Chapter 352: Make a brand new river bridge
I didn't try to get Xiao Ai's whereabouts from Ji Xiaowei. I just asked him if Xiao Ai's eyes had regained his sight. My subconscious tells me that there is still a connection between him and Yuan Zhen Xiao Ai.
Ji Xiaowei took off the sunglasses on his face and looked at me, and then asked rhetorically: "If I tell you that I want to know more about their current news than you, do you believe it?" ”
"I don't believe it, it can't be."
"Believe it or not, but I don't know much more than you...... Jiang Qiao, although it has been so long, I should still scold you for being a bastard. If it weren't for you who brought your junior sister back to Nanjing from Taipei, she wouldn't have such a tragic ending today...... I really want to ask you, have you ever regretted it yourself? ”
There was an indescribable pain in my heart, and I replied to Ji Xiaowei after a while: "Unless I can predict today's ending in advance, I will never regret it...... Because, when I brought her back, I just hoped that we would work hard to do a little business together, and when we could have no worries about food and clothing, we would get married, and then live a little bit of a small life related to planting flowers, raising grass, and traveling with peace of mind...... Ji Xiaowei, I know that you are Yuan Zhen's iron brother, no matter what you do, you will stand in his position to see right and wrong, but please ask yourself, is my Jiangqiao really wrong? …… All I want is to be able to live with the woman I love for the rest of my life! …… I never wanted to assault anyone, was I really wrong? Wrong enough to make you think I'm heinous? …… It's so wrong that even breathing in this world seems redundant! ”
Ji Xiaowei avoided my questioning eyes, then took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it and took a puff, and replied: "I admit that it was my fault to be prejudiced against you before...... However, junior sister she is already married to Yuan Zhen, and it may not make sense to discuss the so-called right and wrong now...... As you can imagine, it won't be long before they will have a child, and then everyone's focus will shift because of this, and all the love and hatred in the past will slowly fade...... Therefore, I also advise you to be bearish, you should forget about Xiao Ai! ”
Hearing that Xiao Ai and Yuan Zhen would have children, my blood was surging. I don't understand, why does a good relationship end in such a hurtful way? And who is behind the scenes?
Ji Xiaowei patted me on the shoulder, he still wanted to say something, but in the end he swallowed all the words that came to his mouth, and he just turned around and walked towards his car parked on the side of the road.
I looked at his back and was not so willing, but in the end I didn't call him and then forced him to give himself an explanation...... Perhaps, I was really hurt by his words. I actually believe that it won't be long before Xiao Ai and Yuan Zhen will have a child.
I suddenly felt as if I was dreaming, how could she have a child with Yuan Zhen?
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The next morning, Grandma's body is cremated and her ashes are laid to rest in a cemetery not too far from Tulip Road......
The weather was nice, the sun was shining brightly, and across the headstone was a natural lake surrounded by greenery. In Nanjing, a place where every inch of land is valuable, it is a luxury to make this place a cemetery! Therefore, this is only available to the deceased family members of the richest families in Nanjing.
I wore eyepieces and stood without saying a word holding my grandmother's urn, Yang Jin stood beside me, and Jin Qiu, Zhao Mu and Chen Yi stood behind us.
After the funeral priest read the eulogy, he motioned for me to put my grandmother's urn under the tombstone, and my heart was filled with reluctance. Just a few days ago, Chen Yi and I were almost able to eat the small fish potstickers made by my grandmother, and today, when the sun is shining, we have to belong to two worlds.
I exhaled the sad breath in my heart, I shouldn't be sad, just like today's weather, just like my grandmother's life, no complaints, no fear, no flattery, has been living brightly, so this endless sunshine is the best gift, symbolizing her life.
I finally put the urn in the dark compartment, and the tombstone was erected, and everything about Grandma was like dust in the sun, and even the slightest wind blew it away.
It's gone, everything is gone, the only thing left is the smile that my grandmother engraved on my heart, and the things she had been thinking about before leaving.
I don't know who I'm going to marry, but I'm going to get married, and I'll bring my wife here the day before I get my license to worship her and tell her that we're the happiest couple in the world.
The rest is about Jiang Jiyou's whereabouts...... I'll go look for him, and as for when I can find him, I can only leave it to Destiny.
Looking at the tombstone erected, Yang Jin, who had never spoken, finally opened her mouth, and she asked me, "Have you seriously considered what I told you before?" ”
"No...... I'm a very ** individual, and after my grandmother left, I don't have any shackles, I just want to live quietly now. So, please stop interfering in my life and marriage...... You can always focus your energy on the family you started in Shenzhen, and I can accept it all very calmly, as if you never showed up. ”
Yang Jin looked at me for a while before saying, "You still hate me!" ”
I shook my head, but my heart was tired, and then I closed my eyes and replied, "You are really wrong, just think that you can bury your grandmother in such a good place as Feng Shui, I will not hate you anymore...... Because you are also a poor woman, but you do your best to make up for what you owe to your grandmother...... I'm sorry, I was wrong, you owe nothing to grandma...... Since you divorced Jiang Jiyou, you don't have any obligations and responsibilities to your grandmother...... You're doing it out of love...... So, I won't hate you even more! ”
Yang Jin turned her body sideways, I couldn't see her expression clearly, let alone her heart. In the end, she finally gave up convincing me, and just said to me: "If you really don't want to accept it, I, as a mother, can't ...... it" Speaking of this, she was silent for a long time before she made up her mind and said to me again: "Go the way you want to go, I won't interfere with you anymore." ”
I stared at her, I didn't expect her to give me freedom so easily. Before, she promised in front of her grandmother: said that I would definitely marry Jin Qiu, I almost thought she was serious.
Now that she thinks about it, she just didn't want to disappoint her grandmother at that critical juncture...... Actually, what right does she have to ask me to marry Jin Qiu? She has long been ******** in my life.
After a period of silence, I finally replied, "Thank you for the freedom you have given me...... There's nothing else to say, so let's break it out here. ”
Yang Jin was speechless...... I was ready to leave. This time, I have to go very decisively, because after saying goodbye here, there will be a new life waiting for me, I can go to the ends of the earth, I can stay where I like, but I don't have to worry about anyone......
Just when I was about to take a step, I looked back at Yang Jin again, and then said to her: "Some time ago, I got a business loan of 2 million from Jin Qiu, and I estimate that this money has more or less something to do with you...... Originally, I was going to pay you back the money with the house that my family compensated, but now I have changed my mind...... I hope you can give me a little more time, and I will definitely find a way to return it to you. ”
Yang Jin still didn't say much, she just nodded, and I didn't look back, I walked out of the cemetery before everyone else. But that doesn't mean I don't miss my grandmother as much as anyone else...... I just felt like I should cheer myself up, instead of staying there crying and tearing my wounds open to the people who didn't care too much.
From this moment on, I want to make a brand new river bridge...... I will love persistently, and I will hate it clearly...... I still have to make a lot of money, and I can enjoy it while paying it back......
So, it's time for me to embrace Shanghai, a city that hovers on the edge of the strange and the familiar.
However, before leaving, I still have to see a person, who is the only one I can't let go of in Nanjing, and I have always remembered him during this time.
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