Chapter 80: A Strange Dream
The breeze blows through the lawn, all kinds of lights seem to be woven into a colorful dream falling on the swaying river, the whole city is light, every face is kind, this moment has turned into the best memory engraved in my mind, maybe I will not forget it for 20 years.
No, 20 years is not enough, and I don't want to forget 50 years
I was also a little tired, so I hugged Chen Yi tightly and closed my eyes against the guardrail of the Huancheng River. I know that people passing by will definitely look at me and Chen Yi in a strange way, because we are like living on this bustling street. At the moment, no one believed that it was a celebrity host who was resting on my lap that they might see on TV every day, but she was.
Therefore, all worship and praise are just illusions that rely on the senses, those so-called discourse rights, so-called fame and fortune are dead, what I want is the silence of this moment and my lover can be immortalized
But nothing can be immortal, when Chen Yi wakes up, people passing by will give adoration and love when they see her, and those troubles and troubles will still come and go with the sunset in my life, so no one can get rid of the illusion brought to us by the senses, and life will not really stand still.
It's a little sad, and it's sad to close your eyes and not look at the passage of time
I don't know when, the cleaner picked up the fast food box left after the meal from us, and there were no pedestrians walking by the roadside, Chen Yi left my legs, she took out a leather band from her handbag and tied up her somewhat messy hair, and then looked at her watch and said to me: "Jiangqiao, I have to go back to Nanjing, there is a live broadcast to be done tomorrow morning, I'm afraid it's too late." ”
I looked back at the city that let me know how much Chen Yi cared about me, and said to her without a trace of hesitation: "I'll go back with you." ”
Chen Yi shook his head and replied: "Didn't you say that you want to learn the experience of running a coffee shop with your friends here, learn hard, opening a coffee shop is not an easy thing." ”
I remembered: I did meet Ji Xiaowei, and I would stay in Yangzhou to learn some pastry knowledge with their pastry chef in the next few days, and then go to enrich the business category of "Mood Coffee Shop".
Chen Yi said to me again: "It's good to say some unhappy emotions in person, you don't have to worry about me, Nanjing is not very far from here, I can come over to accompany you after work." ”
"It's too late, can't you get up early tomorrow and go back?"
"It's easy to get stuck in traffic in the morning, so don't take that risk." Chen Yi said as he picked up his handbag from the ground.
I stood up with her, unspeakably sad, knowing that this high-intensity work was not what she wanted, but as long as she was with me, she had no choice, at least for the next few years.
At the door of the hotel, Chen Yi had already opened her car door, I looked at her back as she was about to leave, and couldn't help but hold her, in fact, I didn't have anything to say, but I still asked: "How long have we known each other?"
Chen Yi turned to look at me and replied, "How long you live, how long we have known each other." ”
"Yes, I still remember you wearing a ponytail and standing under the plane tree in front of the grocery store jumping rope, the scene of more than 20 years, like the clouds tonight, is very beautiful under the moon."
Chen Yi looked up at the sky and asked with a smile, "Why did you suddenly tell me this?"
I lowered my head, looked at the neatly arranged floor tiles under my feet, and whispered back, "We should never break up, can we, from the first day of life to the last day of death." ”
Chen Yi's hand left the car door that had been opened, she hugged me and whispered in my ear: "All the reasons for breaking up are excuses, as long as we keep working hard with sincerity, we will definitely not break up." ”
"I will."
Chen Yi nodded, and then left my body, she had to go back to Nanjing.
"Yu Ya has already transferred the mood coffee shop to me to operate, I will definitely do a good job" I smiled and asked again: "It's good to be a pragmatic coffee shop owner, right?"
"Come on, be the strongest man on earth"
I was stunned for a moment, and then I remembered that I used to love to read comic books, so I always imitated the protagonists in comic books, showing off my muscles and physique in front of Chen Yi, shouting that I wanted to be the strongest man on the planet, and now she seemed to be talking about these things inadvertently, and my heart was deeply touched.
I'm just a small person who can't be smaller, the reason why I always talk to Chen Yi about being the strongest man on the planet is because I want her to like me and like the sense of security I give her, and now I really like me, but I'm still not the strongest man on the planet.
I finally looked at Chen Yi and smiled, and replied, "Okay, then be the strongest man on earth."
