Chapter 214: Memories
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Yang Mianmian knew that there were many whimsical scientists who had tried to carry out a similar plan to create gods, so she was rarely scared by Zou Yi: "Are you crazy? ”
"Goddess" Zou Yi was quite angry, "Look at the people brought out by my brother, which one of them is not famous, you are not promising"
Yang Mianmian rolled her eyes wildly: "I am the one who wants to be a scientist." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”
"Now elementary school students don't have that kind of dream." Zou Yi also gave back a pair of sanitary balls, "Are you stupid, a scientist who has been unknown all your life or a scientist who has been packaged by me as a genius beautiful girl, which do you think is better?" Image is very important, do you know that now leaders have to manage their own image, you have to keep pace with the times, dear"
Yang Mianmian also knew that Zou Yi had helped her a lot, and professional things should be done by professional people, so she disliked it, and still signed the contract with him, unlike the artists who signed with their studio, the contract is more like a form than many harsh conditions.
The filming is about to start, but Jing Chu can't stay with her all the time, but now Zou Yi is here so that he can have a snack: "I'm going back tomorrow, you stay here obediently, don't run around if you have nothing to do, do you know?" ”
"I'm not going to run around." As soon as I thought of separating from him, the excitement of being selected as the heroine suddenly vanished, and Yang Mianmian said, "I don't care if you trouble me." ”
Jing Chu teased her seriously: "I will pray for you every day at home." ”
Yang Mianmian looked at him with a flat mouth, and Jing Chu pinched her face: "Why are you unhappy, you are going to be the heroine." ”
"Tomorrow I'll go home with you, I'm going to get my clothes, take my computer, and get my books." Thinking of this, Yang Mianmian felt a little irritable, she rolled around the bed twice, and decided that it was better to have fun when she wanted, and not to think about such tangled topics.
So it was logical that it was another rather lingering night.
The next day, I went back to Boston to get my luggage, and then flew back to Los Angeles, during the filming time, Zou Yi would accompany her to finish filming while remotely controlling domestic work, he had experience in this, but he couldn't help but be jealous: "It's actually the female number one, you really stepped on shit, how good would it be if this opportunity gave me Ah Shao"
"What's the hurry?" Yang Mianmian was very calm, "He is a person with real skills, and he will come out sooner or later." ”
When Zou Yi heard this, he was very proud: "That's it, my family's Ah Shao Ke is different from you's lucky." He hurt Yang Mianmian with his mouth, but he still helped her take care of other things, and worked hard to have a good relationship with the crew, otherwise with Yang Mianmian's poor emotional intelligence, it is estimated that she will offend a vote before the filming is finished.
From this point of view, he really can't be more competent as an agent.
The second female is a popular actress in Japan, sweet and cute, she is the second female number two this time, and she is also the sister of the character played by Yang Mianmian, a tragic character who was bullied and finally killed, and it can be said that she is also the epitome of many victims of campus bullying.
Seeing her being blocked in the toilet and being pressed into the pool with her head pressed, Yang Mianmian seemed to see her own past, she was thin and weak when she was in elementary school, and she has always been the target of bullying, and over time, she skips class every day and doesn't go to school, anyway, no one cares about her, she just wanders around the streets and alleys, squatting on the corners of the old streets and listening to them tell stories.
The junior high school is divided by region, and it is also mediocre, but after hearing that there is a scholarship, she has worked hard to take the exam, and strives to get a scholarship every year, which can improve her life.
But at that time, there were still people who would bully her, and there were little hooligans who would block her in the alley at the behest of others, and she relied on the skills she learned from parkour to run away every time.
When I think about it, I was really scared at that time.
When she talked to Jing Chu on the phone in the evening, she talked about it: "I am not the only one in our class who is bullied, there is also a little boy, he is fat, his family is poor, he is always ridiculed, he is always called around, he has his parents in charge, unlike me, I can skip class and ignore them, he can't, and then I heard that he dropped out of school when I was in middle school." I remember that he didn't dare to cry because he was bullied, because he would laugh more when he cried, so he smirked, but he was still bullied, I saw him sitting and crying at the flower bed, but I didn't walk over. ”
It's not that she didn't care about anything in high school from the beginning, it was after being disappointed again and again, and after being scared again and again, she built a hard shell for herself, hoping that she could no longer be hurt.
"Actually, I'm the one who has been bullied the most among the people around me, but I've been so long that I haven't been killed like that Japanese girl, and no one has committed suicide, it doesn't seem to be very vigorous, it seems to be the most ordinary thing that has happened around everyone." Yang Mianmian thought about it, her experience was indeed lackluster compared to the girl who was killed, but what was really frightening was what everyone was accustomed to.
There are such marginal people in every class, there are so many students in every school who are bullied, the teachers have seen too much and got used to it, maybe after a few years, the parties will not take this matter seriously, and the bully will pass by saying lightly that "I was not sensible when I was young".
It is this "normal phenomenon" that makes people shudder.
