Chapter 45, the past is difficult to speak

"I actually have a reluctant request." Cheng ate the scrambled eggs made by Nishimori's kitchen, his face full of pride and happiness.

"Say, it's not going to be good." Nishimori's scrambled eggs are still very fragrant, although their skills are not as good as those of Mizune......

"Well...... Before you came, I was hungry and had to go downstairs to buy fast bread, which was expensive and not tasty. Now you live close and you can cook again...... In the future, when I'm hungry, I just ask you to make it for me to eat, and then how about the money I saved will be handed over to the father. Cheng said, and put another bowl of rice.

"It's free to pay the gong, I still have enough food, I'm not afraid of poison, I'll make it for you." Nishimori agreed.

"No, no, no, you deserve the money." Cheng actually just wanted to find an excuse to help her pay some rent.

Nishimori shook his head resolutely, "I always feel like I'm the owner now." She smiled.

Seeing that she was so resolute, she changed the topic as she wanted. "Wang." Cheng learned a dog bark.

Nishimori was amused by him.

Forget it, let's think of another way. Although Cheng has poor self-care ability, he knows the truth that helping others should start and finish well.

In short, the beloved lives downstairs, and that's enough.

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"I'm really sorry for the trouble, thank you!" Shui Yin stood at the intersection of the long-lost and warm with his suitcase, and thanked the butler next to the black car.

"Miss Wuli is polite, please feel free to ask if you need anything." The housekeeper bowed and sent off the young master, who had changed his attitude one hundred and eighty degrees, and got into the car and left.

"Finally home!" Shui Yin stood on the sidewalk and stretched out his arms towards the second-story detached house, as if hugging an old friend.

It's still the same place, but the detached houses have lost their popularity and look a little deserted.

"Please come in." Yu Xia also carried large and small luggage, which was taken from the fog before the warm wind came on the boat, God knows what it was...... But it's not light!

"Familiar air." Shui Yin stood in the hallway, taking a deep breath of home air.

"A room smells of dust." Yu Xia complained, took out her summer slippers from the shoe cabinet and handed them to Shui Yin.

"I'm going to go to bed for a while......" Shui Yin sat on the edge of the floor, and fatigue welled up.

"When did you become so lazy...... Yu Xia took the big and small luggage three times and carried it to the side of the stairs, and handed it to Shui Yin, motioning to help her up.

"You're used to it." Shui Yin stood up trembling with strength.

"Yes, yes, old lady, slow down." Yu Xia walked to the bedroom with Shui Yin, who could wrestle on the flat ground.

Yu Xia quickly unfolded the quilt and straightened the pillow. Shui Yin fell down on the side of the bed, but his body was straight, and his legs were still tilted on the side of the bed, in a capital "L" shape. Yu Xia looked at her helplessly, lifted her legs and put them on the bed, and covered them with a quilt.

Shui Yin squinted at Yu Xia's every move, to be honest, being served by others is really addictive......

"Hey, hey." Shui Yin couldn't help but laugh.

The sudden abnormal laughter made Yu Xia stunned...... He thought that the sound of water had fallen asleep......

"Enjoy." Shui Yin stretched lazily and smiled sweetly at Yu Xia.

"Yes, I see." Yuxia stroked her head. It's been really hard for you these days, Yu Xia said in her heart.

Yu Xia first opened all the windows downstairs to ventilate, then put Shui Yin's suitcase to the bedroom cabinet door, and then moved the rest to the kitchen.

- "You take all these things back, there is seafood in them, remember to freeze them first when you get home." Before leaving, Wu Li handed Yu Xia two large bags of things, and his words and deeds were far from usual, revealing reluctance between the lines.

"Got it. You have to control your drinking, when you get drunk, when you get married. Yu Xia's tone was like coaxing a younger sister than herself.

"Got it. Come back and see me when you have time, you know? When Wuli said that when he came back to see her, his eyes nodded at Zao Ming behind him, which means that this sentence is also what Zao Ming wants to say.

Zao Ming has the same style as his son, and never shows his feelings too much. Of course, the reasons are not the same.

Yu Xia looked at the whole table of seafood and was at a loss.

That's enough for them to eat until the winter......

Yu Xia picked out two sardines and put them in the pool, and the rest of the fish were packed and put in the refrigerator. Let's fry fish for her at night, Yu Xia thought.

The phone on the table rang, and a text message came.

- "Have you arrived?" "The string of numbers is in the fog.

- "Here we are." Thank you for the seafood. Yu Xia deliberately added a row of "fish" emojis to the back of the text message.

Yu Xia didn't retreat directly to the home screen, he hesitated for a moment and saved the number of the text message to the address book. The remarks only typed one word - "sister".

- "The mission of those people in the restaurant told me to cancel it, so live your two-person world in peace!" Kiri was busy with work at this time, and when she received Yuxia's reply, her face was full of nostalgic joy.

