I stared at the convenience bag dangling in front of my eyes for a while, then opened it with my hand and asked her with a cold face, "Why did you compare me and Jiang Jiyou together?" Did you hear any rumors? ”

Yang Qu and I glanced at each other, but her expression did not change, she replied: "He is not my father, I don't want to listen to any rumors about him!" And don't you think anything about him is embarrassing for our family? ”

I didn't take my eyes off her, and I felt that she was actually a girl who could tell the difference between things. So, I nodded and asked, "Then what did you mean by that?" ”

"I just think he's really better than you, because he's responsible! I heard Sister Jin Qiu say that he was a great model when he was in the army, and he also saved Sister Jin Qiu and her father's life! …… Look at yourself again, and your sister is so calculating. In contrast, what kind of man. ”

I frowned and replied, "Do you know what happened after that?" ”

"I don't know, and I don't want to know...... My mother said that the grievances of the older generations, we as children must not participate in them, so that we can understand the general situation. ”

I don't doubt the authenticity of her words, and her understanding of Jiang Jiyou should only stay at Jin Qiu's words. At least, Yang Jin would not talk to her about Jiang Jiyou.

At this time, Yang Qu brought the topic back to the matter of whether to cook for her, and she said to me fearlessly: "Do you still want that guitar?" If you want, go back to cooking. ”

I glared at her, took the bag of food from her hand, and walked before her to my own lodgings.

She shouted behind me, "You're not tired after walking for half a day, let's take a taxi." ”

I replied neatly, "No money." ”

"I have money, I invite you......"

Listening to her voice, I felt as if I was entangled in a problem that I couldn't get rid of, and her appearance was more like a joke played by fate and me. I even had a hunch that if I didn't want to stay in Shanghai one day, it would be because she was too troublesome.

……

Back at the residence, Yang Qu was lying on the sofa like a Buddha watching TV and eating snacks, while I was busy in the kitchen until I made all the dishes she bought into finished products with all the colors and flavors, and then I unbuttoned my apron and walked out of the kitchen.

She shook off the potato chip residue that had fallen on her body, then looked at the table of dishes, and asked me with a defensive look, "Jiang Qiao, you didn't poison the food, did you?" …… I look at you in a horrible look. ”

"What's the poison?"

"One day of death, half a step with a smile or something."

I exhaled, restrained the impatience in my heart and replied, "Does it cost such a high price to kill someone like you?" ”

"Also, after all, you are poor and have only a few hundred yuan left, these are all miracle medicines that have been famous for a long time, and with your strength, you can't afford them at all."

After a few words with me, Yang Qu and I sat down on the other side of the table, then picked up the chopsticks, looked at the dishes on the table, and wanted to start, and finally picked up a piece of scrambled eggs with tomatoes and put it in my mouth.

I also took advantage of this time to pour myself a glass of beer, and after taking a sip, the tense nerves finally relaxed at this time. In my memory, it's been a long time since I've cooked so grandly, especially this home-cooked meal with fish and meat.

I raised my head and took another sip of beer, then took a bite of the salted peanuts. This simple act reminds me of the days when I lived alone in an old alley. My favorite thing is to sit in the yard in the summer evening, drink beer and eat saltwater peanuts.

This feeling makes me very comfortable.

Yang Qu's chopsticks have not been idle from tomatoes and eggs to sweet and sour pork ribs, she nodded to me while eating: "After eating the dishes you cooked, I absolutely believe that you have a strong ** life ability...... So people still have to have more contact, so that they can find the advantages of the other party, right? ”

"You don't have to be in such a hurry to put on a top hat for me, and don't have a fluke mentality and want to eat and drink with me for a long time...... If you want to know each other, hurry up and get the guitar away, how to take it, and how to return it. ”

Yang Qu looked at me with a superior gaze, and then replied indifferently: "Hmph, you have asked me, and you dare to talk to me in such a tone that drags into two hundred and eighty thousand?" …… You're the one you should know! ”

I had been accumulating anger for almost a day, and finally at this moment it reached the point where I could not restrain it, and there was another emotion that also stimulated me, I grabbed the edge of the plate closest to Yang Qu, and with a single force, it was lifted into the air, and the force was so great that when the plate first came into contact with the wall, it smashed into pieces. Immediately, the tomatoes and eggs in it scattered all over the ground, and even some soup fell on Yang Qu's head, which suddenly made her, who was defenseless, look extremely embarrassed......

The veins on my head were throbbing, and I yelled at her, "You're here on purpose, aren't you?" …… You have heard me clearly, you have to find someone who can serve you, the nanny market is a big choice, and I have no obligation to serve you...... And that guitar, you have to hand it in today, and you have to hand it in if you don't. ”

For the first time, Yang Qu looked at me with a look of fear, which just proved that she didn't realize how much she had done, let alone the weight of the guitar in my heart. I think that after going through so many things, I am already a relatively restrained person, even if she sells the guitar and deliberately cuts off contact with me, I am putting up with her, but at the moment I really can't bear it, because she is too willful, too difficult, too disrespectful.

I was afraid that I would act more aggressively, so I sat down on the couch and lit a cigarette to calm myself down. And Yang Qu kept looking at me with a hostile gaze, and he didn't even wipe the soup that fell on his hair. To my surprise, she didn't lose her temper with me, or even argue.

Her performance gradually made me realize that I might have done something very excessive.

I took a puff of my cigarette, finally softened my tone, and said to her, "Whether you think I've been a bastard or not, I've done it all...... If you are not convinced, or feel that you have been wronged, you can call your mother now, whether she is protecting you or not, I have no opinion. ”

Yang Qu took out a tissue from the table, then wiped the soup from her hair, and said to me: "Some, tell Mom, you can show the warmth between the family." But I won't tell my mother about such a thing, and I don't want to ruin the image of an older brother in my mind......"