School bullying happens to everyone, but no one pays attention unless she dies as miserably as that girl.
No one knows what kind of mood the bullied person was in at that time, whether there was a moment...... I want to end my life.
"I love this movie very much, and I will act it well." Before Yang Mianmian hung up the phone, he said to Jing Chu.
Whether she played Aunt Suxin or the villain boss before, she was in the mood to make money and have fun, but this movie has a different feeling for her.
She used to be the sister who was bullied, and she is the sister who is now strong.
So the next day, the director found that Yang Mianmian felt exceptionally good, there were very few NGs, she seemed to be the sister who crawled out of hell for revenge.
For a moment, she will think that she is not saving the character in the play, but her young self.
In the evening, she called Jing Chu again and joked: "If someone comes to save me at that time, it will be nothing for you." ”
She said it casually and didn't take it to heart, but Jing Chu felt very uncomfortable when she heard it.
If he has any regrets in this life, it must be that no matter how hard he tries in the future, he will not be able to make up for her eighteen years of loneliness and regret.
I used to think that she was too young at eighteen years old, but now I wish she was eight years old, and I still have time to hold her in the palm of my hand and let her grow up well.
This thought made him toss and turn until he fell asleep in the middle of the night, but had a strange dream.
In the dream, there was an old women's toilet in the school, and there was a little girl sitting in the corner with her knees crossed, her hair dripping down, and she didn't say a word all her life, as if she were an inanimate object.
He actually heard the door and said, "Mianmian, I opened the lock, they are all gone, you can go out." ”
But she still didn't move, he was distressed, he walked over and picked her up, she was as light as a feather, skinny under the school uniform, and his tears were about to fall: "Little lamb, little sheep don't cry, I'll take you home." ”
"Who are you?" Her eyes widened suddenly, in alarm, and she glared at him viciously.
He kissed her cold forehead: "Little lamb, we are home." ”
But in a blink of an eye, I found that the dream had changed, she was lying alone on the hard bed, with a high fever that did not go away, the whole person was burned to delirium, and the little friends in the house were in a hurry, and he seemed to be talking about something, but he seemed to be covered with a quilt and couldn't hear anything.
He walked over and tried to touch her forehead, but saw her talking nonsense with her eyes open in a daze: "I'm dead, no one knows if it stinks......"
He couldn't listen anymore and wanted to pick her up and take her to the hospital, but somehow he tripped and suddenly woke up from the dream.
The first thing she did when she woke up was to call Yang Mianmian, she usually got up late, but she only had to follow the rhythm of the crew when filming, and got up early in the morning to put on makeup: "Morning~ It's so early today, I'm still putting on makeup, and I'm going to shoot a scene where I kill all sides today." ”
"Little lamb," he softened his voice, as if he was afraid of scaring her, Yang Mianmian smiled when he heard it, "I'm here." ”
"You're good." He felt his heart turn into a murmuring spring water, "I will always love you." ”
"I love you too."
There wasn't much time to chat in the morning, and before he had time to say a few more words, Yang Mianmian was called out, Jing Chu was not a person who would vomit bitterness with his girlfriend, he cleaned up his mood, fed the pirate, and went out to work, but as soon as he got off work, he went straight to the airport and took the nearest plane to Los Angeles.
So when Yang Mianmian returned to the hotel after filming, she saw a big surprise, she dropped her things and threw herself into his arms: "Why are you here, it's not the weekend yet"
"The earliest flight back tomorrow morning." He picked her up, compared to the dream, this little lamb was heavy, but it was much more realistic, "Let me hug you." ”
Yang Mianmian hooked his neck and rubbed his neck socket: "Do you miss me too much, can't help but want to be with me" She thought about it carefully and found that she hadn't taken a bath yet, so she couldn't wait to go to the bathroom to take a battle bath.
"No, no, no." Jing Chu pulled her back, "I hug you and tell you I love you." ”
Yang Mianmian was silent for a moment, and asked cautiously, "What happened...... I know you love me and I love you too. ”
Jing Chu wanted to speak and stopped, some words came to his lips but he didn't know what to say, for Yang Mianmian, maybe everything in the past has passed, she walked forward and looked forward, but whenever he thought about it, he felt difficult to let go.
However, if these thoughts of a man are broken and said, it seems to be a hypocrisy, so in the end he still didn't tell her what kind of dream he had, he just hugged her and told her over and over again, "No matter what happens in the future, I will be by your side."
Yang Mianmian kept listening to him say such things in his ear, and told her over and over again that he would be, all the time, and she was no longer alone.
Listening to it, her originally dignified mood suddenly felt sour, and her eyes turned red inexplicably, not because of happiness or sadness, but because at such a time, all the previous grievances came up, and she felt like crying.
It's all his fault. Yang Mianmian sniffed and tried to hold back her tears, it was strange, she felt so sad, but she felt so sweet, but no matter what, at this moment, at this moment when she leaned on his arms and felt all his tenderness and love, she felt that everything was worth it.
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