readx; This is the first time that Tang Yan has said so many words to Lu Yaoxi, and in her opinion, many times these words cannot be said at all. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Six years ago, she was afraid to say that she was afraid of death. After six years, she didn't dare to say it, she didn't want to say it, for fear of losing. Now I say that I am not afraid of panic because she is strong enough. "That night, you showed me how fast a man turned his face, even more than anything that night, you did it to me, and asked me to sign it, marry you, and within three minutes, my hand was broken, and I became your wife." Lu Yaoxi's brows tightened, and the corners of his mouth twitched, but he didn't speak. Tang Yan gave him ten seconds to express his opinion, but he never spoke, so Tang Yan could only continue, "Later, I became your wife, but I have always had a question, why did you Lu Yaoxi choose a wife, but chose me, I am curious, why me?" "I asked you, but you never gave me an answer, and then I stopped asking, and I didn't want to explain or answer what happened, because I knew that you would definitely not give it to me." "This has probably become a mode of getting along with you between me, and it has also become a habit of mine, and because I really don't love you, I just arrange for you, because I have seen you kill people with my own eyes" "I'm also afraid that one day, if I make you unhappy, I will be taken away by your body temperature with a bullet. But I know in my heart that a person like you can look at a little one of the Tang clan, I am not the daughter born to Tang Zhengtian's wife, his wife obviously has a daughter, and that daughter is the most favored in the family, but why did you choose me, these make me very afraid. "Just after these things happened, when I thought you were just thinking of me as a doll to buy home, when it was set up, Ling Zhiyu appeared." "The appearance of Ling Zhiyu and Sanada Yi, the identity of their two mothers and sons, made me rekindle my curiosity about this matter" "But I have to admit that around the time when they appeared, that is, when I was pregnant, it was the happiest time between us. Tang Yan told him that she had always wanted to know why he chose her to be the young lady of the Lu family in the first place, Tang Yan said that she was self-aware, and she also knew how many catties and taels she had, and she could not be qualified to be the young lady of the Lu family at all. But that's it, it can't be said to be a mistake, but a ghost made a god to become his wife like that, and at the beginning there was only hatred, fear, and affection between them, and there was no at all. Later, when she became pregnant, the relationship between the two was slightly better. "Actually, since Ling Zhiyu appeared, I have been a little jealous, and a little envious of her, because I always feel that you look at her very gently, and it is this jealousy that I have never felt before makes me very uneasy and afraid, I am afraid that I will be reluctant to leave you one day." "At that time, I was very glad that Ling Zhiyu appeared, at least I knew that her appearance might be a signal for me to leave the Lu family and leave you." "But it's not as simple as I thought, do you know why poppy came to this world? When you did it with me before, you had to take protective measures, but before I got pregnant, you didn't do it, you deliberately made me pregnant with poppy, not because you want a child, or because you love me and want me to give birth to a child for you, but because you need a child with the blood of the Lu family, to make a blood type match for your Ling Zhiyu's child, because he is sick and needs someone with the same blood to save him" "poppy is just a child who will be left behind by your use, Because my blood type is a very rare blood type like yours, the doctor told you that the umbilical cord blood of a child born with the same blood type is more useful for saving Ling Zhiyu's child. "I only got my name completely later, from the beginning you proposed to me and married you, all because he had already calculated, married me, and then gave birth to a child, to save Ling Zhiyu's child, why not Tang Wei, why not other women, just because of my blood type" "When I gave birth to poppy, I was seven months pregnant, and I was threatened by you to give birth to poppy in the operating room, because when I was seven months pregnant, Ling Zhiyu's child was already very dangerous, and I urgently needed immediate surgery, So you asked me to give birth, but do you know what happens to a child who is born three months prematurely, for the child and the pregnant woman? Have you ever thought that your own wife and children might die on the operating table. "But I've figured it out, at that time, before I went into the operating room, I divorced you, and I took a lot of money, and I believe I'll get through that, but if you want to die on the operating table, so I have to plan for my life with poppy in the future." "Thank God, I didn't die and then I took Poppy to Scotland, although Poppy was born prematurely, but God favored her very much, and after she got out of the incubator, she became healthy, I am really grateful to God, thank God." "I really, really hated you at that time, I swear I really don't want to see you anymore, and