The pain lasted from one autumn to the following spring, and I thought I would recover with the flowers and plants on Tulip Road, but I still can't extricate myself from that pain.

I always dream of those childhoods with no burdens, only two little guesses. My childhood was half gray and half colorful, and Chen Yi shuttled through these colors, carrying my schoolbag to school with me, and accompanying me through the old alleys, like a pair of golden boys and girls......

However, every morning I woke up at dawn, I was not sure if I really loved her. Or, I am a person who can be divided, half in love with Xiao Ai who let me have a family, and half in love with Chen Yi throughout my childhood and adolescence.

Or, who to love and who not to love is not the most important, the important thing is that there are two women who have supported my whole life, and it is precisely because of their existence that I dare to face the mirror in the dark night to confirm that I am still Jiangqiao.

……

On that day, God was cruel on the one hand and merciful on the other, and at the moment when Chen Yi jumped down, Zhao Mu grabbed her, and then was pulled up by Xiao Ai and me.

I still don't know why Zhao Mu had such a change at that critical moment, but he did give Chen Yi a new life.

After this incident, Zhao Mu, Li Zishan, and Zeng Hongfan were all sentenced to fixed-term imprisonment ranging from five to ten years...... Chen Yi went insane because of excessive fright, and a month later, he was taken to Japan by Qiu Zi'an for treatment.

In the past six months, I met Yu Xin once, and she told me that she had quit her job at the entertainment group to concentrate on running a bar, and in the process, she met a bar singer, conceived a child for him, and was preparing to get married in the fall of this year. Although she broke the promise she made to me that she would wait for Zhao Mu, I didn't blame her for this, I think she has the right to choose her own happiness. After all, no one can say what love is, and whether it is worth vows!

……

Another week later, at dusk, I was packing my belongings in my own room, and I would be on a plane to the United States in five hours, and the purpose of my trip was to accompany Xiao Ai, who would give birth to our child in less than a month......

It's the only thing I've been looking forward to and delighting all this time...... And the pain of this thing, there will always be a day when it will be diluted by time.

In the process of sorting out, I found a very old phone, and I can't remember exactly what year I used it. Out of nostalgia for the past, I found the matching charger and charged my phone.

I sat on the edge of my bed, smoking a cigarette and browsing the contents of my phone. Moments later, I found a voice clip in a voice memo that I never cared about.

I squinted my eyes and gently clicked on the audio...... The audio is quiet at first, but gradually there is a sound of snoring...... I know I must have been snoring, and someone else had recorded this audio.

Towards the end, I suddenly heard Chen Yi's voice: "You fool, why do you have to block so much wine for me if you can't drink...... I don't care what they think of me, I only care about you, the pig...... Pig, I love you...... It doesn't matter how much you drink in the future and what you get drunk...... You must remember to marry me, you know? ”

Tears blurred my eyes, and memories came flooding back in my mind...... All of this happened after a class reunion after Chen Yi graduated from university. That day, I drank a lot of wine for Chen Yi, and I didn't just want to block the wine for her, I wanted to vent even more, because I felt that I was becoming less and less worthy of her......

if

If time could be reclocked, and I found this audio that night, would it have happened later?

Who can tell?

After all, we are just a grain of sand in the river of life, and when the wind and waves are big, we can't help it. No wonder, we always say that there is no perfect person and no perfect life!

Therefore, whether it is Xiao Ai or Chen Yi, they are all a diamond with flaws in my life, and for them, I am the same, never perfect.

……

Carrying a bag and dragging a suitcase, walking on the more and more prosperous tulip road in the afterglow of the sunset, life seems to become infinitely long......

And in this long life, I am just a rain that falls in the spring, wetting the old alleys and moistening my Miss Tulip!

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My name is Jiang Qiao, this is my story, the end and the beginning!

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(End of the play)

…… I'll admit that this is a very tiring book for me to write, and I dare not say that it is a good book. All I can say is, see you in the next book. Thank you for being with us all the way.

This time, I will take a long break to get back to my best, and I hope you will learn something from this book.

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