Chapter 168: Absolute in this life, covenant in the next life!
Yu Wange shed tears of sadness, running with a strolling purpose, and as she gradually quickened her steps, dense raindrops began to drift down in the sky, and the raindrops turned into large and sprinkling rain.
The icy rain hit her body, drenching her thin body.
Shuttling on the highway with traffic, tears blurred Yu Wange's vision, she couldn't see the road in front of her clearly, and only ran fast with the feeling that she was almost going to torture her crazy.
The headlights blurred her vision, leaving a blurred circle of light in her eyes.
"Didi......"
The sound of car horns kept ringing.
The little woman on the road in a hospital gown ran like she was dead, even if the piercing whistle was about to shatter her eardrums, Yu Wange showed no signs of stopping.
It's okay to say that she is self-deceiving, or to say that she has nothing to love!
Now all she has to do is escape, even if she is facing death, she is determined to escape!
"Baby, it's the mother's incompetence that can't protect you!"
With desperate crying, mixed with the rain falling in the sky, Yu Wange's heart was as cold as a pool of stagnant water!
"Didi......"
"Damn, Yu Wange, you're crazy!"
Looking at the reckless Yu Wange, he went crazy and put his body in front of an oncoming big truck, Rong Tingchen roared.
His blood pressure was soaring, and he felt like his heart was popping out of his throat.
His frightened eyes widened, and his lips murmured weakly, "Don't!" "Those two pale words!
"Squeak-"
"Bang!"
The broken voice sounded, and Rong Tingchen felt his breathing suddenly stop.
Just at the last moment, the driver of the large truck quickly slammed the wheel of the large truck to the right front, and hit the car into the guardrail on the side of the road.
And Yu Wange's body rubbed against the edge of the big truck, knocking her to the ground!
"Hmm......"
Although her little hand was subconsciously protecting her lower abdomen, the momentum generated by the friction still made her lower abdomen hurt violently!
The tearing pain became more and more intense, and Yu Wange felt that there was gurgling blood flowing out of her lower ~ body!
"Damn, Yu Wange, you stop me!"
Mixed with full anger, Rong Tingchen's voice was raised roughly.
The panic that made him palpitate just now has not dissipated to stimulate all his nerves, and he really can't see Yu Wange going crazy again and rampage on the road regardless of it!
He had to make her stop, no matter what, he wanted her to stop right away!
Hearing Rong Tingchen's tone mixed with anger, he let his deafening sound in his ears, Yu Wange trembled, shaking weakly in the ice and rain.
No, she can't listen to him...... Absolutely not, if he stopped now, then he would definitely grab himself back and take the child out of his belly.
And for the sake of Yu Wanyin's death, he will definitely torture himself in every way!
She doesn't want to suffer such insults again, and she doesn't want her children to suffer the same cruel treatment as this man turns his hands into clouds and hands like rain!
"No...... I don't want it! ”
roared fiercely, Yu Wange couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain flowing down her face!
Stepping back from his steps, Yu Wange avoided Rong Tingchen as if she was hiding from the devil.
"Rong Tingchen, I don't want to listen to you, you have to take the child away, you want me to die without a place to bury, I don't want to listen to you, don't!"
The voice of the accusation again sharply pierced the cold rainy night......
Yu Wange turned around, ignoring the pants that had been soaked in blood, supported her lower abdomen with her palm, and continued to run like crazy.
Looking at the growing rain curtain isolating his gradually blurred vision, Rong Tingchen's lips were pursed into a thin arc!
Yu Wange cried more and more, and the scenes of the past flashed rapidly in her mind.
His brutality, his ruthlessness, his desperate destruction...... It's like a poisonous Gu that eats away at all of his soul.
He's so ruthless, so ruthless!
And she's really tired, so tired!
Why is he reluctant to believe in himself? And why would you rather force yourself in the most cruel way than listen to your own explanation?
In the dead heart, the endless bitterness and sour water runs through~ Wearing all her cells!
Love someone so miserable, so painful, so sad...... The heart is bleeding non-stop!
The rain became heavier and heavier, turning her heart, which was so painful that it was numb, into ice!