Back at the hotel, I lay alone in bed, holding my mobile phone to record everything I experienced today, and then opened WeChat and changed my username to "The Strongest Man on Earth", I am willing to be a man with an entertaining spirit at this moment, and remember my responsibility.
Maybe Chen Yi doesn't need me to really be a strong man, but at least I need to be a decent man, so that our love and even marriage can stand firmly on both sides of the scale, otherwise we will either fall, or face the endless pain of imbalance.
In the circle of friends, Xiao Ai has updated a lot of Dali's landscape photos in the afternoon, as well as her own selfies, feeling her comfort and freedom, I love to like the problem again, I not only liked, but also left a "good" evaluation under this dynamic.
A few minutes later, Xiao Ai sent me a private message: "The strongest man on earth"
"Yes."
Xiao Ai made a sweaty expression, and then sent another voice: "Don't say that you have nothing in the future, aren't you sick, people like you should die at the beginning of hundreds of episodes of TV series, and the strongest man on the planet vomited me to death"
She still spoke so sharply, I smiled helplessly and then sent her a voice message: "Why do you talk like you're joking, am I as bad as you say?"
"Yes, why not, when God sprinkled wisdom on the world, you were holding an umbrella"
I'm in a good mood now, so I don't mind Xiao Ai squeezing me without dirty words, and the next moment he continued the happiness before Chen Yi left, and said: "Chen Yi came to Yangzhou to find me, I think you are right to let me come to Yangzhou, our relationship is better than before the conflict"
Xiao Ai didn't send me any more voice messages, but just replied with a text message: "It's good, Chen Yi is not a hypocritical woman, she does have a deep affection for you." ”
"She's certainly not a hypocritical woman, she just has too many concerns"
"Hehe, so you're going to be the strongest man on earth for her"
The so-called strongest man on the earth is just expressing a mood of loving Chen Yi to the extreme, I really want to express the comfortable and happy mood I just had with Chen Yi to Xiao Ai in words, but I lack that kind of expression ability, and I replied after a while: "Don't talk about me, let's talk about you, how are you feeling after staying in Dali for a long time?"
"I came all the way to Dali in the hope that I could get better, how do you say I feel?"
"I understand that it's late, you should rest early."
"I don't want to sleep yet, but I don't need you to talk to me."
"Okay, I won't bother you."
Xiao Ai didn't reply to my message, the phone seemed to be quiet after a moment, I had nothing to do, so I went to the bathroom to take a hot shower, and when I finished washing, I also received a message from Chen Yi, she had arrived at her home on Danfeng Street, and I, who had been worried about her, finally relaxed my emotions.
My world,Finally completely quiet,I turned off all the lights in the room,In an extremely sober state,Began to make plans for the future life,Of course, as the focus of the plan is the "mood coffee shop" that has just taken over,What kind of business model should I give it,In order to achieve a real sense of profit,And changed its original feelings-based business route,Will it lose some of its old customers
After thinking about it too much, I gradually got tired, and after a few moments I fell asleep
This night, I had a very strange dream, in the dream it was raining heavily, Chen Yi fell into the water with a woman whose face I couldn't see very clearly, but I didn't immediately make the decision to rescue Chen Yi, but stood on the wobbly suspension bridge, looking at the two people who were fighting in pain
I finally jumped into the icy river and swam towards Chen Yi little by little, but I also tried to pull her who also fell into the water, but my limit could only save one person, I held Chen Yi and watched heartbreakingly as the woman who couldn't see her face drifted farther and farther away with the flowing water
I sent Chen Yi to the shore, and without hesitation, I jumped into the icy water again to search for her, but she never appeared in my sight again, I crawled to the shore in embarrassment, beating my chest in pain, until I was exhausted, I lay on the grassy ground, and then found that my left hand side was actually covered with tulips that had bloomed.
Tulips bloom beautifully, they erase all sadness
Gradually, I woke up, only to find that my quilt had fallen under the bed, no wonder I just had a cold and biting feeling, it turned out that it was just a dream because of the cold in the real environment, I didn't think too much, after drinking a cup of hot water, I covered the quilt and fell asleep
After that, I didn't dream again, and when I woke up, it was already a sunny morning, some birds stayed on the osmanthus tree behind the hotel and chirped, and the moment I opened the window, the best air of the morning rushed in front of me