Chapter 248: Inner Entanglement
That night, when Yu Zijing finished dealing with things and was about to go back to his room to sleep, he went directly to Jin Xin to eat a closed-door soup.
He knocked at the door, at first calmly, but after a few times, his patience ran out, and the knock became louder.
But the people inside still didn't respond.
He stood there, and he didn't have to look back to feel that there was a maid secretly looking at the probe, and he couldn't kick in the door with grace to make people see the joke.
Standing at the door for a while with a calm face and embarrassment, he finally knew what to do and went back to the study depressedly.
Jin Xin shook the cradle and listened to the knock on the door to stop, only then did she breathe a sigh of relief, she was really afraid that if the knock continued to sound, she would wake up the child directly.
Ziqin lit a new lamp and put it in, and looked in the direction of the door, "Madam, the general seems to have left." ”
“……”
Jin Xin didn't answer, got up and asked to change clothes behind the screen in the aisle.
Ziqi followed, and while waiting for her to change clothes, he said, "Madam, the general must be very angry. ”
"Is it my anger or his anger now?"
Jin Xin replied with a little annoyance.
Ziqi lowered his head in fright, glanced at it, and caught a glimpse of various marks on Jin Xin's neck, shoulders, and chest, and immediately understood, after all, it was a little girl, and her face couldn't help but turn crimson.
Jin Xin noticed it, was extremely embarrassed, and snatched the bedclothes: "I'll change it myself." ”
"Yes, ma'am."
As soon as Ziqi walked out of the inside of the screen, he walked a few steps to Ziqin, who was making the bed, and said meaningfully: "Sister Ziqi, Madame was dragged out by the general during the day, do you know what they do?" ”
Although Ziqin is still a yellow flower girl, after all, she grew up in the courtyard of the deep house, and she is not young, and she understands a lot of nature, and after hearing Ziqi's words, she immediately heard the meaning, frowned slightly, and said softly: "What kind of mouth, what should be said or not should be said will come out!" If you don't know how to measure and talk nonsense like this, I'll let Miss kick you out directly! ”
Ziqi could hear that Ziqin was angry, his face was scornful, his mouth was pursed, and he was quiet.
I didn't dare to say anything more, so I turned around and went to do things.
Jin Xin stood on the inside of the screen, listening to the conversation between the two people, looking a little displeased.
In the middle of the night, Yu Zijing lay on the couch, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, and I don't know if it was a psychological effect or an illusion.
That woman, although she didn't care about him, just hooked his heart and made him addicted to it at all, and he couldn't stop it at all.
In the dark night, his deep pupils flashed with a ghostly light, and he breathed calmly, as if he vaguely smelled the slightest wisp of Jin Xin's breath, was it the fragrance of her hair left during the day?
"Damn it!"
Yu Zijing cursed, sat up from the couch abruptly, sat quietly in annoyance for a moment, got up and went out directly.
Coincidentally, the door to the main room next door also opened.
Yu Zijing followed the sound and looked at Jin Xin who came out at a glance.
She was still wearing a bedgown, and she didn't even have a coat on her body, and she didn't know if it was Fengfeng or Lei Lei who was holding her tightly in her arms.
Jin Xin also looked at him and immediately shouted, "Yu Zijing! ”
Yu Zijing narrowed her eyes, saw her running towards her anxiously, and hurriedly greeted her: "What's wrong?" ”
"Lei Lei is sick!"
Jin Xin said, handing him the child in his arms.
The child's face was full of sweat or tears, crying intermittently, Yu Zijing reached out and touched his forehead, and his face changed greatly: "I have a high fever!" ”
He immediately hugged the child over, wrapped it tightly, looked up and saw Jin Xin's thin body again, and frowned: "Come in and put on a coat!" ”
"The children have become like this, and they still care about this!"
Jin Xin blurted out and said, "You quickly take the child to the doctor in the house." I'm going to call Ziqin and Ziqi to take care of Fengfeng! ”
"Beware of the cold......"
Yu Zijing also ordered Jin Xin to put on his clothes, but was pushed out by Jin Xin.
"Yu Zijing, didn't you hear how sad the child was crying!"
Jin Xin said angrily.
"You ......"
Yu Zijing gritted his teeth and looked at Jin Xin, endured it, and finally didn't say anything, turned his head and hugged the child and went to the doctor.
Jin Xin watched him leave, quickly turned around and went to the next room to wake up Ziqin and Ziqi, hurriedly explained a few words, and hurriedly put on a coat and went to the doctor's place.
* After working all night, when it was dawn, Lei Lei's high fever finally subsided.
Jin Xin watched the child's fever subside, and his heart was relaxed, and after a while, he was so tired that he fell asleep on the edge of the bed.
Yu Zijing silently carried the person to the side of the couch and put it down, took a cloak and put it on her, sat beside her, reached out and brushed away a strand of hair on her cheek, looked at her haggard sleeping face, her eyes showed a trace of distress, and she couldn't help but lean down and imprint a kiss on her lips.
