Chapter 87: I'm Your Sister's Man and Your Woman! (9000+, ask for a monthly pass!) )

"Dad!"

Just when Yu Xuanhai was muttering to Yu Wange, Yu Wanyin's beautiful voice, like a yellow bird, sounded at the door.

Looking for the voice, Yu Wange saw her sister, and behind her, Rong Tingchen, who was leaning against the door.

Yu Xuanhai, who had obviously become articulate, looked at Yu Wanyin who appeared at the door, and his whole body began to shake violently.

Yu Wanyin was wearing flat-heeled cloth shoes, stepped forward with steps, and held Yu Xuanhai's hand!

"Dad, it's good that you're awake, Wange and I don't have to worry about your condition anymore!"

Yu Wanyin spoke, but the corners of her mouth were always hooked with an imperceptible sneer.

“…… Belch...... Put...... Put...... Belch...... I ......"

Yu Xuanhai didn't want Yu Wanyin to hold his hand, and subconsciously opened his mouth to let Yu Wanyin let go of his hand, but he suffered from severe cerebral palsy, except for his mouth open, he couldn't say anything at all.

Feeling Yu Xuanhai's resistance to herself, Yu Wanyin clenched her father's hand even harder-

"Dad, don't worry, I am already preparing to get married with Tingchen, since you are also awake, just be my witness to Tingchen's marriage, only with your blessing, I will feel that my marriage is blessed!"

"Uh...... No...... I...... Hmmm......"

Yu Xuanhai was still trying his best to move his mouth, trying to say a neat sentence.

"Sister, let's let Dad rest."

Compared to seeing his father lying on the hospital bed like a living dead, now that his father has woken up, Yu Wange is already very happy.

It's just that as long as she thinks of her father's appearance that life is worse than death, she is still extremely painful in her heart.

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After comforting Yu Xuanhai and falling asleep, Yu Wange followed Yu Wanyin out of the ward.

"Sister, I really can't bear to see my father like this, let's find a doctor to treat my father again, okay?"

As soon as she got out of the ward, Yu Wange's tears couldn't stop flowing, she really couldn't bear to see her father like this.

"Eh, evening song, don't cry yet! When I see you crying, my mood is not good! ”

gestured, Yu Wanyin also sobbed her nose.

"Sister!"

Seeing her sister leaking out of her sad emotions, Yu Wange wiped a few handfuls of tears, and then took her hand.

"Sister, you are pregnant with a baby, you can't be affected by emotions. I don't cry anymore, none of us cry anymore. Shall we find a doctor to treat Dad? ”

Yu Wange's emotions are still excited, as long as she thinks of her father's whimpering lips and unable to speak, she can't say anything, she can't wait that she has become famous and has become the most professional doctor to treat her father's illness.

Looking at the anxiety on Yu Wange's face, Yu Wanyin frowned slightly, and then opened her mouth lightly-

"Okay, I'll contact a foreign brain surgeon to treat my dad! However, I've been busy with Tingchen's engagement ceremony these days, so let's get past a few days! Anyway, Dad's condition won't deteriorate, so I don't care about these days! ”

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Coming out of the hospital, Yu Wange's whole person became absent-minded, and she was in a state of mental slippage even in class, and even the few questions asked by the lecturer to her, she couldn't answer them at a time.

"Evening Song, what's wrong with you? Seeing that you have been absent-minded all day, are you sick again? ”

Looking at Yu Wange's incomparably pale little face, Ye Ji asked with concern.

"I didn't ...... No, I just haven't had a good rest lately! ”

Yu Wange dodged Ye Ji's concerned gaze projected at her, and then, she lowered her eyes and stared at the milk tea in her hand.

Ye Ji is not a fool, she hasn't seen Yu Wange in class for a while, and her mobile phone has always been turned off, and later in the Academic Affairs Office, I learned that she had taken a personal leave.

Although he really wanted to help Yu Wange and do his best for her, he was always worried that once he couldn't grasp the scale of his concern for Yu Wange, he would once again let Yu Wange misunderstand his feelings for her.

"Evening song, if you are tired, take a good rest!"

Ye Ji stretched out his hand, held Yu Wange's little hand, and then looked at her with a concerned and determined gaze.

"Well, I will!"

