00. Some things from the past

When I was resting in the past, I was disturbed by the conversation between two civilians in the two bureaus outside the door.

"Brother Jun, I heard that you also graduated from No. 1 Middle School?"

"Yes, it's not strange to study from there with you, you're a fellow countryman."

"That's right. But Brother Jun, you're only a few years older than me, right? Which one? ”

"Zero-year. Which session are you? ”

"I'm from 02, and sure enough, Brother Jun is a senior, but I don't remember hearing your name at that time?"

"It's normal that I haven't heard of it, but I was honest at that time, and I didn't show off in front of others......"

"Brother Jun, you're laughing......"

"Fart, don't believe you."

"It's really fake, then your old changes are really ......"

"I mean I'm not honest now, right? It's not that I'm boasting, but your sister-in-law just thought that I was real and agreed to marry me. ”

"Brother Jun, you're laughing again......"

"If you don't believe it, forget it."

"Hehe, it seems that who doesn't know that our Wang Dashuai has 1,800 girlfriends outside-"

"Ahem, ahem, ahem! Don't talk nonsense about this, really, this joke can't be made, pass it to your sister-in-law, go back and skin me. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Brother Jun, are you really honest? ”

"What's the matter with that surprised look on your face?"

"No, you see...... Your bohemian image...... I always thought you were that kind of ......"

"Scum?"

"Right...... Wrong! Don't hit me, Brother Jun! ”

"I misread you! Look at me so well for you!? ”

"It's you, how good are you talking to me...... So, are you really so honest? I said Brother Jun, your high school. ”

"Hmm...... Ah, I only read books back then. ”

"Wow, or is it the nerdy type? Not at all. ”

"yes, you can't see it, do you? In fact, when I met my high school classmates, they said they could barely recognize me. ”

"I really can't see it, why, suddenly I have an enlightenment in my mind?"

"yes, something happened."

"Yo ho, or someone with a story? What's what? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Actually, it's nothing. ”

"What, that? Don't you want to say it? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ It's really nothing. ”

"Brother Jun, don't hang my little brother, do you have a good appetite?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Let's change the subject. ”

"Brother Jun, be careful that I poke your chrysanthemum."

"Don't say this seriously, bastard! I'll take it seriously! ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"I say! I say! So don't look at me like that, okay! I say! ”

"That's right."

"I can't stand you...... I told you yes, but keep quiet. ”

"Good, good."

"When I graduated from high school, I confessed to a girl I likedβ€”"

"Uh-oh-oh-oh!"

"Don't scream! Don't scream! Holy! I'm telling you to keep quiet, the director is resting! Wake him up and we'll be done!"

"No, no, no, no, Brother Jun, you suddenly shook out such a powerful news......"

"Dumped."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I said it's really exciting. ”

"Confessed on the spot, was dumped on the spot, I was sent a good person card to me, too, who would like a nerd, of course I was dumped, in fact, I didn't have hope, I just took advantage of the alcohol to ......confess at that time."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Ah, that's it. ”

"What kind of expression did you suddenly show, you, it's really a person who writes on your face, you don't have enough concentration, you hahaha, don't be like this, it makes me uncomfortable, it's all in the past, the mistakes I made when I was young......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Hahaha. ”

"At that time, I was really devastated, and I felt that I couldn't go on like that forever."

"Well, too...... It was this incident that led to the decision to change? ”

"Yes, men are hurt by love, hehe."

"So, does my sister-in-law know about this?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"I don't think I know......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ The surname is Chu, what's the matter with you putting on a thoughtful face? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I promise I won't tell my sister-in-law. ”

"You can look me in the eye when you say that!? Come here, I promise not to kill you. ”

"Brother Jun, I was wrong, I don't say it, I definitely don't say it."

"I said that I didn't have [beep~] eyes to give birth to a son!"

"I'm going to be vicious."

"Okay."

"Don't say it, don't say it."

"I didn't tell you if I knew about it."

