How many times had she dreamed of him in her dreams: his handsome and upright figure, his sunny but well-defined face, his clean and beautiful voice......

And those deep, dark eyes. In these eyes, she has seen all the self-esteem and pride of a young boy, his persistence and perseverance, his struggle, and the affection and tenderness that only belong to her!

In the three years since the breakup, she is not afraid of anything, not afraid of grievances, not afraid of sadness, not afraid of hurt, not afraid of loneliness...... What she fears most is that she still loves him. Consistent.

"It's me." Her voice was slightly hoarse.

She was Zuoya, she was the only Zuoya, and she didn't ask questions such as, "How did you come here?" "How are you doing?" Words like that.

On the contrary, Guo Xiaozhou had nothing to say. He didn't expect it to be such a coincidence. He met again downstairs in her boudoir a few years ago?

"Go upstairs and have a glass of water." Zuo Ya said, as before, naturally walked over and grabbed Guo Xiaozhou's arm.

Guo Xiaozhou was shocked by her calmness and that kind of naturalness, he couldn't be relaxed and natural. As she put her arm around him, he felt his heart beat faster, and he even felt like he had gone back in time. Just like then!

When she arrived at the entrance of the building, Zuo Ya stood still and moved her bag in front of her. Like countless inertia in the past, Guo Xiaozhou couldn't help but help her open her bag, take out the key, open the door, and let her go first.

How did they go upstairs and how they opened Zuo Ya's door, the two of them may have been ignorant, but when they woke up, the two were already sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Guo Xiaozhou looked at her beautiful and flawless delicate face, her slender and white neck, and her beautiful neck that men praised as beautiful as a swan. There is only a simple and elegant pearl necklace around the neck. This necklace was bought by Guo Xiaozhou as a birthday gift for her when she received a 308 pen polishing fee when she was writing a magazine newsletter in her senior year.

According to the stall owner, this is a string of defective pearl necklaces, with uneven particle size, sediment and impurities, which is why it is sold so cheaply.

For the second time in all these years, he had seen her wearing this necklace. The first time was on her birthday, he brought it for her. He still remembered the tenderness and joy of her bowing head at that time.

She was wearing white beach pants and a pink T-shirt, and her figure was as good as ever. Compared with the dignified and atmospheric clothes she was used to before, this dress obviously has more breath of life. It's just that it's obviously not the style she likes, but ...... Fortunately, the figure is good enough, the skin is white enough, and it looks so bright no matter how you wear it.

"I'm sorry, I forgot to bring you water...... Zuo Ya woke up like a dream to get water from the refrigerator under his gaze.

Looking at her bewitching back, Guo Xiaozhou felt distressed for a while.

"Xiaoya ......" Although he knew that he shouldn't care about her affairs anymore, since he found out about her husband Lu Bo's situation, he couldn't help but remind, "I met your husband in Kyoto, is it right to call Lu Bo?" ”

"Oh!" She had a gut feeling that he had something to say.

Guo Xiaozhou wanted to speak and stopped asking: "How is your married life?" ”

"It's fine!" She replied with ease.

Guo Xiaozhou choked, and he watched wordlessly as she brought a bottle of mineral water. And he took another drink.

This brand of mineral water is Guo Xiaozhou's favorite drink, but it was too luxurious for him when he was a student.

But she kept in mind that the refrigerator at home was stocked with this mineral water all year round. also joked that he would drink for the rest of his life.

The cold mineral water was in his hand, and then looking at the pearl necklace swaying around her neck, Guo Xiaozhou couldn't hold back any longer, and said in a low voice: "Do you know if he has a situation outside?" ”

Zuo Ya was stunned. What does he mean by that? Could he ...... Know?

Thinking of this, her face suddenly turned pale.

"Looks like you know......" Guo Xiaozhou's voice sounded very detached, even a little cruel. He knew that he might have poked at her pain and pierced her pride.

Zuo Ya suddenly said unusually calmly: "Yes, he is the glass in your eyes. It's homosexual......"

Guo Xiaozhou was shocked by her excessive calmness, and a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, "You knew it before?" ”

Zuo Ya took a sip of ice drink, "Yes." I knew early on, before he went abroad, that our two families were neighbors. ”

Guo Xiaozhou's face was pale, and his tone was full of anger: "Why did you make such a decision? Isn't that child's play? ”

"I didn't expect you to pay attention to me." Zuo Ya's tone was joking.

"Zuo Ya......" Guo Xiaozhou stood up suddenly, angry, pointing at her, but unable to speak.

