Chapter 83: Please Never Appear in My Presence

She was suddenly a little scared, afraid that she would lose the right to fall in love with someone from now on, and that she would live her whole life without waves from now on.

In a trance, she seemed to see a familiar figure standing in the shadows under the trees across the road.

Xia Zhi didn't dare to blink, she kept staring at the opposite side, the figure in the dark didn't move, she once thought it was a building as tall as a person, and it wasn't a person.

Until a car drove by, the headlights illuminated the dark place, and Xia Zhi clearly saw that there was a person, a man, standing there.

At that moment, her heart was pinched, and without warning she cramped, and she wanted to turn back and walk away calmly, but her feet were nailed to the spot like nails, and she couldn't move.

They separated after a big fight, and then he just disappeared, and they didn't even say a decent goodbye.

Ruan Bin came from the darkness and walked in front of her with an even pace, no expression on his face, just a little fog in his eyes.

Xia Zhi looked at him deeply, to be exact, glaring at him, and as soon as he opened his mouth, tears were gone, "I thought you were afraid of marriage, I thought you were afraid of marriage??" Turns out you don't want to marry me??"

Ruan Bin stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly in his arms without saying a word, "I'm sorry," he was heartbroken, "I'm sorry, Xiao Zhi." ”

Xia Zhi pushed him away with a resentful expression, "You stop, don't come near me." She saw that he was wearing a silver-white ring on the ring finger of his left hand, which was very conspicuous at night.

She bit her lip in an instant, reached out and wiped away her tears vigorously and quickly, saying that she could not cry like a poor worm.

Regarding marriage and family, it is useless to say more, Ruan Bin just said: "I will fly back to the capital tomorrow morning, I have been to my home, and I have left the boxes, thank you for helping me keep them." ”

His tone was light, as if he were saying a formal goodbye.

"Xiaozhi, live well, work hard, forget me."

Xia Zhi raised his head proudly, thought he was very indifferent and said, "Don't worry, I'm very good, I don't need you to teach." ”

Ruan Bin nodded, "Okay, that's good," he turned his head in the direction where the taxi had left just now and asked, "You're with Zhou Haolin,"

"Yes, so please never appear in front of me, I'm an eyesore."

Ruan Bin nodded again, "It's okay, he's a reliable person, and he won't treat you badly." He said words of comfort, but his heart hurt a lot.

Xia Zhi couldn't ignore the ring on his hand, and even more so the fact that he was now married, and she couldn't look at him anymore.

The mobile phone rang at an inopportune time, Ruan Bin was a little helpless, took out the mobile phone from his pocket, looked at the screen, and hesitated.

Xia Zhi guessed when he saw him like that, he is now a family person, and this big night, it must be his wife who called to check on the post. She sneered twice, didn't say hello, and turned to leave.

"Tiny to??" Ruan Bin called her, she ran away faster, without looking back, Ruan Bin sighed helplessly, and picked up the phone, "Mom, there's something wrong so late,"

"Hama, when are you coming back?"

"Tomorrow morning's plane, it will arrive at noon, what's the matter,"

"Oh, it's okay, I just want to ask you if you and Jiaying will go home for dinner this Saturday, I'll prepare in advance. Your dad said that he asked you to visit Zhou Lin, and wanted to tell you some things that need to be paid attention to in advance. ”

"Then can I not go home?" Ruan Bin asked rhetorically.

"Where's Jiaying?"

"I don't know, you just ask her."

Zheng Yushu asked angrily: "Eh, I said, what is going on with you, the two of you have to inform you separately, what is this like?" How can a newlywed couple live in their own ways like you? ”

Ruan Bin was also impatient, "How do we live, we don't need you to interfere, and you can't do it." ”

"You??" Zheng Yushu was half angry and hung up the phone directly.

Standing on the corner of the street, Ruan Bin silently put down his phone, and he looked at the place where Xia Zhi ran in, where it was already dark. This time I went to Hangzhou, also because of work, and I didn't stay for a long time, only about ten days.

In addition to work, he found her current address, but he never came, since he couldn't give her any promises, why hurt her again.

Before leaving, he couldn't help but come over to take a look, how did he know that he had met her so coincidentally.

She seems to be doing well, she was sent back by Zhou Haolin, Zhou Haolin seems to have drunk too much, and she also smells of alcohol, and the two probably participated in some dinner together. He didn't want to admit that he was mad with jealousy, because he was no longer qualified.

When he returned to the capital during the Chinese New Year, the first thing his father said to him was...... "If you don't break off with that girl, then don't blame me for bullying the weak." I can call her a restless day, if you don't believe her, you can try. ”

His father's warning made him lose his temper, and Xia Zhi broke up again, and the pressure from all sides made him breathless.

Then, he compromised.

Then, he listened to his father's words, met Shen Jiaying, and got married.

Only then did he realize that it was really a simple thing to get married. Before getting married, the words he said to Shen Jiaying added up to less than ten sentences, and on the day of the wedding, the two of them walked through all their relatives and friends like going through the motions, and then it was done, it was as simple as that.