Just when Yu Wange thought that all her reason had turned into despair, the scenes that had happened in Cologne resurfaced in her mind......
Ting Yung holding her hand at Cologne Cathedral, making chocolates for her at the Chocolate Museum, telling her a poignant love story of the Hohenzollern Bridge on the Rhine...... Once again, the general stirring in her mind.
His warm palm, his lingering kisses, even his gentle in~ in, made her feel the affectionate side behind his cruelty!
It's just that now, all those things that were once beautiful are now cruelly transformed into a pair of cold and bloodthirsty eyes, depriving her of all emotions flashing in her mind!
She hates such a cowardly self and hates her so-called backbone.
She loved, so it hurt, and even humbly lost herself......
A feeble suffocating sensation clenched her throat fatally.
"Yu Wange, do you hear it, you stop me!"
Rong Tingchen didn't dare to delay for a moment to chase after this woman who might go crazy at any time and look for a short time.
Hearing that roar that seemed to be tense again, Yu Wange's steps running under his feet became even more messy!
She can't be dominated by that man's words anymore, she must learn to be strong for the sake of the baby, for her own sake!
Yes, Yu Wange, you have to be strong!
The street lamp refracted a trembling halo under the light, looking at the longer and longer road ahead, I couldn't see the edge at a glance, Yu Wange was tired and scared......
didn't care about so much, Yu Wange wiped the tears in his eyes in the pouring rain, and then quickly turned into a dark and cramped alley!
Shrinking his trembling little body, Yu Wange tried her best to hide her little body, trying her best not to let Rong Tingchen see her existence!
Leaning weakly against the bluelime tile wall, Yu Wange tilted his head, feeling the biting coldness of the rain on his face.
Her heart is really chaotic, she doesn't know what she will face in the future for herself and her children, and she doesn't know if she can escape from that man's clutches smoothly!
Thinking of those eerie eyes again, Yu Wange's empty tears rolled down again!
Through the excessively dim light, Rong Tingchen's majestic body, which was wet by the rain, squeezed into the narrow alley.
Feeling an uneasy feeling of suffocation, suppressing his breathing, Yu Wange raised her eyes in horror.
The man's overly dark eyebrows, scarlet as blood, stared at her deadly.
"Don't ...... Tingchen Yung...... Don't come, I beg you...... I beg you! ”
Groping for the cold walls, Yu Wange paced back deeper into the alley.
Coldly staring at Yu Wangge, Rong Tingchen's handsome face was terrifying.
Without the pale face that saw Yu Wange almost hit by a big truck just now, at this moment, he has become the ruthless and violent cold man again.
"Yu Wange, do you think you can escape?"
Narrowing his terrifying eyes, he forced himself not to tremble at his already terrified heart. Rong Tingchen forced himself to say those words that could hurt Yu Wange, but inexplicably, those words actually made his own heart hurt uncontrollably!
"Rong Tingchen, don't come over, don't come over again!"
Pressed by the man's devilish steps that pressed her heart to stop breathing, Yu Wange's tears mixed with the rain, and there was a sour feeling in her eyes.
"Don't mess with me anymore, go back with me right away and take the baby out of your belly for me!"
Except for Yu Wanyin, no one deserves to be pregnant with his child, even if a woman is pregnant with his child, it shouldn't be this woman who has a hatred for him!
He doesn't need this ~ woman to have children for himself, he doesn't want his children to have half of this woman's ~ cheap blood!
"No...... No, I don't want ...... He's a life, a life, and I won't allow you to take it away from him! ”
Listening to Yu Wange's sharp accusation, Rong Tingchen's delusional eyes became even darker and terrifying!
"Hmm......"
Yu Wange sighed in pain, and felt the pain that spread to her whole body at her wrist, and the cold penetrated ~ wearing all her cells!
"Do you have a choice?"
The ruthless words popped out of the man's mouth, Rong Tingchen didn't care about Yu Wange's body that had just been scraped down by the big truck, and didn't care about her lower body that was now bleeding ~ , so he pulled her in cold blood and walked out of the alley!
"Don't ...... I don't want to go with you, let me go, Rong Tingchen! ”
Yu Wange screamed out in horror, she was afraid, she was really afraid that her child would be drained!
