Chapter 35: I love you, and it has nothing to do with other people and things.

The door of the house was opened, and Ruan Yi came to the house with Nian Yinan, who hadn't seen Xia Fan for a long time.

"Come, Yi Nan, you sit down first, I'll go and call you Fanfan!"

With that, Ruan Yi walked to Xia Fan's room.

"Mom!"

Xia Fan, who came from the balcony, called his mother who was walking towards his room.

"Uh, Fanfan, where are you on the balcony? Come, Yi Nan is coming home! ”

dragged his daughter to the living room, Ruan Yi was going to buy groceries, and Nian Yi Nan was left to have dinner at home.

After postponing it again and again, he couldn't resist Xia Fan's mother's enthusiasm, so Nian Yinan had to scratch his hair like a hairy boy who saw his mother-in-law for the first time.

Looking at Ruan Yi, who went out with his wallet, Nian Yinan no longer suppressed his thoughts about Xia Fan, stretched out his hand, and hugged the small body that was still in a weak state.

Xia Fan, who was held in Nian Yinan's arms, did not struggle, and naturally let him hold her, after all, she missed him very much, and she was hurt so much, and she also hoped to have a shoulder to lend her to rely on.

Shrinking her little body and leaning on Nian Yinan's arms, she didn't want to speak, she just wanted time to stop at this moment, let her close her eyes and feel the soft breath on his body.

"Xiaofan, I miss you very much, I miss you very much, I miss you very much!"

They had survived four years of lovesickness, but now, he found that he really missed her, even if he didn't see her for a few days, it would make him feel distraught.

Especially after they broke up that time, it made him even more determined that he couldn't let go of her.

"Xiaofan, I'm going to leave Liangcheng the day after tomorrow, when I think that I can't see you for a long, long time, I really want to carry you in my pocket and take you to the army together!"

As a man from the army, he shouldn't have lost his sense of proportion because of his children's personal affairs, but damn it, this girl really poked at his weakness.

He has always felt that he will not be bound by emotional matters, even if the girlfriend he dated before, he did not hesitate to shout in order to keep him, he has never softened, but now, because such a stubborn little woman who always has a tendency to not admit defeat, has become so emotional.

Being hugged more and more tightly by Nian Yinan, Xia Fan was a little out of breath and at the same time, his heart hurt terribly.

She didn't want to tell him what happened to her like he complained, and let him hold her grievances or something.

She was already strong, and she told others about such humiliation, so that others could sympathize with her and pity her, she couldn't do it!

But it has come to this, and she doesn't want to continue to have such an excellent man with a crippled body.

Withstanding the feeling of being torn out by Ling Chi on the tip of her heart, she took a deep breath, broke free from Nian Yinan's embrace, and then pulled away from the man in front of her in a solemn manner.

"What's wrong, Xiaofan?"

Seeing Xia Fan's solemn expression, Nian Yinan put his hands on her shoulders and frowned slightly.

narrowed his eyes, and it wasn't until he was sure that he had enough courage to be honest with Nian Yinan that Xia Fan regained his bright eyes-

"Yi Nan, I'm ...... I have something to ask you! If you say...... I...... 's body is no longer clean, will you still love me as you do now? ”

Some things are a critical point, she doesn't know where Nian Yinan's pole is, and she doesn't know if he can withstand such a cruel fact after knowing the truth.

Listening to Xia Fan's words, Nian Yinan frowned incomprehensibly-

"Why do you ask?"

I really can't figure out why Xia Fan asked himself like this, all along, although they can't be like glue, at least they still stay together silently and like each other.

"I ......"

While being questioned by Nian Yinan, Xia Fan, who was staring at him suspiciously with a pair of clean eyes and a pair of eyes that couldn't lie, subconsciously stopped talking.

"I didn't ...... I, I just saw a news article on a report that a girl's first time was taken away by a rape, and then, her boyfriend disliked her. I'm wondering, what if...... I'm that girl, will you dislike me like her boyfriend? After all, I think it should be a complete girl who is more suitable for you! ”

Listening to Xia Fan's incoherent words, he roughly understood the meaning of her words.

"Silly girl!"

knocked Xia Fan with a reproachful tone on a big chestnut, and Nian Yinan hugged her back into his arms.

