Chapter 60: Friendship
The wind 'waves' at sea level blow from afar and eventually dissipate into the distance. 1357924?6810ggggggdr City, this collective incident was just a small wind 'wave', which finally dissipated in the sight of the masses. Square dancing is still a scene in front of the political building, and I don't know if there was ever a resentment among this group of people. As for the political side, there were always some people who came forward to 'take responsibility', and a group of related people such as the director of the Municipal Construction Bureau were suspended for investigation, so the matter was properly handled by the wise leaders. It was handled so thoroughly that the news, newspapers and anything else did not need to be reported.
In the classroom and in the classroom, the teacher still spoke earnestly, painting "color" and "coloring" to teach the students that they must love their family and love the country.
Chen Yadong sat in the shade of a tree by the pond, in a daze. The hand unconsciously picked up the stone on the side and smashed a string of halos indiscriminately.
Lin Ling saw him standing far away, he was in a daze, a little more mature, and his eyes were full of too many things. Emotions that have never been spoken.
Being able to look at him makes her feel very comfortable, and she feels that there is nothing more beautiful in this world.
She crept closer, trying to startle him.
But as soon as she approached, Chen Yadong suddenly turned around and grimaced at her, which made Lin Ling scream.
Chen Yadong smiled stupidly and said, "Can you walk a little lighter, if you want to scare me, respect my ears." ”
Lin Ling sat beside him and said, "Who knew you looked stupid and stupid, and your vigilance was so high. ”
Chen Yadong grinned again, and soon disappeared again, although he did not sigh, it was difficult to hide his loneliness.
Lin Ling said: "You are melancholy again. ”
Fallen leaves dance in the wind and fall down in the pond.
Chen Yadong looked at Lin Ling, if there was anyone in this world who could change his state of mind, she would definitely be one of them. He said: "Suddenly, I felt that many things that I had wanted to hold on to turned out to be not correct. I always feel ...... Maybe it's panic. ”
Lin Ling said: "For example, ......"
Chen Yadong said: "I used to think that the government was so dark that it was only in ancient times. However, in reality, such scenes sometimes play out. Once you may not have believed it, now you can no longer deny it. ”
Lin Ling smiled and said, "But you are still you, you are still alive and well, and the government does not owe you anything." Even if it's sometimes wrong, it will change sooner or later. ”
"Really?" Chen Yadong said: "Our life is like a falling leaf, and the trajectory of life is just swaying with the wind and drifting with the 'waves'. ”
The government may change, but when did it and what has become of itself?
Lin Ling said: "Who said that, you can at least decide what you want to do today, you don't have to do anything, right?" ”
Chen Yadong said: "Yes, maybe I can decide today, decide tomorrow." However, in the end, we look back and see that every day we once decided for ourselves is only controlled by the hand of fate, from birth to death. We can no longer control ourselves, as if we are at the mercy of others. What is the meaning of such a life? ”
Lin Ling was also silent suddenly, she couldn't deny it. After a long time, she spoke again: "Life is always full of helplessness...... Do you feel unhappy? ”
"I ......"
Happy, unhappy.
What Chen Yadong thought in his heart, he couldn't answer.
Only unhappy people will feel that there is nothing to love in life, and they will be pessimistic about the world.
Lin Ling leaned on his shoulder and said softly: "I don't have as much as you think, as long as I can be with you, I don't have to worry about food and clothing, even if I experience the greatest suffering, I feel happy." ”
Chen Yadong's heart is warm, what a simple love this is, simple, just like a story in a fairy tale.
Happiness, maybe it's as simple as that, you don't need to be tied to your pocket, you don't need to be famous all over the world. It's just two people, who fear each other and help each other to grow old.
This is the power of love.
Suddenly, Chen Yadong felt that he was the happiest person in the world. He surrounded her, already looking forward to the day ahead, and they led three or five children to work hard in the fields, with happy smiles on their faces.
What a beautiful picture it will be in the future.
Why do you have to look at all the filth in this world, the political darkness is then the darkness, the people's hearts are unpredictable, what does everything have to do with me! I'm not a great man, why do I have to worry about the country and the people!
Chen Yadong has never felt so relaxed, and some things will suddenly be figured out. He had made up his mind that he would not be bored with himself in the future.
Such a beautiful picture should not have been broken, but the sky is not as good as it gets. As soon as Chen Yadong looked up, he saw He Xing.