I don't want poppy to see you, so I've been living in Scotland with poppy, and I don't even answer your calls, and I never tell poppy about your existence, so from poppy's perception since childhood, your father doesn't exist, to be honest, I really hated you at that time, you can't imagine at all, poppy who was born less than a month, when my doctor sent her to my arms, how small and dangerous she was, You didn't even look at the child at that time," Lu Yaoxi's face became more and more pale, Tang Yan never told anyone about this matter, "When you were hospitalized in City B, I have been taking care of you, but you have a name called Jiu'er in your mouth, when you were in Yuyuan before, you were drunk, and I also heard you call this name, at that time, I kept thinking, it should be that you like girls' names, I think why didn't you marry her?" "It's not what it seems!" Lu Yaoxi felt like something was passing between them, he couldn't think of some things until now, she said it, she was so bad! "Before, what I did to poppy and you was all my fault, and I will make it up to you, no, double it!" "No need, now that I have the ability to raise poppy to grow up, we don't need you!" After hearing this, Lu Yaoxi got up from the sofa and approached Tang Yan's face: "Don't say such things to me, okay, you know that I didn't mean it at all, those things happened for a reason, I haven't remembered it yet, but one day I will remember, and then I will give you a satisfactory answer You say you don't love me, but why even if I have amnesia, I think I love you and not others." For Lu Yaoxi's words, Tang Yan was speechless "I" Just when Lu Yaoxi was really about to hug Tang Yan and wanted to speak, the door was pushed open, and poppy jumped in. "Father! Father! Daddy! "Poppy immediately made love when he saw Lu Yaoxi, and ran over like a dog's leg, the child doesn't hold grudges, after the last beating, after his own reflection, after Tang Yan's step-by-step education, poppy finally realized his attitude problem, in addition to apologizing to Lu Yaoxi on the phone, the main reason is because Lu Yaoxi didn't express his apologies for his daughter, and now he will send someone to send a lot of poppy's favorite things to make amends, toys, plush dolls, Even Barbie dolls are from Barbie's first to the latest models, all selected from China to the little princess, and there are many computer games that children like to play now, as well as a variety of snacks that Poppy likes. Therefore, poppy now sees Lu Yaoxi, just like seeing countless toys and countless delicious snacks in front of her affectionate mother who taught her father to be polite, poppy took a step forward, bowed to Lu Yaoxi, and then said with a childish voice with a smile: "Father, when did you come, my daughter really wants to kill my father" The corners of Lu Yaoxi's mouth twitched, what is the situation? Lu Shao, who supervised the big scene, said that Tang Yan, who couldn't accept it and understood everything, rolled his eyes, and then let go of Lu Yaoxi, and walked into the kitchen with goosebumps all over his body, ready to cook dinner. "Father-sama" Father-sama? Even Lu Yaoxi, a genuine father, can't accept poppy's sudden enthusiasm and honorific title for a while. Lu Yaoxi reached out and touched the child's forehead, then withdrew his hand, and there were layers of goosebumps on his arm. Poppy was still smiling brightly, "Father-sama, I got a perfect score on the exam, Father-sama, do you have any reward for Poppy?" Lu Yaoxi: "What reward do you want?" Poppy: "The dolls of all the heroes of Marvel, are they good, they really me off, my classmates have them, they were given by his father, and they show off to us every day, I'm really." "Father's big" "Stop! In order to prevent himself from being numbed to death, Lu Yaoxi covered Poppy's mouth, then took out the phone, pointed to the phone and said, "I'll ask Shouren to buy it for you." When Poppy heard this, she was excited, and immediately pulled down her father's hand and danced excitedly: "Thank you, father!" And at this moment, Lu Yaoxi has fled into the kitchen like her mother, Yawen is now six months pregnant, Qin Fen's work is not so busy, although he is still very busy, but every day he will go home to eat with her, even if he can't come back, he will call Yawen in time to inform. Yawen is now completely in the stage of waiting for childbirth, and Lu Shao doesn't go, every day is to read books, listen to music, and then go to the supermarket to buy computer dishes, and follow the methods in the cooking book, and make delicious food for Qin Fen in different ways. At first, it wasn't very good, Qin Fen could endure to eat a bowl of rice, and now her skills are getting better and better, and Qin Fen can sweep away the dishes she makes almost every day. Walking into the supermarket, Yawen suddenly felt that her battlefield did not seem to be in the business field, but in the supermarket, she seemed to be born to stand in the supermarket, choose the ingredients she likes, and then go home to cook for her husband. Yawen got Tang Yan's exclusive recipe, so today she wants to make smoked salmon pasta, as well as stewed vegetables, and bake her own potato bread, in order to find the freshest ingredients, Yawen got up very early in the morning and came to the supermarket, because