Gu Xiaofan felt panicked just thinking about it, raised his hand and took a sip of wine, thinking that the gap between himself and Liu Shishi was getting bigger and bigger, and if he didn't say something, he would have no chance in the future, so he mustered up the courage to look at her with the strength of the wine, and said seriously:

"Sister Shi, I know you're good to me...... In case you ...... I mean, in case, you can't find someone who is good to you after the age of thirty, just marry me, although I Gu Xiaofan has no ability, but I promise that even if you fight for this life in the future, you will never be wronged at all. 【】”

"Huh......?" Liu Shishi was stunned for a moment, then covered her mouth and giggled happily:

"Hahaha~ Don't tease me~ I, the best actress in China's future, will marry you~? After marrying you, the two of us will drink the northwest wind together~? You'd better feed yourself first~ Want to marry me? Okay~~ Sister, I'm washing up and lying on the bed, just waiting for the day when you really become an Oscar~"

Looking at Liu Shishi's bright smile, Gu Xiaofan pretended not to care and laughed dryly, but his heart was extremely uncomfortable, and he knew it...... Although the relationship between the two is very good, this Fa Xiao has gradually embarked on the star journey, and he is no longer a person from the same world......

He could only take a deep breath, stood up and pretended to be disdainful:

"I'll just say that I'm better at acting than you, you see that you are still serious~~~~ Which fool will be full and want to marry you, an old man's wife......"

"Who's old? You bastard~~ Gu Xiaoqing! Do you dare to try it again~! Believe it or not, I tore your mouth~"

Liu Shishi was embarrassed and indignant, and rushed up to chase Gu Xiaofan, but Gu Xiaofan ran away as soon as he slipped away, and shouted while running:

"The boss caught this woman~ She wants to eat the overlord meal~"

"Gu Xiaoshu~ You little bastard......" Liu Shishi bit her lip and scolded, looking at Gu Xiaofan's back disappearing from the street corner, and shook her head in disappointment.

Late at night, Gu Xiaofan returned to his small room of 10 square meters.

After washing his face, he still felt a little hungry, and after eating some hard steamed buns left over from the morning, he sorted out the money he earned today and counted it carefully.

Alas...... In addition to the arrears of rent, there was only half a month's living expenses left, Gu Xiaofan couldn't help but shake his head helplessly......

In the past two years, he has made a lot of money, but most of the rent, water and electricity, living expenses, and daily expenses have been used, and there is only a fixed deposit of 20,000 yuan left in the passbook......

Let's just talk about this matter at the door of Yanying, he has been cheating for two years, and many people already know that he is fooling, and this year's business is obviously not as good as last year, and it is not a long-term solution.

But what can he do in the future?

Gu Xiaofan lay on the old creaking spring bed and looked at the starry sky outside the window, looking melancholy.

He has no diploma and no specialty, he is ordinary in all aspects, he can't stand the pain when he goes to those restaurants to serve dishes as a hospitality, and he can't afford to go to a big company......

He also went to a lot of job fairs, and he was able to either sell insurance or work as a salesman......

has been out there for more than two years, except for being more and more able to fool people, he has not made any progress in all aspects...... The future is becoming more and more confused, and it is not clear where the direction lies ahead......

In a moment of melancholy, Gu Xiaofan took out the old notebook in the drawer and opened the diary he had written in elementary school.

looked at it and wrote in immature handwriting: "I want to be an international director." "I want to be the best actor in China." 's childhood wishes, I can't help but smile bitterly in my heart.

Mommy's ...... When I was a child, I was really naïve and ignorant, I dared to brag about any cow, and I always thought that I could change the world...... I really don't know how thick the sky is......

Alas...... If you want to blame him, he grew up in the compound of some bullshit film academy, and the children he met were either the sons of actors in Yan Film Studios or the grandsons of directors.

At that time, those grandchildren all said that they wanted to be actors and directors, although he didn't understand these things, he could only join in the fun.

At that time, he Gu Xiaofan didn't realize that his father was just a security guard at the gate of Yanying Studio...... I don't know that I am just an ordinary-looking passer-by when I grow up, and I am only worthy of being the follower of the beautiful Liu Shishi for the rest of my life......

Until I watched those playmates around me grow up, one by one they filmed commercials, went to Chinese dramas, and took the test Yanying, but I could only live in a third-rate secondary school...... Only then did he realize what he was......

After he Gu Xiaofan went to junior high school, his parents were always worried about asking him what he wanted to do in the future, and he could only answer "I don't know" and "I haven't decided yet" when his studies were a mess.

The only thing he knows for sure is that he doesn't like to live a 9-to-5 life.

Gu Xiaofan clearly knows that he has no talent for reading, and even if he comes into those big companies, he will not have any future, so he can only live an ordinary life like his name.

Doing mundane work...... Marry an ordinary wife...... I did nothing in this life......

Could it be that I, Gu Xiaofan, are really destined to be just a nobody......?

He was not reconciled! He wasn't content to be satisfied!

Can...... So what's the solution......?

He Gu Xiaofan is just a small and ordinary person, no matter how hard he struggles and how hard he tries, he can't catch up with Liu Shishi, who became the protagonist at the age of 14......

Gu Xiaofan didn't tell anyone, in fact, he has been applying for Chinese opera and Yanying very seriously, and those "deceptive" materials are actually collected by him.

But even he had a lot of information about all the assessment teachers, and he tried to practice some talents in acting, singing, and dancing...... In the end, he still failed the test.

Whether it is movie appreciation, voice and body control, or character performance, he is not as good as others......

This finally made him realize a cruel truth.

For this field of performance, hard work is not enough, it requires some kind of talent that he does not have, and he Gu Xiaofan, a thorough "layman", even if he can fool him, he will not be able to enter the elegant art world at all......

He couldn't read those so-called "Oscar movies", couldn't understand those world masterpieces, and couldn't even tell the difference between Picasso and the graffiti he painted......

As small as he is, he is just one of the thousands of ordinary people in this country......

Maybe...... Life is like a play, everyone has their own destined position, and he Gu Xiaofan is destined to be just an extras in the corner in his life......

But in this case, why did God want him and Liu Shishi to become small!? Why don't you just let him live in an ordinary environment~ Don't have these empty hopes!?

Thinking of this, Gu Xiaofan felt irritable for a while, raised his hand and threw the diary against the wall with a "snap", which shook the lime powder in the cracks of the old cement wall.

But after being irritable for a few minutes, Gu Xiaofan sighed again, got out of bed and picked up the diary, and carefully patted the dust on it and put it away.

What's the use of being unwilling, doesn't life have to go on?