Chapter 656: Break Everything and Crush It
What he hadn't said in his heart, what he wanted to say, what he could say, what he couldn't say, at this time, as Yun Yi lifted the lid, just as he thought, it completely exploded. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
To be honest, some Yun Yi thought of it, but some he really didn't think of.
At this moment, he understood how Mu Lin had lived in the past two years?
How to have such a profound idea in the accumulation of ****.
She's really fully mature, no, maybe not mature!
It can only be said that she is no longer as young as she was two years ago, and now, she has begun to consider all aspects under the pressure of life.
Even after she vented the words she had always held in her heart, she didn't stop her from being so sad that she was about to collapse.
Yun Yi's heart hurts, but he knows that he always has to pass this level.
To be honest, he is really fed up with this abnormal husband and wife life.
When she first met Mu Lin, the two lived under the same roof, she occasionally lost her temper, occasionally put on a personality, made demands, and even showed off her superiority......
At that time, she was the real her!
Treat each other as equals, she has never felt that she is worse than Yun Yi, so there is no need to back down again and again......
And after marriage, through her current words, it is conceivable how she has compromised to hide her nature little by little for so long, thinking that she was maturing, but in fact, she is slowly compromising and compromising to the point that she has no self!
Compared with the current Mu Lin, Yun Yi prefers that she will always maintain the immaturity she was at the beginning!
Because, that's the real accumulation of love!
Mu Lin covered her heart, took a deep breath, stopped sobbing, raised her eyes to look at Yun Yi's face that gave her the most important memories of her life for more than twenty years, and said softly for a long time: "Yun Yi, let me go!" ”
A flash of flame flashed in Yun Yi's eyes, but he still held it down and remained calm.
Mu Lin retracted his gaze and shook his head slightly, revealing a smile that hurt in Yun Yi's eyes: "I don't regret marrying you, I was very resistant when I was a child, but in the future I will definitely be glad that you have appeared in my life, you are the best husband, but we ...... A mistake in itself! I've been wondering how we're going to end up so that we don't grieve, maybe now is the best! ”
Yun Yi finally got up, took her hand again, and pulled her into his arms again.
This time, however, Mulling stopped cooperating, and she resisted.
"In this life, we share joys and sorrows, life and death, you can't escape!" However, Yunyi is no longer as gentle as before.
She couldn't resist, so she could only let the tears slide down again: "Are you going to humiliate me?" ”
Yun Yi's hand paused slightly, but he vigorously held her in his arms: "Do you think I have endured it for so long and haven't said it, why do you say it now?" Am I just here for it? ”
Mu Lin's resistance suddenly stiffened, and he no longer pressed against his chest.
"I know that even if I answer you, we will definitely be able to go on, you will not accept it. So, I have been afraid to open my mouth because I have to find all the reasons that can save your heart and rebuild your faith in order to truly answer your question. Yun Yi's calm tone was unquestionable.
"What do you mean?" Mu Lin blurted out.
Seeing that she no longer resisted, Yun Yi relaxed a little, and she didn't run again.
"I don't deny that children are indeed a big problem, both for our parents and for ourselves as time spreads, it will become deeper and deeper in our hearts." Yun Yi said in a deep voice.
Mu Lin didn't seem to have the strength to lie in his arms, no longer making a sound, her eyes staring at the wedding photos on the wall......
"But, I've told you many times, but you don't want to believe it, the relationship between the two of us is not maintained by children, you are my lover, not because of children I fell in love with you!" Yunyi knows that this problem must be said in front.
"Does it make sense?" Mu Lin's voice suddenly rang out.
"Of course it makes sense, since the incident with my sister-in-law, you have questioned our feelings, Mu Lin, people are different. Even if the problems encountered by my sister-in-law and her will all be faced, I am not Zhou Liqun, and you can't treat me as Zhou Liqun. Zhou Liqun has changed his mind, even if the sister-in-law really has a child, they are not separated, but they are just a family linked by children, not the original loving couple, they have long lost the original love. When the child is in front of the two of them, they can be a complete family, but when the child is not in front of them, they will be relatively speechless and indifferent...... I've said all this, do you understand what I'm talking about? Yun Yi said, seeing that Mu Lin didn't react at all, but he was a little annoyed.