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came to the supermarket, Yu Wange was going to buy some daily necessities and take them to the hospital.

"Senior Ji, which of these two thermos bottles do you think will have a better insulation effect?"

"Well, I'll see!"

"Good!"

"Yo, it's really a narrow road, you ghostly woman who can be seen anywhere!"

The voice of disdain was raised, Yu Wange raised his head, and at a glance saw Ren Jiaxuan standing in front of him proudly.

"Eh, are you still in the mood to shop? Your sister is engaged to Rong Tingchen, how can you still be so calm? ”

Ren Jiaxuan crossed her arms around her chest, talking in a weird manner, as long as she thought that Yu Wanyin's slut would be engaged to Rong Tingchen immediately, she couldn't wait to make an explosion attack and blow up their engagement scene!

"You're the one who can't hold your breath, right?"

Yu Wange tugged at the corners of her mouth lightly, and in an extremely weak voice, the words fell into Ren Jiaxuan's cochlea.

"You ......"

"I have something to do, please let me go!"

Saying that, Yu Wange pushed the shopping cart with one hand and pulled Ye Ji's wrist with the other, and directly dodged Ren Jiaxuan like a flood beast.

Along the huge supermarket, Yu Wange walked a long way, and she didn't mean to stop.

"Wan Ge, she's gone a long way, she won't catch up!"

Noticing the strangeness between Yu Wange's eyebrows, Ye Ji lightly pulled her lips open, and stopped her from continuing to stroll.

was pulled by Ye Ji, Yu Wange stopped her steps, but she was pulled back to reality, inexplicably, which made her heart ache.

She wasn't sure if her abnormal mood today was affected by Ren Jiaxuan's emotions, but she mentioned the news that her sister and Rong Tingchen were about to get engaged, which really made her feel uncomfortable, as if she had been hit hard by something.

"Wange, what's wrong with you?"

Ye Ji pulled her two skinny little shoulders and pulled them between the palms.

"Isn't it that your sister is going to get engaged to that Rong Tingchen, why are you so emotionally abnormal? Wouldn't it be, do you like ......?"

"My dad has cerebral palsy!"

Yu Wange didn't know which string was wrong in her brain, and she would react so quickly to say that her father had cerebral palsy.

"What? Uncle Yu has cerebral palsy? ”

Frowning, Ye Ji couldn't believe the opening of his ears.

"Isn't Uncle Yu having a heart attack? How could it be ......"

"Dad had a slight cerebral palsy before, and this time ...... It's all a complication from a heart attack, that's why he ......"

Bei Yan bit his lip, and Yu Wange was about to shed tears as she spoke.

"Wange, don't be sad first, I'll ask my father to help me think of a way to do this. Don't worry, Uncle Yu will be fine! ”

Out of concern for Yu Xuanhai's condition, Ye Ji naturally ignored Yu Wange's abnormal look today.

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Accompanied by Ye Ji, Yu Wange returned to the hospital.

Looking at Yu Wanyin who appeared in the ward, Ye Ji subconsciously frowned.

This daughter, who never showed up when Yu Xuanhai was unconscious, what is wrong with her today, she actually took the initiative to come to the hospital to take care of Yu Xuanhai, and it was really the sun that came out in the west.

"Sister!"

Looking at her father, who was sitting in front of the hospital bed and watching her nap, Yu Wange pulled her lips and called her.

"Uh, Evening Song, you're back!"

With a slight glance of Yu Wanyin's eyes, it fell on Ye Ji behind Yu Wange.

Realizing that Ye Ji was looking at him with questioning eyes, Yu Wanyin directly skipped him as if he were air.

"Come on, Wange, my sister will get engaged in two days, and then I asked the designer there to design a dress for you, you come and try it, does this dress fit!"

Holding Yu Wange's little hand, Yu Wanyin took her to the sofa.

handed over an incomparably delicate gilded box to Yu Wange.

"Evening song, go to the bathroom to try it on to see if it fits, if you don't like it or it's not suitable, while there is still time, I'll ask the designer on Dior's side to change it."

Under Yu Wanyin's stiff pulling, Yu Wange was pushed into the bathroom.

The room was quiet again, and faintly, only Yu Xuanhai's steady snoring could be heard.

"Yu Wanyin, what tricks do you still want to play?"

