395 Thoughts of Struggle

"What's wrong with you two?" Ouyang Xixi rushed to the 'door', tears on her pink little face flowed down like pearls with broken threads, and when she asked, she already saw a stiff and cold crying face and a bloody smiling face on her body. (Go to the fastest update). For more recent chapters, visit: .

She was shocked by the scene in front of her, since she could remember, she had never seen such a picture of a crying face and a smiling face in her impression, they were no longer bullied very badly, the crying face was dead.

"He's dead."

Ouyang Xixi trembled and moved her lips, her little finger pointed at the crying face, and she was about to touch him subconsciously.

"Don't argue with him." The smiling face said to Ouyang Xixi, her eyebrows were full of pathos, and there was no joy at all, Ouyang Xixi looked at the smiling face in surprise.

The smile said very seriously, "Don't bother him, don't bother him." "Crying face on the back of the smiley face, the head is already leaning back and clinging to the 'door' frame, if there is no 'door' frame behind the crying face will fall backwards, his arms are stiff and bent on the shoulders of the smiley, it seems to be firmly grasping the smiley face and has no intention of letting go.

The smiling face seemed to have sunshine in his eyes, but the sunlight was so dead that the sunlight could not melt the coldness. She turned her head to look at Crying Face, and gently held Crying Face's palm with dried blood.

The smiling face then nodded towards Ouyang Xixi, and said with some certainty, "He's dead." ”

With a "wow", Ouyang Xixi cried.

The scene in front of her made Gou Hai and Meng Ye, who came from behind, were taken aback, crying to death, and the smiling face only had her last breath, she was talking to Ouyang Xixi by the 'door' frame, this was her last words.

The village was very calm, and it didn't change because of Xiao Nan's arrival.

This kind of calm may be what he needs most for Xiao Nan now, he sits on the 'door' sill with his head buried deep between his knees, and he pulls his hair with his hands, looking very weak.

During the day, when Xiao Nan woke up, he pushed away Tang Qiu, who was hugging him, and then he had been sitting on the threshold of the 'door' for a long, long time. For all the kindness that Tang Qiu had done, he couldn't comprehend it and didn't pay attention to it. He is now like the walking dead 'meat', his heart is dead, so what is left? Nothing is needed anymore.

Xiao Nan is extremely weak, the man who was once known as the king of killers was once strong in the face of all enemies, and now he is very weak. After being strong is weak, this is not a metamorphosis but a kind of depravity. He seems to have exiled himself, sinking in a sea of pain and not wanting to be discovered by anyone, not wanting to be helped by anyone, he just wants to keep sinking to the bottom of the sea.

He also knew in his heart that such a weak self was ugly, but he was very stubborn.

Wei Qiushan meant a lot to him, but now this meaning is gone, and this meaning belongs to him. He thinks that there is no point in anything, he can't convince himself to accept Wei Qiushan's death, and he can't convince himself to face other people, so he is really weak.

Death may be a relief, Xiao Nan no longer has this thought rising in his heart all the time, how terrible this thought is for other people, but he didn't do it, this thought was wiped out as soon as it came out, because of the promise.

He had promised Wei Qiushan that he would live well, and that he would take care of him and Wei Qiushan's children and watch their children grow up to become 'adult'.

Xiao Nan wanted to die, but he couldn't.

He thought of ending his pain with death, but he didn't want to break his promise, this was Wei Qiushan's last words, he couldn't end his life like this.

It's paradoxical.

Xiao Nan's heart struggled. Recalling the bits and pieces of the past, he felt that life had no meaning, and thinking of Wei Qiushan's dying entrustment, he felt that he had to continue to live.

The deep struggle made Xiao Nan sit from daytime to dark, there was not a single star in the sky, and the thick clouds covered the sky, and he maintained that appearance as if he was almost petrified. The room lit up, and Xiao Nan's shadow stretched out out of the 'door'.

A little bit of light depicted Xiao Nan's outline, and his face could not be seen, but his body seemed so helpless, so depressed. The broad shoulders seemed to have accumulated a thick layer of soil, and the dust flew in the light. The two arms hugged the back of the head, and the thick arms had no strength at this moment, only the strength to pull the hair. The back is arched, like a shrimp bent over, as if it can no longer straighten up.

This is the portrayal of Xiao Nan today.

Tang Qiu went out early in the morning, and now he was cooking dinner in the kitchen at this time. She went to the village market and bought some rice and vegetables. There are two bowls and two pairs of chopsticks on the dining table, and there is nothing else empty.

The meal hasn't been cooked yet, and it should be difficult to make it.

This was the first time Tang Qiu used an earthen stove, and it was very laborious to make a fire, and it took her a long time to 'grope' and practice while lighting a small spark. Although the fire was lit and the earthen stove could be used, Tang Qiu did not find the cutting board, and the kitchen knife was already rusty and rotten, and it fell with a flick of the rust. What's more, she didn't even have oil, salt, sauce and vinegar ready, and it really didn't work to cook if she wanted to cook. Tang Qiu could only cook the rice and boil the porridge, but fortunately, there were still two breads left.

She served the porridge in a bowl and placed two loaves of bread on the table, and this was the dinner for the two of them today.

Tang Qiu's forehead and the sides of her cheeks were stained with a lot of charcoal ash, but she didn't notice this, her gaze stayed on Xiao Nan.

"Xiao Nan has eaten, you always have to eat something."

Tang Qiu shouted, but Xiao Nan didn't react.

She screamed again, but Xiao Nan still didn't respond.

The hot porridge that had just been brought out of the pot on the dinner table was steaming, and in the midst of this heat, the smile on Tang Qiu's face narrowed little by little, and finally it was gloomy and sad, and his brows were furrowed together.

That night, the two bowls of porridge on the table were not touched, and they quickly cooled down.

The lights inside the house are flickering, and the wind is blowing outside.

Xiao Nan sat on the threshold of the 'door' and sat all day.

The same scene is the same at the entrance of the Black Wolf Club in S City, where the two people with a crying face and a smiling face are already dead. The smiling face and the crying face seemed to fall into his arms, and the bodies of both of them became more and more stiff.

Ouyang Xixi sat on the cold ground, and she didn't let anyone get close.

No one had ever moved the bodies of the weeping and smiling faces, and she didn't want to hear the voices of the others herself, and any concern sounded extremely harsh to her at this point. She didn't want to be disturbed by anyone, she seemed to be guarding the bodies of the two of them.

Gou Hai asked the people in the Black Wolf Society's cafeteria to prepare dinner, and the meal in his hand was already cold. He had been standing there for a long time, and he had also looked at Ouyang Xixi for a long time, but he hadn't stepped forward for a long time.

Meng Ye, who came out of the house, really couldn't stand it anymore, and he had some sympathy for this little 'girl' child.

This child is still young, and if he continues like this, he will fall ill.

Meng Ye walked up, Ouyang Xixi turned his head in a reflexive 'shot', and a pair of cold and ruthless eyes looked at him as if they pierced Meng Ye's heart. Meng Ye muttered in his heart, and scolded himself a little.

However, the tone was mild after all.

"Let the body be buried, and you should have something to eat."

Ouyang Xixi was still looking at him with a cold and heartless gaze, Meng Ye shook his head and seemed to grit his teeth, in Gou Hai's incredible gaze, Meng Ye leaned down and squatted beside Ouyang Xixi, he stretched out his hand to 'touch' Ouyang Xixi's head.

"Good."

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