When I returned to my accommodation, I put on a sweater and lay on the bed, and the rain outside the window that had stopped for a moment began to fall again, and the wind was not willing to be lonely to blow the spider plant hanging in the window to sway left and right, and then very punctually blew the loneliness that would be in the middle of the night into my heart, so that I had to light a cigarette to entertain......

When half of a cigarette was smoked, I finally picked up my mobile phone from the bedside cabinet, ready to take one last look at today's WeChat circle of friends before going to bed, in fact, just to watch Chen Yi, I have been silently paying attention to her in this way over the years, and it has gradually become a habit that cannot be avoided.

On this night, Chen Yi really posted a dynamic, but it didn't have much to do with life, because this dynamic only had a picture that might have been found on the Internet, but there was no text description.

In the background of the image is a wooden bridge in a park, on which a woman stands with a blue umbrella, and the rain ripples in the small lake below the bridge. If there is a season in this picture, I think it's late autumn, because the woman who only sees the back is wearing a white sweater, and there are some dead leaves falling in the lake.

I looked at it for a long time, and I only knew that the wooden bridge might be a metaphor for me, but I couldn't figure out what other details were expressing, and finally I just silently liked it below, and I fell into my own emotions of not knowing where to go.

……

The next day, the rain was still dripping, and the temperature dropped so much that I could still feel the cool even though I was wearing a sweater, so I put on a thick jacket and left the apartment, and then stood by the platform outside the alley waiting for the bus. Today, I'm going to the company to complete the handover of work.

In fact, the work done by the wedding planner is very phased and the cycle is very short, and the handover task is not very heavy, and it can not even take a day to end my 6 years of work, so this is probably the last time I will go to the company as an employee. I couldn't help but feel a little sad in my heart, but I couldn't help it. I still remember that a few days ago, I was still rejoicing at the promise that Lao Jin and Luo Sumei gave me, and in a blink of an eye, I reaped such an ending, which made me really not know what mentality to use to tolerate this sick life.

The bus had already started, and then I passed by a public parking lot outside the alley, only to find that Xiao Ai's Mercedes Benz was parked in the outermost place, and I actually forgot about it, and then chose to take the bus such a troublesome way of travel. Come to think of it, it's still related to my own mentality, because I'm just a civilian, and it's really hard for some things that don't belong to me to be taken seriously by myself.

When I came to the company, everything was still running as usual, and there was no special movement. Presumably, Jin Qiu has not yet started to "bloodbathe" the company for the sake of the overall situation, so from a certain point of view, her advance notice to me is really a kind of protection, so that I have more time to think about what to do in the future.

Jin Qiu has come to the company's office, and at this moment she is in the office that Lao Jin used.

I pushed open the door and walked in, and then stood in front of her, I only felt that my emotions were very complicated, but I didn't know how to speak first, because I could understand her, but it didn't mean that I really didn't complain about her at all.

She stopped what she was doing and looked at me, and I finally spoke: "I'm here to hand over the work, in fact, there is nothing to hand over, because I have done a good job in the planning of Mr. Xiao's wedding, and I have also been recognized by Mr. Xiao, you just need to follow the plan to execute it, and the other employees of the company are very experienced, and they will cooperate well." ”

Jin Qiu nodded, and then replied, "Thank you for your contribution to the company over the years." ”

"I don't need these superficial thanks, I'll send the planning of Mr. Xiao's wedding later, as well as some information and cases to your mailbox, if you don't understand anything, feel free to find me, I will be on standby in the company today."

"Hmm...... By the way, in order to ensure that Mr. Xiao's wedding can go smoothly, I haven't announced my decision yet, I hope you don't spread this emotion either, so as not to cause panic among others......"

I interrupted her and replied, "I'm measured...... But I really think you're ruthless enough! Don't you feel guilty about the employees who are still in the dark, but are still working for the company? ”

"In the vast business world, hundreds of companies go bankrupt every day or face reforms. As a company leader, the most important thing to do is to summarize and reflect on the failure, and then avoid repeating the mistakes of the past, and guilt is just a manifestation of emotion, and it will not bring any value in itself, so I will not let the guilt you say become a burden on yourself, and ultimately affect your decision. ”

I once again felt the decisiveness that could kill people in her words, and there was a fierce color between her eyebrows, which made her look like a strong woman who would achieve a great career, but I suddenly lost all the goodwill I had accumulated for her.

She's really too strong and impersonal. In her world, all I see is ferocity and the absolute pursuit of value, and I hope that one day she will not feel lonely in the world of human affection that she has lost!

