That kind of gaze shocked Yi Xiaoshi, and she involuntarily took a step back.

Qin Mobai continued as if he hadn't noticed, "I never found out that whipping people can hurt so much, so painful that I knelt in front of her and begged her not to beat me, I told him that I was in pain and was about to die, but she seemed to be deaf, and she didn't fall to the ground until her strength was exhausted." Drinking and smoking, she was ...... at that time What a madman. Three years passed like that, and then because one of her guests was the target of Huangyue's hunting, she happened to meet Huangyue's old leader. ”

His smile was even bigger, and even with a bit of a bright taste, "That old man looks really obscene......

Yi Xiaoshi's heart was shocked, and she saw that his face suddenly darkened, "I thought that I was finally free, my mother no longer had to go crazy because of her livelihood, and I didn't have to endure the whip feast staged every day, but as a result, it was just the beginning of falling into another hell!" He took two steps closer to Yi Xiaoshi, "But I'm still quite happy, because no matter how inhuman torture is, at least they are not given by my biological mother." ”

Yi Xiaoshi involuntarily retreated, "Don't say it again"

"Why can't you say that? Don't you blame me for not suing you for my past? I'm telling you right now, I'm letting you know about me? I'm communicating with you from the bottom of my heart, haven't you noticed? Or do you not want to communicate with me at all, do you also think that I am dirty and humble, that I should not have come to this world at all? He suddenly reached out and pinched Yi Xiaoshi's chin and hooked it upward, "The illegitimate child who is pregnant before marriage is the sorrow of being used by his mother as a tool for venting and revenge, do you understand?" When I was a child, I didn't want much, as long as my mother smiled, complimented, and hugged, but unfortunately she never gave it. Later, I felt that I was too demanding, she was my mother, and her life was given by her, and it was her right to treat me no matter how she did it. I didn't expect that much, and sure enough, life was much better. For me, any warmth and affection is a luxury, and I don't need it. I figured that I would be fine if I just found myself still breathing in the new day. Then, I lived like this for nearly thirty years, and I made it to the first place in the imperial month. ”

His fingers tightened, and he slowly approached Yi Xiaoshi, as if he wanted to see what made Yi Xiaoshi different, "But, why did I meet you?" The moment I met you, it was as if I saw a beam of light in the darkness and coldness, which pierced my eyes and made my eyes hurt, and I wanted to open my eyes to see clearly but couldn't. How can you see the light clearly when you are accustomed to the darkness? What makes me even more incredible is that I am so eager to catch that ray of light, so eager to keep it. Because as long as I see it, I feel happy, when I see her, I feel that my heart is still beating in the cold cavity, and when I see her, I can feel that I am still alive......"

His thumb moved slowly, his fingers rubbing against her chin, "I wish I had her in my hands and pressed against my chest." But then I realized that she didn't need me at all, or should I say she rejected me. I was very disappointed and sad, but I thought, it doesn't matter, I can wait, wait for the opportunity for her to see me, finally wait for the opportunity, my living space seems to suddenly change from a dark and cold hell to a sunny paradise full of flowers, no matter how tired and hard I am every day, I always have to rush back to see my angel, my cherished heart and soul baby. But suddenly one day, she was going to leave me, you say, how do I accept it, how do I let go? ”

People will become greedy, once they touch the warmth, how can they be willing to let go?

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