This morning, I woke up before Xiao Ai, and when I wanted to wake her up, she refused to get up, not to say that today was the weekend, and I wanted to sleep until I woke up naturally.

She has been more tired than all of us lately, and if she really thinks of today as a day to rest, how can I not fulfill her.

I got up before her, but cooking here is impossible because the kitchen utensils have been discarded for so long! Even the bedding wasn't very clean, so we really managed to get through the night. To be precise, I wanted to stay here, just because of Xiao Ai's words, so I especially wanted to be the man who lived with her in this small villa.

I went out and bought Xiao Ai a breakfast, reminded her to remember to eat, and went to the hospital alone.

After arriving at the hospital, I first had breakfast with Yang Jin, and then accompanied her to Xuanwu Lake Park near the hospital for a walk. A few days ago, I also communicated with her attending physician, Director Jiang, that after the final phase of treatment, she could be discharged from the hospital to recuperate. All in all, the treatment was very successful, and as long as you recuperate properly, you can live a normal life.

After walking around the lake for a while, I proposed to rest for a while, and then the two of us found a shady place to sit down, I opened the water glass I carried with me and handed it to her, she smiled, and then took it from my hand, and the mood was obviously much better at the beginning of the hospitalization.

After she took a sip of water, she said to me: "Yang Qu and I talked about her going to study abroad in the past two days, what do you think?" ”

"I think it was a smart choice for her. She is still young now, and it is definitely much better to continue to enrich herself than to enter the entertainment industry...... As her brother, I really hope that she can live a stable life, and I think Jia Luo's young man is good, quite tolerant of her temper. ”

Yang Jin looked at me with a strange expression, and I suddenly realized that my chattering appearance was already heartbroken for Yang Qu, and at this time, I really understood Yang Jin's decision at that time.

After a moment of silence, I changed the subject and asked her, "Mom, after being discharged from the hospital this time, do you plan to stay in Nanjing, or do you want to find a place with a better environment to recuperate?" ”

Yang Jin almost didn't think much about it, so he replied: "I want to go abroad for a while, I've been too busy and tired over the years, and I don't have time to experience the local customs every time I go abroad. ”

"It's okay, but I'm not at ease if you go alone."

"There will be someone to accompany you."

I looked at her and didn't say anything because I didn't want to interfere too much in her private life, just knowing that there was someone who could take care of her.

We didn't speak again for the rest of the day, and I habitually went into a state of distraction. Gradually, those mottled shadows of the trees seemed to become a forest of dreams, and I walked in it, and life seemed to be reincarnated again, and when I came out again, the pain was a little less, and the people were a little more energetic......

I opened my mouth again and said to Yang Jin: "Don't stay abroad for too long, this has just finished treatment, and you still have to review it frequently." ”

"The level of medical care abroad is no worse than that in China, and the same is true for re-examination there."

In Yang Jin's words, I heard a hint of the desire not to stay in China for the time being, but Xiao Ai and I have already discussed buying a house in Sanya, and if it is not for her participation, this matter will always feel less meaningful. So, I said to her honestly: "I discussed with Xiao Ai last night, we are going to buy a villa in Sanya, we still hope that you will go there to recuperate, and it will be more convenient to see you in the future." ”

Yang Jin shook his head and replied, "The world is yours, and I will return it to you in its entirety...... After experiencing life and death this time, I also figured out a lot of things, people live for themselves after all, and in this limited time, we still have to keep the maximum space for ourselves, otherwise it will be an irresponsible way to live......"

At this point, she paused, looked at me and smiled, before adding, "Sometimes letting go is also a sign of love." I think that between you and Xiao Ai, you need more space than I personally, so this should be a choice that you can't go wrong. ”

At this moment, my heart is a little uncomfortable, because the love of letting go is sometimes not so easy to bear, and I still hope that she can stay by our side, so that we can really rest assured.

Just as I was about to say something, a familiar and strange man stood in front of us, although I had never met him, but I knew that he was Yang Jin's nominal husband Yang Zonghuai, because I had seen him on the news more than once. But compared to the TV, he himself has more aura, and there seems to be an innate majesty between his eyebrows...... It's hard to believe that he has also done a lot of bad things in order to get enough political chips.

When he was facing Yang Jin head-on, invisibly, the atmosphere became tense. And I don't need them to say anything, I already know the love and hate that are buried deep between them.

I think that the hatred between them should still dominate, otherwise Yang Zonghuai would not have come to see her until today.

The person who spoke first was Yang Jin, and she opened her mouth to ask Yang Zonghuai, "How did you find here?" ”

"I went to ask the nurse and said that you would come to Xuanwu Lake to sit here, so I came here."

Compared with Yang Zonghuai, Yang Jin's aura was not weak at all, she glanced at Yang Zonghuai lightly, and then asked him, "Did you come here to see me, or did you stop by?" ”

"I was going to fly directly from Beijing to Shenzhen...... But I still want to meet you in my heart, because I feel that there are some things that I have to say to you in person. ”

Yang Jin raised his hand and looked at his watch, and replied, "Say, you still have three minutes left, I have to go back to the hospital to rest." ”

"Between us, is it necessary for you to be so strong forever? …… If you could treat me like a normal woman, we wouldn't have come to this far. ”

Yang Jin smiled and said, "Did you come to shirk your responsibility?" ”

"No, I'm here to thank you...... Thank you for the sacrifice you have made for me. ”

When I heard such words come out of Yang Zonghuai's mouth, I really knew how sad this kind of marriage that was maintained by political interests. At this moment, Yang Jin and Yang Zonghuai are like two partners in the business field. They seem to take all the emotions in life very lightly.

