Chapter 144: The Queen of Heaven is furious!
Regardless of men and women, as long as they have not yet escaped from the red dust, they will feel excited when they see beautiful things.
At this moment, seeing Lin Zaishan on TV, Li Xiaoni's heart was touched.
No wonder Guan Yaling said that Lin Zaishan was very young and handsome on the stage, Lin Zaishan on the stage was at least 20 years younger than in private!
Coupled with this vicissitudes of white hair, this brother is simply handsome!
Li Xiaoni has been in the circle for 12 years, and she has seen a lot of all kinds of handsome guys, but there are few things that she can really remember.
may be beautified by the beautiful memory of Lin Zaishan's image back then, and Lin Zaishan's unrestrained handsomeness when he was young made Li Xiaoni unforgettable. After all, this is her first man, and the only man she has.
She has never been able to find the shadow of Lin Zaishan in others.
Now seeing this brand-new Lin Zaishan on TV, Li Xiaoni's memory seems to have been reshaped - she is really not mistaken, this brother was very handsome when he was young! It's even more handsome now!
Lee Hyo-ni hasn't had this heartbeat for too long.
At the moment when a spark sparked in her heart, she seemed to finally remember that she was also a woman with seven emotions and six desires, not a machine in the spotlight. She is also a woman who longs to be loved and wants to love someone passionately, not a goddess who only appears in dreams and is worshipped by thousands of people.
A stream of heat that had been accumulated in her body for a long time gushed out from Li Xiaoni's heart, surged to the top of her head, and burned her brain.
If she was in the East China Sea now, she might have gone to Lin Zaishan on impulse.
But alas, she is in Shencheng.
This unreachable distance, just like the distance between her and Lin Zaishan's heart, has space and time. To close the distance. It's not something that can be solved with a plane ticket.
After the applause of the audience on TV became quiet, Li Xiaoni's mood also became much calmer.
She turned up the volume on the TV and waited to listen to Lin Zaishan sing "The Hills".
She had heard Guan Yaling sing this song before, and at that time she was already touched in her heart, and felt that when Lin Zaishan wrote this song, she must have had a female object in her heart that was converging with the growth river of others.
At that time, she was not sure that this object was her.
But after listening to a few songs written for her by Lin Zaishan, she firmly believes that she must have a very important place in Lin Zaishan's heart.
She can even confidently say that she should be the most important woman alive in Lin Zaishan's life.
Li Xiaoni was right, although these songs were not written for her by Lin Zaishan, and they were not written by Lin Zaishan at all. But she is indeed a woman who occupies the most important position in Lin Zaishan's heart.
In a hit itinerary that no one can guess. She is stepping on the idea every step of the way, and the appearance of these works is due to her chance.
So she thinks that these songs were written for her by Lin Zaishan, what's wrong with that?
Only when people dare to think and dare to do can they gain something.
I don't even dare to think about it, even if I get the best opportunity from heaven, it's just a cloud of smoke, and it's easy to miss it.
Maybe the stranger who bumped into you unexpectedly on the street is the other half that the matchmaker pulled out for you. But if you don't have the courage or the consciousness to grab the line. Then he or she is just a passerby.
Li Xiaoni is now firmly grasping the red line between her and Lin Zaishan. She let go once when she was young, and she will never let go again in the future.
People in different situations, with different moods, when listening to the same song. It would feel very different.
On TV, from the moment Lin Zaishan sang the first sentence of "The Hills", which condensed his life, Li Xiaoni's heartstrings were plucked.
Guan Yaling, the idiot, instantly turned around Lin Zaishan and stirred up a wave in Li Xiaoni's heart. But immediately she devoted herself to the singing of Lin Zaishan's song.
This song is Lin Zaishan singing about his own life, but to Li Xiaoni's ears, it seems to be looking at Dahewanwan. The two of them sat at one end of the line, singing about the lives of the two of them.
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Maybe we never mature~
I haven't been able to know yet~ I'm getting old~
Although the one who is alive in his heart is still that~
Youngster~
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Although she does not accept the old and does not recognize the old, Li Xiaoni never feels that she is old, but in front of Lin Zaishan, who has been washed white by time, she has to admit that the youth of their youth is long gone.
