33. If it is for the sake of freedom

Xu Man, who was sitting by the floor-to-ceiling window on the first floor, was struggling to press a C chord with his left hand, and his right hand gently plucked a few times, and the few people who suddenly appeared behind Lin Fan obviously made her a little overwhelmed, Gu Yanran obviously caught the small details in Xu Man's eyes, "Li Yiwei, Wang Zhengyu, don't you two follow me, and you have to ask the master's consent when you come to someone else's house, don't you understand this politeness?" ”

The two of them had to look at Su Yicheng with eyes for help, "Ranran, okay, they came with me today, so I didn't notify Xiao Manman in advance, so I should apologize." ”

Xu Man is obviously well-dressed today, a pink pleated dress lining her skin more fair, the small black sandals on her feet reveal her small white toes, and the delicate little face has two small pear pears bouncing, accompanied by the ball head with bangs, which is even more playful and cute. "Oh, it's okay, Brother Yicheng, they're all friends here, what do you want to drink, I'll let Auntie get it."

"Manman, you're just so good at talking, no wonder some people always talk and don't count, just like a puppy." Gu Yanran said and glanced at Lin Fan.

Lin Fan glanced at Xu Man, and then saw the brand-new all-single guitar in her hand, and the various picks, capos, and strings scattered around her, she was fully prepared, waiting for her arrival, but what about herself? Completely forgetting, Lin Fan felt guilty for a while, and a scene suddenly appeared in front of him:

A cute little girl struggled to hold a big guitar, her chin lightly touched the piano case, her small mouth pouted gently, two small pear nests loomed, as she sat quietly under the bright glass window full of sunlight, waiting for the fulfillment of the promised promise, one day, two days, three days,...... One week......

Promises are often a lot like butterflies, beautiful flying circles and then disappears, but I believe in the vows you give me, like spring that will come.

"I've been too busy lately, don't be angry with me, Xu Man, from today onwards, I will conscientiously fulfill my responsibilities as a teacher, and urge you to practice and study every day." Lin Fan said sincerely, but a sentence popped up in his heart, I can't hold you when I lift the bricks, I can't support you when I put down the bricks, I feel that my current state is too similar to this sentence, is it to break the darkness and protect the beauty, or to keep the beauty and go with the flow? What a dilemma.

"Cut, who wants you to teach, Manman himself has learned almost everything, counting on your daylily to be cold." Gu Yanran glared at Lin Fan fiercely.

Wang Zhengyu and Li Yiwei glanced at each other, and secretly thought, it turns out that this kid is also a scolded goods, and I thought there was something special about Yanran, looking at the clothes that should not be the children of rich and noble families: "Yanran, your friend's name is Xu Man, right, if you want to learn the piano, you can find our Yicheng brother, but they have their own bands in Huaqing, don't look for some unreliable people, in case they are liars." ”

"That's right," Li Yiwei continued, "Do you still need to talk about Brother Yicheng's level?" If you look for someone else, someone may blow it in front of you, but in fact, it is the level of indiscriminate filling, so I don't dare to teach you directly, and I may drag myself to practice hard at home for a while, and then I dare to go on the stage. ”

Lin Fan listened to it for a while, there were too many smart people around him, and finally two pig heads appeared, and they were other people's teammates, this feeling was really cool.

"I know that Brother Yicheng plays the piano very well, but he can't come to Ningxi a few times a year, and Lin Fan doesn't play badly, don't talk nonsense." Xu Man's soft personality is already very polite.

"What do you two mean, are we all fools? Can't tell who's a liar? I think you two are most like liars. Gu Yanran was not Xu Man, pointing at the two of them and saying fiercely.

The two knew that they would be wrong again, so they had to look at Su Yicheng pitifully.

"Lin Fan, whose songs do you usually like to listen to?" Su Yicheng cleverly led the topic away, and also threw out tentative questions.

"I'm very miscellaneous, I probably like more folk songs, and I like Mayday and COLDPLAY more songs."

After listening to Lin Fan's answer, Su Yicheng's eyes suddenly lit up, he knew that Mayday was a rising orchestra in Taiwan, but Lin Fan knew COLDPLAY, in a small city like 2003, the streets were still full of songs full of Hong Kong and Taiwan, it seems that this kid does have some doorways.

"Why do you like folk music?"

"Because it's easier for me to find spiritual resonance in folk music, unlike the release of rock and roll shouts, folk songs tend to be more subtle and introverted, so the lyrics are generally more literary and simple, of course, it may be related to personal character."

Lin Fan said, remembering the folk songs that accompanied him on those lonely nights before his rebirth, and suddenly had some upsurge of emotions that he wanted to share with others, so he picked up Xu Man's guitar,

"Ballads can be romantic poets with a free soul."

A song "When You're Old" slowly came out of Lin Fan's mouth with a bright guitar sound.

"Folk songs can also be literary and artistic youths with simple souls."

A song "Love in the Wind and Dust" slowly hummed out of Lin Fan's mouth with a soft guitar sound.

"Ballads can also be soulless loners."

A song "The Wandering Singer's Lover" was slowly sung from Lin Fan's mouth with a crisp guitar sound.

Gu Yanran felt that she saw the poet with a free soul, although it may only be because she had a deep memory of this poem, when Lin Fan sang it, she felt that she had already fallen asleep in front of a stove, although the years passed and her beautiful face was not there, but her heart was still full of joy and sweetness, because she had received the most beautiful love letter in the world, and there was no one.

Xu Man wants to see the red sunrise, she wants to sing in the wind, and she wants to listen to all his songs at the age of believing in love.

Maybe that's the beauty of folk music, how amazing it is that you can meet people of your own kind who resonate with your soul, and in just a few minutes of quiet chanting, maybe you can share each other's joys and sorrows with just one look.

Lin Fan seemed to feel the resonance of several people, he suddenly had a strong desire to do something since he was reborn, he wanted to build a platform for the same kind of lonely or free souls like him to feel each other's emotions, and create a place where they didn't have to talk but were quiet in a daze, and they could get close to each other by listening to songs.

Regardless of whether it has commercial value or not, whether it can bring excess returns, Lin Fan simply wants to do this, because he has long understood that the real ultimate pursuit of life is actually freedom, but because we are limited by the boundaries of law, morality, and fate, what we pursue can only be relative freedom, the pursuit of wealth, the realization of financial freedom, the pursuit of power, the realization of power freedom, and so on.

And rebirth directly breaks the boundaries of life and freedom, and if you do what you don't want to do for the accumulation of money or the rise of power, then rebirth becomes meaningless, he doesn't need to force himself to learn English and go to the United States to meet Zuckerberg, or squat in Hangzhou to invite Ma Yun to drink a cup of coffee, because he already has absolute freedom beyond everyone, too many opportunities in front of him, he only needs to pick up the most convenient, or the least time-consuming cost, Then go and do what he really wants to do.