88. Today, no one can carry out their faith (19)
The meaning of that word, understood by all those present, was not limited to understanding the meaning of the language, and the deeper level and consciousness and feelings below were also conveyed with the husky language.
“…… It's really, really, looking like it's getting quite an interesting situation. ”
Yakumo muttered blankly, then looked over to Heartunderblade.
The wide-eyed look,It's obvious that I'm touched.,It seems that the person who is the object of communication.,It's well received.。
I'm undoubtedly bothering me.
(Well deserved.) )
This vampire's desire to die, Yakumo Murasaki knows.
Whether this wish is a desire from the heart, Yakumo Zi doesn't know, because Yakumo Zi is also incomprehensible, even if the youkai in the realm is a longer existence than this vampire who has lived for six hundred years, she has never felt that life is too boring.
She's a monster sage.,There are all kinds of things to do and want to do.,Thousands of years have been spent so busy.,Maybe a little tired.,But I feel very fulfilling.,There's something to protect.,There's something to pursue.,Life doesn't feel boring at all.。
At this moment, the Yokai Sage is also working hard for his own purpose, and the present continuous tense.
Even if you have lived a long time, you still want to live longer.
In this regard, youkai are the same as humans, on the one hand, they instinctively fear death, and on the other hand, when they want to do something, they will also become greedy for life.
The martial god's doubts about Heartunderblade are also in the hearts of the youkai of the realm, and they also sneer at the thoughts in their hearts, smiling on the surface, and they won't say it.
Heartunderblade is undoubtedly afraid of death.
Why should you be afraid of the sword blade that is rushing in front of you if you are thirsty for death, you don't want to be cut to dodge, Heartunderblade is barely supported from under that Li Nian's sword blade, no matter what she says, the posture of going all out is struggling to survive.
She wanted to survive, at least from Li Nian's sword.
However, for the sake of that teenager, he could not hesitate to commit suicide, which can also be seen from the previous actions.
On the one hand, he fears death and on the other hand, he does not hesitate to die, which seems to be a contradictory fact.
Not really.
The factors of change are obvious, and they are just around the corner.
It was undoubtedly the boy.
Struggling to survive for him.
Die generously for him.
How much, how much......
Stupid.
Inadvertently, the corners of his mouth hooked up with a cold smile.
To be sure, Heartunderblade doesn't want to die just because she's bored — or maybe she's thought so, but she can't.
And the guys who were forced to a desperate situation for various reasons, and chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building and jumping into the sea to take poison in various ways, if you knew that there was a superficial suicide volunteer like Heartunderblade, the unjust soul would roar out of hell and rush out to curse her.
It turns out that this guy can't do it.
But dying for someone else's sake is a different story......
Ironically.
If so, it's understandable......
Because of that emotion.
- She actually understands.
The corners of his mouth slowly calmed down, and Yakumo pursed his lips.
At this moment, the hypocritical smile also collapsed and turned into a cold expression.
I can't do it myself, but I can die for the sake of Araragi's Heartunderblade.
And now, Araragi who says, "If you die, I won't live alone."
Even someone like her...... I can understand it.
His eyes glanced at the girl standing next to her.
A friend who was nervously annotating this scene.
Li Nian once said that Yakumo Zi couldn't let go of Rumia, but in fact, it wasn't.
When necessary, it will still be put down.
If Li Nian refuses to help here, there will be no way, instead of letting her fend for herself and suffer from it, it is better to kill her with her own hands, this was the plan at that time.
Yakumo Purple will definitely do it.
She's a sage of the monsters.,It's just a thing to kill the unsaved and useless friend of the youkai.,How can the sage of the youkai not be able to do it.,She's done it before.。
So she understands this emotion, of course she can understand it, how can she not understand it. Even someone like her can understand it - this sentence is not true, take it back, rightly, it is because it is a person like her who can understand that she is the type who will feel this emotion for a long time, and then indifferently cross the past and make the "right" choice.