They can no longer go back to the era when Ren was frivolous and full of blood.
I can no longer taste the youthful years of selflessness.
It can be heard that Lin Zaishan still hides him when he was young in his heart, and misses her when he was young.
Why shouldn't she?
After more than ten years of driving the shell of the queen of heaven, the young and true self in her heart has become more and more precious.
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I look back frequently because of my anxiety~
Ignorant begging ~ ashamed to ask for help ~
Tirelessly climb over ~every hill~
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Lin Zaishan looked back frequently uneasily, why shouldn't she?
Ignorant of what she asked, ashamed of asking for help, under the spur of this fate, she could only tirelessly climb over every hill -
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Over the hills ~ although the head is white ~ Chatter~ I don't give sorrow ~
I haven't seen immortality as I wished~
Just lose yourself first~
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Over the hill ~ only to find that no one was waiting~
Chatter~ can no longer evoke tenderness~
Why can't I remember who gave the hug last time~
At what time~
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This first chorus made Lee Hyo-ni feel heavy when she heard it.
After tirelessly turning over for so long, did she get anything else besides fame and fortune?
She couldn't think of it.
The slightest hint of heart-warming touching that will appear from time to time in life has become gray under such a song.
In the midst of such singing, looking back, she found a cold truth: after the endless climb, there was no one waiting for her in front of her.
Maybe this is the loneliness of the master?
But she also missed out on too much, too much tenderness that she deserved.
The last hug she remembers, of course, was the one she got tonight when she received the award.
But this hug. Does it make sense?
Who gave the last truly meaningful hug? And when was it given to her? She really couldn't remember.
It's not so much the loneliness of the master as the pathetic of the master.
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I didn't deliberately hide it~ and I didn't intend to make you sentimental~
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This song was sung by Lin Zaishan in a low complaint, which was like stabbing Li Xiaoni in the heart, as if Lin Zaishan had already anticipated her mood when she was listening to this song when she wrote it.
Maybe this is the fate of playing tricks.
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How many times have we been drunk and unhappy~
Cursing that life is too short ~ sigh and hate to see each other late~
Let the woman put her makeup and cry ~ I don't care ~
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Eighty percent of these words were said by Lin Zaishan after drinking too much and by himself, and he imagined it with her.
Just like what he sang next - just find a reason, and you can fight back to the teasing of love, the influence of fate, and the influence of fate. Till death rests!
Li Xiaoni could hear that this was an affectionate cry.
When you can't love someone you can't forget, maybe you can only imagine her and struggle beyond your strength.
Watching the handsome Lin Zaishan sing for her on TV, feeling the affection in Lin Zaishan's heart, Li Xiaoni's tired heart became a lot warmer.
The climax of Lin Zaishan's second section of mountaineering suddenly exploded, as if the feelings in his heart were suddenly exploding, which swept away the gloom in Li Xiaoni's heart!
It's still an endless journey over the mountain. I still don't feel the tenderness of hugging, but there is such a person who has been silently loving you behind my back and missing you. Supporting you. This distant love is like a hug, making you feel that everything you do is not meaningless.
The better you live. The warmer his nostalgia becomes;
The better you do, the deeper his love will be.
This is a selfish enjoyment, but it is also the greatest comfort in her heart.
She is not living alone. There is always one or several distant people who are silently thinking about her and paying attention to her.
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Chatter~ I don't give sorrow ~
To the teasing of love ~ the left and right of fate ~
I fought back without self-measure~ until I died~!
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Why can't I remember who gave the hug last time~
At what time~
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When Lin Zaishan climbed the last peak with the courage to see through and expressed the feelings of the peak, Li Xiaoni's heart also became completely clear and warm, because she had already seen when the next hug would be.
Life is not always cold, a crack can make you feel the warmth of the whole world.
"Hoo ......"
It's like doing a sauna for the soul, Li Xiaoni takes a long breath, the warmth and pleasure in her heart are indescribable, and the tender gaze like water has explained everything.
Looking at the handsome image of Lin Zaishan returning to the stage on TV, Li Xiaoni really wants to sigh deeply for this beautiful life: Her waiting and watching for so many years is worth it.