The new house prepared for marriage, a large household of 200 square meters, the two of them only went to it on the wedding day, and never went there again.

That day, after Shen Jiaying changed her dress, she made a cup of tea for each of them, she sat quietly in front of him, and said to him calmly and resolutely, "Bin, marrying you, in my opinion, is to complete my parents' task, as long as our marriage is here, my parents will not force me anymore." But I don't want to hide it from you, I have a lover, I can't give him marriage in my life, but my person and heart are his, I hope you can understand. ”

At that time, Ruan Bin was not surprised at all, but was calm and abnormal, he nodded, and said with a smile: "I understand, you are luckier than me, at least you can get your lover's understanding, you are on the same front, you let him rest assured, I am just to complete the task assigned by my parents, and I will definitely not stop you." ”

Shen Jiaying smiled with relief, shook his head and said, "It's not that I'm lucky, it's that I'm selfish, I selfishly have to be with him, but reality doesn't allow it, so I can only do it." Hama, thank you. ”

It's not that I'm lucky, but I'm selfish, this sentence made Ruan Bin think about it for a long time, he wanted to be a little more selfish and let Xia Zhi stay by his side forever, no marriage, no commitment, but his person, and his heart.

He thought that he and Shen Jiaying could also be regarded as sympathetic.

Since then, they have left the new house with big red wedding letters. They agreed to go back to their respective homes once a month, that is, to see their parents together once a month, and play the role of an ordinary couple in front of their parents.

Ruan Bin didn't know if Shen Jiaying's parents saw anything wrong, at least his mother, Zheng Yushu, always asked him tentatively about the things between their husband and wife, and the suspicious mother always felt that there was something wrong with them. In this regard, he can only deal with a few casual words.

It's not that I'm lucky, it's that I'm selfish. Ruan Bin has thought of Shen Jiaying's words countless times, sometimes he is alone, he really wants to call Xia Zhi, tell all these things, and tell his selfish thoughts, if he can't get married, then be a lover for life, he wants to be more selfish.

But take a step back and think about it, people are also good girls with fathers and mothers, why do they follow themselves all their lives without a name.

She has said that no matter what time or circumstance, she will never leave her parents and brother behind, and she loves them more than she loves a qiē, including him.

Then, he can't use his own selfishness to pull her to become selfish too.

He understands her, being a lover for life, not caring about the feelings of her family, not caring about her reputation, she will not do such a thing.

Late at night, Ruan Bin stood at the gate of the community for a long time and didn't want to leave, standing here, just a little closer to her, as if his heart would not hurt a little......

Time flies quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it is autumn, the season of crab fat and yellow. On Sunday evening, Zhou Haolin suddenly called, saying that he had bought a few hairy crabs and wanted to send them to her.

"Summer solstice, just tell me which unit you live in, and I'll give you a free courier."

"Thanks, but I really don't need to, I just came from home, I brought a few, and I'm worried about how to finish eating them."

Zhou Haolin was like a deflated ball, and said, "Ah, then didn't I buy it for nothing,"

"Hehe, you can send it home to honor your parents."

Zhou Haolin had an idea and said, "That's it, aren't you worried about how to solve the hairy crab, I'll go up and help you solve it,"

Xia Zhi didn't fall for his plan, and politely refused, "Oh, I'm going to send a few to the uncle next door, his little grandson loves to eat." ”

"It's not good for children to eat that thing, it's cold, it's easy to have diarrhea after eating, if someone's grandson eats your hairy crab and has diarrhea, then it's not going to find you something,"

Xia Zhi said: "The uncle's grandsons have all interned and have long been adults. ”

“??” Zhou Haolin was speechless, "You don't want to tell me where you live, right?"

"Yes."

Zhou Haolin sighed deeply, "Summer Solstice, I found out for the first time that I was such a patient person, really. ”

"Hehe, yes."

"But don't worry, no matter how you test me, I am full of confidence. When you're done with the hairy crabs, can you come out with me for a meal and an appointment?"

"Let's talk about it."

Zhou Haolin was annoyed, and he didn't have a temper at all, "Xia Zhi, do you really bear to treat me like this, I have good intentions." ”

Xia Zhi smiled and said, "Hehehe, you go back, I'm going to collect my clothes." ”

“?? Completely defeated to you. ”

Zhou Haolin often makes calls like this, and it can be said that he has been defeated and defeated repeatedly on the road of pursuing the summer solstice.

Xia Zhi didn't feel it, she just felt guilty, and many times she sincerely expressed that she hoped he wouldn't be so attached to her, but to no avail, he still did so.

The afterglow of the sunset shone obliquely, and the walls of the whole house were golden, Xia Zhi's heart was very thorough, she couldn't keep herself closed at home, she had to move forward, even if it wasn't for herself, she had to think about her parents.

Perhaps, it's time for her to start a new relationship.

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