Text_Chapter 1231 Tang Ning's Monograph: Asking for a Hug
Faced with Xiao Rui'er taking the initiative to ask for a hug, Long Feiye didn't react for a while, and was even a little at a loss.
This is the first time since the birth of my son!
This...... It is also the expectation that he has always hidden deep in his heart, even Han Yunxi may not be able to understand it all.
He has never been held by his father, and since he can remember, he has been hugged by his mother only a handful, and even if he did, he just hugged him and patted him on the shoulder.
Perhaps, he was born destined to be an unloved child, a child who must grow up early, but this does not prevent him from hugging Rui'er and loving Rui'er.
It is precisely because of the experience that I have learned more about the desire of children, and I have never looked forward to giving.
Xiao Rui'er saw that his father was not moving, he cried even louder, he grabbed his father's robe, stepped on his calves, and rubbed his father hard.
Finally, Long Feiye came to his senses, and picked up Rui'er and hugged him tightly in his arms, eager to rub it into his flesh and blood.
This...... How much love you love?
"Daddy's here! Unafraid! ”
"Good ...... Daddy's here! ”
……
In the dark night, no one noticed that Long Feiye's eyes were filled with tears.
Xiao Ruier really didn't cry anymore, unlike before, as soon as she was held in his arms, she cried in horror.
Xiao Rui'er's little hand tightly circled Daddy's neck, he lowered his head, and his little head drilled hard into Daddy's chest.
Gu Qishao watched from the sidelines, not knowing what to say.
I only sighed secretly, after all, it was someone else's own son!
Xiao Rui'er stopped crying, but after a while, Long Feiye sensitively noticed that Xiao Rui'er was trembling and was very scared.
Although Long Feiye wanted to hug Rui'er for a while more and wanted Rui'er to rely on him for a while, he was rational to Rui'er and cruel to himself.
He immediately pulled Rui'er out of his arms, and Rui'er also looked up, and he saw Rui'er biting her lip tightly with a look of horror.
At this time, Gu Qishao also noticed something unusual.
How so?
"Rui'er, what's wrong with you? You tell Daddy, you talk to Daddy, don't be afraid. Long Feiye asked seriously.
Rui'er looked at him, didn't speak for a long time, her eyes were teary, her consciousness was confused, and she was not fully awake.
"Well, you tell Daddy, why? What are you afraid of? Long Feiye asked again.
Rui'er trembled even more, and that expression was like a fear that people can't do. Seeing Long Feiye's heart throbbing.
Long Feiye was still patient, and asked seriously, "Rui'er, are you afraid of your father?" You tell Daddy, yes, or no? ”
Xiao Rui'er still only bit his lip and didn't speak, but he shook his head almost without hesitation.
Long Feiye asked Rui'er like this once, and Rui'er shook her head every time.
Whether he was awake during the day, or when he woke up at night, dazed and crying, he shook his head.
However, his most instinctive reaction was obviously fear!
"And what are you afraid of?" Long Feiye was so anxious that he forgot that Rui'er was not completely awake at this moment.
It's been a night.
The child is unconscious, and he will not remember when he wakes up tomorrow.
Rui'er was silent, he stared at his father, his tearful eyes were full of innocence and timidity, but if he reached out again, he hugged his father's neck tightly, and it seemed that he would never let go.
Long Feiye knew that he should push Xiao Rui'er away, but he didn't hold back after all. He also hugged Rui'er for a while, and protected Rui'er in his arms with his big hand, the sky fell, and he could hold it for Rui'er forever.
When Rui'er is sober, let him cry and be frightened, which is an instinctive reaction.
However, in such a night of trouble, without clear consciousness, all reactions are also the most real and instinctive reactions!
It turned out that Rui'er wanted him to hug her!
When Rui'er was sober, how much did she endure because of that inexplicable fear?
Just like back then, looking at the cold and ruthless mother concubine, the only closest relative, how much did he endure?
That feeling of forbearance is like boiling. Stay up until you grow up, and stay up until you don't lose that craving.
However, back then, he never thought that before he grew up, his father and mother would leave, forever.
The person who stayed only recognized him as the crown prince of Eastern Qin, only as a person who would not be sad or missed, and put all the responsibilities of his father and mother on his shoulders!
From that time on, he lived alone, coldly, because he only had subordinates, no family, no relatives!
Long Feiye hadn't remembered those things back then for more than ten years. He buried his head in Rui'er's shoulder and imprinted a heavy kiss on Rui'er's body.
He swore in a low voice, "Xuanyuan Rui, don't be afraid!" Daddy won't leave, Daddy will always wait for you, and you'll not be afraid of Daddy. ”
After he said that, he resolutely pulled away Xiao Rui'er's hand and handed Xiao Rui'er to Mama Zhao, who had just arrived.
Although Xiao Rui'er hugged him tightly, she trembled very much, and there must be a reason for this. If little Rui'er is scared any longer, he doesn't know what will happen.
He can only be ruthless!
Mama Zhao hugged Xiao Rui'er, but who knew that Xiao Rui'er was still crying.
Mama Zhao was a little at a loss, and the little master wanted her at night in addition to her father.