Without the existence of Yu Wange, Ye Ji did not have any detours, and directly questioned Yu Wanyin's behavior.

"What am I playing? Ye Ji, what do you want to say? ”

Between Yu Wanyin's eyebrows and eyes, she obviously became unfriendly, and with her arms around her chest, she landed on Ye Ji's face with an extremely contemptuous attitude.

"What do I want to say? You should be aware, aren't you? ”

“……”

"When Uncle Yu was in a coma before, you didn't pay attention to it, you didn't treat Uncle Yu as a father at all, and you didn't treat her as a sister on the side of Wange, but now it's good, you can actually change your personality like a big turn, not only care about Uncle Yu, but also make a dress for Wange, what kind of heart do you have?"

Ye Jiren's eyes darkened, and he looked at Yu Wanyin, who had a very delicate face, sparkling.

"Oh, what do I have to settle down? What do you think I should have settled? ”

"Yu Wanyin, don't pretend to be garlic for me!"

Ye Ji's tone obviously became cold.

"I heard the evening song say that you hired the doctor from Japan. Yu Wanyin, Uncle Yu obviously suffered from heart disease, how could he suddenly suffer from cerebral palsy, should you give me an explanation for this matter? ”

Ye Ji is studying medicine, he can use medical theories to judge this matter, heart disease is heart disease, how could it suddenly become cerebral palsy, except for someone who moved his hands and feet, there is absolutely no other possibility!

"Huh, explain to you? You just said that I asked the doctor to deliberately make my father cerebral palsy, so why bother with me for a hellish explanation! ”

"I didn't say that Uncle Yu's cerebral palsy has anything to do with you, why did you sit in the right seat?"

"You ......"

"Squeak-"

"Sister, I've changed it!"

Just as Yu Wanyin and Ye Ji were arguing, Yu Wange lifted the hem of her skirt and walked out of the ward.

The pure white dress, with the design of slanted shoulders, exposes her white collarbones as white as ivory ~ and a large area of condensed skin.

Looking along her arc, the dress wrapped her delicate and slender body just right.

The lace was layered on top of each other, forming a playful skirt like a bud, and the skirt between the thighs set off her two slender legs.

Without any rouge gouache, Yu Wange's lively appearance without makeup is like a hibiscus blooming in the lotus pond, with a moving aura in its elegance.

Seeing such a beautiful little girl appear in front of him, Ye Ji couldn't help but praise with all his heart.

She is really so beautiful, just like a pure natural jade, she doesn't need any carving and embellishment, she can shine brightly.

His sister appeared in front of her eyes so generously, Yu Wanyin was now shocked and amazed, but in an instant, a trace of jealousy flashed in her eyes.

Walking forward, Yu Wanyin pulled Yu Wange's small hands that were about to be tightened into twisted flowers.

"Evening song, this dress really sets you off too much, it's so beautiful!"

Listening to Yu Wanyin's praise of herself, Yu Wange couldn't help pursing her lips, blushing a little shyly.

Just then, the door was pushed open.

"Squeak-" sounded, and a long figure appeared handsomely at the door of the ward.

As if he had telepathy, as soon as Rong Tingchen looked up, he saw that among several people, Yu Wange was wearing a pure white dress, and in a posture that made people reluctant to take their eyes off, fell into her dark black pupils.

His eyes twitched, and he was a little afraid to confirm whether the little woman who appeared in his eyes was the ugly duckling he knew before.

Seeing Rong Tingchen appear in the ward, Yu Wanyin let go of Yu Wange's hand and came to his side.

"Tingchen!"

Yu Wanyin's soft call pulled Rong Tingchen back to reality from his flying thoughts.

Pursing his lips, the man lightly sprinkled his eyes on Yu Wanyin's little face.

"Joy, let's go see the set for the engagement scene!"

"Oh, that's it, that's good, you wait for me!"

As she spoke, Yu Wanyin turned around and went to pack her things.

And at the moment when Yu Wanyin turned around, Rong Tingchen once again locked his eyes on Yu Wange's white little face.

Realizing the man's penetrating black eyes like X-rays, her eyes fell on her face in a gloomy way, she subconsciously lowered her eyes and lowered her head, not daring to look at Rong Tingchen's eyes, and turned her two little hands into twists behind her.

"Alright, Tingchen, we're packed, let's go!"