"However, I really can't imagine that Brother Jun still has that kind of experience...... Tut-tut, sure enough, your kind is called youth. ”

"Dumped because of a confession?"

"That's right."

"The chief of the slump is out!"

"Whereβ€”"

"I'm kickingβ€”"

"I'm hiding-I've been hit so many times that I'm not stupid enough to take the bait anymore, haha!"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Tsk, where is that cute and stupid newcomer at the beginning. ”

"Hehe, I won't know it when I'm messing with you."

"Ah, really, I don't mess with you, today is your sister-in-law's birthday, and we didn't schedule a night shift, so we went to my house to eat and got a good meal."

"Say it earlier! Let's go! ”

"Tell you don't tell her......"

"No, Brother Jun, you're annoying."

It wasn't until they left that the chatter and laughter faded away, and I listened to the conversation with a laugh.

I know the words of those two people, one is called Chu Feng, the other is called Wang Jun, both of them are from the logistics group, although they are not the main combat force in the bureau, but they are an interesting combination that often makes jokes, so the memory is quite deep.

Chu Feng is a small man, a newcomer, followed Wang Jun for three months of internship to become a regular, and when he came, he looked very honest, so he was always instructed by the old man to do this and that, for a period of time my lunch box was sent by him, and at first glance I thought it was a very restrained type, but such a kid has become immodest after staying with Wang Jun for a long time.

Wang Jun is an old man who has been in the bureau for a while, a big man, very robust in exercise, a little frivolous in speech, a person who dresses and catches up with the trend, sometimes comes to work and shows off his clothes like wearing bells and whistles, Uncle Huang of the logistics group criticized him for this, saying that he has a bad attitude, in fact, he is still very neat in doing things, but the clothes are still taught repeatedly, in general, it is just an informal type.

I heard that this guy has a girlfriend who has been with him for three or four years, and he was already preparing to get married at that time.

I couldn't have imagined that Wang Jun still had a nerdy side before, and I didn't expect that it would become like this and that such a thing as a confession was dumped, and the first feeling after listening to the dialogue at that time was what they described, the kind of youth that I didn't have, some emotion and yearning.

It feels like a time when a lot of interesting things are happening......

But I didn't know much about that.

Because later, they died......

Our bureau, the full name of the Superpower Incident Handling Bureau, having said that, it's just a name, after all, things like superpowers are basically contained by the city of the center of science, and the essence of this agency is actually aimed at the violent organs in the world, dealing with all the events involving the power inside, and this is the reason why I need to be in charge of the Yanyang team.

Therefore, for this reason, it is also a situation that has been pointed out by many malice.

This incident was a suicide attack against me and Dugu when the main combat forces under our command were ordered to go abroad, which was undoubtedly planned for a long time, so that the offensive appeared extremely fierce, so even if the remaining combat forces reacted at the first time, most of them were sacrificed, and the civilian personnel of logistics were also affected and died, unfortunately the names of these two people exist on the list of victims.

When the two of us got the news, we were still on a mission, and when we rushed back after completing the instructions, we attended the funeral as the director, and when we saw those two faces again, they were already on the tombstone.

Among the many funerals I have attended, it was the one that I remember the most and the largest one besides the funeral of my teacher.

It was a very cloudy day, and when I arrived, the relatives of the deceased were already present, and they were mourning in silence, standing in a few rows, and the atmosphere was very oppressive.

But no one cried then, maybe they had cried before, and when I arrived, there was silence and no one spoke.

In fact, the people who will be assigned to the bureau have signed confidentiality agreements at home, and they already understand the dangers of work, and they are psychologically prepared. But I still have to find the past one by one, speaking of the past, I am not a person who likes to talk, but only in this aspect will not save words, probably because of the habit of doing it, they listen, some people will cry, pour bitter water on me, I take it, some people still don't cry, saying that it doesn't matter, some people don't speak, endure sadness, and some people look at me with harsh eyes, it is anger, I can understand.