As she spoke, her voice choked a little, and after a pause, she said to me, "Do you know how happy I was when I just ate those meals you cooked?" …… You certainly don't know, and if you knew, you wouldn't be so angry because of my few words...... Yes, your childhood deserves sympathy, but my childhood wasn't necessarily very happy...... I was brought up by a nanny since I was a child, and there was no one in the family all day long...... My biggest hope is to have a family member to eat with me, and it would be even better if they could cook me a meal...... Just today, I finally fulfilled a wish that seemed small to others, but enough for me and my friends to show off for half a day...... So, before eating, I posted a WeChat Moments update, so that all my friends can see the food you cooked for me...... But everything that seemed beautiful turned into a nightmare in the blink of an eye! ”

I felt a little guilty in my heart, but I was also suspicious of what she said, so I picked up my phone from the table, and then looked at her WeChat circle of friends, and found that there was indeed such a dynamic, in addition to the dinner I made in the photo, there was also a small text that seemed to be very sincere. "Thank you brother for making me a great dinner, and thank you for making me feel at home for the first time," she said...... Love you! ”

I put my phone back on the table and wiped my hands heavily across my face...... I realized that I might have gone too far, but she sold the guitar and played me for half a day, which really made me so angry that I lost my mind......

After a few moments, I finally lowered my voice and said to her, "I shouldn't have been so angry with you...... But that guitar was so important to me, so you made it difficult again and again, which made me lose my mind in that moment, and I can apologize to you...... But you have to tell me where the guitar is...... You take the money from the sale, and I can redeem it myself. ”

However, Yang Qu, who had always seemed to be calm, suddenly lost her mind at this time, and she also picked up a rice bowl in front of her, slammed it at me, and scolded in her mouth: "Jiang Qiao, you bastard with a negative EQ...... You go to the room to see it yourself, do you think that everyone is like you, selling other people's things, and still have a righteous and awe-inspiring face?! ”

I don't know if it was because of excitement or deliberate mercy, but that rice bowl didn't hit me at all, it just made the house even more messy...... And my heart seemed to be struck by electricity at this moment, and after only a moment of numbness, I became extremely awake.

I went into my bedroom...... Then I found the blue guitar in the back of a cabinet that made me think about this half day in the afternoon.

Yang Qu didn't really sell it. On the contrary, she took it to a piano shop for meticulous maintenance, because the original stained piano board had become very clean at this time, and it was obvious that the strings were disassembled and cleaned with special vegetable oil, so as to have such a good effect......

I really blamed her...... My face was a little hot, and I didn't know how to go out and face her...... It wasn't until the sound of the door closing outside the house that I walked back to the living room, and Yang Qu had already left...... The room was deserted.

I was stunned for a moment before I remembered to go and retrieve her. However, when I reached the elevator, she had already taken the elevator to leave...... I chased downstairs again, and there was no sign of her at all. After asking the security guard, I found out that she had left the place in a taxi five minutes ago.

At this moment, I am really annoyed, I shouldn't have looked at her with colored glasses just because she was born to Yang Jin and another man...... I shouldn't have taken the liberty of selling her bag so that she could have a sum of money to come and go freely in Shanghai......

Otherwise, she probably wouldn't have walked so cleanly.

But she was still angry with me after all, leaving only a house full of messes and some still steaming vegetables...... I regret it even more, if I had been able to restrain myself a little and communicate with her properly, maybe it wouldn't be the situation she is in when she tells the truth about the guitar.

I looked up and smiled wryly...... Perhaps, my emotional intelligence is really low, or maybe I have lived in an extraordinary guard, and I am afraid that I will encounter some uncontrollable injuries. So, I hurt people like that.

……

Late at night, I wasn't in the mood to eat anything more, so I just put the leftovers in the fridge that were barely touched, cleaned the house again, and finally lay in bed restless......

I know that the events that happened tonight are my best chance to get rid of Yang Qu's burden, because she left with such hatred and dissatisfaction, and she will definitely not come back to me...... However, my heart became more and more uneasy, I was worried that she would be sad and sad, and I also cared that she would see me as a scumbag because of this.

After a difficult psychological struggle, I finally got my mobile phone from the bedside, and then sent a WeChat message to Yang Qu: "What happened tonight, I did a little too much...... Come here for dinner tomorrow night, and I'll make you another table...... If you read this message, send me your favorite dish and I'll go to the supermarket in advance to buy it. ”

I knew that Yang Qu wouldn't go to bed so early, and it was impossible not to read WeChat, but after almost an hour, she still hadn't replied to my message, and the guilt in my heart was even heavier when I remembered her messy hair from the soup. So, just walked around the house in a distraught, and then looked at the phone over and over again, waiting for her reply.

After another moment, the phone suddenly vibrated on the cabinet next to me, and I walked over and picked it up...... only to find out that it was Yang Jin calling.

For the first time in my life, I felt weak in my life when I faced her phone call......

I closed my eyes and it took me a good twenty seconds to get on her call, but I didn't speak to her first. After a moment of silence, she asked me, "Didn't disturb your rest, did you?" ”

"No, I haven't slept yet...... Is there something wrong with you calling me? ”

"It's nothing special, just ask Yang Qu if he's with you...... I've called her three times from ten o'clock until now, and she hasn't answered...... I was afraid that she would be playful and go crazy at the bar again. ”

I'm a little speechless, and I don't know if I should tell her about the wrong thing about Yang Qu not long ago, if she really goes crazy in the bar, it will also be done by me, a halfway brother.

Thinking about it like this, my heart suddenly became apprehensive, because Shanghai is an unfamiliar city for her, so she has no way to call friends, and she will suffer a big loss if she goes to a complex consumption place like a bar......

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