This time, Yang Jin didn't choose to respond, and in their silence, I also realized that I was not suitable to stay here, so I said to Yang Jin very knowingly: "Mom, you guys talk first, I have to go to the hotel here." ”

"Go ahead, you don't have to worry too much about my side, you have to spend more energy on hotel matters, especially in the service industry, if you are a little lax, there will be loopholes and customer complaints, I hope you can do a better job of reputation after you take over."

"Well, I'm going to put all my energy into running the hotel."

Yang Jin nodded, and then I left Xuanwu Park and went to the Tulip Hotel.

……

Actually, I am very grateful to the team that Yang Jin has cultivated before, and their collaboration ability and experience have basically made me not bother too much. But this morning, I also encountered some management troubles, because the general manager of the hotel found me, saying that a newly opened five-star hotel in Qinhuai District came to our hotel to poach people, the target was our operation manager and a manager to do marketing, and offered a salary of 6o points higher than our current salary, which was difficult for them to resist.

I can see the ability of these two managers, I immediately replied to the general manager, I will not engage in salary competition with my opponents, if they stay in the Tulip Hotel, the treatment will not change, but I can give them appropriate hotel shares, and in the near future will study a plan, take out 20% of the hotel's shares, and distribute them to all the senior management who have contributed.

When I made this important decision, I didn't talk to Yang Jin in advance, because I am now in charge of the hotel, and my management ideas are the core of the hotel's survival, so I must have the courage to make a decision. Otherwise, Yang Jin would lose the meaning of entrusting the hotel to me. And my decision can be regarded as a reassurance to the two managers, when even said that they would stay.

For my decision to retain people, the general manager also gave a high evaluation, from the perspective of the management, to give shares to be more sincere than to raise salaries, because we are already a very profitable hotel, the shares are divided, the share is real money, and a hope of helping each other in the same boat, and the so-called salary increase, for them at best only to improve their lives, but the meaning of owning shares is different, I think people always have to carry a hope, will have a good life.

……

In the afternoon, Chen Yi and I met again, mainly to communicate the details of Wu Lei and Gu Lin's wedding, and we both took this matter very seriously in our hearts, so we chatted all afternoon.

By the time we finalized the plan, it was already dusk, and we went to the "Wutong Restaurant" for an afternoon tea.

Halfway through the meal, Chen Yi said to me, "We seem to have forgotten to talk about one thing just now. ”

"What's the matter?"

"It's the best man and bridesmaid at their wedding."

I looked at Chen Yi, but I felt a little embarrassed, and Chen Yi realized it in the next second, she forced a smile, and then said to me: "I ask this, it seems to be quite redundant, the best man and bridesmaids will definitely be you and Xiao Ai." ”

"Hmm."

Chen Yi nodded, and then took a sip of the coffee in front of her, but her eyes looked at the two plane trees outside the window, and the afterglow of the setting sun fell on her fingers, but her hands were empty, which made people unbelievable that she was once a married woman. If she hadn't chosen to divorce, she would have had a wedding ring on her finger.

After a long time, Chen Yicai put down the coffee cup in his hand and said to me with a hint of emotion: "Jiangqiao, I always have a faint feeling that I want to see through it recently, I really want to look forward to nothing, I just feel that I can live to see the sunshine, or just sit in the tea restaurant and drink a cup of coffee on such an afternoon...... Feelings or something, it's really illusory, in this life, who can really understand who needs what! ”

"It doesn't matter if you see through it, but don't have any thoughts of becoming a nun, otherwise we will have another excellent host in Nanjing."

"you, what the hell are you talking about, you want to become a monk!"

I laughed, then raised my beer glass to her, indicating that I was joking.

Chen Yi looked at me with disgust, and then he held his chin and looked out the window, and it happened that two sparrows were on the branches of the plane tree, pecking each other's feathers. No matter how you look at it, it's all a pair of pairs.

Chen Yi was a little bored playing with her car keychain, but her expression seemed a little confused, she seemed to be talking to herself, and it seemed to be saying to me: "I heard that when a person really chooses to let go, she can fearlessly talk to anyone about all the most painful feelings and feelings in her heart......"

I looked at her, not knowing what to say.

She looked at me at this time, and then asked, "Jiang Qiao, do you think this sentence makes sense?" ”

"Don't ask my opinion, the key depends on your own understanding."

"yes, I think it makes a lot of sense."

Although she said absent-mindedly, I could clearly feel her breathing become a little short, and the next moment she looked at me and said to me, "So, can I tell you about the most painful feeling in my heart?" ”

I made a look of distraction and replied, "Just say what you want, anyway, this afternoon, we have a lot of time to splurge." ”

Chen Yi shifted his gaze from me, then sighed softly and said to me in a low voice: "About three years ago, when I lost my job at the TV station and had nothing to do, I always liked to think cranky...... I thought: if one day I get married, you must come and be the best man, because we finally walked on the red carpet together; Later, I thought, don't be the best man, let's come to my wedding, come and smash my field, come and rob me, because I will definitely go with you; Finally ......"

Speaking of this, Chen Yi stopped, there were some tears in her eyes, but she said to me with a smile: "Finally, I thought, you better not come, I'm afraid that I will see you, you haven't done anything, but I want to go with you......"

It was like something had stabbed me in the heart. I was reminded of the decision I made when she got married, and when I got the invitation.

In a self-deprecating tone, she said, "The day it turned out...... You really didn't come! …… Ebashi, what did you think at the time? ”

I lowered my head and let out a soft "exhale", but I didn't know where to start, and finally just took a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. In fact, it is not only Chen Yi who is confused, sometimes I am also confused...... But now that it doesn't seem to make much sense.