Yu Wanyin stepped forward and pulled Rong Tingchen's cuffs, and the moment she noticed the man's eyes, she fell coldly on her sister again.

Seeing this scene, Yu Wanyin's chest, inexplicably, once again gathered a nameless fire.

But she was used to hiding her emotions, so she just smiled at Rong Tingchen, and then pulled Rong Tingchen's cuffs again coquettishly.

"Tingchen, let's go, don't let Mr. Joy wait!"

Retracted his eyes, Rong Tingchen responded with a sigh-

"Good!"

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In the night sky, dazzling fireworks bloom and endure......

Located on the fifteenth floor of the Wendu Hotel, the most prosperous area of Shencheng, the huge engagement scene is decorated like a dreamy fairy tale.

In the lounge, Yu Wanyin was asking the makeup artist to put on makeup.

Yu Wanyin, who had changed into an engagement dress, appeared in the mirror very beautifully like a fairy falling from the sky.

The thick curls like seaweed are coiled into a noble and elegant bun, and the face is lightly nude.

Although she was pregnant with a baby, Yu Wanyin's lower abdomen was also slightly bulging, but the well-designed dress just right concealed the signs that she was pregnant with a baby.

On the fluttering dress, there are round and shiny small pearls scattered one by one, like countless bright and bright stars, spread on a jade belt, invisibly revealing the luxurious atmosphere.

"Sister!"

opened the door of the dressing room, Yu Wange wore the dress that Yu Wanyin asked the designer to design for her, and appeared at the door of the dressing room elegantly.

Seeing her sister dressed up as a princess with a noble temperament, Yu Wange was full of admiration.

"Sister, you are really beautiful!"

"Huh!"

Yu Wanyin smiled faintly, and then, got up from the chair, and happily came to Yu Wange.

"Evening song, you know? I was nervous and excited, thinking that I was finally engaged after five years together, and I really felt like it was a dream! ”

Holding Yu Wange's little hand, Yu Wanyin spoke happily, completely ignoring the bitterness that inadvertently flashed on Yu Wange's face.

"Miss Yu, over there at the hotel, let me choose which champagne to use for today's engagement banquet, please come over!"

"Uh, good!"

The hotel's service staff spoke respectfully at the door of the dressing room, and Yu Wanyin hurriedly nodded.

"Okay, I got it!"

retracted her eyes and continued to hit Yu Wange's little face, Yu Wanyin touched her sister's little face.

"I'll go and I'll be back in a minute!"

"Well, okay, sister, you go!"

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Seeing Yu Wanyin leave, Yu Wange also got bored out of the dressing room.

But as soon as she walked out of the dressing room, she met Rong Tingchen who walked towards the dressing room.

Seeing the man in a white suit, as elegant as a prince, appeared in front of his eyes, Yu Wange's little heart, as if it was about to pop out of the heart, beat irregularly.

Seeing Yu Wange in his deep eyes, Rong Tingchen thought of the scene where he saw her wearing a white dress in Yu Xuanhai's ward in a trance.

Seeing her wearing this white and flawless dress again today, a throbbing inexplicably rose in my heart.

Realizing that Rong Tingchen's eyes were shining, and he was looking at his little face unsmoothly, Yu Wange opened his eyes, stereotypedly let himself look away, and walked to the bathroom in a roundabout way.

Feeling Yu Wange's dodging look towards him, Rong Tingchen chased after him without thinking.

"Yu Wange, you stop for me!"

Hearing behind him, Rong Tingchen's voice was mixed with anger, and Yu Wange raised his feet almost reflexively, deliberately speeding up his steps.

Feeling Yu Wange's repulsive brisk walking, Rong Tingchen's chest burned with more and more vigorous flames.

Damn it!

Taking a big step towards pop, Rong Tingchen caught up with Yu Wange.

Seeing that Yu Wange wanted to go to the bathroom, Rong Tingchen stretched out his long arm and directly pulled her wrist, and then, with an absolutely strong attitude, took her into his arms.

"Damn, what are you running? Afraid I'll eat you? ”

Rong Tingchen raised his voice roughly, and his long fingers directly pinched her chin and tightened it into his palm.

"Hmm......"

At the jaw, the sound of bones shattering sounded, and Yu Wange whimpered in pain.