Zuo Ya walked up to him, grabbed him on the shoulder and patted him gently, and said to him, "Classmate! Calm down, this is my life. My life, my way. ”

"Fart...... Is there such a self-practiced life? Guo Xiaozhou raised his hand and pushed her arm away.

Zuo Ya looked at him calmly, and a faint mockery appeared at the corner of her mouth: "I do, what's wrong......" Speaking of this, she looked at him for a few seconds, then sighed heavily and lowered her eyes, "Enough Xiaozhou, we rarely meet by chance, don't ruin the atmosphere." By the way, I heard that you got married on May Day, so I didn't congratulate you. ”

"Don't digress. Answer me, why did you do this? Guo Xiaozhou sneered and stared at her.

The dead silence lasted for several minutes, and Zuo Ya sat back on the sofa silently, without any expression on her face and without speaking.

Guo Xiaozhou stood there and looked at her, his hands clenched into fists, and suddenly laughed loudly: "Are you taking revenge on me? Take revenge on me with your own marriage? You're such an idiot, Zuo Ya, you're just a fool, a fool......"

Zuo Ya looked at him defiantly, "What about stupid people?" Aren't you sad and sad? Feeling guilty? It doesn't have to be that way, none of us owe anything to anyone. ”

Guo Xiaozhou took a few steps forward, squatted in front of her, looked up at her and said seriously: "Leaving him, you are still young, you still have the capital to choose, and your future is still ......."

"If I get divorced, can you divorce too?" Zuo Ya raised her eyebrows and said.

Guo Xiaozhou's eyes darkened, and he lowered his head in pain.

A pair of gentle hands touched his hairline and said softly: "This is actually quite good, enjoy rare freedom in marriage." We seem to have a common dream that has never been fulfilled. Today is a good day. Since Heaven has arranged for us to meet, don't miss ......"

Zuo Ya pulled him hard and walked towards the bedroom.

Walking to the door of the room, Guo Xiaozhou woke up like a dream, and said in a panic: "Wait......"

Zuo Ya's cheeks glowed a strange bright red, and her eyes glared at him with reproach, "You don't have to be responsible, and it won't affect your family." After speaking, he suddenly stood on tiptoe and grabbed his neck and kissed him on the mouth.

"Xiaoya...... Not! Xiao ...... "Zuo Ya's kiss is still the original taste, the posture is not sophisticated, and it is even slightly clumsy compared to before. But it still made his blood run wild, and his tongue reflexively responded to her.

After a while, Zuo Ya groaned softly and let go of her mouth, and whispered in his ear: "What else do you want?" You still like me, right? We are all adults and can all be responsible for ourselves. ”

Guo Xiaozhou trembled, reason kept stopping him in his mind, he couldn't do this. But when her lips were touched, it tasted like a drug extracted from the finest poppy flowers, and taught him to lose his mind.

"No...... We can't ...... like that," Guo Xiaozhou shook his head and muttered.

Zuo Ya hugged her again with action and offered her lips to him......

“…… No way! Guo Xiaozhou shouted and pushed her away.

She took two steps back and asked in a trembling voice, "I...... Doesn't appeal to you anymore? "Zuo Ya has never had such an embarrassing moment in her life.

"No, I just think...... We are so immoral......" Guo Xiaozhou tried to explain.

She looked at him silently and let out a low sigh, he was still so cute. She actually regretted it two years ago and regretted the foolish decision she made. But she is proud, but she has been pretending and assembling her happiness.

"Alright! I shouldn't let you lose your sense of morality. I'm sorry! Zuo Ya took a deep breath and tried to smile, "Hey! I'm Zuo Ya, long time no see! ”

Her tone was brisk and she spoke lightly, but Guo Xiaozhou sensitively heard her subtle trembling voice.

He looked at her a little mechanically and said, "I'm Guo Xiaozhou!" Long time no see......"

Zuo Ya's eyes were red when she heard this, and her throat choked up: "You want to call my senior sister ......"

Before she could finish speaking, she covered her mouth suddenly, turned abruptly and rushed out of the room. Leaning against the wall of the living room, she struggled to suppress her rushing tears. She couldn't cry, let alone cry in front of him. She has persevered for so many years, as long as she persists for a little longer, she will be ......

"Xiaoya......" Guo Xiaozhou chased out.

"You ...... go," Zuo Ya pointed to the gate.

"Xiaoya...... I ......"

"Let's go...... I don't want your sympathy, don't ...... Don't ......" Just when Zuo Ya collapsed and burst into tears, Guo Xiaozhou stretched out his arms and hugged her, and his eyes firmly picked her up and walked into the bedroom

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