He wanted to tell her that he had always had a girl with pigtails in his heart, named Wan Wan.

He wanted to stretch out his hand and tell him that his favorite Wanwan was called Shi Yi, and pick up the most beautiful scenery in his memory.

Eleven did not leave again, but chose to stay here, leaving the lingering attachment that Gu Jing had buried in his heart.

Gu Jing left, Eleven stayed, but Tong Kai chose to leave.

Before leaving, Tong Kai refused everyone's send-off. He said that it wasn't that we would never see each other again, don't make it look like life and death, this kind of thing is enough to experience Gu Jing once.

Tong Kai said that in this group of people, only he is the most unserious, and the most serious thing he has done in his life is to fall in love with a girl worthy of love.

Tong Kai said that Eleven chose to stay because he wanted to find the regrets he was missing in the place where Gu Jing lived, and he decided to leave in order to find that more beautiful scenery.

They used to be vigorous for the ignorance of their youth and the impulse of their youth, but with Gu Jing's departure, they have already gradually calmed their lives.

Gu Jing is gone, Tong Kai left, Qianyan married and went to other places, Pu Ya can't spare time every day due to his busy business, and his career is also in full swing, I can't remember how long everyone hasn't seen each other again, and occasionally three or two people get together for a small get-together, and they all leave in a hurry.

The laughter of the past has become a thing of the past, and when I was young, I looked forward to growing up, and I really became an adult with one hand covering the sky, but I miss the childish beginning.

I don't know if they will remember the past now, and if they have their own lives, whether they will still remember the most precious thing that was once regarded as the heaviest.

When you pick up the original intention of not forgetting, is it sad or relieved......

A few years later, when he came to the United States with his wife and children to visit his sick mother, he received a belated note from his mother.

There were very few words on the note, and it was written in a hurry, and there was no name left under the words, but I still recognized it at a glance as the handwriting of Qianyan.

Leave my back to you

You won't see the tears in the corners of my eyes

Maybe a long, long time later

It's a long way off

Even if you look back

What remains is my smile on you

This is written by Qian Yan when he came to the United States to find him, and his mother said that two years after he returned to China, the family was repainted, and when he was sorting out his things, this inconspicuous note fell out of the book.

At that time, she considered giving it to him, but at that time, she was about to get married. After thinking about it again, he still didn't dial his phone, but chose to remain silent.

He took the note his mother handed him and stared at it for a long, long, long...

It wasn't until his son tugged at his clothes with his little hand that he came back to his senses and picked up his son: "Let's go, let's see where mom is." ”

When I went back, I made the note into a bookmark and sandwiched it in a book I didn't read often.

And there is a bookmark in the book that he often flips:

I thought I was leaving

will give your sky more color

But I never thought of it

It's going to be a miss between us

If only I could turn around and see the tears in your eyes

Perhaps, we will still be us

Postscript:

How many two people who originally loved each other missed each other for various reasons, and how many two people who originally loved each other regretted their lives because they missed it.

Doesn't people who have a crush, unrequited love, or love each other but don't tell each other, don't you feel a little bitter in your heart after seeing one person after another who has lost because of inaction?

Be brave and say it out loud, you love him, you like him, even if you are rejected, at least you let him know that you like him, at least let him know you again, at least you formalize your feelings and dedication.

Sometimes, the temporary loss of face is to show another self.

Losing face in front of someone you like is just a reason for yourself to prepare for meeting the next better him.

The first time you lose face may lose your dignity, the second time you lose face may lose courage, and the third time you lose face is probably only shyness.

Of course, this is not to say how many failures a person has to go through before he becomes strong.

Rather, it means that you will only grow if you go through this process and take this step bravely.

Confess, it doesn't have to fail, maybe you will gain love and the same like, in case hell, let you be lucky to meet the other half who happens to like her, and she also likes you, isn't it a happy thing, after all, this is a two-in-1.3 billion probability!

At the moment, the pace of our lives is so fast that there is no way to stop and think carefully, maybe you have long forgotten your initial heartbeat, maybe you have long lost contact with that person, maybe you have always had that person's number in your mobile phone, but never dialed. Maybe every time you go to QQ, you see his avatar lit up, open the chat dialog box countless times, and want to say to him: Are you okay, but finally choose to turn it off, but you don't give up looking at his recent dynamics, and then like a thief, delete the visitor record, and log out.

At the moment, don't let this regret be staged again and again, the frivolity of youth is to let you enjoy your youth, if one day you are no longer young, your heartbeat will be peaceful.

Along the way, if you meet her, don't have any regrets, stop and say to her: Hi, my initial heartbeat!