The sleeping person seemed to feel something, tilted his head slightly, and muttered: "Yu Zijing, enough is enough......"
When Yu Zijing heard her words, she couldn't help but laugh.
With a bad heart, he attached his lips to her ear and said softly: "Not enough, Jin Xin, you woman, will only make me more and more greedy to want more, and I will never think that it is enough......"
Jin Xin didn't know whether he heard it or not, his eyes were still closed, but his brows were tightly furrowed, revealing a dissatisfied look.
Yu Zijing watched quietly, her eyes full of tenderness, and a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth.
* Jin Xin slept too deeply this night, and when he woke up, it was already dark.
She sat up in shock, ran to the side of the bed barefoot, but saw Yu Zijing lying on her back on the bed, holding Feng Feng and Lei Lei in the crook of her arms, and the father and son snuggled up and snuggled to sleep, with a sweet face.
Jin Xin looked at that picture, first stunned, and then surprised.
Yu Zijing has a lot of problems sleeping, he doesn't like others to move him, and at the same time, he also sleeps properly, like a stake, except for breathing, he almost doesn't move.
However, look at him at this time, holding the child and sleeping there, his hair is spread out like black satin, one sleeve of his bed robe is rolled up, the front placket is tied casually, and the bedding on his body is also covered crookedly, where is there still the meticulous appearance on weekdays?
Jin Xin really didn't expect Yu Zijing to have such a side.
However, after being surprised, when she looked at the picture again, unconsciously, a trace of warmth floated in her heart, like the waves of the undercurrent sent up by the calm seabed for no reason, chaotic and chaotic, sudden, but not annoying.
She subconsciously thought that if she could maintain it like this, perhaps, they would be a happy family of four, right?
Unfortunately, such a thought was only fleeting, and she quickly laughed self-deprecatingly again, and muttered, "I am crazy to have such a thought." ”
She smiled and shook her head, walked over and helped them cover the quilt.
Looking at the two sleeping children, Jin Xin was embarrassed.
It was helpless to marry Yu Zijing at the beginning, but I also had hope, and I always felt that when I was full-fledged, I could leave at any time, and I didn't have to worry too much.
It's just that she never thought that she would be pregnant with his child - children are not objects, they have feelings and needs, maybe she can give material things, but what about father's love?
If one day, she decides to leave here and disappear from Yu Zijing's life, then, what will happen to the children?
Does she really bear to deprive them of the fatherly love they could have?
Thinking of this, Jin Xin's heart was sad for a while.
"What are you thinking?"
A cold voice sounded, a unique voice, calm without a trace of undulating tone, and you could hear who the owner of the voice was.
Jin Xin looked at the bed, only to find that Yu Zijing had woken up at some point, and was looking at herself without blinking, with dark pupils and insight, she was not allowed to dodge at all.
Jin Xin looked at him in surprise: "When did you wake up?" ”
"What are you thinking?"
Yu Zijing is still asking.
"Nothing."
Yu Zijing looked at her dodging eyes and smiled.
He withdrew his arms from under the necks of the two children, and after making sure that the children were not disturbed by his movements, he turned his head to look at Jin Xin again, and saw that she was still dressed thinly, and frowned: "How many times do you have to say it before you listen?" ”
Jin Xin was a little puzzled when he heard this, but saw that he had already gotten off the bed, opened the wardrobe, swept his eyes, took a very thick mink coat from it, and draped it directly on her body when he came over: "Don't think that if you can get out of bed and walk around, your body will be fine." Hua Nu said, you still have to take care of your body for a while. ”
Jin Xin looked down at the coat draped over him, raised his head, and looked at him in confusion: "Yu Zijing, there is actually a question I have always wanted to ask you. ”
"What's the problem?"
"Don't you hate women? Also, you don't look like someone who would take the initiative to shush people. Why do you take such care of me? ”
"What normal man have you ever seen who hates a woman?"
Yu Zijing asked rhetorically first.
Jin Xin was asked, thought about it, and said, "That's right." If you really hate women, how can you marry so many such ladies? ”
Yu Zijing looked at her: "You just mind so much that I have other women?" ”
Jin Xin felt a little blocked in his heart, this kind of blockage was different from before, he just felt unaccustomed to seeing it before, and it was not uncomfortable, but now, it seems, is more suffocated and angry.
Despite this, she still expressed a calm and breezy appearance: "What normal woman do you think is not angry but full of joy in the face of her husband and other women?" ”
Yu Zijing smiled: "You finally admit that you are my wife." ”
"You ......"
"Also, there's one thing I want you to remember."
Yu Zijing suddenly leaned over from behind and hugged her, and whispered with her lips: "I, Yu Zijing, only take the initiative to ask my wife for warmth in this life." ”
Jin Xin's body and mind were shocked by his words, as if he was in a cloud and fog.
Soon, however, she was withdrawn from his bosom as if fleeing from the plague, and when she turned around, her eyes were full of vigilance when she looked at him again.
"Yu Zijing, stay away from me!"