20. There is a story that only the two of us know

Xu Man and Qin Rao, the two central figures, left one after another, and everyone had long lost any interest in playing, and after eating some things in a daze, they all left one after another.

For the boy who has a crush on Qin Rao, today's sentence I believe in you is like a sharp knife cutting their hearts, if that boy is Li Xiaoting, they may retreat from the difficulty, and maybe they will send blessings, but what makes them unacceptable is that that person is Lin Fan, the inconspicuous Lin Fan, the Lin Fan who is being ridiculed and ridiculed by them. The beloved girl leaves with a poor boy who is useless in the sunset, what the hell is wrong with this world? What kind of bloody plot is this?

Maybe they will never understand why Shizuka ended up marrying Nobita, and why Minami Asakura only loves Tatsuya Uesugi.

"I'm sorry, these two gentlemen, please bury the order." "What?" Liu Yi and Wang Chaoran seemed to feel that they had heard it wrong, but the waiter in front of them who was blocking the way of the two of them was a real existence. "Xu Man, oh, didn't your eldest lady say that she had a treat today?" Liu Yi said eagerly.

"That's right, Miss said that she invited Lin Fan's friends today, but she doesn't look like the two of them, and I don't look like them," he pointed to the few people who left in front of him and didn't have to pay the bill, "So do you understand, if you understand, just pay the bill, rest assured, we will only count the part of your separate consumption." Liu Yi and Wang Chaoran glanced at the bill and were about to faint.

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The golden-trimmed clouds hovered quietly in mid-air, and Lin Fan and Qin Rao stood side by side on the bus stop, "Lin Fan, what's the name of the song you sang to me just now?" Qin Rao glanced up at the clouds in the sky.

"Like smoke, a story about going through a hundred turns and thousands of times of life and death, listening to the story of flowers blooming and withering."

"It's a beautiful name," feeling the little emotions of the boy next to him at the moment, "Can you copy the lyrics to me, I seem to have seen a story just now, a story about you." She didn't say that she also saw herself in the story, maybe it was the only little reserve that a girl cherished in her flickering youth, or a little hidden.

Lin Fan suddenly smiled very happily: "Well, okay, but my words are a little ugly, don't mind." He just looked at the Qingli girl who was looking at the clouds, and fell into some kind of lonely memory for a while, just like Gu Cheng's poem said, "You, look at me for a while, look at the clouds for a while." I feel that when you look at me, you are far away, and when you look at the clouds, you are close. But the girl's words were like a ray of light, illuminating the path of the lone walker at once, and she waited for him in front of her, never leaving.

The sunset drew a sunset, and the sunset drew two long shadows on the platform: "Do you know, when I was a child, there was an old locust tree in the yard of my grandmother's house, and in the summer I could always see naughty boys climbing trees to catch cicadas, sometimes I would envy them, they could hear the cicadas, and I could only be in a daze at the boring piano etude, and then I grew up, and went back to my grandmother's yard, and finally I was free to stand under the locust tree and listen to the cicadas, but I didn't think it was good at all." You know why? ”

"Why?" Looking at the Qingli girl beside him confiding in him for the first time, Lin Fan's head suddenly had a short circuit, if it was Gu Yanran or Xu Man at the moment, he might immediately reply: Because you are not as cute as you were when you were a child, so the cicadas can't scream well when they see you. can face the 16-year-old Qin Rao, even if he has the soul of an uncle, he will inevitably be nervous and breathe poorly, especially the moment he sees her beautiful side face in the sunset.

"Because memories are a kind of unreal beauty, it paints too many things with illusory colors, especially what you couldn't get before, so you can't tell what you really gained and what you really lost in your memories," Qin Rao turned her cheeks and met Lin Fan's deep eyes, "So what we should do most is to grasp the present and cherish the present, do you say?" ”

Lin Fan seemed to feel something called tenderness, which slowly flowed in Qin Rao's body, and then it passed through the emptiness of time and the ethereal space to his heart.

Lin Fan understands that this smart and kind girl should have heard the incomparable attachment to the past in her singing, which can even be said to be an obsession, coupled with her abandonment of the exam, and the sudden loneliness, which made her worry that that kind of obsession would make Lin Fan fall into the whirlpool of memories for a long time, so as to escape reality and not be able to afford it. "Thank you, I understand, cherish the present, grasp the present." Lin Fan looked at the girl beside him and smiled softly.

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The No. 9 car in summer is still the same as in memory, slowly passing through the streets of Ningxi with a unique heat, Qin Rao and Lin Fan sat side by side on the last row of seats, Lin Fan glanced at the beautiful and outstanding girl next to him, he felt that he had completed the feat that he had dreamed of for more than 20 years in his life, but had never completed. Qin Rao seemed to notice the gaze of the boy next to her, she gently took out a blue Sony CD player from her backpack, and then handed the other side of the pink headphones to Lin Fan, the crisp guitar sound came out, followed by the soothing piano sound: "Walk through the sports field and let the rain get wet, when will you become lonely with my shyness,...... My innocent you, the only one in my life. ”

In the hot summer dusk of Ningxi, there is a sound in the ears of the middle school days of Shuimu Nian, and the beautiful girl who is within reach of her side, she doesn't need any words, just let the time flow so quietly.

"I'm here." Qin Rao said softly. "Well, I'll see you next semester." Lin Fan said with a smile.

"Well, remember to bring me the lyrics when the time comes." Qin Rao's unprecedented smile made Lin Fan a little stunned. "I'll get out of the car." "Yes, stay safe."

The door closed with a bang, and the bus slowly drove away with the sound of the old engine, Qin Rao suddenly thought of something, and felt as if something important in her life was leaving, she turned around sharply and chased after the bus that was heading away.

She carefully protected the boy's self-esteem, so she never asked him the real reason why he didn't take the high school entrance examination, she said that I believe in you, maybe it doesn't involve the love between men and women, maybe it's just that she simply believes that this shy and thin boy who has been in the same class for three years is a kind-hearted and warm person, and he understands his heart, he takes himself through time, but the goodbye he just said is not the last sentence.

He didn't take the high school entrance examination, there won't be any beautiful lyrics, and there won't be any beautiful goodbye, they have been blocked by this watershed in two different paths.

The long lens is getting farther and farther, and after several years, Qin Rao can't run anymore, she stands on the street full of sunset traffic, looking at the bus that is gradually moving away, as if she sees them separated by thousands of mountains and rivers more than ten years later.

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