Chapter Thirty-Four: Distance, Return

Everyone has the right to choose their life, no one is a fixed model and is willing to live for others all their lives, and it cannot be said that people who live for themselves are selfish people.

Maybe her parents are in trouble, and she should listen to their explanations, instead of blindly believing what she sees and accepting this single-minded message.

And after listening to what Yan Ran said, he was silent for a long time, and also expressed his thoughts: "Yan Ran, maybe what you said is right, but only those who have experienced it have that feeling, you can't empathize, I can't accept all this, at least, I can't accept all this now, I think I need time." ”

"They'll give you time, and I'll be there for you all the time."

"Of course, your embrace is very warm and down-to-earth, but I have to face it alone in this matter after all."

"What do you mean..."

"I want to go back, let me calm down, you don't have to contact me recently, I know you're busy, when I figure it out and I'm willing to listen to their explanation, I'll come back, okay."

"I'll wait for you."

With the trauma of being deceived, with the warm embrace, and with a promise, Qianyan returned to the city where he worked.

However, while time is the best medicine for healing, it is also the best way to dilute feelings.

In this matter, it is not wrong for Qian Yan to choose to use time to heal, but while healing himself, he also dilutes the feelings of the two people.

They thought that with the relationship between two people for more than ten years, it would not affect the long-distance relationship for two years at all.

But they are wrong, distance can not only produce beauty, but also distance.

They obviously overestimate their love, in fact, like everyone else, although they love each other, it is difficult to cross the distance brought by time.

Since there is a seven-hour time difference in the area where the two people are located, the time for work and rest is not on the same channel.

When you miss the other person, you want to pick up your phone and make a call to the other person, but you give up considering that the other person is now working or resting.

When I was tired, I wanted to pick up my mobile phone to tell the other party, but I was afraid that the other party would worry about me on the other side, so the phone I picked up was gently put down again.

When I contacted you, you weren't there, and when you contacted me, I didn't answer.

Occasionally, I sent a WeChat email or something like that, but for various reasons, I either lost it or received a reply after a long time.

Over time, each other gave themselves and each other a reasonable reason to stop contacting each other under the pretext that they were busy with work.

Qianyan, who was far away in Italy, received a transoceanic package one day, and when he opened it, it was actually a wedding photo taken before they left.

Qian Yan looked at the happiest self and Yu Ran who were smiling page after page, and was moved to tears before suddenly remembering that the two had not been in touch for several months.

Qian Yan flipped out his mobile phone and dialed the familiar number in his memory that he hadn't dialed for a long time.

I thought about the phone on the other end for a long time, but in the end no one answered, and I still called again and again with faith, but I never heard the voice I wanted to hear the most.

When he was in doubt, he dialed Tong Kai's phone. Tong Kai told her that she was in a meeting, and it was inconvenient to answer now, so she gave up the idea of calling.

But since that time, no matter when Qianyan called Yuran, no one answered, and Tong Kai said as always, he was at work.

But how can it be so coincidental, every time she calls, she is busy, even if she calculates the right time to call at the usual rest time or at night, and gets the same answer: the call you made is temporarily unreachable.

There are only two final auditions left until the end of the show, and there are less than three months left before the two-year contract was set at that time.

At the end of the fashion selection of the style show, he chose to withdraw and returned to Shanghai.

It's not that she doesn't want to work hard to finish it to the end, but the more she gets to this time, the more her heart begins to be uneasy.

The wedding photos that should have been made earlier were mailed to me more than a year later, and the phone call could not be reached at this time for no reason, so I have reason to believe that all this is not just a simple coincidence.

Therefore, at this time, Qian Yan gave up her job and chose to return to China early, she always felt that something had happened, and this matter must be related to Ran.

When Qianyan came back, he realized that he was still late, because he had already stepped on the plane to the United States.

Everyone originally kept it a secret, but they didn't want her to fly back from Italy silently, knowing that they couldn't hide it, so they told Qianyan the cause and effect of the incident.

His current mother is not his biological mother, and his real mother divorced his father and went to the United States when he was young.

Qian Yan also knew about this matter, I remember the first time I was taken to his house for dinner, I felt that his mother's attitude towards him seemed to be different from when he was a child, and at that time he told himself that his own mother went to the United States, and the current mother turned out to be his father's secretary.

What she didn't know was that her own mother found her shortly after she went to Italy, told him that she had mid-stage stomach cancer, and hoped that he could go to the United States with her to help her take his younger brother to manage the company with him.

His younger brother is the child of his mother's remarriage with an American after divorcing his father, and he is in a half-relationship. And when his parents divorced, he was already in elementary school, so apparently his younger brother is still a teenager.

His mother now has stomach cancer, the company has no one to take care of her, and his youngest son is too young, so it is reasonable to choose to come back at this time and ask her to help her.

But what makes me puzzled is why I chose to say goodbye, and why did I choose to hide myself?

Or did you leave abruptly because you were tired of waiting like this and didn't want to continue?

If it weren't for this, it would be difficult for Qianyan to find other reasons to convince her of failure, and it was not until this moment that she realized that maybe the problem between the two of them had already appeared, but no one realized it.

And the abrupt departure was the last straw that crushed the camel, and it also meant that the relationship between the two came to an end quietly and plainly.

Qianyan suddenly understood, but she didn't have time to wake up to herself, so she locked herself in her room for three whole days, didn't say anything, didn't do anything, just sat on the bed and looked out the window at the stone road downstairs.

That's where she stands every time she comes to pick her up on a date, and now she knows why she stands there waiting for her every time, because that's where she can see downstairs from the window of her room.

Suddenly he had left, Puya was nowhere to be found, and now even Qianyan was muddled and lifeless all day long.