"Bang!"
Just when Yu Wange and Rong Tingchen were struggling indiscriminately, the man slammed a big hand, shackled Yu Wange's weak little body with a fierce force, and directly leaned her against the wall!
The big hand pinched Yu Wange's slender neck-
"You don't want to take the baby out of your belly, do you?"
Rong Tingchen was cold and ruthless, as vain as the devil, staring at Yu Wange's pale little face.
"Okay, Yu Wange, take the evil seed in your stomach - go to hell!"
The cold voice that almost ran through the entire alley fell, and Rong Tingchen raised his leg violently, kicked Yu Wange's stomach mercilessly-
"Ahh
A sharp voice, terrifying pierced the icy rainy night!
Enduring the heart-to-heart pain in the lower abdomen, blood flowed all over the dark and chaotic alley in an instant!
Yu Wange gasped for breath, and her weak body slid down the wall.
Lying in a pool of blood, she knew that her child could not be saved, and her instinctive reaction made her close her eyes in pain!
Looking at the large pool of blood that could stimulate all his optic nerves, Rong Tingchen was heartbroken!
Shredded by the invisible pressure, his breathing began to become rapid.
But he didn't allow himself to show any sad feelings, he directly ignored the sad feelings he didn't want to admit.
Turning around indifferently, Rong Tingchen left his ruthless back to Yu Wange.
Just as he took a step and turned around, Yu Wange suddenly stretched out her little hand and grabbed the man's trouser leg with her last bit of strength.
At the moment when Rong Tingchen left quickly, his feet froze.
Yu Wange asked him angrily-
"Why? Why do you have to be so ruthless? He...... It's your child, too! ”
I can't imagine what kind of mentality this man is kicking his child with, Yu Wange's heart is like being born in the abyss, sinking and rising.
"What if it's my child, as long as he is also your Yu Wange's child, I will never let him live in this world!"
Enduring the sad feeling of his fingertips trembling rapidly in his trouser pocket, he did not allow himself to be soft on this woman.
She is the daughter of the person he hates the most, that is, the woman he can't tolerate the most.
It's just that the more he pretends not to care, the more his throat tightens.
It was like a sadness as far away as tens of thousands of light years, and a layer of mist had inadvertently risen in his eyes.
There was no trace of heartbreak, Yu Wange grabbed his little hand at the leg of his trousers, and slowly slipped down.
What if it's my child, as long as he is also your Yu Wange's child, I will never let him live in this world!
"Heh......"
With a weak wry smile, Yu Wange wanted to cry without tears at this moment.
This man's ruthlessness should have been thought of a long time ago, wasn't it? It's just that her heart, why can't she bear the great sadness in her heart after hearing such words?
Trembling the corners of her lips without a trace of blood, Yu Wange held on to her last breath of strength and said the words in her heart-
"Rong Tingchen, in fact, you never believed me, even if I didn't do anything to hurt Yu Wanyin and the child in her belly, you don't want to believe me."
“……”
"Because of the attachment in your indifferent injury, I Yu Wange has been bruised all over my body, if we want to end in this way in the end, then it is better not to meet, if you don't meet, there will be no memory, and without memory, there will not be so much loss and abandonment."
I thought that she would never have the strength to shed tears for this man again, but when she said all these words accusatorically, she realized that the tears she shed for this man were endless......
"Rong Tingchen, because I love you, I Yu Wange has been humbled to the dust!"
Yu Wange's sobbing sound came, and Rong Tingchen's body trembled violently.
Love?
Is she saying the word "love" to herself?
I couldn't believe that this little woman had said "Love!" to herself. With this word, Rong Tingchen's eyes began to fluctuate rapidly.
"Hmm......"
Suddenly, a large pool of thick blood spurted out of Yu Wange's mouth.
I really couldn't bear the painful feeling of being pierced through the heart by ten thousand arrows, and she still vomited out the blood she endured again and again.
was sprayed on his trouser legs by Yu Wange's blood, and Rong Tingchen's heart hung in his throat.