He really couldn't say it clearly, and it seemed like he was talking nonsense, but he thought there was a big difference.
Mu Lin was in his arms, not moving, but at this time, there was actually a flash of surprise in his eyes.
She seemed to understand.
Without children, she has no love.
Is it that when you have a child, you have love again?
Maybe it's really different!
At this moment, even if she was dead, she still couldn't help but fall into thinking about the question raised by Yun Yi.
The room was quiet for a while, Yun Yi reorganized his mind and spoke again: "Mu Lin, you remember, everything you said is in my heart, but today, I want to solve it with you more than what you said. ”
"I want you to know that from beginning to end, I have cared about you, never ignored your thoughts, and you have a heavy burden inside, the most important thing is from external pressure, especially your parents, I should say especially your mother."
Mu Lin is still silent, of course, as a daughter-in-law, she can't extend her children and grandchildren, and of course she can't face her in-laws!
Especially when her mother was waiting for her to recover as soon as possible, it was as if she was reminding her every day.
"I don't want to hide it from you, and I can't hide it from you, of course my parents want grandchildren, but do you remember that on the operating table, my mother asked my father to sign without a second of hesitation. Isn't that enough to illustrate the problem, the grandson is thinking, but you are in her heart, first of all, her daughter-in-law, this is the most important thing, and I don't bother to say the difference again, but I hope you can understand what I mean. Yun Yi said in a deep voice.
He also really didn't know the original meaning of the explanation, it was too winding, especially if Mu Lin didn't want to understand, then he couldn't explain it clearly.
But let her have an idea!
But Mu Lin, she just understood, she knew that what Yun Yi said was the same as above, the family first valued her, and she was also the one who cared about her.
The child is the hope and thought of the second elder, and there may be many problems because of the child in the future, but fundamentally speaking, her existence is not only because of the child.
She is Yun Yi's wife, the daughter-in-law of the Yun family, from these two identities, her parents have recognized her and accepted her, and do not deny her identity because of their children.
"To this day, there is no doubt that our family has never changed their feelings for you because of their children. I know your situation, it will make you think more involuntarily, but you can't be immersed in it and can't climb out, you also have to open your eyes and see, after you come to Beijing this year, why don't your parents let you visit your uncle's house, not even my mother, Lan Ruo hasn't come back for many years, she should go over there as soon as she returns to the capital, this is the most basic etiquette as a junior, but she didn't go, she was at home with you? Can you think about why? Yun Yi said, his tone slowly becoming heavy.
His voice began to tremble, a sign of guilt for his parents.
Mu Lin's eyes were moist again, she didn't know a lot of problems, but she didn't face them, her heart was dead, so she just wanted to spend this year in peace and let everyone live this year with peace of mind.
But at this time, Yun Yi's voice made her cry.
This home is worthy of her!
"You are my wife, Lan Ruo's brother-in-law, and my parents' daughter-in-law, and everyone loves you. I proposed to come to Beijing this year, otherwise my parents could only stay at home, but I didn't ask them not to go to the uncle's side, this is because they are all in charge for you, and they don't want to see you wronged! Yun Yi's voice was deeper.
It's already dark.
No one came to bother them.
Mu Lin's tears once again wet Yun Yi's chest.
"It's not that I haven't met sincerity, but I really don't have a heart!" Mu Lin also had tears in her heart.