"Rong Tingchen, let it go...... Let me go! ”

Yu Wange's heart was very painful, on the eve of the engagement ceremony between him and his sister, she still had to imprison herself like this, is she really worthless in the eyes of this man?

The feeling of heartache passed through every inch of her skin.

Feeling the traces of being wet with tears shed by Yu Wange on the back of his hand, Rong Tingchen raised his sword eyebrows, and his eyes met her helpless eyes.

"There's nothing you want to say to me?"

As her first man, Rong Tingchen really wanted to know what this little woman wanted to say to herself in the face of her engagement to her sister.

"I ...... I don't have anything to say to you! ”

Whimpering sound, Yu Wange opened his mouth coldly.

He's going to get engaged, and he's going to get married in the near future.

The relationship between them has long been completely broken in that chaotic and dark alley, hasn't it?

As long as she thought of that day, Rong Tingchen's cruel treatment of herself was as vivid as if it happened yesterday, which made her almost tear her whole heart apart.

"There's nothing you want to say to me, that's what you want to do with me? Well? ”

In the low and deep voice, there were faint and provocative ripples, which made Yu Wange's face blush all of a sudden.

"You ......"

Yu Wange raised her head, and suddenly met the man's dark eyes.

But before Yu Wange could say anything, the man's lips fell directly and accurately on her diamond lips.

With that whirling kiss, Yu Wange's body was brought into a lounge opposite the bathroom.

Yu Wange's already slender body was pressed on the square table by the man all of a sudden.

Rong Tingchen leaned down, greedily ~ greedily picking ~ taking her sweet beauty.

With the deepening kissing action, the man's hand also began to become restless.

With the pain of the tendons in his body, Yu Wange's whole body trembled as if he had been electrocuted.

"Hmm...... Rong Tingchen, no! ”

Yu Wange pulled the man's big hands that were about to be presumptuous and evil, and looked at this god-like man helplessly with his eyes.

But who knows, Rong Tingchen is not Yu Wange who wants to refuse, so he can easily let her go.

Obsessively depicting the Belle of the evening song with the tip of her tongue, the blurred whispering, the love ~ the tide is in her ears, and it is beautiful to raise -

"Little evening song, it's just the last time I save it!"

As the man's blurred words fell, Rong Tingchen tore at Yu Wange without pity.

Feeling that her body was evacuated, Yu Wange had a cold little face, and accepted the man's delicate punishment for herself expressionlessly.

Moved away from the square table and came to the bed, Rong Tingchen hugged her waist while connecting with Yu Wange, leaving no room for domineering.

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After lingering, Yu Wange, the whole person's little face, was full of the flushed blurred expression, she was drenched in sweat, and her limbs hung on the man's body like an octopus, refusing to let go like grasping a life-saving straw.

On the weak body, the legs have not yet reacted from the madness just now, and they still continue to tremble.

Rong Tingchen didn't let go of the evening song, just let her hug herself casually.

Thin lips, obsessively kissed her hair with a light sweat, gentle, brushing every inch of her hair.

was kissed by a man so suddenly, and the sad loneliness in her heart became even stronger.

She didn't want this way, he was his sister's fiancé, how could they do such an unbearable thing on the eve of his and his sister's engagement?

"Woo...... Rong Tingchen, you let me down, woo woo......"

She really didn't like her behavior, although she was coerced every time, but she also felt her deep guilt for her sister.

Listening to Yu Wange's sad wail, Rong Tingchen's big hand that touched her hair also clearly felt the moist breath, which adhered to his bone joints.

"Woo...... Rong Tingchen, why do we look like this? Whining...... You're my sister's man, why are you doing this to me? Woohoo......"

Her existence is really the most humble and pitiful one.

Who can understand the great pain in her heart!

Listening to the sad wail that overflowed from Yu Wange's mouth, Rong Tingchen looked indifferent and didn't know what he was thinking.

Rong Tingchen didn't seem to hear his own words, so Yu Wange once again violently erupted into a sad accusation-

"Rong Tingchen, you are engaged to your sister immediately, but you still treat me like this, are you worthy of your sister? Hmmm......"

Yu Wange's sharp voice came out, and then, Rong Tingchen also threw her body down on the bed.

The pain of the tendons in his body came along with the bones, and Yu Wange frowned sullenly.