His legs and feet began to soften rapidly, "Bang! Suddenly, Rong Tingchen's body trembled violently and knelt in front of Yu Wange.
The mist that appeared in the circles of his eyes made him look at Yu Wange's miserable little face more and more clearly.
The heart was torn apart, and the pain was rolling all over his chest, and Rong Tingchen's hoarse voice was almost speechless, fluctuating the corners of his lips-
“…… You...... What to say ......"
Yu Wange's trembling eyelashes were stained with heavy mist, and in the face of the heavy rain in the sky, she suddenly bent the corners of her mouth sadly and beautifully.
The sad smile with all thoughts bloomed in his eyes, making Rong Tingchen's pleura so painful that he couldn't breathe.
With the last bit of attachment in his heart, Yu Wange stared at him deeply as if he wanted to keep Rong Tingchen's face firmly in his mind-
“…… I...... Love ......"
The weak voice didn't say the last word, and Yu Wange slowly merged into her eyes.
“…… Sweet-smelling...... Yu ......"
There were no words in his throat, Rong Tingchen's hands trembled at the tips of his fingers, but he hugged her body tightly.
Just as she touched the back of her back, a sticky liquid deeply stimulated all his nerves.
Tremblingly, he took his hand and looked at it in the dim light.
Blood...... It's crimson blood!
In disbelief, Rong Tingchen turned over her body, and suddenly saw a sharp metal fence pierced into Yu Wange's body!
Is that......
Rong Tingchen shook his head in disbelief, the highway guardrail after the big truck was hit was broken, but he didn't want to be forced into Yu Wange's body.
Looking at the metal guardrail that could pierce the heart, Rong Tingchen sluggishly let the cold rain hit his face!
"Don't ...... Yu Wange, please, please don't have anything to do...... Don't be fine! ”
The tears swirled rapidly in his eyes, and for the first time in his life, the feeling of invisible pressure tore him hard.
Seeing that Yu Wange, whose eyes were already closed, no longer had any reaction, the feeling of being clutched in Rong Tingchen's heart became stronger and stronger!
Did he force her to death? Did he finally force her to death with the most cruel and ruthless means?
I can't answer the mess in my heart.
Rong Tingchen looked up to the sky and felt sad, as if he was in the North Pole without the warm sun.
"Ahh
He roared like crazy, and his heart trembled.
Mixed with the rain falling on a cold rainy night, Rong Tingchen shed tears that he had not shed for twelve years......
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Yu Wange's broken thoughts:
Rong Tingchen, the end of our lives is a farewell after all, so why do we have to get acquainted?
You never knew that from the first time I saw you, I buried a name called "Rong Tingchen!" in my heart! The man.
I know you're the man my sister likes, and I know you're not the one I should be close to!
But fate played a big joke on me, and from being attracted by you to being possessed by you, the heart that gradually fell into the abyss of sin is falling more and more!
You poured your hatred for my mother into me, you suppressed all the injustice on me, and because I loved you, I humbly endured all this.
But the moment you kicked the child out, I didn't dare to love you anymore, and I was even more afraid to love you again!
In the end, even in the face of death, I don't have the strength to say those silent three words to you!
This last trick is just my stupidity after being greedy, and I have to let go if I can't let go.
And about the relationship between you and me, I don't want to hold any heavy pen, a few words of thick ink and light pen, I can't guess your riddle the most, and you are my difficult puzzle, only memory, not recall.
Thunderbolt, goodbye......
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Rong Tingchen's broken thoughts:
Ruthlessness is me, negativity is me, and indifference is still me.
Yu Wange, I never thought of strangling our children with my own hands, let alone forcing you to death!
From the inevitable encounter and acquaintance of fate to the separation...... It was you who taught me what "love" is! "What is" love! ”。
My heart hurts as I hurt you, but I'm conceited and don't want to believe it!
In this life, meeting a woman like you is destined to be a scenery that I can't forget, and it is also a return to me who keeps watch in place.
I forced you to death with my own hands and sent you to hell with my own hands, and at that moment I realized how much I was a bird~ beast!
If I can, I want to say to you: Yu Wange, I'm sorry, I'm displaced for you, forgive me for being bohemian all my life!