The so-called monster sage is this kind of monster that transcends sensibility and reason.
She was also convinced that the man over there was the same thing as herself, because he was the one who had stood in a similar position to herself.
He must be able to understand it now, and then he can also understand what kind of impact this sentence will have on the current situation.
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Yakumo Zi was right, of course Li Nian understood.
This kid, whether he says or does, is full of troublesome things.
When this sentence was spoken, Heartunderblade's retreat was cut off.
If Heartunderblade dies, Calendar won't live alone.
If Heartunderblade dies, Calendar will follow her to her death.
In that case, Heartunderblade has no choice.
Because he didn't want the hostage to die, he was willing to commit suicide, and now if the hostage commits suicide himself, he will also die, so he can't commit suicide.
The premise of this contradiction is too stupid, and that kind of thing itself is stupid.
Araragi is really a terrible idiot, too stupid in every way, and even more stupid, this guy is serious.
After saying this, Ara Liangmu Li showed an expression as if he was relieved, and suddenly relaxed his strength, lying at Li Nian's feet, looking up at Li Nian, his pale face squeezed out an ugly smile, but there was a sense of victory.
Then he said.
“…… Private...... を…… Kill...... し…… て……”
Kill me, he said to Li Nian.
The guy who killed the hostage, Heartunderblade immediately put the heart back into the body, and then rushed over in full swing.
Then Li Nian will be defeated, and Heartunderblade will live - with this idea.
Li Nian knew that this guy was serious, not only did he have this determination in his eyes, but even his feelings were conveyed with the prayer, whether it was this sentence or that sentence, he would not question it until now.
It is precisely because of stupidity that I feel pitiful.
Li Nian looked directly into that eye, and his eyes were compassionate.
I have to say, he really can't kill this guy now.
Even if Ara Liangmu said that Li Nian killed him, in fact, it was not necessary in any sense.
It cannot be used as a hostage, nor can it constitute a threat.
What's more, I don't want to kill this guy in my heart.
People who don't want to kill won't do it.
The blade of the sword could no longer be directed at the idiot.
Li Nian was not angry or angry, he only felt pathetic and lamentable.
There are still some people who want to convince him, it's a pity to die.
But before that happens, there is one thing that must be done.
He had a decision.
Suddenly retracted his gaze from Li's body, and turned his head to look at Yakumo Zi, there was a different kind of strength in his eyes, and a cold murderous aura.
Sensing this, she adjusted her expression in an instant, and the woman looked back with a smile.
"What's wrong? I know it's bothersome, but I didn't cause it, right? I didn't expect the hostage himself to say such a thing. ”
There's no mood with her BB anymore.
Li Nian raised the Yan Sword in front of his eyes, no longer looked at Yayun Zi, lowered his gaze at the burning flames, stretched out his finger and pressed it on the faint sword body under the raging flames, slowly stroked it, followed his fingertips, felt the actual touch, and said slowly.
"Is the purpose of all this thing you want me to attack?"
“……”
Yakumo narrowed her eyes.
- Not really.
If you are honest, I will give this answer, but there is no need to answer now, this man has already made a decision.
“…… yes. ”
That's fine.
"So...... As you wish. ”
He slowly leaned down, took a step back, leaned forward, held the end of the Yan Sword in his right hand, handed it back from his side, and suddenly grabbed it with his left hand, clenching it slightly below his right hand.
This gesture is like drawing a sword.
The raging flames suddenly began to dissipate from the end, all the way up, turning into a point of light in the sky.
"One branch of the Yanyang of the Heavenly Dao, the fifty-third generation is the master, Li Nian."
At this time, he quietly reported his past name.
The surrounding flames dissipated, revealing a sheathed sword, which he held in one hand and the sheath in the other, his thumb resting on the grid.
This gesture is indeed to draw the sword.
"Yakumo Murasaki, I'm going to ask you to leave the arena now."