He Xing walked alone with his head bowed, like a lamb out of the herd, with a trace of exhaustion revealed between his eyebrows.
Chen Yadong said: "Hey, that kid, stop." ”
He Xing really stopped, and then, he saw Chen Yadong and Lin Ling.
He smiled and said, "Xiaoling, Chen Yadong." ”
Chen Yadong looked at him for a long time, and suddenly said, "Are you cold?" ”
He Xing said: "No." ”
Chen Yadong said: "Then you have an upset stomach?" ”
He Xingdao: "It's not. ”
Chen Yadong said: "That must be a headache again." ”
He Xing said: "My head doesn't hurt. ”
Chen Yadong said: "That's strange, how do I don't think you are a good person." ”
Lin Ling had three black lines on her forehead, and she was curious about how they became friends, and the last sentence 'revealed' his true 'nature'.
He Xing's face remained unchanged, and he said, "If there is nothing else, I will leave first." ”
Chen Yadong said: "Where are you going?" ”
He Xing said: "Classroom." ”
Chen Yadong said: "Are you still in the classroom? He is not a filial son. ”
He Xing stared at him, not understanding his subtext.
Chen Yadong leaned into his ear and said: "Now the streets are full of people scolding your father, if I were you, I should lead a group of policemen, and if I heard anyone who dared to open my mouth, I would beat him to death, until the other party couldn't open his mouth." If you feel that the impact is not good, then arrest it, take it to the detention center, and then work hard to clean it up. Clean up a few more times to make sure you all become good citizens. ”
He Xing's brows furrowed, and his cold gaze fell on Chen Yadong's face like a sharp knife.
Chen Yadong smiled and said, "Isn't this method very smart, have you never thought of it?" ”
He Xing said: "No." ”
"Hey," Chen Yadong sighed: "I said that you are really stupid, the tiger father has no dog son, how could your father give birth to a son like you?" I learned this method from him, didn't he teach you! ”
He Xing didn't refute, but his fists were clenched, his nails were embedded in the 'flesh', and his shoulders were trembling slightly. He was struggling to endure.
Chen Yadong said: "You don't have to look at me with an expression that you can't get used to me and can't get rid of it. You're so funny, I'm almost amused by you. Hahaha......"
Lin Ling tugged at the corner of his clothes, she wanted to speak, but she didn't know what to say.
After a long time, He Xing let go of his hand and turned around. The best way to deal with a scoundrel is to bother to pay attention to him.
Chen Yadong said: "Now, I admire you a little. This determination, this patience, is by no means something that ordinary people can do. ”
Lin Ling breathed a sigh of relief, this sentence is not too ugly.
Chen Yadong added: "It's the first time I've seen such a shameless person. ”
Lin Ling angrily pinched Chen Yadong's arm.
He Xingdao: "Are you finished?" ”
Chen Yadong said: "It's over." ”
He Xing stopped talking and walked away.
Chen Yadong put his arm around Lin Ling, and now, he was like a victor, showing off proudly.
Lin Ling's heart was cold, although the mass collective incident a few days ago had nothing to do with He Xing, he became an innocent injured person. He sympathized with the people, but it was his father who caused it. As a son, he has to endure countless gossip about his father every day, how much trauma does his soul have to endure? What's even more tragic is that even if he is depressed in his heart, he can't say it, and there is no one to talk to.
His back is so bleak and desolate.
Others may see him sometimes beautiful, but they don't know the loneliness and loneliness in his heart.
Lin Ling said: "You hate him so much? ”
Chen Yadong said: "He's just a pitiful worm, why should I hate him?" ”
Lin Ling said: "Then you are deliberately slandering him." ”
Chen Yadong said: "I am very happy to see him unhappy." ”
Lin Ling sighed: "Actually, he is not the kind of person you think, he is different from his father." ”
Chen Yadong suddenly fell silent.
Lin Ling said: "Why don't you speak?" ”
Chen Yadong said: "What to say? ”
Indeed, Lin Ling didn't know what to ask him to say.
Lin Ling said: "He is my friend. ”
Chen Yadong said: "Hmm. ”
Lin Ling felt that Chen Yadong was weird and asked, "Are you angry?" ”
Chen Yadong said: "No. ”
Lin Ling said: "Yes, you are jealous. ”
Chen Yadong said: "No. Why should I be jealous? I like to eat soy sauce. ”
Lin Ling said: "You're just jealous." ”
Chen Yadong said: "No, absolutely no ......"
