readx; "You don't think it's fun to be with me?" "Is there a point?" Tang Yan took a deep breath, picked up the pen again, and spoke again: "Lu Shao, please take your hand away, even if you don't think about others, think about the children in the ward." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info""Do you really want to look at the children inside, what's the matter?" "If I hadn't really found it, I wouldn't have thought of it." "It doesn't matter anymore." Tang Yan's tone became indifferent, "It's really not important anymore." "It's strange that Tang Yan didn't shed a single tear today. The heart, dead, is more effective than saying many other cruel words. However, a week before the operation, Tang Yan asked to go back to City B to worship her mother once, and this time, Lu Yaoxi quickly agreed, but asked Shouren to follow her and go together, Tang Yan naturally agreed. In this way, early that morning, Shouren drove Tang Yan to the airport. Tang Yan was silent all the way to the airport, and Lu Yaoxi could feel a heavy sadness on her body, which deeply clenched his heart. Outside the airport, several times Lu Yaoxi resisted the urge to jump out of the car, staring at her heartbrokenly, but she was at a loss. Although it was her insistence to leave here and go to City B, at this moment, sitting in the car and about to board the plane, she did not have a real feeling. "Ershao, the airport has arrived." Arriving at the airport, Shouren urged softly. Tang Yan glanced up at Shouren, and from the bottom of his eyes, Tang Yan saw a light of pity, but Tang Yan didn't need such a look. "I'll just go in by myself, you don't have to send me." She said with a cold face. Lu Yaoxi: "Are you sure you don't want me to accompany you to ......" Tang Yan: "No, I'm not a child, I used to walk around, and I know how to get to the counter to check in for a plane, and I don't want other outsiders to disturb me to meet my mother." Shouren looked hesitant on the side, and she seemed to be sweating for Lu Yaoxi. But Tang Yan didn't give him a chance, didn't open his eyes, and pretended not to see Shouren's sympathetic gaze towards her, and walked into the airport with his luggage on his head. When she was about to walk out of the pass, a tall figure blocked her way, Tang Yan raised her head and saw the person she least wanted to see, at this time she really thought that it was because she hated him too much, and she was daydreaming...... "I'd better send you in, the luggage is very heavy." Lu Yaoxi stood in front of her, and said to her hoarsely in his usual low voice. Tang Yan stared at him blankly, and suddenly, full of sadness surged to his chest, and then to his throat...... In the past, her mother wished that she would take her husband to visit her like this, but her mother couldn't see it anymore, and Tang Yan didn't want her mother to worry about her even if she died. "Forget it, if you don't go in, I'll go for two days and come back in two days for surgery......" Her voice was stuck in her throat, and she was suddenly speechless. Why? Why don't you let me go with you? He grinned, a smile on his handsome face. She said, "Because we are in a relationship where we are nothing, and my mother doesn't want to see you." "It's really a relationship that is nothing, but at least now many relationships have been sorted out, so Tang Yan won't feel very tired, and after seeing her mother, she believes that after seeing the bright smile on her mother's tombstone, she can regain her courage and have the strength to cheer up. Three days later, Tang Yan returned to Qin Fen's private clinic and entered the operating room in the afternoon. Five hours later, Tang Yan had a successful caesarean section and gave birth to a daughter of four pounds and five taels prematurely, because it was premature, so the child was put into the incubator from birth. The umbilical cord blood and Sanada Yi were matched and shown as a successful match. A month later, Tang Yan held a child and reappeared in the airport again. "When you get to Scotland, didn't you say that if you want to continue studying, I will arrange it, and it will be no better there than at home, you have to do everything yourself, take care of the children, take care of yourself." "I have to work harder than before, and I'm more tired than before." Lu Yaoxi's appearance looks like he hasn't slept all night and looks tired, but his spirit is still good. "Lu Shao, don't worry, I will take care of myself and my children, you give me a lot of alimony, enough for me to live a good life over there with my children. In the future, I will definitely work hard! Tang Yan swallowed the sadness in her throat and gritted her teeth and said. Tang Yan couldn't speak anymore. Her eyes were off his face, trying to remember the color of his pupils, the smile marks that had left the corners of his mouth, the smooth and broad forehead, and the straight, powerful bridge of his nose...... At this moment, Tang Yan just wants to deeply engrave his appearance on my heart. After all, this man is what she loved, although she never admitted it on her lips. When the time came, he took her by the hand and led her to the boarding gate. Tang Yan walked into the boarding gate with stiff limbs like a robot, in front of the glass door of the airport, the reflection from the door, she saw that she was still like an orphan, she had never had a home, a person...... But now, she had, at least the child in her arms, completely alone. He turned around and gave him one last look with nostalgia. "Lu Yaoxi, I loved you!" When she whispered these words, Lu Yaoxi had already turned around, and a beautiful woman with a high nose and sunglasses was walking towards him...... No! That woman turned out to be not Ling Zhiyu. Obviously, the beautiful woman was already waiting in the airport, just waiting for him to say goodbye to him. Wasn't he with Ling Zhiyu? Was it that he was with this woman during this time? Tang Yan slowly retreated, until she could no longer hold back the tears in her eyes, and finally turned around, walked into the boarding gate, and left the place that made her sad. Scotland, Lu's manor, but after Tang Yan became the owner of this manor, this manor has changed its name and surname, and her surname is white, and she named the manor after her mother's surname - Baiyuan. Time flies so fast, the changes of the four seasons, the grass and trees turn from green to yellow, and then gradually wither, the colors of the four seasons are distinct, and sometimes she is surprised, surprised that time passes, as if it only takes a blink of an eye. It's been a year and a month since I arrived in Scotland. In more than 400 days, the things I recalled were just a snap of time. This piece of Scotland manor is very beautiful, at the end of October, in late autumn, there is a beauty in the manor, the large green leaves gradually turn yellow, waiting for the wind to blow and wither, the big wooden house in the manor has already burned a stove, the autumn wind blows, indicating that it is about to enter the cold winter season. "Mom-Mom-" The daughter crawled around on the ground in a thick sweater, and when she got to her feet, Tang Yan picked her up, and then used persimmon cakes to lure the child to drool. In addition to a vineyard in the manor, there are several persimmon trees on the wall outside the garden, and in autumn, Tang Yan will knock down those persimmons and take advantage of the autumn sun to dry them into persimmons. In the winter, she can use these dried persimmons as a snack for afternoon tea. The child was lying in her arms, her little face was like a little apple under the reflection of the fire, red and transparent, sleeping quietly, it was Tang Yan's beloved little toy. Tang Yan never thought that in her lifetime, she could give birth to a child like her mother, and then rely on the child for her life. Tang Yan felt that it was a very good decision to go to this manor in the divorce agreement at that time, it became a shelter between her and her daughter, and also became their fairy tale manor, Tang Yan thought, in fact, it is a good thing to live here with her daughter all the time. "Mom-milk, grandma-" The daughter is already one year old, although the words are not in words, but she can also say some words simply, although the milk voice is milky, but Tang Yan can also understand what she is saying and what she wants. Tang Yan has been weaning her for a while, now is really the stage of milk powder feeding, and her daughter's food is very amazing, from the first birth into the incubator to the present, Tang Yan thought that premature birth would make her body inferior to those children born at term, but now looking at her appetite is so good, Tang Yan is completely relieved, so she does not control her daughter's diet, because she always remembers what her mother said before - eating is a blessing.

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