the morning dishes in the supermarket are the freshest and the most tender. I went to the import area first to buy pasta, some macaroni with some beautiful shapes, and then I chose a can of tomato sauce. Holding her stomach, she pushed the shopping cart to the vegetable area, began to choose fresh vegetables, and bought what she needed according to the recipe, first bought some garlic and fresh salmon, Yawen went to the place where the potatoes were sold, and selected two catties of potatoes and put them in her pocket. A potato rolled to the ground, Yawen wanted to bend down and pick it up, but because her stomach was too big and inconvenient, when she was looking around for the supermarket staff, suddenly a figure squatted on the ground, and then picked up the potato and put it on her hand. "Long time no see." The person who spoke was Goldman Sachs, and Yawen was surprised, "Goldman Sachs? How did you end up here? Goldman Sachs said: "I'm also here to buy vegetables, the morning food in the supermarket is very fresh" Yawen then remembered that when she was cooking for herself, this sentence was still told to her by Goldman Sachs. Yawen noticed Goldman Sachs at this time, this is the first time they have met after they broke up for more than half a year, Yawen noticed that although Goldman Sachs is still very handsome, but his eyes seem to have lost the high-spirited look of the past, people in their twenties look a lot haggard, looking like an office worker in their thirties, Yawen suddenly felt very distressed and guilty. broke up with Goldman Sachs at the beginning, and it was also inexplicable, because of that quarrel, as well as his self-asserted comments about the emotional entanglement between her and Qin Fen and Su Bao, Yawen proposed to break up, and then went to Italy to relax, and has never seen Goldman Sachs again. "Goldman Sachs, you should be an official doctor now, how can you still have time to buy groceries by yourself." Yawen thought it was very strange, half a year, Goldman Sachs was still half a year away from becoming a full-fledged doctor, and now that it is counted, it should be enough time, but why does it seem that he doesn't look like it at all. Goldman Sachs smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, it's been turned positive, just last month, but" He wanted to speak and stopped, so that Yawen was confused, "But what should you stay in Lu's hospital, what's wrong?" "That hospital is the best hospital in X City, whether it is financial resources, or the quality of doctors, and professionalism, it is one of the best in China, and more importantly, that hospital belongs to Lu's name. Yawen knows that sometimes men don't like women to wipe their careers, but at that time, Yawen really liked this man, so in front of the hospital's senior management, Goldman Sachs' name was also mentioned, and everyone knew that Goldman Sachs was his boyfriend. Some are because there is no one in the hospital, Goldman Sachs is likely to be sentenced out of the game at that time, but he has been staying in the hospital for internship, and he has been informed that he is likely to enter the most promising brain surgery in the hospital in the future, if he can successfully do the operation, work for a year or two, and the annual salary can exceed one million. So when they broke up, Yawen didn't feel that she owed anything to Goldman Sachs, and she didn't think Goldman Sachs would look like this, and she couldn't even see the appearance of her former freshly dressed angry horse. "I was assigned to a hospital in the northern suburbs, I live in Xicheng, I go back and forth to work for several hours a day, there is not even a decent supermarket there, fortunately there is a car, I can go to Xicheng once a week to shop, enough for a week's food, bought in a rental house to move back to the northern suburbs." "A branch in the northern suburbs?" Yawen was taken aback, how could this be? The branch hospital in the northern suburbs is a new hospital built by Lu this year, and it is still partially open, and it can't be compared with the hospital he stayed in before. Walking out of the supermarket, Yawen felt quite complicated in her heart, she knew from Goldman Sachs that it was Qin Fen who exercised the last vice president before leaving, and he assigned Goldman Sachs there. Why did Qin Fen do this, Yawen is probably Qin Fen who knows the reason, he usually looks quite gentle, but he is actually very dark-bellied, and he has a strong sense of revenge, Goldman Sachs offended him because of her, Qin Fen will find an opportunity to make Goldman Sachs suffer sooner or later. Although it was for herself, Yawen was not happy at all, "Hey-" Yawen sighed lightly, got into the car, and when she got out of the parking lot, she saw Goldman Sachs also walking out of it, and then got into the car with a bag full of things, but the bag was broken halfway, and the things were spilled all over the ground, and she picked up the things in a panic, and the car behind her kept honking on him Yawen also asked herself in her heart, is it her willfulness that ruined a promising doctor Yawen opened the car door, but was about to get out of the car, When she wanted to help Goldman Sachs, she suddenly stopped and remembered that she was also pregnant.

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