"Do you think I'm the kind of man who is irresponsible? Xiaofan, if something really happens to you, you must tell me, not only will I not blame you, but I will face it with you. ”

“……”

"I'm not by your side, I can't protect you and take care of you all the time, so if there is anything, you must tell me, just like You Hua, you should have told me from the beginning, instead of you bearing so much alone!"

Thinking of You Hua's matter, he almost let his little girlfriend fall into a catastrophe, Nian Yinan couldn't help but regret that his whole mind was chaotic.

If he had known that something like this had happened in the morning, he might have asked for leave with the army and rushed back to deal with it in advance, so that his girlfriend would not have been treated so much for no reason.

Listening to Nian Yinan's words, Xia Fan's heart became even more sour.

If she could, how she wished she was whole, so that she could give herself to him without reservation.

It's just that God is really mean to her, maybe she did too many evil things in her previous life, so that in this life, she has to endure ten times more pain than others.

Subconsciously stretched out his little hand to wrap Nian Yinan's body tightly, Xia Fan buried his little head close to Nian Yinan's heart, as if he wanted to live in his heart.

Feeling that his girlfriend had never shrunk in his arms like a docile kitten like now, Nian Yinan raised his hand and rubbed her soft hair.

"What a stupid girl, what do you want to do so much? My Nian Yinan loves your people, not your body! ”

“……”

"Next time, don't think about this gibberish anymore, you know? This is not only an insult to yourself, but also a denial of our previous emotional distrust! ”

He wasn't angry that Xia Fan suddenly mentioned such a painless topic, but denying his love for her in this way still made him feel a little uncomfortable.

"Yi Nan!"

I really didn't expect my boyfriend to be so tolerant of himself, Xia Fan muttered to him.

"What a silly girl, stop thinking about this gibberish, I love you, nothing else!"

He knows very well what he likes about her, so he will never care about those worldly eyes, and use a woman's body to deny a relationship whether it is clean or not.

Wrapped in layers of warmth in the words, Xia Fan's two little hands, from his waist, became around his neck, and took the initiative to kiss the two warm lips......

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Because of his irrational breakup with Nian Yinan last time, the Nian family has almost undergone substantial changes.

Except for Dou Huixian, the whole year and the people of the You family have the same prejudiced views on Xia Fan as before.

Especially Jiang Jing, after seeing Xia Fan come to Nian's house, the eyes that were still stunned immediately flew away.

"Mrs. Nian!"

Although she knew that Jiang Jing had an opinion about herself, she still called her respectfully.

"Hmm!"

After answering coldly, she turned and went upstairs, not knowing what to do.

Seeing his mother's dislike for Xia Fan, and also seeing a trace of sentimentality flashing in Xia Fan's eyes, Nian Yinan hugged her like a good person, diverted the topic, and said-

"Let's go, let's see if there's anything you want to eat, I'll ask the maid to prepare it, and then we'll go see my grandma!"

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As soon as she heard that Xia Fan was coming to Nian's house, the old lady walked down the stairs happily with a cane and a Tang costume with orchids printed on a white background.

"Fan girl, you're here, you haven't come to see my old bone for a few days, are you annoying me this old bone stick~?"

As a person who came over, Dou Huixian ate more salt than the younger generations ate, so he could naturally see that when the two young people were just talking about love, they had a lot of emotions, so no one paid attention to anyone, and stubbornly made a farce of breaking up.

But fortunately, the two were able to reconcile as before.

Listening to Dou Huixian's words, Xia Fan smiled unnaturally.

Originally, she caused so many things, but in the end, it was this old lady who knew the general and tolerated herself regardless of her previous suspicions.

"Old lady, I'm really sorry, I've been delayed in some things recently, and I haven't come to see you until now!"

Sorry jaw, Xia Fan's voice was full of guilt.

"Old lady, are you feeling better now?"

She also came to visit Nian's house this time because she wanted to know how Dou Huixian's physical condition was, after all, she was able to settle down when she saw that there was nothing wrong with the old lady.

"Okay, okay, all right, if you came to see me before the sail girl, my old bones would have been healed a long time ago!"

didn't call Xiaofan anymore, Dou Huixian gave her the nickname "Fan Girl" more affectionately.