitated to glance back at the door in the direction of the office building, then raised her hand and looked at the time on her watch. She was going to come out twenty minutes earlier than usual today, and now she would go back and change her coat, it seemed a little too late, but a little reluctantly. Such an embarrassing time, if he came to pick her up, Tang Yan's thoughts suddenly froze, and he couldn't help but show a wry smile, and then shook his head. How could she think of him again at this time? Today was her last visit to the hospital for a prenatal check-up before she went into labor. Almost a month had passed since those two days, and he had disappeared from her world for a whole month, not reappearing. In a month's time, that person may have completely forgotten about her and the child, right? And she felt that she should forget it as soon as possible. Tang Yan shook her head with a wry smile, walked into the cold wind, and walked slowly towards the bus stop sign five hundred meters away as usual. The bus stop sign is the same as usual, crowded with people waiting for the bus, two or two, three or five groups everywhere, and there are many people alone, but there is a lonely expression on their faces, and those who feel lonely seem to be the only one who is a pregnant woman. Around Tang Yan, there are obviously so many people and so many noisy voices, why does she have the feeling that she is the only one left in the world? And it's growing day by day. What's wrong with her? I don't want to admit that this has something to do with Lu Yaoxi's departure, and I don't want to admit that she regrets it, but on weekdays, there is a voice in my heart that clearly says to her - he is a ghost, but so what? What if he's not attentive to you? As long as he can be by your side and the child, so that you no longer feel lonely, isn't that enough? Isn't it? No! No! That's definitely not what she Tang Yan wants, no! But if not, why do you always look for that person in the crowd, as if hoping that he will come back to you again? No! She didn't! But Tang Yan also knew that if she deceived others, she couldn't deceive herself. No...... You want time to come back, and if you do, you won't let him go next time, even if he doesn't love you. Tang Yan felt that she was very useless, probably in this world, she was the only pregnant woman who went to the prenatal checkup alone. But fortunately, there is no one around her, because of pregnancy, Yawen has been encouraging her on the side, and poppy has become more and more obedient, probably knowing that she is in a bad mood, and Xiaoli is only responsible for managing her life every day in addition to taking care of the studio, Xiaoli is really a very good friend. Xiaoli divorced, just last week, she and Ming Hao went through the divorce procedures, officially became a married woman, and lived with Xiaojie, as for where Ming Hao went, no one knows, Xiao Li only mentioned that Ming Hao seems to have resigned from the original company. yes, if something like this happens, who can stay there and be indifferent, probably marry that woman. Think about yourself, in fact, it's not much better than Xiaoli. Now Tang Yan is also waiting for Lu Yaoxi to come to her, looking for her for nothing else, just for divorce, if he really likes that woman, Tang Yan is willing to withdraw to fulfill the love in his heart. Over the years, Tang Yan has long been trained to be able to take it and put it down. got on the bus, but when she finally squeezed into the bus, Tang Yan was suddenly squeezed down by the person in front. "Ahh "Be careful!" A familiar voice came, and Lu Yaoxi carried her out of the car with one hand, and Tang Yan was unscathed. Turning around, he saw Lu Yaoxi's eyes full of anger, "What's the matter with you!" I don't have the money to give you a personal driver, or I don't have the money to buy you a car! ”
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