But when it came to the parents of the two, there were still some different episodes, the old people looked at the sadness, they could still hold on to themselves, it was the kind that endured the sadness, but I only said a few words and was interrupted, the old people just asked me some things about the two of them in the bureau, I told them some interesting things, when they listened to me, their expressions softened, but they seemed more fragile, I didn't feel good, I could only find a time to cut off the topic, let people send the four old people down to rest, after seeing them go away, I can't stay too long, turn around and find the next one, and so on.

One by one, the funeral is almost over, and then someone can't stand it and wants to leave, we send him away, most of the people who stay, we give some care, but will not interfere too much, this is human nature.

I myself was one of the people who stayed, because I felt that I should at least take a good look at them, and no one came to disturb them at this time, and it was also a common thing in the bureau, Dugu also retreated silently.

I had time to remember them one by one when I had closed my eyes forever, so I walked slowly in front of the rows of tombstones, looked at them one by one, and kept them in mind, as I always did, and kept repeating, silently recalling their voices and smiles.

The one over there is called Li Ling, who is from the combat group, the captain of the seventh squad, with the same surname as me, is a serious guy, and he does things at a glance, it is said that when the accident happened, this guy happened to be at the front desk at the door, and he was the first to notice it, which warned everyone, but I didn't think that he would be so clever, well, count yourself as a great merit......

This is Shi Kai, the combat group, the sixth squad member, is a descendant of the stone family released by the thick soil to sharpen, he is simple, very sincere, this guy is responsible for the security of the day, I heard that Li Ling first noticed that something was wrong at that time, this guy immediately suppressed the enemy in the back hand, and the reaction time of the combat power in the bureau was won by this guy with his life, well, I can't see that there is such a fierce ah, in short, it is also a great achievement, let Mr. Shi understand it well.

And then, Cheng Lan, a supernumerary...... Because of his disobedience, this madman also died...... It seems to have stopped a small team of the other party, and it's strange if you don't die, but it seems that you really dragged a team of people to hell, how crazy was it before you died......

Also, Fang Baiyu, Ouyang Xingyun, Jue......

The combat group was followed by the logistics group.

First of all, Uncle Huang also said that he was going to retire, but the sky did not fulfill people's wishes...... This is the little sister at the front desk, and this girl is also dead...... It's really in the first position, and it's hard to survive......

Then, Chu Feng and Wang Jun......

When I saw this duo, my first feeling was that I just felt that the serious expression was not suitable for them, and then I suddenly remembered the conversation I heard at that time, and I couldn't help but stop.

I think that the two of them who were talking and laughing at that time should be happy.

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

When I looked over, I found that there were still more than twenty or thirty monuments over there, and then I suddenly realized that compared with the status of a few elite members of the combat group, the number of personnel in the logistics group was much larger, and some of them were the majority of people......

Instantly, it felt like a fish in the throat.

I think.

It's just logistics......

Compared to us, it's just ordinary people who don't have the consciousness of death......

There are a lot of things to do, there are a lot of fetters that can't be let go, there are a lot of people waiting for them, and they are the ones who can't die......

I knew it was impossible, inevitable, but I still felt unacceptable and struggled.

Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps interrupting my thinking, and when I woke up, I felt that I knew that Wang Jun's girlfriend was coming, and she didn't look back, she also stopped behind me, silent, didn't speak, didn't move, just looked at the tombstone quietly with me for a long time, and then suddenly began to talk about Wang Jun's life.

I just learned that they had already had a marriage license.

What emotions gushed out, I couldn't help but move my Adam's apple and swallow it by myself.

The woman didn't notice it, but went on to say that Wang Jun was a good husband, that Wang Jun loved her very much, that Wang Jun took good care of her after she got married, and that Wang Jun loved to eat...... Just kept talking, his voice was suppressed and trembling, obviously he had cried before, and he couldn't suppress his feelings faintly, and he was going to cry again as he spoke.