In fact, Mama Zhao had been guarding the little master just now, just to prevent the little master from making a fuss when he woke up and saw Gu Qishao. She just had something to do and walked away.
"Little master, look at the old slave, it's Mama! Look! ”
"Little master, wake up, it's dawn, it's time to wake up."
Mama Zhao coaxed while signaling Xu Donglin to bring the lantern closer and shine it on the little master's face.
The child who is noisy at night can't be appeased, but can only make him sober.
Helpless, Xiao Ruier still cried. Just like Gu Qishao was in his arms, crying and struggling hard.
Xiao Rui'er's strength is so great, Mama Zhao can't hold it when she stands, and if she is not careful, she will let Xiao Ruier slip down.
As soon as Xiao Rui'er slipped down, she turned around and pounced on Long Feiye, desperately saving his legs, crying and begging, "Daddy, daddy...... Daddy hugging ......"
At this scene, Mama Zhao was in tears, Xu Dong didn't dare to look at it when he said goodbye, and secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
The more Gu Qishao looked at it, the more distressed he became, and the more he looked at it, the more confused he became.
He urged angrily, "Long Feiye, what are you doing?" If you don't hug it, Lao Tzu will rob people! ”
Gu Qishao couldn't wait to rush over and protect Xiao Rui'er into his arms.
Long Feiye looked down on his son, kept rubbing his little head, and finally sighed lightly.
He didn't make a sound, picked up Xiao Rui'er, stepped on the light gong, and flew quickly in the direction of the Narcissus Courtyard.
Xiao Ruier didn't cry all the way, but the trembling never stopped.
Long Feiye knew very well that after this time, he would not hold Rui'er again, unless Rui'er was no longer afraid of him.
He especially had a long way to get to the Narcissus.
But what's the use of a long road?
His speed was very fast, and after a while he arrived at the Narcissus Courtyard and carried Xiao Rui'er to the warm tea room.
Xiao Rui'er seemed to be asleep, not crying or making trouble, and trembling in his arms all the time.
Long Feiye has only been around for now, and his tightly locked brows have never been loosened.
He put Rui'er on the bed, Xiao Rui'er smelled the familiar breath, as soon as she saw her mother, she whispered and crawled to her mother's side, and found a place to lie next to her mother, pouted her little buttocks, put her face on the quilt, and quieted down.
As if sad and aggrieved, after being quiet for a while, he sniffled again, whined a few times, and fell asleep from complete silence.
At this moment, Rui'er has no temper during the day, she is cold, like a clingy little fart.
Long Feiye stood aside and watched, looking at Rui'er's pure sleeping face like a lotus, and Han Yunxi's sleeping appearance, obviously sad and helpless, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but glow with a shallow arc, it was warmth and happiness.
Many times, suffering is only due to loneliness.
If you have loved ones, if you have loved ones, no matter how hard and difficult things are, you won't feel bitter and difficult, right?
Long Feiye found a blanket and carefully covered it for Rui'er. He sat down next to Rui'er and Han Yunxi, leaning on a high pillow.
The sleeping faces of this mother and son, Long Feiye never gets tired of seeing them. Looking at it, he fell into deep thought.
Originally, seeing that Xiao Rui'er was normal in all aspects, he and Han Yunxi planned to wait for another year and a half, maybe Xiao Rui'er would be able to tell the reason when she grew up.
But tonight, looking at such a helpless son, his heart felt as if it was torn apart, and it hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
Gu Beiyue once said that this may have something to do with the murderous aura in his body, the more powerful the internal strength, the heavier the murderous aura, children are the most sensitive, and Rui'er may be too sensitive.
Perhaps, he has to go to the Tianshan Mountain, or he has to find a way to meet Han Chen, Han Chen may know more about the power of devouring emotions than his master.
On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, Long Feiye leaned on his wife and children like this, and fell asleep unconsciously.
Tang Li is also guarding his wife and daughter, and he is sleeping peacefully.
The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and the No. 7 Tea House was silent, except for the howling of the north wind.
Gu Qishao had already returned to Xihe Courtyard, and at this time, he was soaking in the tea pool. He leaned against the shore, tilted his head, and placed his arms on the shore with a big grin.
Soup and chest, his body has recovered for more than a year, his chest muscles are distinct, his shoulders and back are refined, and he is so sexy that he is unbelievable.
He closed his eyes and let the snowflakes fall on his face and shoulders, and before the snowflakes covered his entire face, he chuckled, "Another year...... The first year has passed, hehe! ”
It's another year, and he can be even older.
Year 1...... He regained his first year of life.
In the future, there will be many, many more years.
No. 7 Tea House returned to the silence of the night, and at this moment, Gu Beiyue had just returned to her residence.
After the founding of the People's Republic of China, Gu Beiyue was the busiest of the Manchu Dynasty's civil and military affairs, and thanks to the busyness of these months, he could be free for the next period of time.
After all, the prince is still too young to be considered sensible, and there is not much to be taught, and the Tai Hospital has also been rebuilt, and all positions are properly arranged.
As for the matter of bringing the medical city and the medicine city under the same jurisdiction of the Tai Hospital, after all, it is a major matter, and he is still preparing.
On the grounds that Qin Min was not in good health and wanted to avoid the cold, he took leave with Long Feiye and took Qin Min south.