It will be more worthwhile in the future.
After that, Lin Zaishan made a heartfelt speech about the old guitar playing the right way, and Li Xiaoni's heart became sour, but it was also warmer.
She believes that Old Man Lin has a spirit in the sky, and she will be very relieved to hear his grandson say these words in front of the national TV audience.
Next, the four mentors praised Lin Zaishan's song "Hills", Li Xiaoni thought in her heart, these praises are not exaggerated, especially what Li Zongheng said, this song is a mirror. These words are so incisive, Li Xiaoni admires it, a master is a master, a towering position!
In the end, seeing Lin Zaishan so stubbornly and stubbornly refusing Master Li's invitation, and seeing Guan Yaling's shocked and stunned expression, Li Xiaoni couldn't help but tremble and laugh, thinking that this brother is so stubborn, Guan Yaling's expression is really idiotic, can't she act better?
After watching Lin Zaishan's show, Li Xiaoni was in no mood to watch other people's performances, so she rewound the show, and she listened to Lin Zaishan's heart-warming "Hills" again.
The image of Lin Zaishan, who was handsome and singing with an old guitar, was deeply imprinted in her mind, and she guessed that she would be able to have a sweet dream when she slept tonight.
She even thought that it would be good if she could sleep in Lin Zaishan's arms, that would be the real dream.
Why is this dearest man always not by her side?
After seeing Lin Zaishan's stubborn rejection of Li Zongheng, Li Xiaoni felt more deeply how hard the forbidden area in this man's heart was.
It wasn't easy for her to get closer to each other again.
Even if she gives up the dignity of the queen of heaven, pours all her enthusiasm, puts everything she has in front of Lin Zaishan, and lets Lin Zaishan slaughter, this hard man is very likely to be afraid of implicating her and deliberately hide further.
Perhaps, just like "The Hills", if they want to get closer again, they also need a long process of climbing the mountain.
But Li Xiaoni believes that there will be a day when the peak will turn around.
Knowing that there are people waiting for the road ahead, walking should also be full of happiness and sweetness.
She is looking forward to climbing the hill of Lin Zai Mountain as soon as possible, and making her dream of stability and warmth really come true.
Turn off the TV.
Lying lonely on the big bed in the hotel, Lin Zaishan's singing and "beauty" kept echoing in her mind, and Li Xiaoni couldn't sleep.
Her biological clock has long been out of order, and it has never been adjusted.
She slept so much on the plane in the afternoon that she couldn't sleep even if she died.
Just get up and go online and check it out.
Lin Zaishan's performance will definitely cause a boom, right? I don't know if this brother's black history will be turned out.
There are too many people on the Internet who are full of food and have nothing to do, and there are even more people watching the excitement, and I don't know what kind of evaluation Lin Zaishan will get.
Lying on the bed, let the cervical spine bend backwards, more comfortable, Li Xiaoni opened the notebook, and boarded the most lively public forum, and saw the most eye-catching position on the homepage, hanging a post of Shenba Lin in the mountain.
Sure enough, someone picked it up, and it was really fast enough!
Seeing that tens of thousands of people have replied to the post, Li Xiaoni has a hunch that this thing must not be very good. But after opening it, after seeing the shocking black material, she still couldn't hold back her heart, and the roots of her angry teeth were tickling!
In fact, about her, there are often people on the Internet who fabricate black material to hack her, Li Xiaoni has long been surprised by such black material, she thinks that the more black material she has, the more popular she is.
But it's different for Lin Zaishan, a lot of Lin Zaishan's black material is true, and being reported is completely sprinkling salt on his wounds, and some people are still very despicable, reversing right and wrong! It's so infuriating!
Lin Zaishan did have problems with being a man when he was young, and he did make a lot of mistakes, but it was a bit too much to put all the faults on him!
is like the guy who said he was carrying a big bag on the dock, he actually relied on Lin Zaishan's failed life!
Li Xiaoni thought to herself: "Lin Zaishan let you die, do you also want to die!" The evil consequences of oneself are not on oneself, but on others, cowards! (To be continued.) )