Before she could react from the feeling of starry stars in her eyes, Rong Tingchen once again brutally tore her apart.

"Ahh

The painful struggle runs through every cell of Yu Wange.

"Yes, I'm your sister's man, don't forget, I'm your man too!"

The sudden raised voice made Rong Tingchen lean down suddenly like an angry leopard-

The scorching masculine breath sprayed on Yu Wange's heart.

She felt the pain that was close to her heart, and suddenly it hurt-

"Ahh

The heart-rending pain, the limbs and hundreds of bones attacked him from all sides, and Yu Wange seemed to be trapped in a small room, and was cold by the darkness under him, all of which attacked him......

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Yu Wanyin chose a world-famous Cook Blossom Tree Champagne from the hotel.

Having chosen the champagne, she walked back to the lounge.

But before she could reach the lounge, she was called by the caretaker who came in a hurry.

"Miss Yu, Mr. Yu is having a temper, please go over and take a look!"

Yu Wanyin came to Yu Xuanhai's lounge, and as soon as she entered the door, she smelled the fishy smell emanating from the lounge.

Looking at the ground, the smashed dinner plate and greasy food were mixed together, Yu Wanyin habitually tightened her brows.

Then, holding the hem of his skirt in one hand and covering his nose in the other, he walked forward with disgust.

Looking at the mess all over the ground, and the father who was in a wheelchair with a face full of eyebrows and eyes, Yu Wanyin directly hooked the corners of her mouth with disdain.

"Haven't made enough of it? Sigh! ”

Yu Wanyin deliberately shook her snow-white dress, showing Yu Xuanhai the fact that she was going to get engaged today.

"Can't see me doing well, do you? But I'm doing really well now! ”

“……”

"Dad, seriously, seeing you like this, I'm really heartbroken as a daughter! However, I felt so happy that I could finally avenge myself! ”

“……”

Yu Wanyin suddenly leaned down and put her hands on the handles on both sides of the wheelchair.

"Tsk, Dad, do you know what your name is now? It's called - you can't live if you do your own iniquity! ”

Yu Wanyin raised her eyebrows sharply, with a sneer on the corner of her mouth, and looked at Yu Xuanhai proudly.

"Saying that I will find you a doctor to treat you is nothing more than a cover for myself to frame you! Yu Xuanhai, my daughter loves you so much as a father, how can she be willing to let you die, isn't it? ”

“……”

"Tsk, because I don't want you to die, I want you to die! I just want you to see me and Tingchen get engaged and have children with your own eyes. The more you don't see me, the more I want to live a good life! Do you like evening songs, love evening songs, and love your mother? Then I want everything you care about to be reduced to ashes in my hands! ”

“……”

"At the engagement scene for a while, you give me a quiet look, otherwise don't blame me for being a daughter!"

Tortured Yu Xuanhai to cerebral palsy, this is just the first step for Yu Wanyin to avenge herself.

"Hmm...... I...... Livestock...... Not...... I ......"

Yu Xuanhai was still moving his mouth, but he couldn't say a word at all.

"Aha!"

Yu Wanyin laughed wildly, Yu Xuanhai's appearance really made her feel very happy.

"Okay, my good father, since you can't speak, you won't struggle anymore, and there will be enough wonderful shows waiting for you to watch in a while!"

After speaking, Yu Wange turned around directly, leaving a gorgeous figure to Yu Xuanhai, who couldn't move.

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Yu Wange stroked the bleeding heart that was bitten by Rong Tingchen, and walked out of the lounge with a pale face.

Layers of fine pale sweat hung on her forehead, wetting her hair.

Moving extremely heavy steps, Yu Wange moved her body to the bathroom step by step.

When he came to the bathroom, Yu Wange opened the button of his dress and reflected the scar on his bloody heart in the mirror.

Looking at the irregular round tooth marks on his heart, as if it were the most painful imprint on his heart, Yu Wange bit her white and trembling lips tightly.

Taking out the tissues in the bag, Yu Wange wiped his wounds, and after wiping the blood stains clean, he obviously saw the very dazzling scar, and the ugly imprint on his heart.

Yu Wange shed tears of sadness.

She clearly remembered that while the man was tearing at herself, the sharp teeth, as if he were about to dig out his heart, bit down violently at his beating heart