201.Chapter 201: The Past
Long Zhan, who had completely calmed down, regained his previous straight face, but Ling Fei still saw some other feelings in his eyes, after getting the guarantee of Long Zhan's life, Ling Fei's feelings for the two of them were steady, but he was a little worried about Long Zhan's state in his heart. γγ
This is the second time she has seen Long Zhan out of control, the first time was in Lan Yi's cave, Lan Yi mentioned Long Zhan's mother at that time, and then Long Zhan exploded on the spot at that time, this time it should be due to his uneasiness about himself, although there is no connection on the surface, but Ling Fei just feels similar to the cause last time.
Thinking of the bloody lesson just now, Ling Fei didn't think about it alone this time, but looked at Long Zhan and asked softly: "I will communicate with you about anything in the future, and I will no longer be bored in my heart, in the same way, I also care about the reason why you are so excited, of course, if you don't want to, you can not tell me for the time being, and wait slowly for γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ» later."
"The person I hate the most is not Lan Yi, but the woman who gave birth to me." Long Zhan, who had been silent and silent, suddenly spoke: "That woman is a slave that my father exchanged for food from other tribes, and many times I wanted to sneak back, but every time I was caught, even then my father was still good to her, and would rather not have enough to eat than give her food, and then she gave birth to me, and my father was very happy." β
Hearing Long Zhan talk about his mother's affairs in such a tone, Ling Fei's heart jumped violently, and he unconsciously grabbed Long Zhan's hand, as if he wanted to transfer his strength to him, he shook it vigorously, Long Zhan looked up at Ling Fei for a while, his face was better than just now, and continued: "I don't remember very well when I was a child, one year the tribe was very short of food, I was sick at the time, my father left the tribe in order to find food for me, Lan Yi offered to send sacrifices to Hushan, and then the woman pushed me out, I still remember the way she looked at me at that time, as if she was looking at something dirty, and I was also fated to be raised by snow wolves on Tiger Mountain. β
Ling Fei's eyes widened in astonishment, so Long Zhan was not given up by Lan Yi but abandoned by his mother, although she heard this with her own ears, she didn't believe that there would be a mother in the world who wanted her child to die, her expression was very exaggerated, Long Zhan looked at it and said self-deprecatingly: "After returning to the tribe, I also knew some things back then, she always wanted to go back to the original tribe, because there were people she thought of in her heart, she was with my father just to live, and my birth was also an accident, When she saw me, it was like seeing the evidence of her betrayal of her heart, so she wanted me to die quickly, and my father almost went crazy when he came back to find that I was gone, and I heard that he went to look for me several times but didn't find it, and then let her go back to her tribe by herself, although my father didn't mention the events of the year after coming back, but I understood that I hated herγ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»"
The voice behind Long Zhan became lower and lower, Ling Fei felt extremely uncomfortable when he heard it, half-kneeling and holding his head, the pain of being abandoned by his own mother must have been more than what he had suffered for so many years, so although he looked cold on the surface, he was actually uneasy in his heart, his previous attitude touched the uneasiness in his heart, so he suddenly went crazy, thinking that Long Zhan, who was still sick at the beginning, was abandoned in the wilderness infested with wild beasts, Ling Fei couldn't help but be afraid, if it wasn't for Long Zhan's luck, Maybe she and Long Zhan won't be able to see each other again.
The wind whistling outside swept the snow wildly on the ground, and in the vastness, Long Zhan was like a wounded beast, Ling Fei desperately wanted to give him warmth, hoping that he could dispel the haze in his heart.
I don't know how long it took, Ling Fei felt that the arm holding Long Zhan was a little stiff, but the Long Zhan in his arms didn't make any movement, Ling Fei quietly looked over from the side, Long Zhan's eyes were closed, as if he was asleep, looking at the carved cold face and the frowning eyebrows even if he was asleep, Ling Fei sighed in her heart, the Long Zhan she had seen before was too powerful, so strong that she thought she could do anything Cheng DΓΉ, she thought he was strong and no one could urge, Now that she knows that he also has weaknesses, it feels more real, looking at him, Ling Fei also had the idea of wanting to protect Long Zhan in her heart, maybe the scars left back then were too strict, she hoped that she could heal the wounds in his heart a little bit.
His eyes looked at Long Zhan's face for a moment, Ling Fei suddenly found that he rarely seemed to see Long Zhan when he was sleeping, no matter when he opened his eyes, he could see Long Zhan in a state of preparation, he really hadn't seen these quiet, even when he was injured and kept vigil before, he accidentally fell asleep, and when he woke up, he came back with the prey, Ling Fei, who realized this, felt that he was really scummy, he had been relying on Long Zhan 100% before, and from now on, she would have to share it for Long Zhan.
Ling Fei, who made up her mind, regarded herself as a warm pillar motionlessly, and let Long Zhan sleep peacefully on his own, there were a few snow wolves standing at the entrance of the snow cave, looking inside, it should have been attracted by the movement just now, Ling Fei was afraid that making a sound or doing something would wake up Long Zhan, so she winked at those snow wolves, but she didn't expect those snow wolves to seem to understand what she meant and left the mouth of the cave.
At this time, the two arms were numb and unconscious, Ling Fei maintained a half-kneeling posture and remained motionless, looking at the head buried in his chest, his heart was soft, this feeling was very subtle, just thinking about him, he felt very solid and sweet in his heart, looking at it, Ling Fei's mouth pulled a smirk.
Grandma, you don't have to worry about it anymore, although I don't know how I got to this strange place, but now I have someone I can rely on, so I won't live alone in the future, so don't worry, your old man, Ling Fei thought in her heart, in her previous life, her grandmother had always been afraid that she would be alone after she died, but now she doesn't have to worry at all, she has Sister Ling Ya and Long Zhan, as well as those people in the big cave, and she doesn't feel lonely and lonely at all.
Ling Fei, who was immersed in her own world, didn't notice that the eyes of the person in her arms moved, and when she opened it, she was stunned to see the smile on her mouth, and closed her eyes again.
The thick clouds in the sky slowly faded, a gust of wind hung by, and the golden sunlight broke through the clouds and threw light and temperature into the snow-covered earth, wisps of warm light shone on his face, and Ling Fei opened his eyes under the stimulation of the long-lost feeling.