Lin Ling said: "Yes, I said yes." ”
Chen Yadong's heart melted, even if he was really angry, it had already dissipated at this moment.
Night, night again.
In the dark night, even if there are street lights, they can't illuminate the darkness of pedestrians.
There was silence, and the wind was silent. It is a road that is rarely trafficked. He Xing hung his head and walked under the street lamp, and the lonely figure was stretched longer and longer, indescribably desolate.
He wanted to escape, to get away from the crowd, to experience loneliness that he had never felt before, but it was not pleasant.
Finally having a voice, maybe not a good thing for him.
Thunder.
At this time, the wind had risen, and He Xing suddenly felt a trace of coolness on his body. When he looked up, he saw a flash of lightning piercing the dark night sky. This rain is destined to rain heavily.
He stood, as if waiting. He thanked God for the rain at this time, and even the most violent storm, he had to face it. He had to know how to face it.
It's just that there is no one around him, no family, no friendship. I am like an abandoned child, no one can tell anything about my heart, no one can understand myself, I have to face it alone.
How sad it is.
The rain was really heavy, and the cold rain was like his cold heart. Maybe this is God's mockery of himself!
The rain strung into a line on He Xing's face and merged into a stream on the ground, slowly flowing from under his feet.
The wind was blowing fiercely, and He Xing's body spasmed and kept trembling.
His whole being was bent, and no one could see his painful appearance, and he didn't want anyone else to see it.
The rain is still falling, and the rain is dripping on the umbrellas.
He Xing came back to his senses, raised his head, and saw the umbrella, which was no longer covered on top of his head, and then saw Lin Ling.
She stood straight next to her with an umbrella, smiling at him.
They looked at each other, but no one spoke, as if time had been frozen.
After a long time, Lin Ling said, "Go home and change your clothes, otherwise you will catch a cold." ”
He Xing stood up, wiped a handful of the rain on his face, and said in a daze, "Why are you here?" ”
Lin Ling said: "You can come here, why can't I?" ”
He Xing said: "I can come home from here, but you can't." ”
Lin Ling said: "Why can't you? ”
How can you get home? It's just that He Xing doesn't want to argue, and now he doesn't want to say a word, so he keeps his mouth shut.
Lin Ling said: "Didn't you say that you would send me home?" Wherever I go, at least you, I believe in you. ”
"Xiaoling ......" words were as sharp as a knife, stabbing He Xing, his heart was dripping blood, and he couldn't say a word.
Silence, perhaps, is the best way to go.
The wind is sharper and the rain is heavier.
The water splashed on Lin Ling's body, wetting her clothes as well.
He Xing's heart hurt even more, and he finally spoke: "You go back!" ”
Lin Ling said: "What about you, won't you send me?" ”
He Xingdao: "I'm sorry ......"
Lin Ling said: "I don't want you to say I'm sorry, as a big boy, what you say must count." ”
He Xing said: "But, now I want to be alone and quiet." After this, I will be able to find myself again. ”
He had turned and stepped into the storm.
"He Xing," Lin Ling shouted, "You stop." ”
He Xing immediately stopped.
Lin Ling said: "I have promised that you can find yourself again tomorrow, but what about you now?" Do you just hide it, suppress it in the depths of your heart, and when you're alone, you let it out, torture yourself, and suffer yourself? ”
He Xing turned around and said, "You won't understand, you're not me!" ”
Lin Ling said: "But I'm your friend." ”
He Xing was stunned.
The rain was flowing down his cheeks, and his eyes were really looking at Lin Ling, that sincere gaze.
Friend, two simple words, but it is not easy to do.
The rain was falling in a hurry, but the two of them seemed to be frozen in the rain. No one spoke, but the 'exchange' of eyes was louder than anything else.
A tear slipped from the corner of He Xing's eye. He already understood, and Lin Ling understood it completely to him.
Before the words were spoken, the meaning was understood.
For He Xing at this moment, there is no need for a person to listen to his grievances seriously, just to let him understand that it is enough for someone to be willing to listen to his grievances.
That tear is a tear of emotion, and all the words have melted into it. All grievances have dissipated.
It's not about having many friends, it's good to have a few sincere ones.
He Xing slowly walked towards Lin Ling, took the umbrella in her hand, and said softly: "Go, I'll send you home." ”