Chapter 63: A Chance to Love Her and Love Her
This time, Nie Shanshan was lost.
In the crowded crowd, she derived the crazy fear and fear, even if she didn't use Nie Lingzhuo's education, this time, Nie Shanshan also tasted the bitterness, the kind of person living on the street, because of willfulness, because of fear, because of worry, all the chaos and fear that condensed together, so that Nie Shanshan seemed to remember it very unforgettable.
Therefore, even when Nie Shanshan was asleep, because of the consequences of this fright, she couldn't sleep steadily, she was so scared that she firmly grabbed Chu Chen's hand, even if she was asleep, she refused to let go, as if as long as she let go, she would be lost again.
Nie Shanshan has a strong temperament and a stubborn temper, but she is a child after all.
After experiencing such fear, she will also restrain a lot......
Nie Lingzhuo wanted to reprimand her and educate her fiercely, but she was stopped by Chu Chen, and the relationship between them and Shanshan was barely brought closer because of this loss, and they couldn't push the child far away because of a few words.
Chu Chen and Nie Lingzhuo slept with Nie Shanshan, it was the first time that they were a family of three so harmonious, so intimate with each other, Chu Chen no longer resisted Nie Lingzhuo, Nie Lingzhuo was enjoying a good time for a family of three, a rare good time.
It's just that he can't be too sure how long he can last such a good time.
Chu Chen hugged Nie Shanshan with one hand, took her into her arms and fell asleep, and interlocked her fingers with Nie Lingzhuo with the other hand, as if telling Nie Lingzhuo: no matter what, she will be by his side and Shanshan.
Just when Chu Chen and Nie Lingzhuo were immersed in each other's affectionate gaze, Shan Jun's phone call was very urgent, he was unwilling, he didn't want to break up with Chu Chen just like that, and he couldn't let go of Chu Chen.
But from the moment she proposed to "separate", Chu Chen had already made up her mind.
For Shan Jun's call, she chose to refuse to answer, but Shan Jun's call came in waves and was unyielding.
Nie Lingzhuo thought it was because of himself, because he was there, and he didn't want to hurt him at the beginning of the morning, so he refused to answer Shan Jun's call.
"Shan Jun and I have separated, in fact, I am not suitable for him." Chu Chen explained lightly.
However, she and Nie Lingzhuo are actually inappropriate, and even more inappropriate, but this person is the person she loves, the person she loves deeply, even if it is not suitable, she will work hard to become suitable.
"Before, I thought that as long as I found someone who loved me, even if I didn't love him, as long as the other party loved me enough and didn't dislike my past, in the future, I could be happy, but the truth is, I'm not happy." Chu Chen said in her heart, in order to leave Nie Lingzhuo ruthlessly, in order to cut off all her thoughts about Nie Lingzhuo, in order to give herself a new life, she really worked hard for her happiness, but the truth is that she is not happy, not happy at all.
"Chu Chen, if I can survive and there are no accidents during the operation, I will give you and Shanshan a good future; But...... If an accident happens, listen to me, don't give up looking for what you love, find someone you love him, and he loves you, so that I can go with peace of mind. ”
When Nie Lingzhuo said this, he was very serious.
Chu Chen, of course, understood that this was his words from the bottom of his heart, "During this time, can we stop talking about this, saying these words of life and death, my heart hurts." ”
This is the state of mind at this time of the new morning, and the heart aches.
The deepest pain was buried in the bottom of her heart, but she couldn't discourage Nie Lingzhuo, she couldn't let him lose hope, Chu Chen could only pretend as if nothing would happen, even if it was a high-risk operation, she chose to believe that it would definitely succeed.
The next day.
When Nie Shanshan woke up, she woke up surrounded by the warmth of her parents, and the feeling of being surrounded by warmth made the corners of Nie Shanshan's lips involuntarily smile, as if this feeling was not bad.
With dad and mom by your side, not alone.
It's just that......
If she returns to her parents, what will happen to Nie Yu's mother, won't she be left alone.
Nie Shanshan has always been holding Nie Yu in her heart, and she is deeply attached to the feelings raised by Nie Yu, but Chu Chen is not bad, although she is angry with her, and has been angry with her and not angry with herself, Nie Shanshan still loves her very much.
At breakfast time, Nie Shanshan finally tasted the most delicious little pig bean paste bun and little hedgehog bean paste bun in the early morning, the smile on Nie Shanshan's face was difficult to hide, Nie Lingzhuo and Chu Chen watched their daughter enjoy the best morning time with them so happily, such a time, how difficult it was.
The old bickering is gone, and some are just happy.
Nie Shanshan had settled down a lot after "committing something" yesterday, but the uneasiness in her heart was still obvious, and the bean paste bun that had been half-gnawed in her mouth was put down again, looking at the beginning of the morning as if she was sure of something......