……

On this day, I communicated with Jin Qiu intermittently 6 times, and by the time she confirmed that I had completed the task of handing over the work, it was already 7 o'clock in the evening, and at this moment there were almost no employees in the company, only Luo Sumei was still in the financial office doing this month's salary schedule.

It was time for me to say goodbye to her, I gently pushed open the office door and walked in, then stood in front of her, and said, "Boss, I have completed the handover with Jin Qiu, so I came to say goodbye to you." ”

Luo Sumei closed her notebook, looked at me with an apologetic face, and then wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue, and replied softly: "Jiang Qiao, you have been a bitter child since you were a child, although Lao Jin and I can't say that we treat you as our own child, but we really feel sorry for you, so when Jin Qiu told us about it, we were very sad, but as parents, we had to support her......"

"Boss, you don't need to say much, I can understand you. I am personally very grateful to you for Mr. Jin and the company, if it weren't for your take-in, I guess there would be no difference between me Jiangqiao and the gangsters on the street, so I always feel that wedding planning is a very decent job, but now I really don't want to do it anymore, because I'm too tired! ”

Luo Sumei nodded, and after being silent for a long time, she asked, "What are your plans for the future?" ”

"Start your own small business, maybe open a snack bar."

Luo Sumei's expression was a little surprised, she replied: "Lao Jin and I thought you would set up your own door, after all, you have accumulated a lot of customer resources in the past few years in the company, although we are reluctant for you to take these customers, but the company owes you first, if you really have the intention of opening a wedding company, Lao Jin and I are still willing to support you." As she spoke, Luo Sumei took out a document bag from her drawer that seemed to have been prepared a long time ago, and then handed it to me and said: "There are 80,000 yuan in it, not too much, no less, you can use it to do a little bit of what you want to do." ”

"Jin Qiu had already given me a sum of unemployment compensation before."

"This is my heart with Lao Jin, and it has nothing to do with compensation."

"Can other employees of the company get this money in addition to unemployment compensation?"

Luo Sumei shook her head and replied: "We also want to give each employee a copy of this idea, but we really can't take out so much money, so let's be partial once." ”

"Then I can't ask for this money."

"Why are you so stubborn, kid? This is the last thing that Lao Jin and I can do for you, so you can take it. ”

"Hostess, I really wouldn't ask for the money. Everyone is equal in this company, we have done things for the company, received salaries, and when we are about to leave in the end, we still come to such a favoritism, how chilling it would be if others knew. I really hope that even if the company does not exist in the future, its human touch must remain in our hearts, so I will definitely take what I should take, and I will not ask for more than what I shouldn't. ”

As I spoke, I removed a mobile phone card from my mobile phone, and then put it on Luo Sumei's desk and said: "This is the mobile phone card I use for work, which contains the contact information of all the customers I have accumulated over the years, and now I also give it to the company, if the old customers introduce our company to other customers, they will definitely call this number to contact." ”

Luo Sumei sighed: "Jiang Qiao, you kid is too affectionate, you and Lao Jin will feel even more guilty if you do this!" ”

I finally smiled and replied: "Boss, you really don't have to apologize, I am a child who grew up eating hundreds of meals, so I think people must be humane in life, and I was raised by human kindness." ”

Luo Sumei nodded, and when I was about to leave, she said to me very seriously: "Jiang Qiao, if you have any trouble in your career in the future, go to find that girl Chen Yi." She has a lot of connections, she has a lot of weight in her words, and more importantly: she is one of the few people who can treat you with sincerity! ”

I was a little stunned, because I didn't expect that she would suddenly mention Chen Yi to me before leaving, and when I came back to my senses, Luo Sumei had already turned on the computer again and entered the state of work. I instantly understood: she is a very steady and decent woman, so she said goodbye to me in this way, which will make us all feel better, because I really don't want her to send me out in person, and then tell me a thousand times!

I finally closed the door of the finance office and walked outside without looking back, but my footsteps grew heavier...... I really don't want to give up this place where I worked for 6 years, and I will always remember that when I came here, I was just a rebellious and fearless long-haired teenager; Now, I'm leaving, but I'm full of confusion about the world and fear of life......

I really can't tell if I've gained or lost more in the past 6 years, but the sadness in my heart is so real!

I couldn't bear to turn around and look again, and finally forced myself to let go of the gains and losses in my heart, and just silently thought: Don't be, don't be...... This is the place where I burned my youth!