Chapter 1040: Don't want to deceive yourself anymore

Zhu Qianyu raised his head suddenly, glanced at him, and hurriedly looked away, his mouth moved, and said, "Ji Huan, I have a boyfriend." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info [Fengyun Novel Reading]"

Ji Huan's heart, which was originally a soldering iron that was roasted into a high temperature by enthusiasm, was poured down by her basin of cold water, and it sounded "sizzling", and Ji Huan even saw the soaring water vapor faint and drift away in front of him.

Ji Huan felt as if he was in the center of water vapor, inside, as if he had been pulled out of all the air in a vacuum hood, his heart was throbbing and suffocating due to poor breathing, and his brain was blank due to lack of oxygen.

Zhu Qianyu had made a big determination to finally say the words, but after the words came out, she saw that he suddenly froze on the spot as if he had suddenly been enchanted, and her heart tightened, "Ji Huan?!" ā€

Ji Huan, who was abnormal in front of him, made Zhu Qianyu even have the intention of retracting what he said just now, "Ji Huan, actually, I ......"

Zhu Qianyu's voice, like a giant hand stretched out from the darkness, suddenly pulled Ji Huan back to reality, although the suffocation in his chest was still there, he was finally able to breathe normally.

The brain was immediately back in operation.

"Xiaoyu, don't say anything, I understand!" Ji Huan interrupted Zhu Qianyu's words.

Zhu Qianyu, who was interrupted, stared at Ji Huan tightly, his mouth, but he no longer had the courage to open it.

It wasn't until she said the words of rejection that she realized that she cared about him more than she thought.

It wasn't until this moment that she really saw her heart.

But even if you find it, even if you see it clearly, so what?

"Xiaoyu, I understand!" Ji Huan, who had returned to normal, saw that she didn't speak, and pulled out a smile to comfort her.

She looked painfully at Ji Huan, who was pulling the corners of her lips to reveal a smile in front of her, and shouted loudly in her heart.

No! You don't understand!

You're so good, so good that even though I know it's impossible for you to be with me, my eyes are still unconsciously attracted to you!

You are so gentle, so gentle that even though I know that your gentleness will never belong to me alone, my heart still can't suppress this desire for exclusivity.

……

Ji Huan didn't know what she was entangled and painful in her heart, but he could see the suppressed pain in her eyes.

At this time, he had regained his sanity and normal analytical power.

She doesn't have a boyfriend, he can be sure of that!

This affirmation did not stem from the news that I inquired about at the beginning.

Rather, it stems from the understanding he has developed with her during this time, and he is very sure.

He just couldn't figure out why she lied to him and said she had a boyfriend.

It was clear that she had understood his special heart for her.

said that he had a boyfriend, in order to interrupt his special thoughts.

It's just that since she doesn't have a boyfriend, why should she reject him so resolutely?

Is it because there is no favor?

But Ji Huan does not agree with this.

She is a relatively easy to understand girl, and most of her emotions, even if they are not expressed on her face, can be felt from many of her small movements.

Therefore, she has a good impression of herself, and Ji Huan has always been very confident.

Is it because her family environment makes her lose confidence in her relationship?

After a little contact with her father's romantic deeds, Ji Huan felt more and more that she would reject herself, precisely because her father's affairs made her disheartened with men, even if she had a good impression of him at the moment, she still couldn't fully trust him and believe in him.

Ji Huan, who thought he understood the reason, secretly exhaled.

It turned out that I was still too anxious.

For a girl from a special family environment like her, it is not easy to accept a man wholeheartedly.

"Xiaoyu, you don't have to blame yourself...... It's me who is too anxious! ā€

Ji Huan comforted her, but while appeasing, he had no intention of retreating.

He admits to being impatient, indirectly, and shows his heart.

Zhu Qianyu looked at the man in front of him who was obviously rejected by himself, but turned upside down to comfort him.

The pain in my heart became more and more painful.

There is a pain that you know is what is right in front of you and what you want the most, but his ownership belongs to another person completely before you arrive.

"Ji Huan, I'm sorry ......"

I'm sorry, knowing that we can't, I indulge myself in your wanton pampering.

I'm sorry, knowing that you already belong, I still covet this short but precious tenderness.

……

Ji Huan has known Zhu Qianyu for so long, and it is the first time he has seen her so painful.

Even though she was still worried about her sister a few days ago and just now, those can only be regarded as depressed and troubled at best.

But at this moment, her originally clear eyes were covered with a layer of haze, and the dark and dim light of her eyes showed the despair and sadness in her heart.

"Fool, I'm sorry for what to tell me."

Ji Huan's hand stretched out, originally, he wanted to touch her eyes and comfort her.

But realizing that he had just been rejected, his hand turned slightly, rested on the top of her hair, and rubbed it vigorously a few times, until his crisp short hair was messy.

Like, his heart now.

He always felt that he was very strong and very strong.

But at this moment, even though he knew that she had to reject him for some reason, his heart was still very messy.

"You sit, I'll go and let people settle the bill, by the way, pack these rice porridge back and make you supper, there is a microwave oven in the dormitory, eat it when it's hot."

Ji Huan said as he stood up and walked towards the door.

When he encounters tricky things, he usually takes a break away from himself, calms down, and carefully analyzes and sorts out. Wait until you have a clear idea and then make a comeback.

That's what we're looking for.

"Hmm...... There is a microwave. Zhu Qianyu was still in pain in his heart, and his answer was a slight nasal tone.

Ji Huan called the waiter, settled the account, and ordered someone to put the rice porridge in two large plastic bowls.

Zhu Qianyu sat silently on the side, watching him command the waiter to do this and that, his eyes were glued to his body for a long time and could not be removed.

Originally, she could, as before, deliberately deceive herself and deceive him, and enjoy his thoughtfulness and gentleness as much as possible.

But she didn't want to deceive herself anymore.

Because, she was afraid.

If she indulges herself like this, in the end, she will forget that he actually belongs to another woman, to those two lively and lovely dragon and phoenix fetuses.

Even, she was afraid of herself, in the end, even if she knew that he belonged to another woman, she would still rush into his arms desperately!

Ji Huan drove her out of the Cantonese restaurant, and halfway through, he parked the car on the side of the road, bought a few breads at the roadside bakery, and then got into the car and stuffed the bread into her arms.

"It's not enough to eat porridge alone, remember to eat two pieces of bread together."