As I listened, I felt my heart getting heavier and heavier, and suddenly the ghost messenger said, "What a real person." When he spoke, he also noticed that his voice was much hoarse compared to before, his girlfriend listened to it, stunned for a moment, seemed to think of something, or felt something, and then did not cry, but choked up and laughed, said thank you, and then turned to leave.

I guess I think it's a sad place......

I think so too, but I still have to watch it, but at this time the footsteps can't go out, because of an inexplicable emotion stopped, losing the strength to go down, I just quietly looked at the photos on the tablet, my eyes were sucked and couldn't move, looking at it, I remembered the past in my heart, not only Wang Jun and Chu Feng, everyone was inside. At that time, when we laughed together, it felt very easy to make a jubilant noise, and when we drank a little wine and ate something together, the atmosphere became lively, and everyone would be very happy; There are also tense times, when there is a big event to deal with, everyone will seem very busy, but the chaos is orderly, and the development of the event can always be steadily promoted together; When there is more sadness, there are often colleagues who die, and when it comes to this matter, there will always be silence, and then the people who are out of touch and disobey the discipline will shut up and mourn in silence together, and there is a common grief in everyone's hearts......

Suddenly I felt anger sweep over my heart.

I couldn't control myself in an instant, I couldn't suppress my strength, and the ground under my feet cracked with a roar,

I think that after more than ten years in this position, I still can't get used to the people around me dying like this.

The phone rang, and the call was answered, it was Mr. Cang calling. The results of his investigation have already been obtained, and he called to tell me the details.

The unilateral statement lasted for nearly ten minutes, and the cause and effect of this matter was very clear here, and I said thank you and hung up the phone, feeling that my boiling heart was cold, and I understood what I was going to do.

I swore in my heart on the spot.

said that in his lifetime, he must kill Xing Feiyang, otherwise, he will not be blind to death.

In the next three years, a lot of things happened, the pattern of the world changed, and there were powerful people in the world who had radical ideas to stir up trouble in the world, and Xing Feiyang was one of them. In those three years, I also received a lot of information and learned a lot of things, and gradually I understood that the attack was only part of the preparation for the opening song under the layout of many powerful people, including him.

Then the third world war broke out under the impetus of this group of caring people, the biggest difference compared to the past is that this time the war put the name of superpower on the table that should have been hidden under the surface of the water, with the escalation of the war, the rules of the inner world have also been completely broken, and the top combat power has been put into the battlefield, and even Mr. Yue, a great power that has been hidden for a long time, has surfaced, and I am naturally not exempt from vulgarity, and I was assigned war missions to various local battlefields.

It wasn't until I was sent to Western Europe that Mr. Cang reminded me that there was a great power on the other side in the local area, and then from the document, I saw Xing Feiyang's name.

At that time, I felt that something I had accumulated exploded in my heart, and I couldn't help myself for a moment, and when I couldn't wait to arrive at the airport, when the plane arrived over the destination, I asked Dugu to use his strength to send me down, of course he felt puzzled, but probably looked at me, or felt something, so he didn't ask much, just said "I want to come back safely", and did so.

I was sent out of the plane and landed in the wilderness, so I followed the information provided to the other party's base camp, and I did not know whether fortunately or unfortunately, I turned the enemy's base upside down, but I did not see him in the town, I thought that the information was wrong, but on the way back, I happened to meet him on a road after receiving the news.

At that time, the middle-aged man recognized my identity at the first glance of me, first of all, he wanted to say something, but when he looked at me here, he and I looked at each other, stunned for a moment, and finally didn't say anything.

It's just that they rushed up to each other in unison, and the tips of the blades and spears touched each other, and the fight that was not allowed to back down began.

I don't remember exactly what happened at the time, but I know that it was a hard battle that I had never had before.

If you want to say that the most memorable thing is probably to remember the last picture, but the result is that you are defeated after all, you are stabbed through the chest, and you are going to die.

But he was still able to slash at his neck with the last of his strength, and his eyes were no longer visible, but there was a real feeling of slashing, so he could close his eyes quietly.

For Li Nian in that world, this is a permanent sleep.

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