Yu Xia wanted to clean the house while Shui Yin was sleeping, but the ground was full of dust, and it was time to clean up under the stairs. If the object of comparison is Cheng, Yu Xia's housekeeping ability can be said to be perfect. In less than half an hour, the home was as clean as ever. But Yu Xia hadn't figured out what to do with the memories at the bottom of the stairs......

You can't just throw them all away...... Yu Xia thought in his heart, no, if you can't throw it, you can't throw it, let's move it out first.

Yuxia and Nari lost consciousness in their brains when they were cleaning up Inawakura's relics, so there were miscellaneous things in each box, and some of them had even been glued. Yu Xia didn't know what Shui Yin saw when she hid the gift, and what her expression was at that time, but he knew that his expression now must be very lonely and sad.

There shouldn't be a few people like him who have experienced such a thing at such a young age, right? Hopefully, she's doing well over there.

Yu Xia saw the photo in the frame, which was taken by the teacher when the three of them were awarding, and now it has become the only carrier of the friendship between the three of them. Yu Xia carefully wiped the dusty photo frame, and she was really sorry to treat it like this.

The box contains the textbooks that Inazakura kept at that time, the toys that the three of them collected together, and the clothes and supplies that Inazakura used to be alive...... Yu Xia went to the intermediary to ask for a few new cardboard boxes, and put them together in different categories, each of which he wiped carefully.

- The last box is the sorting box used by Inakura before her death, and that box has never been touched by Yuxia and Cheng, and after she died, she just put it together with these as it was.

Yu Xia wanted to open it and take a look, after all, he could only learn more about this old friend from these items. He believed that Inawara would not complain about his peeping into privacy.

In the sorting box, there should be the most precious secret of Inawakura's life.

Yu Xia opened the lid of the box, and a fragrance of flowers came to her face.

There was only a burgundy notebook and a fountain pen, which was pinned to the notebook, both of which were discontinued on the market.

Yu Xia went to the bathroom and washed her hands carefully, dried them, and then came back and gently opened it.

It's a diary, and the frontispiece reads: Please have the most enjoyable time.

Yu Xia breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't know what kind of state he would be in after reading it, but he had to read it now.

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Cheng added a windbreaker and prepared to go out, listening to the weather forecast that it would rain heavily today, although not a drop of rain has fallen so far, but it was overcast and scary outside.

Nishimori is going to make up his homework at home today, so he won't bother.

That's fine, because he has something very important to do today.

Cheng walked out of the park and headed west, this is the way to school, but the destination is not the school. He turned south at the fifth junction, where it was even more cloudy, and even the wind was blowing with an earthy smell.

Cheng walked for about ten minutes and came to a deserted place.

At the end of the road was a small house selling flowers, and a shelf was erected outside the house, on which were all kinds of flowers. Next to the hut is a cemetery surrounded by black railings, and the orderly arrangement of tombstones can be seen in the distance.

Cheng walked to the front of the hut and saw that the old couple in the house were there. Cheng asked for a bouquet of white orchids, and the old grandmother took out a bouquet of white orchids from the incubator under the shelf, wrapped it and handed it to him.

"Where's the boy." The old grandmother asked.

"He's not in town, he'll be back tomorrow." Cheng replied.

Cheng held this bouquet of flowers and walked into the cemetery.

In the southeast corner of the cemetery is buried his old friend, Yuun Inasakura. Speaking of which, he hadn't come to see her for more than a month. Cheng cleaned up the withered white orchids and placed the new flowers on the stone platform. The weeds are not high, but they are carefully plucked clean. Cheng looked around, and there was no one in the entire cemetery. He simply sat on the ground, thinking about something.

"How's it going?" Cheng prepared for a long time before saying this.

"Yuxia and I went back to Cole for the holidays, so I haven't come to see you, you must be in a hurry." Cheng Du looked at the ground and smiled. "Yu Xia didn't tell you, he has a girlfriend, his name is Wuli Shuiyin, I also got a girlfriend more than a month ago, my name is Nishimori Dandelion, and now they are all in the same class." Cheng can say whatever he wants. "Since I have a partner, that stuffy melon is much stronger than before, I love to laugh, and I love to talk."

"I'm still the same, I've been thinking about what I'm going to do in the future lately, and I'm having a bit of a headache."

"It seems that the sullen melon told your story to Wuli, I persuaded it, and you also know that the matter about you is his forbidden sentence, and he couldn't even mention it to me at first. He has been blaming himself since you left, and it's not a problem to keep doing this. ”

"Don't worry about him and his father, they should be reconciled. Anyway, everyone did their best, including my parents, and I forgave them. The tip of Cheng's nose was a little sour.

"Hey, look at me, and mention these sad things."

"But these things can only be said here, although the memories are sad, but what is even sadder is that these stories can only be told to themselves." A drop of rain fell on the back of Cheng's hand, and one after another, the raindrops began to fall on the ground.

"I'll see you another day." Cheng opened the folding umbrella, put on a black trench coat and hat, and walked away in the baptism of rain.

There are so many stories that you can only tell yourself, whether you want to mention them or not, please be patient and listen to yourself. Because, I can't say it.