"Saying this, I'm sure you understand what I mean, children are a big problem, but it shouldn't negate our family's feelings." Yun Yi continued: "I am different from Zhou Liqun, I hope that the relationship between the two of us will have no burden, no bonds, you and me, just you and me." ”
Her tears were cold to her bones, Yun Yi believed that she had listened, and finally said: "Lan Ruo is back, she should have told you very clearly about the child." She is an absolute authority in this regard, you don't have to worry about our children will be unhealthy, medical technology is constantly improving, and eventually we will have a healthy child. ”
At this point, Mu Lin suddenly touched her lower abdomen, and she suddenly remembered that the child didn't seem to be a problem anymore.
At this time, her thoughts began to work normally, she raised her head to look at Yun Yi, and then leaned on his chest, she felt a deep love, and it was because of love that he repeatedly emphasized this question that was not a problem.
"You are still worried about the impact of the entertainment industry on the Yun family, I didn't want to say it before, because I think it's not a bad thing to let you get closer to the Yun family, after all, I've experienced a lot of things and have been estranged from them, and you don't have to carry these burdens." Yun Yi peeled off the cocoon little by little, trying to let her untie the knot.
"Remember, when you first went to see your grandfather, you called me, and my attitude was not good, and I said that you can go if you want to, and it doesn't matter if you don't want to go?" Yun Yi said in a deep voice.
Mu Lin still didn't answer, but she remembered that on that day, Xiao Fei beat up a few soldiers because he couldn't get into the car.
She also knew from that day that Yun Yi and her grandfather had a bad relationship.
"In fact, I went to Linhai with my parents since I was a child, to put it mildly, I really don't have much affection for this so-called big family, only my sister-in-law, who took me and Lan Ruo when I was a child...... Uncle, third uncle, fourth uncle, they only see each other once a year, and even these cousins and sisters are not familiar with each other. My parents have affection for the family, but for me, if it's good, it's closer, and if it's not good, then it's okay if we don't see each other again. You are my wife, and my attitude is enough to become your wind in the family. I didn't even get close to my grandfather, let alone them? Yun Yi's words were filled with a rare indifference.
At least Mu Lin had never seen such a Yun Yi, even when he saw his grandfather for the first time, his tone on the phone was more like his grandson's temper was wrong, rather than really strange.
But this time, there was a taste of decisiveness.
This time, Mu Lin couldn't help but speak: "How can you say that? ”
"Actually, I've always been like this, it's just that I didn't show it in front of you and my parents. Mu Lin, you or your sister, if your parents want to get closer to their relatives and get along comfortably, then I won't interfere, and I'm willing to see you to fulfill your filial piety, but I want you to understand that I don't force it, and you have to understand that I can't talk about how close I am to them, let alone the so-called Yun family signboard? Yun Yi said lightly.
"So, the so-called discrediting the Yun family, when you first saw me, I lived in Linhai, lived in Villa No. 6, I was a little rich boy brother Yunyi, until today, I am still that Yunyi, I joined the entertainment company, personally developed the entertainment industry, personally developed your career, no one can interfere with me, if you say that you smear, why don't you come to me? Why don't you let me cut off the dirty business of entertainment? Why do they persecute you only in my absence? ”
"Mu Lin, I usually don't want to tell you about these things, these are far more disgusting than the so-called dirtiness of the entertainment industry, I don't go into politics, because this is a world where there are only interests and no feelings. You don't understand these complicated situations, but you don't know, how glad I don't know, because I know too much, so I live a very heavy life. I can tell you very clearly that all the reasons they said in the uncle's house can be summed up in just two words, benefits! Yun Yi's voice was irrepressibly angry and depressed.
"Benefits!" Mu Lin muttered and repeated, today she believed in Yun Yi's words.
"Yes, interests, all-pervasive interests of interest. The Yun family, like all families, between family members, feelings are also subordinated to interests, saying that you smear, saying that you are embarrassed for you, saying that you have become a burden to me, these are all taken for granted in their eyes. The reason why they say this is only for one purpose, that is, to say that it is good for me, and I hope you will not become the handle of my attack, so that I will not confront so many enemies head-on, and naturally I will not be harmed......"
"Isn't that good for you?" (To be continued.) )