"Hurry up and eat, it's dirty, girl's family, not like a girl, be careful that no one likes you in the future." Nie Lingzhuo started to stuff the half-bitten bean paste bun into Nie Shanshan's mouth, what kind of virtue his daughter has, Nie Lingzhuo knows the roots, but Nie Shanshan's next words made him and Chu Chen listen to it, and it was not a taste in his heart.
"Chu Chen, you and your uncle, will you still want me in the future?" Nie Shanshan was expectantly waiting for an answer......
"......" for a moment, both Nie Lingzhuo and Chu Chen were dumbfounded.
The reason why Nie Shanshan was so angry with them and didn't want to pay attention to them was, in the final analysis, because she was dissatisfied with their "abandonment" of her.
Hearing this, Chu Chen's heart was sour, extremely uncomfortable, Nie Lingzhuo also had a deep sense of guilt, he felt very guilty about his daughter and Chu Chen.
Before Nie Lingzhuo and Chu Chen could respond, Nie Shanshan immediately said dejectedly, "I knew that you would still want me in the future." ”
In her words, there are complaints, dissatisfaction, and extreme insecurity.
"No...... Of course not...... Chu Chen and his uncle...... We love you very much, the previous thing, it's not that we don't want Shanshan, it's because something happened that Shanshan was raised by Nie Yu's mother by mistake, but Shanshan has to believe me, my uncle and I love you very much, and we can't bear you. In the past, Chu Chen and Uncle were sorry for you, can Shanshan ...... Forgive my uncle and me regardless of past suspicions. ”
Chu Chen hurriedly denied it, very emotional words, so that the difficult Nie Shanshan could not refuse for a while, she looked at Chu Chen, her dark and round eyes were dyed with tears, and in the next second, she seemed to realize that these tears were very embarrassing, and quickly wiped away her tears, "Okay...... Don't say it...... I forgive you...... Forgive me......"
When Nie Lingzhuo heard her words, he seemed to suddenly feel that his daughter had grown up and became a lot more sensible overnight, and the moment he held Nie Shanshan in his arms, Nie Shanshan's erased tears slipped down recklessly at this time, and the hidden crying voice finally couldn't bear it anymore, and he cried loudly, "Nasty early morning, nasty uncle...... I love you very much...... But why throw me away, I know I'm not cute, and I'm troublesome, but you can't just throw me away because of the child's trouble......"
"It's not like that, Shanshan, Dad and Mom never had any idea of losing Shanshan, we were just afraid of hurting Shanshan, we didn't have time to hurt Shanshan, how could we not want Shanshan...... Shanshan will not be a child without a father in the future, you are a happy child with a complete family and a father and mother, and your father and mother are very happy to have you in this life...... We love you. Nie Lingzhuo was also very emotional, when he hugged Nie Shanshan's small stove into his arms, he was really warm and happy.
In the past, I always felt that Nie Shanshan was ignorant, always like a lack of tendons, but at this moment, I realized that although Shanshan was small, she was still very sensible.
"Woooooooooo......oo I love you too, but I also love Nie Yu's mother, can I love all three of you at the same time...... I don't want Nie Yu's mother to cry sadly...... She is also my mother, a mother who loves me. Nie Shanshan cried fiercely, as if she wanted to cry out all the discomfort and grievances that had been hidden together for several days.
Nie Shanshan seems to have no heart and lungs, but this "love and righteousness" temperament makes Chu Chen very pleased, originally her resistance to Nie Yu before, and even the hatred that bred from the bottom of her heart, turned into gratitude at this moment, it is her upbringing over the years that makes Shanshan so sensible and affectionate.
"Yes, Nie Yu is also Shanshan's mother, Shanshan can have two mothers, Nie Yu's mother is not only a mother, but also Shanshan's dearest person, there are so many people who love Shanshan, love Shanshan, Shanshan is a very happy child. Mom and Dad will work together to make up for the damage done to you, believe in whether we are good or not, give us a chance, and give Mom and Dad a chance to love you and love you......"
Chu Chen and Nie Lingzhuo together, the three of them hugged each other, Chu Chen and Nie Shanshan's mother and daughter had tears in their eyes, and Nie Lingzhuo's eyes were also a little moist......
After Nie Shanshan made a fuss for a while, she could finally reluctantly accept this fact, which was not the best and happiest news.
"Hmm...... I have to eat little pig bean paste buns every day, and I have to make me a full box in the early morning to take to the school to distribute to Gao Yang and Lan Xiqian to eat, I want them to know that the dim sum made by our family in the early morning is the most delicious and beautiful. At this moment, Nie Shanshan was obviously "carried away" again, remembering that Lan Xiqian invited her to eat sweetheart cake, and when she thought of it, she was worried about it, and she must compare Lan Xiqian to her.
Although Nie Shanshan still refuses to call them "Mom and Dad", she has already recognized them in her demeanor, words and deeds, as for the title, Nie Shanshan can't change it for a while, and they won't care about her, as long as Shanshan is happy......
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